The Otherside Of Love || Sadistic Billionaire
Blurb:
"You're mine! You're my wife. You're fucking MINE" my husband roared furiously while he was pushing me towards the wall.
I lowered my hand to protect my belly, he didn't know that I'm pregnant yet.
"I will never leave you, I will never let you go. I'm drowning without you" he whispered desperately this time, leaning his forehead on mine.
My eyes were cloudy, I lifted my other hand and caressed his cheek. I know that he needs me, I know he wants me, but not as a wife. He just needs my body, it always about my body and sex, and it will always be just about them.
He needs me to be his submissive. His sex slave.
With trembling voice I mumbled, "I'm not, Raf. I'm not yours. We can't be together, we came to the end of this useless marriage"
His phone rang. It was Debbie, the other woman!
He tightened his jaw and clenched his fists and said, "I wil take this call and get back to finish our talk"
Once he left the room, my tears flowed like a river on my burning cheeks. I knew it, he will always choose her.
I wiped my tears harshly and made a phone call, "I'm leaving, can you take me to the airport?.."
Trembling, I took a step towards my closet to put something on to hide the bruises on my body.
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I'm Natalie, this is my story. I loved my husband with all of my heart. Although he was dark, vicious, and sadistic.
I was his little dirty secret. We got married under some circumstances. No one ever knew about this marriage.
I made my decision, I will never go back to him. I will never let him treat me like his submissive again, NEVER!
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Chapter: Note!Hello everybody!!Thank you for reading this book. I appreciate the time you spent on this journey with me.I feel a mixture of emotions now—both happy and sad. Happy because I successfully completed this book, and sad because the journey has come to an end. The lesson of this book is that true love is strong and marriage is precious. Try to understand your spouse, take their hand, and face life's difficulties together.Please follow me and stay tuned for my new book.With love,Jeje Romanzoo
Last Updated: 2024-08-02
Chapter: Chapter 103 FinisNatalie’s POVI heard the sound of Rafael's keys in the door lock with great anticipation. I took a deep breath as he opened the mansion door, and a wave of claps and joyful laughter washed over him. The room was filled with friends and family, their faces glowing with happiness. But the one thing that captured his attention, the one image that filled his heart and eyes with overwhelming joy, was me. I stood in the center of the room, holding Matt in my arms, wearing a stunning white dress—a wedding dress.Rafael’s eyes widened in shock and disbelief, and then tears of happiness welled up. His expression mirrored my own overwhelming emotions. I remembered the days when I loved him secretly, the painful nights I spent yearning for his touch. The jealousy that broke my heart at that time. Then, I thought of how much he had changed for me, how he had shed his sadistic tendencies and embraced a love that was tender and true. Our love had become a sanctuary, a safe haven where we could be
Last Updated: 2024-08-02
Chapter: Chapter 102Natalie’s POVThe location led me to a rundown part of town, a place I would never have thought to visit under normal circumstances. The taxi stopped a few blocks away, and I paid the driver, telling him to wait. I couldn’t risk Debbie spotting the car.I walked the rest of the way, my senses on high alert. Every sound, every shadow made my heart race. Finally, I reached the address Debbie had sent. It was an old, abandoned warehouse, the kind of place that sent shivers down your spine just by looking at it.I wiped a tear ran down my cheek, and with taking a deep breath, I stepped inside. The air was musty, and the only light came from the gaps in the boarded-up windows. My footsteps echoed eerily as I walked further into the building.My heart bounded with anticipation, finally I would see my little boy. How did she manage to feed him? He didn’t take the formula milk.“Natalie,” Debbie’s voice rang out from the darkness, sending a chill down my spine. She stepped out from the shadow
Last Updated: 2024-08-02
Chapter: Chapter 101Natalie’s POVAs the door swung open, my breath caught in my throat. But, there, standing on the doorstep, was my family—the Rowsons. Maya, Daniel, Lucas, their mother and father, and even our granny. They all looked worried, their presence both comforting and overwhelming.As I stared at them, I was shocked. It was the last person to step forward who shocked me the most. My real father. He stood there, looking healthier and stronger than I remembered, and there was a softness in his eyes that I hadn’t seen the last time I visited him. For a moment, I couldn’t move, couldn’t speak. It was as if time had stopped, and all I could do was stare at him.“Hey guys, you came!” Rafael cut the silence with a surprised tone."Nat," Maya said softly, stepping forward and wrapping her arms around me. "We're here for you."Everybody stepped inside and started hugging me except one person, my father.However, he stood there puzzled for a moment then said softly in a whisper, “Natalie,” his voice th
Last Updated: 2024-08-01
