LOGINNatalie’s POV
“I don’t sleep with married women, ma’am. Especially not when they’re drunk.” Daniel’s calm voice, touched with a faint French accent, made me blink in confusion. What?? My brows pulled together. “How do you know that?” I snapped. He looked genuinely puzzled. “It’s a principle,” he said simply. “You don’t touch what isn’t yours.” How sweet…If only that was my real problem. I pressed my fingers to my temples as a sharp headache throbbed behind my eyes. “No, that’s not what I meant,” I muttered. “Why would you think I’m married?” He studied me for a second, then said casually, “You’re married to Mr. Mirren, aren’t you?” My heart stopped. “You shouldn’t let him treat you like that,” he added, his expression softening with something dangerously close to pity. My stomach dropped. No one knew. No. One. Not his family. Not the media. Not even the people living under the same roof. Only the lawyer. So how on earth… “How do you know that?” My voice came out sharper this time, edged with panic. “You told me last night,” he simply said, shrugging his shoulders. I froze. Last night… Fragments of blurry memories flickered in my mind—music, lights, alcohol… Rafael… Oh God. I took a step back, shaking my head. No. No, no, no. If Rafael found out I had revealed our secret—especially after his engagement party—I couldn’t even imagine his reaction. His cold eyes. His anger. His control. What would he think of me? Trying to manipulate him? A chill ran down my spine. I forced a laugh, the sound dry and unnatural. “Me? Married?” I waved a hand dismissively. “That’s ridiculous. I must’ve been talking nonsense.” I prayed he would believe. But Daniel tilted his head slightly, clearly unconvinced. “I was drunk,” I added quickly. “And when I’m drunk, I say stupid things. Raf is…” I stopped myself, thinking carefully, before I said too much. Before I slipped again. He raised both hands in surrender, a faint smile tugging at his lips. “As you say, beautiful.” But then his eyes flickered with amusement. “Still… the way he was looking at you last night?” he added. “Didn’t seem like a joke.” My breath hitched. So Rafael did notice. Of course he did. That man notices everything. How would I face him after that? I turned away quickly, searching the couch. “Where’s my phone?” “There wasn’t one with you,” Daniel replied. Great. Just perfect. I moved toward the window, trying to steady my thoughts—and froze. Mirren Mansion stood just across the block. Huge. Dominant. Untouchable. A castle among villas. So close… yet suddenly it felt like a battlefield waiting for me. I glanced down at my dress. Still last night’s outfit. Wrinkled. Obvious. That was dangerous. If anyone saw me like this… If the paparazzi caught even one photo… [Director Of PR Caught Leaving A Man’s House After Engagement Night.] I could already see the headlines. My career would be over before noon. My boss—which was Rafael himself—hated social scandals, and he fired employees for that. I exhaled slowly and turned back. Daniel was leaning against the kitchen counter, making coffee, watching me with an amused expression. God, this man was too relaxed for someone standing in the middle of my crisis. “I need clothes,” I said bluntly. “A dress. Or jeans. Anything.” He glanced down at himself, then back at me. “As you can see, I don’t exactly stock women’s fashion.” Raising a brow. “You brought me here,” I snapped. “You fix it.” He checked his watch. “I have work.” Then, after a pause, his lips curved slightly. “You could wear my sports clothes,” he suggested. “Pretend you were out training.” His gaze flickered—briefly, shamelessly—over my body. “I think it’ll suit you.” “Hey!” I shot back, narrowing my eyes. But… he wasn’t wrong. It was actually the safest option. “Fine,” I muttered. “Then you’re coming with me.” He blinked. “Excuse me?” “You’ll wear sportswear too,” I said quickly. “You’ll act like my trainer.” He stared at me like I’d lost my mind. “I’m serious,” I insisted. “If anyone sees me alone like this, it’ll raise questions.” I meant Rafael by that. How else I would explain why I was out in the early morning. After a long pause, he sighed. “You’re trouble,” he muttered through clinched teeth. “Tell me something I don’t know.” I rolled my eyes. A few minutes later, I stepped out of his room wearing his oversized sports shirt and shorts. I glanced at myself. …Okay. It actually looked good. Too good. The fabric clung just enough to highlight my curves. Daniel noticed too. “See?” he smirked. “Perfect fit.” I rolled my eyes. “Don’t push it.” To avoid attention, I tied my hair into a high ponytail. Daniel added a cap and sunglasses. We looked… believable. Almost. Until I looked down. Heels. Damn it. “I can’t run in these.” “You can wear mine,” he said. I stared at him. “Your shoes are twice my size.” “We’ll fill them with cotton.” I hesitated. Then sighed. “Fine.” We jogged slowly through the neighborhood. Every step felt awkward, but manageable. A few women glanced at us. Watching carfully. Judging I guess. Calculating if there was something to spread. I smiled politely, pretending everything was perfectly normal. Like I wasn’t sneaking back home after the worst night of my life. Like my heart wasn’t racing. Like Rafael wasn’t waiting. When Mirren Mansion finally came into view, my chest tightened. It felt like a battlefield not a home now. I slowed down. Then stopped. Daniel glanced at me. “You okay?” No. Not even close. But I forced a smile. “Yeah,” I said lightly. “Welcome to the lion’s den.” Then, before I could change my mind, I added… “Come in. At least let me offer you coffee.” convinced he would refuse. He was already late for work. He raised a brow, surprised. But then he smiled. “Now that,” he said, “I won’t refuse.”Hello everybody!! Thank you for reading this book. I appreciate the time you spent on this journey with me. I feel a mixture of emotions now—both happy and sad. Happy because I successfully completed this book, and sad because the journey has come to an end. The lesson of this book is that true love is strong and marriage is precious. Try to understand your spouse, take their hand, and face life's difficulties together. Please follow me and stay tuned for my new book. [Mafia Lords: On Knees Begging For Her Fogiveness] With love, Jeje Romanzoo
