Masuk
I scrubbed the marble floor of the packhouse on my hands and knees, my fingers raw and bleeding. The other wolves walked past me without a glance, some deliberately stepping on the section I had just cleaned. I bit my lip and started over.
This was my life. Aria Moonstone, Luna of the Silver Crest Pack, was reduced to a servant in her own home.
“You missed a spot, Omega.”
I looked up to see Beta Marcus sneering down at me. He kicked over the bucket of dirty water, sending it splashing across the floor and soaking my thin dress.
“Clean it up,” he said, then walked away laughing.
I wanted to cry, but I had no tears left. Five years of marriage to Alpha Damien had taught me that tears changed nothing. I was the weakest wolf in the pack, unable to shift properly, slow to heal, and worthless in every way that mattered to our kind.
The other omegas at least had each other. I had no one.
I gathered rags to soak up the spilt water, moving slowly because my wolf was too weak to help me heal from yesterday’s injuries. My sister Elena had “accidentally” pushed me down the stairs. Again. The bruises on my ribs made every breath hurt.
“Aria!”
My husband’s voice boomed through the packhouse. I flinched. Alpha Damien only called for me when he needed something or when I had disappointed him. Lately, it was always the latter.
I abandoned the mess and hurried toward his office, my wet dress clinging to my thin frame. I had lost so much weight this past year. Food was scarce for me, always given to the “stronger” wolves first. By the time I was allowed to eat, there were only scraps.
I knocked softly on the heavy oak door.
“Enter.”
I pushed open the door and kept my eyes down, as was expected of a weak omega. Even if that omega was technically the Luna.
“You called for me, Alpha?”
He hated it when I called him by his title instead of his name, but he had forbidden me from using his name in public months ago. Now I could not bring myself to say it even in private.
“The Bloodmoon Pack is visiting tomorrow,” Damien said, not looking up from his papers. “I need you to stay out of sight. You embarrass me in front of other Alphas.”
Each word was a knife to my heart, but I had learned to keep my face blank.
“Yes, Alpha.”
“Your sister will act as hostess. She knows how to represent this pack properly.”
Of course. Beautiful, strong, perfect Elena. Everything I was not.
“Is there anything else?” I asked quietly.
“Yes.” He finally looked at me, his handsome face twisted with disgust. “Take a bath. You smell like wet dog and failure.”
I nodded and turned to leave, but his next words stopped me.
“I do not know why the Moon Goddess bound me to something like you. You are not fit to be a Luna. You are not fit to be a wolf.”
I left before he could see my hands shaking.
The walk to my room felt endless. Wolves whispered as I passed, their words cutting deep even though I pretended not to hear.
“She is so pathetic.”
“I heard the Alpha has not touched her in over a year.”
“My cousin’s pack would have banished her by now.”
“She will probably be rejected soon. No Alpha wants a defective mate.”
I climbed the stairs to the third floor where my small room was located. It used to be a storage closet. Damien had moved me here two years ago, saying the Luna’s chambers were wasted on me.
I locked the door and finally allowed myself to collapse on the narrow bed. My whole body ached. My heart ached worse.
Tomorrow I would have to watch Elena play Luna while I hid like the shameful secret I had become. My own sister had taken everything from me except my title, and lately I wondered how long even that would last.
The mate bond thrummed weakly in my chest, connecting me to Damien. Once it had felt warm and full of promise. Now it only brought pain. I could feel his contempt through it, his disappointment, his wish that I was anyone but me.
I closed my eyes and remembered the girl I used to be. The one who believed in true love and happy endings. The one who thought being mated to an Alpha meant being cherished and protected.
That girl died slowly over five years of cruelty.
A knock on my door made me sit up.
“Aria?” It was Elena’s sweet voice. “May I come in?”
I should have said no. Every instinct screamed danger. But she was my sister, my only remaining family. Surely some part of her still cared.
“Come in.”
Elena entered, her beautiful face arranged in false concern. She wore a designer dress that showed her curves, her long blonde hair perfect, her skin glowing with health and power. We were twins, but you would never know it. Where she was everything, I was nothing.
“I wanted to check on you,” she said, sitting on my bed. “I know Damien was harsh today.”
“He is always harsh,” I said quietly.
“Yes, well.” She examined her perfect nails. “That is what happens when you are mated to someone so beneath you. He cannot help his disappointment.”
The words stung, but I said nothing.
Elena smiled, and something cold flickered in her eyes. “I came to tell you something important, sister. Something you deserve to know.”
My stomach twisted with dread.
“Damien and I are in love,” she said simply. “We have been together for two years. I am carrying his child.”
The world stopped.
My sister. My husband. Two years.
“You are lying,” I whispered.
