Mafia Lords: On Knees Begging For Her Forgiveness
Mila Russetti’s life turned upside down the moment she decided to break the rigid rules of her foster family for the first time in her life.
At age of four, she had been adopted into the most dangerous Mafia family in the USA_The Hayden family. Behind the steel gates and the locked doors, she was a prisoner, the calm and obedient daughter.
By a single act of rebellion, she payed dearly: she was set up, raped, used as a pawn to break down the Haydens.
Her foster family kicked her out of their lives and sent her overseas treating her as a traitor.
After four years, they showed up again in her life, claiming she owed their dying father a last visit.
She returned to the Hayden's mansion with her three years old son, only to discover that they were trying to cage her again and forcing her into a marriage.
Will she give up to their abuse, especially after she had discovered the shocking truth of the identity of her rapist? And how will she take her revenge on them when she finds out that she's the heiress to a Tycoon mafia empire?
How does her biological mother's shady past affect Mila's present?
Is it true that the only thing that brings dangerous and ruthless Mafia Lords, those who are morally gray men to their knees—begging and regretting—are the women they worship?
A juicy and twisted love-hate dynamic, Obsession, toxic attraction story is waiting for you.
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When she pressed the knife to her own throat, his mask finally cracked. He hesitated for a second before confessing with guilt, “I know who did it, Mila. I know who raped you that night four years ago. And I assure you, he wasn't one of Hayden's enemies.”
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Chapter: Chapter 157Luca's hand tightened around my arm as he pulled me again."We don't have time," he said without looking at me. “Guards are already leading her out by now. We need to get out before they know the plan.”“What do you mean?” I asked, holding the bottom of my belly, almost running to match his pace.“The gun shot was camouflage. Fabricated to distract their focus on us.”We entered a narrow hallway. Luca’s eyes kept scanning every direction.When an armed man appeared in our way, Luca snapped his neck before even the man noticed us.My heart quickened. Then I looked over my shoulder to the dead body before we took a turn to the left.Luca pulled his phone to his ear. His face remained frighteningly calm."Talk to me," he said.Was there someone on the line all the time?A woman's voice answered from the speaker."I know where you are," she said quickly. "Don't use the main exit."It was Irina.Marco, who was walking behind us now with Nadia and the guards, immediately took out his own ph
Last Updated: 2026-09-02
Chapter: Chapter 156I was aware that Mr. Malakhov was trying to get rid of the man his daughter was involved with.Because any kind of relationship between a Bratva member and the Italian Mafia was considered betrayal.He wanted to end this by killing the Hayden son before the rumors spread and affected him personally.“Are you threatening me?” I asked, holding his gaze, not wanting to seem hesitant.He smiled.Still the same calm expression on his face.“Lesandra Russetti is your mother, right?” he said. “I heard a lot about her. And the most impressive thing I heard was that she was intelligent.”He leaned closer.“You must have inherited some of her intelligence, right?” A small smile tugged at his lips. “You will make the right decision.”“What ensures that after I tell you the name, you'll let us return to the USA safely?” I asked.“Maybe you have the right not to trust me,” he said. “But… believe me, Mila Russetti, killing one Hayden would seem like an accident. But killing all of you...” He paused
Last Updated: 2026-09-02
Chapter: Chapter 155“Don’t move.”Just before I turned, he snatched the glass out of my hand.“Keep smiling.”Before I could process what was happening, he leaned closer as if whispering something intimate into my ear. “Don’t eat or drink anything here.”My heart skipped. I looked at Luca.“I am not reassured by what is happening around us,” he said, pretending to take a sip from my cocktail.Then he returned the glass to my hand.“Be careful,” he murmured. “And keep an eye on any signal from me or Marco.”Without waiting for my reply, he turned and disappeared into the crowd.I stared after him. The warmth of his fingers still lingered against mine.Then the music, the laughter, and hundreds of unfamiliar Russian voices pulled me back.I looked at Nadia.She was standing beside me beneath Serafina's mask, looking as nervous as I felt."You heard him?" I whispered.She nodded once. "I wasn't planning to eat anything anyway."I smiled faintly. "Good."For the next half hour, nothing unusual happened.At l
Last Updated: 2026-09-02