Chapter: Chapter 100Natalie’s POVThe long night passed in a haze of dread and exhaustion. I couldn’t sleep; every time I closed my eyes, I saw Matt’s face, heard his cries. The darkness outside the window was a mirror to the darkness inside me, a suffocating blanket that left me gasping for breath. I paced the room, my steps slow and heavy, my mind replaying the events of the day over and over again.Rafael had been gone for hours, searching desperately for any clue that might lead us to our son. The silence of the house was oppressive, broken only by the occasional creak of the floorboards or the distant hum of traffic outside. The waiting was unbearable, each minute stretching into an eternity. I could feel the panic rising within me, threatening to consume me whole.I moved from room to room, my body restless, my mind tormented by the unknown. I went into Matt's room and sat on his bed, clutching his favorite stuffed animal, inhaling the faint scent of him still lingering in the fabric. Memories of h
Last Updated: 2024-08-01
Chapter: Chapter 99Natalie’s POVSix hours had passed, and still, no news about Matt. My heart tightened with each minute that dragged by, constricting so tightly that I could barely breathe. The silence was suffocating, every second stretching into an eternity. I couldn’t imagine what Debbie might be doing to my little boy. Rafael had been updating me frequently with whatever scraps of information he could gather, but the constant fear gnawed at me, an ever-present shadow that made me feel as if I might crumble at any moment.“No news?” Tobi asked gently as she handed me a cup of coffee. Her voice was soft, but the concern in her eyes was palpable. I shook my head, unable to find any words that could convey the depth of my fear. Nothing was clear. Debbie was careful—she’d even managed to avoid the street cameras.The waiting was unbearable. My mind started to spiral, conjuring horrific images of my son’s screams, trapped in my head like an endless loop of terror. It was dark outside now, the evening s
Last Updated: 2024-08-01
Mafia Lords: On Knees Begging For Her Forgiveness
Mila Russetti’s life turned upside down the moment she decided to break the rigid rules of her foster family for the first time in her life.
At age of four, she had been adopted into the most dangerous Mafia family in the USA_The Hayden family. Behind the steel gates and the locked doors, she was a prisoner, the calm and obedient daughter.
By a single act of rebellion, she payed dearly: she was set up, raped, used as a pawn to break down the Haydens.
Her foster family kicked her out of their lives and sent her overseas treating her as a traitor.
After four years, they showed up again in her life, claiming she owed their dying father a last visit.
She returned to the Hayden's mansion with her three years old son, only to discover that they were trying to cage her again and forcing her into a marriage.
Will she give up to their abuse, especially after she had discovered the shocking truth of the identity of her rapist? And how will she take her revenge on them when she finds out that she's the heiress to a Tycoon mafia empire?
How does her biological mother's shady past affect Mila's present?
Is it true that the only thing that brings dangerous and ruthless Mafia Lords, those who are morally gray men to their knees—begging and regretting—are the women they worship?
A juicy and twisted love-hate dynamic, Obsession, toxic attraction story is waiting for you.
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When she pressed the knife to her own throat, his mask finally cracked. He hesitated for a second before confessing with guilt, “I know who did it, Mila. I know who raped you that night four years ago. And I assure you, he wasn't one of Hayden's enemies.”
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Chapter: Chapter 101MilaMy heart thundered in my chest. I was very well aware of the consequences of attending this meeting.But this was my starting point—to force these Mafia families in La Cosa Nostra to take the Russetti name seriously again.I met Luca’s burning gaze. I could tell he wasn’t happy to see me. Neither was Marco.But I didn’t give a damn.Enzo, Paolo, and Vince stayed at the doorway while I proceeded inside with Nadia. Two guards followed behind—one from the Haydens, one from the Malakhovs.I raised my hands, and Nadia did the same.One of the guards started searching me, his hands roaming over every part of my body. These were the rules. No one was exempt from this procedure.Luca’s dark gaze was fixed on me, rage burning in his eyes. His stare followed the guard’s hands as they moved over my body.My arms. My chest. My waist. My thighs. My legs.Then back up again—toward my most private area.Once his hands reached there, Luca snapped. “Enough!” His fist slammed against the table.My
Last Updated: 2026-04-17
Chapter: Chapter 100LucaI tapped my fingers in a slow rhythm against my desk, my eyes following Marco as he paced across my office, his phone glued to his ear.I leaned back in my chair, watching him for the past half hour.“Fck, Consigliere Fabian,” he snapped, his eyes gleaming with anger. “What do you mean the other families are not happy? Since when do they get a say after Il Don?”“Capo, please…” Consigliere Fabian’s voice came through the speaker, strained, clearly not liking the way Marco had been handling things lately. “This will create a gap between us and our allied families.”I exhaled slowly, my gaze darkening.The rumors about his involvement with the Malakhov family’s daughter… I hoped they were just rumors.This family was one of the most powerful branches of the Russkaya Mafiya.We had been in a cold war with the Russians for decades—the only language between us was blood and death. Any personal relationship or business with them was considered a betrayal to La Cosa Nostra.This deal… i
