A Promise to Myself Davina’s POV I was still standing in the same position on the left, still watching. The training grounds were filled with cries, groans, and strength. I admired them a lot but I couldn't do it. Alpha Eris had left me alone after inviting me here, giving me space to decide for myself. I appreciated that. But now, as I watched the warriors spar, I wasn’t sure if this was something I could handle. I hated how weak I was, I hated how fear still had its claws deep in me. But training like this? My eyes followed a particularly brutal match between two warriors, both were young men, their bodies were covered in sweat, and they had serious faces on. They moved with speed and precision, their fists slammed into each other, bones cracked, and growls tore through the atmosphere. And when one of them finally hit the ground, gasping for breath, the other didn’t stop. I guess there was no mercy and hesitation here. The downed warrior barely had time to roll before anothe
The Struggle BeginsEris’s POVI had seen warriors break before. I had seen their struggles and weaknesses but Davina is one of the most determined I had ever seen.I had watched men, twice Davina’s size, crumble under the pressure of training. But there was something different about her. She wasn't strong in the body, but she was strong in the mind. And that helped her not to break. It helped her to struggle to stand anytime she went down. As I kept watching her, I felt so much joy and happiness despite the fact that she barely had a chance.And I watched every moment of her fall.At first, I let Nadia handle her. Davina was stiff, clumsy, and painfully slow. Every move she made was predictable, and every time she tried to attack, Nadia countered it effortlessly.I leaned against a tree, with my arms crossed, silently observing as Nadia knocked Davina to the ground again. Over and over again. I am not one to show emotions but I felt really sorry for her.Davina gasped for breath, dir
Strength is Earned Eris’s POV Davina was struggling. It wasn’t obvious to most, but I saw it. I could clearly see through her no matter how hard she tried to cover it up. The way she moved through the packhouse, barely making a sound. The way she darted her eyes around, like she expected a blow at any moment or even scared. The way she stiffened when someone spoke to her, like she was waiting, always waiting for cruelty. Sometimes she spends her days or even weeks indoors and shivers when someone comes around. She kept her distance. Not just from me, but from everyone. And I let her for a while. I wanted her to have her space. She needed time. A chance to adjust, to heal. But hiding wasn’t healing. Avoiding people wasn’t learning how to stand on her own. And I couldn’t watch her wither away in that room any longer. She is part of us now and it’s high time she starts becoming one. So, I made a decision. She needed to see what strength looked like, She needed to see that it wasn’t
Awakening the FighterEris’s POVThe sun had barely risen when I started dressing for training. As Alpha, I need to train more than the others. I should be stronger too.This morning, I didn't need any Maid to help me get dressed. So, I put on my black training pants, I fastened the ties accordingly before reaching for my tunic. The fabric slipped over my shoulders, fitting snugly, but my mind wasn’t on the routine of it.I was waiting and wondering why she hadn't knocked yet. It was unlike her. She always comes to remind me.“Hmmm,” I wondered. Or won’t she want to train again? Or was it something else?Davina had come to me last night, with full willingness burning in her eyes as she told me she was ready to go again. But words were one thing…action was another.Would she show up? Or would fear to steal her decision?I fastened the last strap on my wrist guards, glancing toward the door. Yet, there was nothing.Tch.I ran a hand through my hair and exhaled sharply before turning to
Her Wolf Calls to HerDavina’s POVMy lungs burned, My arms trembled and my legs screamed with every movement of pain I was enduring. But Alpha Eris was still circling me. He was still calm Focused and very tired. Which made me wonder the kind of wolf he is. I know he's Alpha and was supposed to be stronger than anyone else in the pack but this was too much. I know no matter how hard I train and even become better, I can never match his strength.“Again,” he said for the hundredth time that morning.I gritted my teeth, forcing myself to stand upright. I was too exhausted already. My knees wobbled, but I didn’t let myself fall. I couldn’t fall. I didn't want to disappoint him again. He has been trying to see me become stronger and better.I tried to remember how to breathe. In, Out, Slow, and Control. But my chest felt too tight.“I can’t,” I whispered.“Wrong answer.” His voice came out sharp, but not cruel. He wasn’t mocking me, he was daring and Pushing me.He lunged again. Not ful
Setbacks and FrustrationsDavina’s POVAs I got back to my room, my legs almost gave out beneath me. Each of my legs was heavy, like I was dragging the weight of failure behind me. My shoulders slumped, and every breath burned like fire in my lungs. I was tired…no, I was super exhausted but I still needed to freshen up. The stench of sweat clung to me, soaked into my clothes, and the dust from the training field stuck to my skin like guilt. My whole body was dirty.I kicked the door shut behind me and leaned against it for a moment, pressing my eyes closed as the ache settled deep into my bones. With trembling fingers, I began to remove my shirt. But the moment I lifted my arm, a searing pain shot through my side.“Agh…!” I screamed and then collapsed onto my knees.The sound of my voice echoed around my room like it didn’t belong to me, making me gaze around a bit. It was too loud and too broken. My chest rose and fell rapidly, I could feel panic in my throat. I slowly reached down,
A Lesson in ControlDavina’s POVI was still on the floor, hunched over and panting like I had just clawed my way out of a grave. My ribs were pulsed with pain. Blood had soaked through my shirt and onto my hands, it was sticky and warm, and the sight of it made my stomach churn.Then came the knock. I wasn't expecting anyone. Who might it be? At first, I didn't answer. But it continued. Three gentle knocks and it was almost hesitant taps that I couldn't ignore again.Shit!I scrambled to stand, but the pain yanked me back down with a vengeance. I let out a breathless curse and leaned against the wall, my head was still swimming. Whoever it was could wait. Or better yet, go away.But I knew that knock. It wasn't harsh. That damn calmness.“Come in,” I said, in a hoarse and trembling tone.The door creaked open, and the second he stepped inside, he was Alpha Eris. His entire body stiffened like a drawn bowstring. His eyes snapped to the blood, then to me, then back to the blood again.
