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“State your business!” The guard’s voice rang out through the drizzle just as I stepped up to the gates of Dark Moors Pack, and for a second, I genuinely thought he was joking. I stood there dripping from a miserable six-hour ride, mud clinging to the hem of my coat while my medical bag dug into my shoulder, and stared at him in disbelief. Then I lifted the folded summons from my coat pocket and waved it once. “I came to decorate your gate. What does it look like?” His expression flattened.The second guard snorted under his breath, quickly covering it with a cough. “I’m Reylap Stark,” I said, slipping the paper back into my pocket. “Your Alpha requested a healer. Unless someone suddenly learned surgery overnight, I suggest you let me through.” The first guard’s jaw tightened slightly at my tone. “We were told a healer was coming,” he said carefully. “No one mentioned your name.” “You summoned me.” Neither guard moved. A chill settled in my stomach. Healers were supposed to be welcomed, respected, and escorted straight to the patients, and allowed to leave once the work was done. That was how it had always been. That was what the summons had promised. What's going on? I’d dealt with suspicious packs before. Territorial Alphas. Arrogant betas. Idiots who thought healers were servants with herbs instead of people who literally kept their wolves breathing, but this felt different. The second guard finally stepped aside. “You can enter.” There was no apology, no urgency despite the desperate tone of the summons. That alone told me something was wrong. Most packs practically dragged healers toward the infirmary the moment they arrived. Injured wolves meant panic, noise, frantic relatives crowding the halls. But as I walked deeper into Dark Moors, the only thing waiting for me was silence. By the time I reached the healer’s wing, my nerves were stretched thin enough to snap. I knocked twice. Nothing. A hand closed around my arm before I could try a third time. "The elders will see you now." I turned to see a guard, already steering me away from the door before I'd even agreed to move. "I was brought here for patients," I said, pulling slightly against his grip. "Not elders.” He didn't bother responding as he just kept walking. We were halfway down the corridor when I saw another healer, bag over her shoulder, being walked in the exact direction I'd just been pulled from. My feet stopped moving on their own. "Why is she going to my patients?" "Keep moving." "Those are my patients —" "Move.” The word landed and something in my chest tightened instantly. So this wasn’t a misunderstanding. I hadn’t been brought here to treat anyone at all—at least, not in the way I had been told. Then why bring me here? My thoughts snagged, pulling tight. Tonight was my mating ceremony. Malik would be waiting. Whatever this was, it needed to end quickly. I needed to be out of here before sundown. But when the guard pushed open the elders' chamber door and I stepped inside, that thought dissolved completely. The room was too full — and not one face in it looked surprised to see me. I stepped inside and didn't bother with pleasantries. "I was summoned to treat patients. I need access to them now." "You will not be given access," an elder said. "Yet." I let that word sit for a second. "Yet," I repeated. "What does that mean?" "Circumstances have changed." "What circumstances?" I looked around the room and realized with a cold drop in my stomach that nobody would meet my eyes. “You know, this would all feel significantly less suspicious if someone actually explained what the hell is going on.” The first elder finally looked at me. "You are not trusted here." For a second, I genuinely thought I misheard him. A short laugh escaped me before I could stop it. “I’m sorry— what?” No one laughed with me. Not trusted? For a healer they’d summoned? The words hit strangely hard, mostly because they made no sense. Healers were called when packs were desperate. People trusted us with their lives before they trusted us with their secrets. “There’s clearly been a misunderstanding,” I said, more carefully this time. “There has already been a report from your pack,” the elder replied. That got my full attention. “My pack?” I repeated. “What report?” The second elder’s expression darkened slightly. “An elder from Emerald Diamond Pack died under your care.” My heartbeat stuttered once. No! No! “The cause of death was confirmed as wolfsbane poisoning.” The room seemed to tilt slightly around me. For one disorienting second, I couldn’t even process the sentence properly because it sounded too absurd to be real. Wolfsbane? My mind immediately rejected it. "I — wolfsbane?" The word stumbled out of me like I couldn't quite hold it. "No. I've never — that's not —" I stopped, pressed my lips together, forced myself to breathe. "I have never prescribed it, never stored it, never so much as looked at it sideways my entire career. I—* "Your pack's report says otherwise." Heat rushed up my throat so fast it embarrassed me, the kind that stung behind the eyes and made everything feel suddenly, humiliatingly close to the surface. "Then your— my— report," I said, and my voice cracked slightly on the last word before I caught it, "is wrong.” I took a breath, trying to pull myself back together. No, I can't lose it. I had a ceremony to get back to — a dress hanging in my chamber, a mate waiting, a whole life about to begin — and I was not going to let this unravel me in a room full of strangers. "I was the lead healer on that case," I said, steadier now. "My pack would never confirm something like that without speaking to me first. So whatever that report says, someone is lying." "Then why was she the last person to touch him?" a voice called from the side of the room. I turned toward it. "Because I was assigned to his treatment. That's how healing works. Being last in a room doesn't make me a murderer." "That's not what the report says.” "Then show me the report." My voice came out harder than I intended but I didn't take it back. "If there's evidence against me, show me. I have a right to see it.” The elder’s face hardened. “You will not be given access.” And just like that, the last fragile thread of my composure snapped. “Are you insane?” I demanded, my voice rising before I could stop