Last Updated: 2026-04-16
Chapter: Chapter 099Bianka followed my gaze, and she froze once she spotted Levi’s angry face.“Levi… I… I…” she stammered, taking a step toward him.But he stepped back and said in a low but firm tone, “I’ll sign the divorce papers and send them over to you.”Without another word, Levi extended his hand to me. “Come on, honey. Let’s go.”I took his hand, and we walked side by side.“Sorry, I ruined our trip,” Levi said as he turned the yacht, heading back.I smiled and looked back at the sleepy Angelo. He was exhausted from playing all day and had fallen asleep the moment we reached the yacht.“No, you didn’t,” I said softly. “Things happen.”He stared deeply into my eyes, and it made my cheeks blush.“What?” I asked, confused.“How can you be like this?” he asked, steering the yacht.I frowned slightly and smiled. “Like what?”“While I’m extremely happy that you understood me and didn’t…” he paused, “…I’m still a little disappointed that you don’t seem to care much.”He looked ahead at the long, dark s
Last Updated: 2026-04-15
Chapter: Chapter 098MilaNo one could ever guess what life would bring to them, or what it might turn them into.My eyes widened when Levi said that the pregnant woman was his wife—I wasn’t shocked because we were almost getting engaged, or because we were supposed to be in a relationship.From my background, this happened all the time. Mafia men could cheat on their wives, have affairs, and even get engaged to another woman while already married—all for the sake of benefits and family alliances.But in Levi’s case, I had never thought he was capable of cheating, manipulating, or mistreating his already pregnant wife, while being so good to a woman carrying another man’s child.Yet the look on his face made me hold back from jumping to conclusions or judging him.He was just twenty-six, and I had never imagined he would be married.“So,” I said, glancing at the pregnant woman who was watching us from afar. “You’re married?”A strange heaviness settled in my chest. Not pain… not anger. Just something unco
Last Updated: 2026-04-14
Chapter: Chapter 097 Mila’s eyes were fixed on me, waiting for my response. Meanwhile, Bianka’s lips curled into a side smile. I glanced down at her swollen belly—she had to be in her last month of pregnancy. I once loved this woman with all my heart… and believed she loved me too. But all her softness and tenderness had only been a cover for her affair with her boss. “Levi?” Mila asked again, squeezing my hand when I took too long to respond. “Uh…” I cleared my throat. Just as I was about to reveal the woman’s identity, someone called Bianka’s name. She shot me a glare, then said, “See you later, Levi.” I never imagined the world could be so small—to run into her here. Still, relief washed over me when she left. At least it bought me time to tell Mila everything… the right way. “Emm, Mila…” I started, gesturing subtly toward Angelo, who was enjoying his meal. “Can we talk about this later? I don’t think this is the right place.” She followed my gaze, then nodded. “Fine. No pressure.” Her quiet
Last Updated: 2026-04-13
Chapter: Chapter 097LeviThe warm sea breeze played with her beautiful hair as she stepped out of her car.Her charming smile grew wider the moment she spotted me, and my heart warmed at the sight.When I got her call earlier today, I was thrilled to accept her offer for the trip. I postponed every important meeting and deal, and rushed to prepare the yacht.“Hi,” I greeted them, kissing Mila on the cheek. “You look beautiful.”She always looked beautiful.She sized me up and down, then smiled. “You look good too.”I ruffled Angelo’s hair. “Hi, little buddy.” But he avoided me and stood behind Mila.“He’s not very social,” Mila said, smiling apologetically.On the contrary, the boy smiled at every passerby who smiled at him. But I didn’t comment.I knew I had to earn his trust and respect if I wanted to be his father.Once the yacht started moving, he became more relaxed, playing around in the safe area.“I have two plans,” I began as I turned on the engine. “We can enjoy the day here under the beautiful
Last Updated: 2026-04-12
Chapter: Chapter 006I scanned the misty surroundings cautiously while all my bones ached from the fall and my heart thudded violently.Everything looked normal… sort of.The rides, games, and performers were there. Laughter echoed from afar, but beneath those laughs there was something off.An old, slanted sign above the large entrance read: Carnival of Souls.I stumbled up, limping on one leg.“Hey, do you want cotton candy?” a voice behind me asked nicely.When I turned around, I saw a clown that looked almost cute. He smiled at me, offering the candy.I looked down at the candy in surprise. Before I could say anything, an old man grabbed my hand, ran, and exclaimed, “Are you stupid?”“But…” I stammered, but my words froze when I glanced back and saw the clown.His cute eyes and smile turned ugly. The cotton candy started dripping with blood.What the fuck!I was panting heavily when the old man pulled me behind an old caravan and said between his breaths, “You almost died in the very first seconds of