Natalie’s POV I heard the sound of Rafael’s keys turning in the door lock, and anticipation fluttered through me. I took a deep breath as he opened the mansion door, and a wave of applause and joyful laughter greeted him. The room was filled with friends and family, their faces glowing with happiness. But the one thing that captured his attention—the one sight that filled his heart and eyes with overwhelming joy—was me. I stood in the center of the room, holding Matt in my arms and wearing a stunning white dress—a wedding dress. Rafael’s eyes widened in shock and disbelief, and then tears of happiness welled up in them. His expression mirrored my own overwhelming emotions. I remembered the days when I had loved him secretly, the painful nights I had spent yearning for his touch, and the jealousy that had broken my heart back then. Then I thought about how much he had changed for me, how he had shed his sadistic tendencies and embraced a love that was tender and true. Our love had
Natalie’s POV The location led me to a rundown part of town, a place I never would have thought to visit under normal circumstances. The taxi stopped a few blocks away, and I paid the driver, telling him to wait. I couldn’t risk Debbie spotting the car. I walked the rest of the way, my senses on high alert. Every sound and every shadow made my heart race. Finally, I reached the address Debbie had sent. It was an old, abandoned warehouse, the kind of place that sent shivers down your spine just by looking at it. I wiped away a tear that ran down my cheek, took a deep breath, and stepped inside. The air was musty, and the only light came through the gaps in the boarded-up windows. My footsteps echoed eerily as I walked farther into the building. My heart pounded with anticipation. Finally, I would see my little boy. How had she managed to feed him? He wouldn’t take formula. “Natalie.” Debbie’s voice rang out from the darkness, sending a chill down my spine. She stepped out from the
Natalie’s POV As the door swung open, my breath caught in my throat. Standing on the doorstep was my family—the Rowsons. Maya, Daniel, Lucas, their mother and father, and even Granny. They all looked worried, their presence both comforting and overwhelming. As I stared at them, I was shocked. But it was the last person to step forward who shocked me the most. My real father. He stood there looking healthier and stronger than I remembered, with a softness in his eyes that I hadn’t seen the last time I visited him. For a moment, I couldn’t move or speak. It was as if time had stopped, and all I could do was stare at him. “Hey, guys. You came!” Rafael broke the silence, his voice filled with surprise. “Nat,” Maya said softly, stepping forward and wrapping her arms around me. “We’re here for you.” Everyone stepped inside and started hugging me, except one person—my father. He stood there, looking puzzled for a moment, then said softly, almost in a whisper, “Natalie.” His voice was th
Natalie’s POV The long night passed in a haze of dread and exhaustion. I couldn’t sleep. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Matt’s face and heard his cries. The darkness outside the window mirrored the darkness inside me, a suffocating blanket that left me gasping for breath. I paced the room, my steps slow and heavy, my mind replaying the events of the day over and over again. Rafael had been gone for hours, desperately searching for any clue that might lead us to our son. The silence of the house was oppressive, broken only by the occasional creak of the floorboards or the distant hum of traffic outside. The waiting was unbearable, each minute stretching into an eternity. I could feel panic rising within me, threatening to consume me whole. I moved from room to room, my body restless and my mind tormented by the unknown. I went into Matt’s room and sat on his bed, clutching his favorite stuffed animal and inhaling the faint scent of him still lingering in the fabric. Memories of h
Natalie’s POV Six hours had passed, and there was still no news about Matt. My heart tightened with every minute that dragged by, constricting so painfully that I could barely breathe. The silence was suffocating, every second stretching into an eternity. I couldn’t imagine what Debbie might be doing to my little boy. Rafael had been updating me frequently with whatever scraps of information he could gather, but the constant fear continued to gnaw at me, an ever-present shadow that made me feel as though I could crumble at any moment. ”No news?” Tobi asked gently as she handed me a cup of coffee. Her voice was soft, but the concern in her eyes was palpable. I shook my head, unable to find words that could convey the depth of my fear. Nothing was clear. Debbie was careful—she had even managed to avoid the street cameras. The waiting was unbearable. My mind began to spiral, conjuring horrific images of my son screaming, each one playing in my head like an endless loop of terror. It
Natalie's POV Seven months later…“Hun, are you ready?” Lucas shouted from the living room.“Coming!” I shouted back.I stared at my reflection in the mirror with admiration. The haircut and the makeup were amazing; I could barely recognize myself.I turned to the hairdresser with a broad, happy smile.
Rafael’s POVFinally, after months of searching, I found Natalie by accident. She was in France, just as I had suspected.Seven months ago, when I discovered her pregnancy and subsequent miscarriage, I tracked her mobile phone signal to some rocks under a cliff. Initially, I was devastated, fearing sh
Natalie’s POVI had to leave here soon. I didn't want to see him, her, or anyone.I rushed to my room and grabbed my suitcase. Despite the ache in my abdomen, I moved quickly. I didn't want to stay here for another second.This was no longer my home. I should have moved out when my father, Matt, died.I
Natalie's POV My heart was racing uncontrollably inside my chest, almost bursting out of my ribs.All his words and actions showed me he loved me, but I needed to hear it from his lips.I needed to hear it to believe it. I didn't want to live in a delusion.However, it seemed too surreal to be true. Al