“Am I?” She placed a hand on her flat stomach. “Ask him yourself. Or better yet, come to Luna’s chambers tonight at midnight. See the truth with your own eyes.”
She stood and walked to the door, then paused.
“You were always too weak, Aria. Too weak to be a wolf, too weak to be a Luna, too weak to keep your own mate. This pack needs strength. It needs me.”
The door closed behind her, and I shattered into a million pieces.
Two weeks after the summit, the first letter arrived from a wolf we had not gone looking for.It came through ordinary post, addressed to the fortress in careful handwriting, the envelope sealed with no mark or symbol that identified its origin. Sarah brought it to me unopened because unknown correspondence was always reviewed through protocol before reaching me, but the protocol team had cleared it as non-threatening and flagged it as personally significant without being able to explain why that assessment felt accurate.I opened it at my desk on a Tuesday morning with tea going cold beside me and the autumn light coming through the window in the particular amber quality that meant the season was genuinely turning.The letter was two pages. The handwriting was controlled and careful in the way of someone who had learned to be precise with communication because imprecision had costs they could not afford.My name is Cass. I am thirty-one years old and I have been suppressed since I wa
The valley emptied slowly over the following two days.Not because wolves were reluctant to leave. Because the kind of conversations that had been started on summit day needed time to complete themselves, and the kind of alliances being formed in the aftermath needed the informal contact of shared meals and morning walks and the particular honesty that came from being in neutral territory away from the responsibilities of home.I stayed for both days.Not in the formal sessions, which wound down by the second morning into smaller working groups that Sarah and the oversight body managed without needing my presence. I stayed in the informal spaces. The conversations at the edges of the valley. The quiet exchanges with Alphas who had processed the first day’s information overnight and arrived at the second day with different questions. More personal ones. Less about the mechanics of what had happened and more about what it meant.What it meant for how they had been leading.What it meant
I did not use notes.Sarah had prepared them, thorough and ordered, every fact and figure and date arranged in the sequence most likely to build understanding progressively rather than overwhelm. She had spent three days on them. They were excellent.I did not use them because the notes created distance. Distance allowed people to engage with information as information rather than as truth. And what I needed from the several hundred wolves sitting in that valley was not engagement with information.I needed them to feel the truth of it.So I started where truth always starts.At the beginning.“Eighteen years ago,” I said, my voice carrying across the amphitheatre with the particular projection of someone who had spent two decades addressing large gatherings, “a young woman stood in front of her pack and refused a public rejection. Most of you will have heard some version of that story. The weak Luna who surprised everyone. The omega who became an Alpha. The beginning of whatever you
The invitations went out on a Tuesday.Sarah drafted them with the careful precision she brought to everything that needed to be exactly right. Not too formal, which would signal ceremony over urgency. Not too casual, which would allow dismissal. The language was specific and direct. A summit of all pack Alphas and senior Betas was called on the grounds of a major announcement regarding the resolution of the void threat and a matter of continental significance affecting all pack territories.Every Alpha on the continent received one.We sent them simultaneously, through multiple channels, so that no single network could intercept and suppress the information before it spread. Paper copies through a trusted courier wolf. Crystal transmissions through independent frequencies. And through the informal network of Beta-level contacts that Sarah had been cultivating quietly for twenty years, a network so distributed and low profile that the coalition had never identified it as a network at
Three days passed before things began to feel real.Not quiet days. Nothing about the days immediately following the Remembering was quiet. There were extracted wolves to care for, coalition locations to secure before the network could regroup, and pack territories across the continent that were waking up to the fact that something fundamental had shifted without understanding what or why. There were assembly sessions and intelligence briefings and medical assessments and the thousand practical details that follow any large event regardless of how significant the event was.But underneath all of it, in the spaces between tasks, there was a quality of unreality that I recognised from other large moments in my life. The morning after defeating Damien. The first day I spent in the hidden sanctuary knowing I was no longer who I had been. The moment Selene was born and I held her and understood that the shape of everything had permanently changed.The mind takes time to catch up to the siz
The corridor to the circular room felt different.Not physically. The stones were the same, the candles in their brackets the same candles, the faint smell of old wood and cold air the same smell it had always been. But the quality of moving through it had changed the way the quality of air changes before a storm. A pressure that was not quite pressure. A sense of something enormous occupying the same space as ordinary things without displacing them.Kael felt it beside me. I could see it in the way he moved, slower than his usual pace, his wolf nature responding to something his human mind did not yet have language for.The door to the circular room was open.Cassandra was standing just outside it, which told me something immediately. Cassandra did not retreat from things. She moved toward them. The fact that she was standing in the corridor rather than inside the room meant the inside of the room had become something that required a decision to enter rather than simply a space you w







