Chapter 04

"If I play fire with someone... it'll be all night long," he told me while kissing my earlobe down to my jawline causing me to moan silently. "Now tell me, do you still want to play with me? Or leave and acted as if nothing happened?" He asks.

I tilted my head, giving him more access to kiss me. "I'm staying," desidido kong sagot kahit na nga ba dama ko ang malakas na kabog ng dibdib ko. Kulang yata ang alak na nainom ko, dahil kung naparami ako... hindi ako kakabahan ng ganito

He licked the corner of my lips and continued kissing me softly while his hands were busy roaming all over my body. I groan and pulled back a little when I felt him pinch my nipple outside my shirt.

"Change your mind already?" He asked me again and then take off his shirt.

Baliwalang hinagis niya lang ang hinubad niyang damit bago muli akong hinila palapit sa kaniya. Umiling naman ako bilang tugon sa tanong niya na ikinangisi niya.

"That's good to know." He kisses my lips again, put his tongue inside my mouth, and forced me to battle with his tongue. Ngunit maya-maya ay huminto siya at pinakatitigan ako. "I don't mean to be rude, but do you have experience?"

My brows furrowed as I look at him and then bit my lower lip. "D-does it matter?" Halos pabulong kong tanong.

Ganoon ba ako kahalata para tanungin niya o pagdudahan kung may karanasan ako o wala? Dagdag ganda point ba 'yon sakali mang sabihin ko sa kaniya na may karanasan ako? O bawas point kung sasabihin ko ang totoo na wala pa at first time ko 'to?

"Yeah, it does," he said smirking at me. "So I would know if I should take you hard, rough, and deep. Or slowly and gentle as a turtle."

Naramdaman ko ang pag-iinit ng pisngi ko ng dahil sa mga pinagsasabi niya. He's too blunt and bold. But I think... that's better.

"J-just be careful not to hurt me," I whispered, avoiding his gaze.

He pulled me again closer to his body and pressed his lips onto my cheek before he claimed my lips once again. "I can't promise you that, dahil sabi nila... masakit daw talaga sa una." He told me then kiss me again and again. This time I didn't pull away and he didn't stop. I didn't want him to stop either.

Our lips mashed, and our tongues battled inside our mouths. Slowly by slowly, and piece by piece my clothes started to drop on the floor. From my shirt down to my underwear, until I found myself lying down on the soft mattress-- moaning and shouting for his name.

I know this was wrong, that it would end badly, especially for me who is arranged to marry my boyfriend. But at this moment... I didn't care at all. Because for the first time in my life, I chose for myself. My choice, and not choices coming from someone else. Even if it means-- giving myself to the other man.

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"MAN ARE YOU ALRIGHT?!" I raised my brow to my cousin Andrei who was drinking with a new lady beside him. "You seem bothered or something," giit niya pa.

"Work? Or woman?" Muli niyang tanong na ikinakunot ng noo ko.

It had been three weeks, almost a month already since I come back from Vitale Island. And until now, I'm still asking myself who was that woman I shared a night that I've always thought of?

Hindi pa rin nawawala sa isip ko kung paano niya isigaw ang pangalan ko ng paulit-ulit habang inaangkin siya. Memoryado ko pa rin ang bawat sulok at kaliit-liitang nunal sa katawan niya. Her smell. Her voice. The way she moans and scratches my back... seems like it just happened last night, fuck!

"Just tired," baliwalang sagot ko na lang kay Andrei.

Napangisi naman siya at ikinumpas ang kamay na nagtatawag ng kung sino o ano man. Hindi ko na lang pinansin dahil sa totoo lang, wala akong gana. At bago para sa akin ang pakiramdam na 'to. Ang mawalan ng gana sa mga dati kong gawain. Ang matulala habang nasa importanteng meeting. At magising sa gabi ng dahil sa iisang dahilan-- because of that woman.

"Too much work, stresses the hell out of you." Muli akong bumaling sa gawi ni Andrei na ngayon ay may hawak na na isa pang babae at bahagyang itinulak palapit sa akin. "Treat ko na yan sa'yo, kailangan mo yan... pampainit ng gabi mo," aniya pa na nakangisi.