Chapter: Chapter 154For a moment, I forgot all the conflict between us. I forgot Levi. Vellary. And everything.His tongue roamed inside my mouth as if he was trying to rip my soul out of me.I locked out the logic that was nagging inside my head, and held his head, pulling him closer to me. This wasn't supposed to happen. But… Every promise I had made to myself disappeared the moment he kissed me.Every cell of my body wanted him.The freezing air hit my cheeks, so I got myself closer to him. But he took a step back, that was when I realized he stopped touching me, and something unreadable shining into his eyes.I started at him. I didn’t care what he saw into my eyes or if my feelings were too obvious. He caressed my cheek, so slow, and so tender.“Do you remember when you wanted to go to the amusement park on your sixteenth birthday and Father refused?” he asked.I nodded, my eyes welled up with tears. “You brought it for me to the mansion.”"I spent two nights building it,” he said. "And I remembe
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Chapter: Chapter 153There was an area in my heart I didn’t want to enter. One I refused to think about.Feelings I didn’t want to admit.It was easy—comfortable, even—to hate Luca and love Levi.Luca was the dark side of my life. Levi was the safety. The security. The peaceful future I had always hoped for, for me and my children.I sighed.I was back to square one.If I kept thinking like this, I believed I would go crazy.I tossed my phone aside, took a quick shower, and changed into jeans and a heavy coat.The weather outside was unbelievably cold.I grabbed my phone and purse before leaving the hotel, followed by two La Cosa Nostra guards.Nadia said she had caught a cold, so I went alone.I just wanted to see Moscow. I had never been here before, and after what Marco had done... maybe I would never have the chance to come back.The city was breathtaking.For a while, I even forgot how much I was freezing.I wandered through the streets until I reached the most famous mall in Moscow.I hesitated befo
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Chapter: Chapter 152I checked the phone multiple times in just five minutes. Still not seen.I let out a frustrating sigh and tossed the phone aside.I didn’t want to overthink things, and if I stayed like this…I grabbed my phone again, rolled to Mama’s number and called.My only escape. My only safe. My reminder of why I became Serafina, why I chose Levi. Angelo.“Mom!” his voice rang through the phone. “Look what we are baking.”“Hi little body,” I said cheerfully, already missing him even though it's been just three days since I left him in the Hayden mansion.He turned on the video camera and I saw him wearing a chief hat, while Mama and aunt Mirenda standing next to him.“What are you all doing?” I laughed. “We became cookies chiefs here,” aunt Mirenda rolled her eyes, apron wrapped around her waist.“I have a cookie party in the school tomorrow mom,” Angelo exclaimed. “The teacher said it must be home made.”Mama was rolling out the dough on the rolling surface. “We made Vanilla cookies and stra
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Chapter: Chapter 006I scanned the misty surroundings cautiously while all my bones ached from the fall and my heart thudded violently.Everything looked normal… sort of.The rides, games, and performers were there. Laughter echoed from afar, but beneath those laughs there was something off.An old, slanted sign above the large entrance read: Carnival of Souls.I stumbled up, limping on one leg.“Hey, do you want cotton candy?” a voice behind me asked nicely.When I turned around, I saw a clown that looked almost cute. He smiled at me, offering the candy.I looked down at the candy in surprise. Before I could say anything, an old man grabbed my hand, ran, and exclaimed, “Are you stupid?”“But…” I stammered, but my words froze when I glanced back and saw the clown.His cute eyes and smile turned ugly. The cotton candy started dripping with blood.What the fuck!I was panting heavily when the old man pulled me behind an old caravan and said between his breaths, “You almost died in the very first seconds of
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Chapter: Chapter 005My heart thudded loudly as the bus stopped with a screech that sounded more like a scream. It lurched, making the chains hanging from the ceiling rattle.The door opened on its own with a metallic groan, and I swear I could hear my heartbeat.Somewhere in the distance, carnival music began to play. It was warped, broken, and scary rather than funny as it was supposed to be.As I peeked outside the window, I caught my reflection on the foggy glass. My face was pale—hollow eyes and afraid.“Dead?” I whispered to myself.I couldn't believe I was dead.But everything here seemed too… real.The air that tastes like iron. The foggy atmosphere that you could barely see your feet. And the smell was like wet wood.Was I really dead?Dead? I shook my head.No… no, no. Dead people don’t panic. Dead people don’t sweat. Dead people don’t…I touched my chest… ba‑dump, ba‑dump… it was there—my heartbeat.So… why is my heart beating like a trapped rabbit if I’m dead?And if I was not, then what was t
Last Updated: 2025-10-27