Davina's POV “Finally, I could have time to myself, sigh.”Wiping the sweat off my forehead, I took a deep breath as I reached out to my flute lying just beside my duffel bag which held everything I own. I was an omega; the lowest rank in the pack which was tough for me, not to talk about when you are being reminded of it each day. This was my predicament and each time I prayed to the moon goddess to help me. Nothing changed. She has been mute on me.My status as an omega made my family detest me, my sister Lyra hated me so much that she didn't fail to show it whenever she had the chance to do so, not to talk of my mother who considered me a disgrace. As if being an omega was not enough, I was born mute and I could only use signs to communicate only to those who were interested in listening to what I have to say. Because of this, Alpha Lumen tagged me as a cursed fellow and as a punishment, he made me a slave in the palace, tending to the needs of the royal family. Armed with m
A Lesson in ControlDavina’s POVI was still on the floor, hunched over and panting like I had just clawed my way out of a grave. My ribs were pulsed with pain. Blood had soaked through my shirt and onto my hands, it was sticky and warm, and the sight of it made my stomach churn.Then came the knock. I wasn't expecting anyone. Who might it be? At first, I didn't answer. But it continued. Three gentle knocks and it was almost hesitant taps that I couldn't ignore again.Shit!I scrambled to stand, but the pain yanked me back down with a vengeance. I let out a breathless curse and leaned against the wall, my head was still swimming. Whoever it was could wait. Or better yet, go away.But I knew that knock. It wasn't harsh. That damn calmness.“Come in,” I said, in a hoarse and trembling tone.The door creaked open, and the second he stepped inside, he was Alpha Eris. His entire body stiffened like a drawn bowstring. His eyes snapped to the blood, then to me, then back to the blood again.
Setbacks and FrustrationsDavina’s POVAs I got back to my room, my legs almost gave out beneath me. Each of my legs was heavy, like I was dragging the weight of failure behind me. My shoulders slumped, and every breath burned like fire in my lungs. I was tired…no, I was super exhausted but I still needed to freshen up. The stench of sweat clung to me, soaked into my clothes, and the dust from the training field stuck to my skin like guilt. My whole body was dirty.I kicked the door shut behind me and leaned against it for a moment, pressing my eyes closed as the ache settled deep into my bones. With trembling fingers, I began to remove my shirt. But the moment I lifted my arm, a searing pain shot through my side.“Agh…!” I screamed and then collapsed onto my knees.The sound of my voice echoed around my room like it didn’t belong to me, making me gaze around a bit. It was too loud and too broken. My chest rose and fell rapidly, I could feel panic in my throat. I slowly reached down,
Her Wolf Calls to HerDavina’s POVMy lungs burned, My arms trembled and my legs screamed with every movement of pain I was enduring. But Alpha Eris was still circling me. He was still calm Focused and very tired. Which made me wonder the kind of wolf he is. I know he's Alpha and was supposed to be stronger than anyone else in the pack but this was too much. I know no matter how hard I train and even become better, I can never match his strength.“Again,” he said for the hundredth time that morning.I gritted my teeth, forcing myself to stand upright. I was too exhausted already. My knees wobbled, but I didn’t let myself fall. I couldn’t fall. I didn't want to disappoint him again. He has been trying to see me become stronger and better.I tried to remember how to breathe. In, Out, Slow, and Control. But my chest felt too tight.“I can’t,” I whispered.“Wrong answer.” His voice came out sharp, but not cruel. He wasn’t mocking me, he was daring and Pushing me.He lunged again. Not ful
Awakening the FighterEris’s POVThe sun had barely risen when I started dressing for training. As Alpha, I need to train more than the others. I should be stronger too.This morning, I didn't need any Maid to help me get dressed. So, I put on my black training pants, I fastened the ties accordingly before reaching for my tunic. The fabric slipped over my shoulders, fitting snugly, but my mind wasn’t on the routine of it.I was waiting and wondering why she hadn't knocked yet. It was unlike her. She always comes to remind me.“Hmmm,” I wondered. Or won’t she want to train again? Or was it something else?Davina had come to me last night, with full willingness burning in her eyes as she told me she was ready to go again. But words were one thing…action was another.Would she show up? Or would fear to steal her decision?I fastened the last strap on my wrist guards, glancing toward the door. Yet, there was nothing.Tch.I ran a hand through my hair and exhaled sharply before turning to