it. “You drag me across territories under emergency summons, accuse me of murder the second I arrive, refuse to show me evidence, refuse to let me defend myself, and somehow I’m expected to stand here quietly while you decide whether I’m guilty?” The second elder frowned. “Mind your tone.” “My tone?” I laughed again. “You accuse me of poisoning an elder before I even step inside your infirmary, and my tone is the issue?I want to speak to whoever filed that report," "That won't be necessary." My breath caught. I pressed my thumbnail hard into my palm because my hands had started trembling and I refused — absolutely refused — to let this room see that. "I'm sorry," I said slowly, "what did you just say to me?" "That won't be necessary." A bead of sweat tracked down the back of my neck. My heart was doing something awful and fast inside my chest and no matter how hard I pressed my nails into my skin I couldn't stop the slight dampness gathering at my hairline. They weren't going to let me speak to anyone. They weren't going to show me anything. This was not an inquiry, this was already a verdict. Malik.The thought of him, made my heart race. Malik would fix this. "Then I'm leaving," I said. "That may be best." I spun on my heel and stormed out, my blood boiling. The heavy doors thudded shut behind me. Outside, the cold air felt different and filled with suspicion. Conversations died instantly as I passed. Eyes followed me openly now—no more pretending. Great. I’d gone from unwelcome guest to public enemy in under an hour. That was when I spotted Gaia. The little girl I’d treated for a brutal fever months ago.She was standing near the side courtyard and the moment our eyes met she took one instinctive step backward. That step hurt more than anything the elders had said. "Gaia." I stopped and crouched to her level, keeping my voice soft. "It's me. You remember me, don't you?" She flinched hard. “Hey, it’s me,” I said, lowering myself to her eye level with a small, hopefully reassuring smile. “The one who made the yucky medicine taste like berries, remember? I don’t bite. Promise.” She hesitated, then gave a tiny nod, but her little hands stayed clenched at her sides. I kept my tone light, even as my anger simmered. “Why’s everyone looking at me like I grew a second head? Come on, you can tell me. I thought we were friends.” She glanced around nervously before whispering, “They said you killed someone.” The ground shifted slightly under my feet. "That's not true." "They said you poisoned an elder." Her eyes were wide and earnest and devastatingly honest. "People from your pack came yesterday and told everyone.” Yesterday?? God. The trap had already snapped shut before I even crossed the border. who the hell would do this to me? I forced a breath, standing up.“Thank you for telling me the truth, kid. That took guts.” She looked up at me, worried. “Are you in trouble?” “I… don’t know yet.” My attempt at a reassuring smile probably looked more like a grimace. She chewed her lip. "Did you do it?" I crouched back down to her level and waited until she had no choice but to look at me. "No," I said, quietly but without a single waver in it. "I didn't. And I am going to prove it.” She studied me for a long moment, then looked away immediately. "Don't let her leave." The voice came from somewhere behind me and I turned just in time to see three guards cutting across the courtyard with a focus that made my stomach drop. "She goes nowhere without escort," one of them said. They were moving with the calm certainty of men who had been given very specific instructions about a very specific person. "Alpha's orders." "Which alpha?" I demanded. No answer. "Get your hands off —" I started, but one of them already had my arm and the words died in my throat because this was real, this was actually happening, and no amount of credentials or summons letters or eight years of healing this pack's wounded was going to matter in the next thirty seconds. "Get your hands off me," I repeated, twisting against their grip. "I am a healer —” " No one cares about that." The guard's grip tightened on my arm, steering me forward without breaking stride. "You murdered someone. You're being returned to Emerald Diamond Pack tonight, and honestly?" He leaned slightly closer, lowering his voice."You should be thanking us. Most packs don't escort murderers. They cage them.”Rika's povI kept my hand on Reylap’s neck for one last second, feeling the steady, rhythmic thrum of her pulse. It was faint, like a distant drum, but it was consistent. She was holding on. "She's stable, Eliott," I whispered, though he looked barely conscious himself. "The bleeding has stopped. Her body is accepting the blood."I didn't wait for his response. I couldn't. I turned my back on the parents and hurried toward the small wooden cradle tucked into the far corner of the room. The midwives stepped aside, their faces grim and shadowed by the flickering candlelight.My heart sank the moment I looked down. The baby boy was so tiny he seemed swallowed by the linens. He wasn't crying. He wasn't even squirming. His skin had a translucent, bluish quality that made him look more like a porcelain doll than a living pup."He’s barely moved since we cut the cord," one of the midwives whispered.I reached in, my fingers feeling oversized and clumsy as I touched his chest. "His breathing
Eliott's povThe thin, reedy wail of my son should have been the signal for the room to erupt in joy, but the silence that followed was heavier than the one before it. Rika wasn’t looking at the baby. Her hands were buried in the sheets, which were rapidly turning a dark, sickening crimson."Rika?" I stepped forward, my voice trembling. "Rika, he’s breathing. Why aren't you—""Eliott, stay where you are!" Rika snapped, her voice high and tight with panic. She pressed a thick wad of gauze against Reylap’s thigh, but the blood soaked through instantly. "She’s hemorrhaging. The placenta... it didn't detach correctly. She’s losing too much, too fast."I looked at Reylap. Her face was the color of winter ash. Her eyes were half-open, but there was no light in them, just a dull, glazed stare directed at the ceiling. Her chest barely moved."Reylap?" I lunged for the side of the bed, grabbing her limp hand. It was ice cold. "Reylap, look at me! Rika, do something! Why isn't she waking up?""
