LOGINRowanThere were so many plates I had in the air. But it was for one reason. For Selene and her future. A future that no matter how bad I may have liked the idea; it wasn’t meant to be. After last night and this morning when I had her beautiful body a few more times I was still in need. She seemed even more responsive to me. He skin felt warmer, her touch was like fire. Her breasts were even more at attention for me. She was glowing like a fucking goddess. She was the reason I could not get enough of her. I just needed another taste every time I saw her. When she left the office for a lunch doctor appointment, I had some more plans to iron out with Elle. She didn’t know what was going on today but she kept texting me trying to get information. I told her that we could get together this weekend and see each other. That held her in a loop of suspense. God I can’t wait for this crap wit her to be over. So, I can get back to what I needed and that was a normal life. After lunch
SeleneIts Friday and its lunch time. In a few hours Mr. Bane will be in to have the paperwork for us to sign. To say I have been a nervous wreck all day is not saying enough. I can’t keep any food down. I have been throwing up all this morning. I had to tell Rowan through the night that I had diarrhea. He is a man; he fell for it. But I am sure I heard Gurtie snooping around. Women always figure this out before the woman even knows. I mean look at that darn sneaky power having Bianca. She and I have been messaging. It is nice to have someone that I can talk to about it. I’m a nervous wreck and I am taking my lunch break to go to an OBGYN that I found. I am headed downstairs with my guards. I don’t really know how to explain this. Other than to lie. “Okay men, we are headed to see my woman doctor so she can examine my uterus and change out my birth control. Are we understood.” I smile to the guys as Miles and Charlie look nervous. Raul on the other hand smirks in my direction.
RowanThe dinner was a nice escape for us both. We got to get away abs to someone we normally are not. Just two people at a dinner. Not two people under a microscope are being watched like lab rats. Selene seemed to get along well with Bianca. With all her secret Witchery, it was hard to tell if they would get along. I wanted to make sure she had more people she could count on once I leave. I am happy that they will watch over her like she is family. That means a lot to me. Knowing she doesn’t have a damn bit of good in the family department. That is besides her little mini me and sister Rachel. We will sign the paperwork tomorrow. I ended the happiest year of my life. With all the drama and stress, the love was real. I hope she knows that. I hope she understands everything I have done is for her. So why am I in this dark ass club right now? When I should be enjoying every minute of time with her? I swear to God I haven’t a clue. But I know I have to keep he
SeleneThis home is simply amazing. I have been walking around the mansion on a private tour of the main floor with Bianca as they get the coffee ready for dessert. “How do you keep a place like this so spotless!” I swoon. “Girl, you know we have a full staff. I have to make sure it is up to my standards. I will spazz out if I see dust.” Bianca smiles at me. “I get that. Rowan is the same way.” I smile thinking fondly on the number of times I have seen him try and resist cleaning when we get home. “So did you tell him how you feel about him?” Bianca asks getting right to the point. I could tell there was something more she wanted to ask me. “What do you mean? He knows that I am in love with him?” “But did you tell him you don’t want the divorce and you love him?” “Bianca, I can’t. This is what he wants. Who am I to stand in his way.” I walk alongside her as she loops her arm through mine. “I feel like he is doing what he thinks is best. But not
RowanBregman and Bianca MelnykPulling up to the suburbs Will drives us for about an hour outside the city. It is a beautiful night. The sky is so clear out here away from the city lights that you can see the stars. I let the window down a bit so that I can feel the cool air. We come up to a large property that has a ten-foot brick wall with metal spikes on the top. Beyond that I see rolling hills of land. In the distance we see a two-story mansion in a cream color. Like a fortress on a hill. As we pull up to the gate’s security checks the car. They have dogs walk around it. One man has a mirror on a stick to look under our vehicle. They are very secure here with safety. “This place is amazing.” Selene whispers more to herself as we pass through the gates after we were cleared. “Yes, it is. Would you want this much space?” I ask her. &ldq
SeleneThe office has been weirdly calm. Like no one looks at me weird. No one even acts like I didn’t have a complete melt down. It was like that day with my mother never happened. I can tell you that I have had that dream a time or two. Wishing she wasn’t in the picture. That my father actually wanted me and would come rescue me. But that fairytale never came true. I got the story without the fairy godmother. I had to fight for my survival. I some days feel like I still am. Like the day my mother came to my job. I still don’t know how she found me. She isn’t one for the media. I know the New York Times leisure page was not on her to be read list. Someone must have tipped her off. But then who would have to time and energy to research my past. Hell, probably anyone who wanted to get close to Rowan. Well in a few days this marriage would be over and they can go for the man they claim to need and deserve. I mean that is i
RowanI should really be more on top of things. This is all new territory for me. I forgot I had a background check done on her. Hell, I never even opened the envelope. But I fan see how none of that mattered. I had once again lied to her. Things had been going too well for us. I d
SeleneI was mad at him. But I did see the request date was before we married. I guess I just really have a hard time trusting people. They come into my life. Feed me lies, then hurt me. But Rowan was trying to be honest with me. I had to believe that about him. I had to give him a
RowanGetting a workout on with the guys on a weekend is a rare event. So I am enjoying every minute of this intense cardio following by weight training with a kick ass personal trainer. Lee is joining us today, along with Camden and Allister. We just sat down in the steam room about fifteen
SeleneIt’s been about a week since Rowan fucked me on the conference table. I feel like everyone in the office knew but it’s the boss so who is going to question him, and his wife. Today we sit in our offices working hard on two ad campaigns for Slater Industries. We decided to make a contest