Strength is Earned Eris’s POV Davina was struggling. It wasn’t obvious to most, but I saw it. I could clearly see through her no matter how hard she tried to cover it up. The way she moved through the packhouse, barely making a sound. The way she darted her eyes around, like she expected a blow at any moment or even scared. The way she stiffened when someone spoke to her, like she was waiting, always waiting for cruelty. Sometimes she spends her days or even weeks indoors and shivers when someone comes around. She kept her distance. Not just from me, but from everyone. And I let her for a while. I wanted her to have her space. She needed time. A chance to adjust, to heal. But hiding wasn’t healing. Avoiding people wasn’t learning how to stand on her own. And I couldn’t watch her wither away in that room any longer. She is part of us now and it’s high time she starts becoming one. So, I made a decision. She needed to see what strength looked like, She needed to see that it wasn’t
The Struggle BeginsEris’s POVI had seen warriors break before. I had seen their struggles and weaknesses but Davina is one of the most determined I had ever seen.I had watched men, twice Davina’s size, crumble under the pressure of training. But there was something different about her. She wasn't strong in the body, but she was strong in the mind. And that helped her not to break. It helped her to struggle to stand anytime she went down. As I kept watching her, I felt so much joy and happiness despite the fact that she barely had a chance.And I watched every moment of her fall.At first, I let Nadia handle her. Davina was stiff, clumsy, and painfully slow. Every move she made was predictable, and every time she tried to attack, Nadia countered it effortlessly.I leaned against a tree, with my arms crossed, silently observing as Nadia knocked Davina to the ground again. Over and over again. I am not one to show emotions but I felt really sorry for her.Davina gasped for breath, dir
A Promise to Myself Davina’s POV I was still standing in the same position on the left, still watching. The training grounds were filled with cries, groans, and strength. I admired them a lot but I couldn't do it. Alpha Eris had left me alone after inviting me here, giving me space to decide for myself. I appreciated that. But now, as I watched the warriors spar, I wasn’t sure if this was something I could handle. I hated how weak I was, I hated how fear still had its claws deep in me. But training like this? My eyes followed a particularly brutal match between two warriors, both were young men, their bodies were covered in sweat, and they had serious faces on. They moved with speed and precision, their fists slammed into each other, bones cracked, and growls tore through the atmosphere. And when one of them finally hit the ground, gasping for breath, the other didn’t stop. I guess there was no mercy and hesitation here. The downed warrior barely had time to roll before anothe
Strength is EarnedEris’s POV Davina was struggling.It wasn’t obvious to most, but I saw it. I could clearly see through her no matter how hard she tried to cover it up.The way she moved through the packhouse, barely making a sound. The way she darted her eyes around, like she expected a blow at any moment or even scared. The way she stiffened when someone spoke to her, like she was waiting, always waiting for cruelty. Sometimes she spends her days or even weeks indoors and shivers when someone comes around.She kept her distance. Not just from me, but from everyone. And I let her for a while. I wanted her to have her space. She needed time. A chance to adjust, to heal. But hiding wasn’t healing. Avoiding people wasn’t learning how to stand on her own. And I couldn’t watch her wither away in that room any longer. She is part of us now and it’s high time she starts becoming one.So, I made a decision. She needed to see what strength looked like, She needed to see that it wasn’t some
Davina’s POVThey didn’t think I belonged here. They don't like me here.I heard them before I saw them, their voices were slithering through the cracks of the wooden door as I sat curled up on the bed. I hadn't done anything wrong for them to even dislike me. I barely go out. So why the hate? It's okay to be suspicious but the hate was too extreme. How do I get comfortable around here? How do I feel safe when most of the pack members don't even like me?“She’s still here?” a woman whispered, her voice sounded sharp with irritation. It was so obvious in her voice.A low scoff followed. “Of course she is. Our Alpha’s little pet.”“I wonder what Alpha sees in her.”My stomach twisted. I leaned forward, straining my ears to hear more.“She’s weak,” another voice chimed in. “Barely speaks. I don’t get what Alpha Eris sees in her. We have beautiful and strong females in this pack that fits the position of Luna. I don't know why he doesn't see us.”I was beyond shocked. Alpha Eris doesn't e