Eliott's POVThe silence of the pack house was a lie. I was sitting on the floor just outside the heavy oak doors, my head in my hands, when the rhythm of the room changed. It wasn’t a scream this time. It was a frantic, wet thud of movement and the sharp intake of breath.I was on my feet before my brain could process the sound. I threw the doors open, the wood groaning on its hinges."Reylap!" I roared, my heart hammering against my sternum like a trapped beast. The scene was pure chaos. Rika was leaning over the bed, her hands stained red, while the two midwives were frantically shifting basins of water. Reylap lay there, her head lolling to the side, her eyes rolled back so far only the whites showed. She looked like a ghost, her skin a translucent, sickly grey."Get back, Eliott!" Rika screamed, not even looking at me. She was pressing two fingers into the side of Reylap’s neck. "She’s not responding! Reylap, wake up! Look at me!""What happened?" I demanded, rushing to the beds
Reylap's POVThe world was a flickering candle, the flame guttering in a cold wind. I felt the wetness of my own sweat, cold and slick against my collarbone, and then the sudden, sharp pressure of hands against my thighs. The midwives were talking, their voices a frantic blur of clinical jargon and hushed prayers, but I couldn't hold onto their words. My lungs felt like they were filled with stones. Every breath was a labor, a jagged pull against a chest that refused to expand. I tried to groan, to tell them the pain was changing, but the room dissolved before I could find my voice.The scent of blood and lavender vanished. Suddenly, I was standing on the bank of the Silver River. The water rushed past, clear and icy, reflecting the willows of my childhood home. The air was sweet with wild clover, and for a moment, the agony in my belly was nothing but a dull, distant thrum."Reylap."I spun around, my bare feet sinking into the soft mud. "Who’s there?"The voice was a low, melodic
Reylap's POVThe world was a fractured glass, edges sharp and colors bleeding into a muddy, oppressive heat. I felt the sweat slicking my skin, the humidity of the room clinging to me like a wet shroud. Every time I tried to focus, the image shattered."Breathe, Reylap. Just breathe. Match me," a voice said.It was Rika. I knew it was Rika, but her voice sounded like it was vibrating through deep water, distant and distorted. I could smell the sharp, medicinal sting of crushed herbs—wintergreen and yarrow—mingling with the copper tang of blood. The pressure in my midsection wasn't just physical anymore; it felt like a mountain was sitting on my hips, grinding my pelvic bones into powder. The pain didn't feel like a labor contraction. It felt deeper, like something was trying to claw its way out of my soul rather than my body."I... I can't," I gasped, the words catching in my throat."You have to," Rika’s voice came again, sharper this time, though it still felt miles away. "Focus on
Elliott's POVRika’s hands were shaking as she tried to pull them from my grip. I squeezed harder, my knuckles white, my heart hammering a frantic rhythm against my ribs that felt like it would crack them."Eliott, listen to me," she said, her voice dropping into a hollow, flat tone that terrified me more than her screaming had. "Something is wrong. This isn't just a difficult delivery. Reylap’s body is fighting the birth instead of helping it. Her own muscles are seizing against the contractions. It’s like her system is trying to pull the child back in.""That doesn't make sense," I hissed, my voice cracking. "It’s a natural process. Her body knows what to do!""It should, but it doesn't," Rika whispered, looking toward the closed door with a haunted expression. "I have only seen this once before, years ago in the north. It didn't end well, Eliott. The mother’s heart gave out before the babe could even draw breath."The hallway seemed to tilt. "No. That’s not happening here. You’re t
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