Chapter: Chapter 004I blinked as my eyes fixed on the most handsome man I had ever seen. A nice jawline with a small beard, attractive lips, and shiny, thick black hair.He was so good‑looking!Could this beauty even exist?From the smirk on his face and the mischievous glare, you could tell he wasn't a good guy.A sound echoed from everywhere, snapping me back and making me freeze in place.[Welcome to the Survival Game.]The bus’s front glass turned into a black screen with the same sentence written in red.What the fuck was that? A bad joke?The rusty door of the bus cracked shut. I rushed to it, trying to open it, but it was tightly locked.I rounded myself. The cold eyes of the strange passengers stared back at me, but no one said anything. They looked somehow scary.I snapped, “Who are you? What the heck am I doing here?!”No one answered.Just silence.The bus started moving and I panicked. I rushed to the windows, stepping over an old woman's foot.I stumbled and murmured, “Sorry!” but she ignore
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Chapter: Chapter 003 Wren stumbled back, pulling up his pants. Scarlett snapped up, pulling down her dress, not meeting my eyes.Another sob escaped my lips as daggers were piercing into my heart.Wren turned around, his eyes wide open, trying to come up with something.The truth hit me: based on the way they were clinging to each other, this wasn't the first time.“Elara…” Scarlett was the first to talk. But I didn't want to hear her. Not her.She wasn't just a stepmom to me, I considered her my friend the moment she married my father. How could she?Wren placed his hands on his head, seeming to regret this. But deep down, I knew he wasn't. If he was, he wouldn't dare do this to me.How could he? I loved him from the bottom of my heart.My memory rolled on everything I ignored, on every sign I wronged. The always ‘TV fixing’ thing, and other signs…How didn’t I notice? His sudden coldness. All my missed calls. The decrease in our intimate time.I swallowed my sobs. I wasn't going to cry. Not before them.
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Chapter: Chapter 002Before I got out of bed, Wren walked inside the room.“You’re awake!” he stated, a little nervous, I believe.“I just woke up,” I said. “Where have you been?”“I got a call from work and I didn’t want to wake you up,” he explained, getting into the bed.I frowned as I glanced at the clock again. “At this time?”“So what?” he snapped, then turned his back to me and said coldly, “Sleep, Elara. Don’t think about anything.” Then he fell asleep fast.My heart told me that there was something off, but I was too exhausted, too sleepy to think it through.The next time I opened my eyes, the sunlight was already in the middle of the room, and there wasn’t any trace of Wren.I was shocked when my eyes landed on the clock. It was 12 p.m. I rushed out of bed, stormed to the living room, but as I expected: it was empty.I tried to call Wren, but he didn’t pick up.My stepmother’s phone was out of service.Why the heck didn’t Wren or even my stepmother wake me up? The event would start at 3:00 p.m.
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Chapter: Chapter 001Rule number one in life: as a woman, learn when to give… and when to stop.Never offer more than you are supposed to.“You’re fired, Elara!”My eyes fluttered as I stared down at the termination letter my boss had thrown on my desk. Disbelief washed over me.I snapped my gaze up at him. He couldn’t be serious. Could he?And there it was; the stern look on his gloomy face answered me.I shook my head in denial.“You are joking, aren't you?” My voice trembled slightly, even though I tried to keep it steady.For three years, I had been the agency’s workhorse, ghostwriting horror fiction like a mule.“You have two hours to clear your desk, Elara,” he ordered, his voice carrying no warmth, no appreciation. He simply turned to leave.“No, please! There must be a mistake!” I rushed after him, clutching his sleeve.He shoved me off. I stumbled back, my leg hit the edge of the desk. Even though it hurt hard enough to bruise, I didn’t flinch. I couldn't care less.I could not lose this job. Not
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The Otherside Of Love || Sadistic Billionaire
"You're mine. You're my wife. You're fucking MINE," my husband roared furiously, slamming me against the wall.
I instinctively lowered my hand to protect my belly. He didn’t know I was pregnant, yet.
“I will never leave you. I will never let you go,” he whispered this time, his voice breaking as he pressed his forehead against mine. “I’m drowning without you.”
My vision blurred with tears. I reached up and caressed his cheek.
I knew he needed me. I knew he wanted me.
But not as a wife… He only wanted, needed, my body. It had always been about my body and sex… and it would always be.
He wanted me to be his submissive. His sex slave. Beneath him. Controlled. Obedient.
With a trembling breath, I whispered, "I'm not, Raf. I'm not yours. We can't be together. We came to the end of this useless marriage."
His phone rang...