Last Updated: 2025-11-01
Chapter: Chapter 005My heart thudded loudly as the bus stopped with a screech that sounded more like a scream. It lurched, making the chains hanging from the ceiling rattle.The door opened on its own with a metallic groan, and I swear I could hear my heartbeat.Somewhere in the distance, carnival music began to play. It was warped, broken, and scary rather than funny as it was supposed to be.As I peeked outside the window, I caught my reflection on the foggy glass. My face was pale—hollow eyes and afraid.“Dead?” I whispered to myself.I couldn't believe I was dead.But everything here seemed too… real.The air that tastes like iron. The foggy atmosphere that you could barely see your feet. And the smell was like wet wood.Was I really dead?Dead? I shook my head.No… no, no. Dead people don’t panic. Dead people don’t sweat. Dead people don’t…I touched my chest… ba‑dump, ba‑dump… it was there—my heartbeat.So… why is my heart beating like a trapped rabbit if I’m dead?And if I was not, then what was t
Last Updated: 2025-10-27
Chapter: Chapter 004I blinked as my eyes fixed on the most handsome man I had ever seen. A nice jawline with a small beard, attractive lips, and shiny, thick black hair.He was so good‑looking!Could this beauty even exist?From the smirk on his face and the mischievous glare, you could tell he wasn't a good guy.A sound echoed from everywhere, snapping me back and making me freeze in place.[Welcome to the Survival Game.]The bus’s front glass turned into a black screen with the same sentence written in red.What the fuck was that? A bad joke?The rusty door of the bus cracked shut. I rushed to it, trying to open it, but it was tightly locked.I rounded myself. The cold eyes of the strange passengers stared back at me, but no one said anything. They looked somehow scary.I snapped, “Who are you? What the heck am I doing here?!”No one answered.Just silence.The bus started moving and I panicked. I rushed to the windows, stepping over an old woman's foot.I stumbled and murmured, “Sorry!” but she ignore
Last Updated: 2025-10-27
Chapter: Chapter 003 Wren stumbled back, pulling up his pants. Scarlett snapped up, pulling down her dress, not meeting my eyes.Another sob escaped my lips as daggers were piercing into my heart.Wren turned around, his eyes wide open, trying to come up with something.The truth hit me: based on the way they were clinging to each other, this wasn't the first time.“Elara…” Scarlett was the first to talk. But I didn't want to hear her. Not her.She wasn't just a stepmom to me, I considered her my friend the moment she married my father. How could she?Wren placed his hands on his head, seeming to regret this. But deep down, I knew he wasn't. If he was, he wouldn't dare do this to me.How could he? I loved him from the bottom of my heart.My memory rolled on everything I ignored, on every sign I wronged. The always ‘TV fixing’ thing, and other signs…How didn’t I notice? His sudden coldness. All my missed calls. The decrease in our intimate time.I swallowed my sobs. I wasn't going to cry. Not before them.
Last Updated: 2025-10-27
Chapter: Chapter 002Before I got out of bed, Wren walked inside the room.“You’re awake!” he stated, a little nervous, I believe.“I just woke up,” I said. “Where have you been?”“I got a call from work and I didn’t want to wake you up,” he explained, getting into the bed.I frowned as I glanced at the clock again. “At this time?”“So what?” he snapped, then turned his back to me and said coldly, “Sleep, Elara. Don’t think about anything.” Then he fell asleep fast.My heart told me that there was something off, but I was too exhausted, too sleepy to think it through.The next time I opened my eyes, the sunlight was already in the middle of the room, and there wasn’t any trace of Wren.I was shocked when my eyes landed on the clock. It was 12 p.m. I rushed out of bed, stormed to the living room, but as I expected: it was empty.I tried to call Wren, but he didn’t pick up.My stepmother’s phone was out of service.Why the heck didn’t Wren or even my stepmother wake me up? The event would start at 3:00 p.m.
Last Updated: 2025-10-27
Chapter: Chapter 001Rule number one in life: as a woman, learn when to give… and when to stop.Never offer more than you are supposed to.“You’re fired, Elara!”My eyes fluttered as I stared down at the termination letter my boss had thrown on my desk. Disbelief washed over me.I snapped my gaze up at him. He couldn’t be serious. Could he?And there it was; the stern look on his gloomy face answered me.I shook my head in denial.“You are joking, aren't you?” My voice trembled slightly, even though I tried to keep it steady.For three years, I had been the agency’s workhorse, ghostwriting horror fiction like a mule.“You have two hours to clear your desk, Elara,” he ordered, his voice carrying no warmth, no appreciation. He simply turned to leave.“No, please! There must be a mistake!” I rushed after him, clutching his sleeve.He shoved me off. I stumbled back, my leg hit the edge of the desk. Even though it hurt hard enough to bruise, I didn’t flinch. I couldn't care less.I could not lose this job. Not
Last Updated: 2025-10-27
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