Naiiling na bumuntong hininga na lang ako. Maybe he's right. Halos tatlong linggo ko na rin kasing tinitikis ang sarili ko. Tatlong linggong walang practice, baka mamaya ay kinakalawang na ako.

Tinitigan ko ang babaeng nakatayo sa harapan ko bago hinila siya paupo sa kandungan ko. With her soft skin, voluptuous body, and beautiful face... puwede na kaysa wala. Tutal libre naman.

"In your unit?" I kiss her lips just to taste if she's that sweet. "Or in a hotel? Your choice."

Kahit na yata pilitin ko ang sarili ko ay ayaw pa rin sumunod ng katawan ko. I just feel like... something is missing.

"Ayaw mo sa unit mo? Don't worry, akong bahala sa'yo baby," she said which made me smirk.

Marami man akong babaeng naikama na, ni isa wala pa akong sinama sa condo unit ko. I want to maintain the purity and peaceful ambiance in my unit. Hindi ko ugaling magdala ng babae doon dahil ayaw kong madungisan ng walang humpay na ungol at pagmumura ang loob no'n.

"Sorry, but I don't do fucking in my unit."

"Sa cr na lang para hindi na tayo umalis. Maluwang ang cr dito sa Club-V, isa pa... panibagong experience kung hindi mo pa nasubukan doon," aniya naman sa mapang-akit na paraan.

Dahan-dahan na ring humahaplos ang palad niya sa dibdib ko na siya namang nagpapainit sa katawan ko. Kung experience lang din... bakit pa kami lalayo, kung puwede namang dito na lang kung saan ako nakaupo?!

"Who says it has to be in the cr?" I said, smirking. I unzip my pants, move my boxers down, and there he is... "Say hello to my friend down there," I whispered to her ears while positioning her on top of me.

"Fuck! It's big!" Bulalas niya bago walang pakialam na inililis ang underwear niya at umupo sa kandungan ko. "S-shit... ahh!"

"Move your ass, and ride on me faster," muli kong bulong sa kaniya.

And in an instant, she do what I told her. She was bouncing herself up and down while massaging her breast. I let her do whatever she wants to do, I was just comfortably sitting on the couch while watching her pleasuring herself.

"Fuck bro! Are you out of your goddamn mind?! Dito talaga?!" Umiiling na tanong sa akin ni Andrei bago humalik sa katabi niyang babae.

I don't give a damn, as long as we didn't disturb someone. Isa pa hindi naman kami n*******d. Hindi rin halatang may ginagawang milagro ang babae sa kandungan ko, mabuti na lang din at nakapalda siya... itataas lang, paakyat na ng langit!

"Ahh... yeah! Malapit na, hmm!"

Mas lalo pang bumilis ang kilos niya. Damang dama ko na rin ang lagkit sa ugpungan naming dalawa. Pero 'di tulad ng gabing 'yon... now I feel empty, unsatisfied. While the woman whos riding on me was feeling pleasure. Where's the justice on that?

Maya-maya pa ay bumagal ang pag ulos niya hanggang sa tumigil na nga at ibinagsak ang katawan niya sa dibdib ko. "Ang sarap mo," pabulong niyang sabi na hinihingal pa.

"Are you done?" I asked, slightly pushing her away from me. Tumango naman siya bago umayos ng pagkakaupo sa tabi ko.

"Oo, ikaw ba?" balik tanong niya naman. Siya na rin ang naglinis sa akin gamit ang wet wipes bago itinaas ang zipper ng pantalon ko.

"Good to hear that, and no... you didn't satisfy me," I smirk and then stood up, ready to leave.

"Gago ka ba?! Ang kapal naman ng mukha mo para sabihin yan sa akin!"

I massage my temple and face her. "I'm just telling the truth, you don't deserve every single drop of my semen... you should be thankful, that I let you feel pleasure even if you are not good at sex."

I left like nothing happened after I told her that. Hindi ko na rin pinansin ang pinsan ko na nakamaang lang sa akin.

"Tsk... another boring night!"

TO BE CONTINUED...