It was Debbie. The other woman.
His jaw tightened as he stepped back. “I’ll take this quickly… then we’ll finish this.”
I didn’t need him to. I already knew.
He would always choose her.
The moment he walked out, my tears fell freely, burning down my cheeks.
With shaking hands, I wiped my eyes harshly and grabbed my phone.
“I’m leaving,” I said. “Can you take me to the airport?”
Trembling, I turned toward my closet, searching for something to cover the bruises on my skin… and the ones far deeper.
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I loved my husband with everything I had… even though he was dark, cruel, and dangerously possessive.
I was his little dirty secret. Hidden wife. We got married under some circumstances.
Marriage no one knew existed.
I’ve made my decision.
I'll never let him treat me like his submissive again.NEVER!
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Chapter: Note!Hello everybody!! Thank you for reading this book. I appreciate the time you spent on this journey with me. I feel a mixture of emotions now—both happy and sad. Happy because I successfully completed this book, and sad because the journey has come to an end. The lesson of this book is that true love is strong and marriage is precious. Try to understand your spouse, take their hand, and face life's difficulties together. Please follow me and stay tuned for my new book. [Mafia Lords: On Knees Begging For Her Fogiveness] With love, Jeje Romanzoo
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Chapter: Chapter 103 FinisNatalie’s POV I heard the sound of Rafael’s keys turning in the door lock, and anticipation fluttered through me. I took a deep breath as he opened the mansion door, and a wave of applause and joyful laughter greeted him. The room was filled with friends and family, their faces glowing with happiness. But the one thing that captured his attention—the one sight that filled his heart and eyes with overwhelming joy—was me. I stood in the center of the room, holding Matt in my arms and wearing a stunning white dress—a wedding dress. Rafael’s eyes widened in shock and disbelief, and then tears of happiness welled up in them. His expression mirrored my own overwhelming emotions. I remembered the days when I had loved him secretly, the painful nights I had spent yearning for his touch, and the jealousy that had broken my heart back then. Then I thought about how much he had changed for me, how he had shed his sadistic tendencies and embraced a love that was tender and true. Our love had
Last Updated: 2024-08-02
Chapter: Chapter 102 DeadNatalie’s POV The location led me to a rundown part of town, a place I never would have thought to visit under normal circumstances. The taxi stopped a few blocks away, and I paid the driver, telling him to wait. I couldn’t risk Debbie spotting the car. I walked the rest of the way, my senses on high alert. Every sound and every shadow made my heart race. Finally, I reached the address Debbie had sent. It was an old, abandoned warehouse, the kind of place that sent shivers down your spine just by looking at it. I wiped away a tear that ran down my cheek, took a deep breath, and stepped inside. The air was musty, and the only light came through the gaps in the boarded-up windows. My footsteps echoed eerily as I walked farther into the building. My heart pounded with anticipation. Finally, I would see my little boy. How had she managed to feed him? He wouldn’t take formula. “Natalie.” Debbie’s voice rang out from the darkness, sending a chill down my spine. She stepped out from the
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Chapter: Chapter 101 I would do anything to protect my son.Natalie’s POV As the door swung open, my breath caught in my throat. Standing on the doorstep was my family—the Rowsons. Maya, Daniel, Lucas, their mother and father, and even Granny. They all looked worried, their presence both comforting and overwhelming. As I stared at them, I was shocked. But it was the last person to step forward who shocked me the most. My real father. He stood there looking healthier and stronger than I remembered, with a softness in his eyes that I hadn’t seen the last time I visited him. For a moment, I couldn’t move or speak. It was as if time had stopped, and all I could do was stare at him. “Hey, guys. You came!” Rafael broke the silence, his voice filled with surprise. “Nat,” Maya said softly, stepping forward and wrapping her arms around me. “We’re here for you.” Everyone stepped inside and started hugging me, except one person—my father. He stood there, looking puzzled for a moment, then said softly, almost in a whisper, “Natalie.” His voice was th
Last Updated: 2024-08-01
Chapter: Chapter 100 MurderNatalie’s POV The long night passed in a haze of dread and exhaustion. I couldn’t sleep. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Matt’s face and heard his cries. The darkness outside the window mirrored the darkness inside me, a suffocating blanket that left me gasping for breath. I paced the room, my steps slow and heavy, my mind replaying the events of the day over and over again. Rafael had been gone for hours, desperately searching for any clue that might lead us to our son. The silence of the house was oppressive, broken only by the occasional creak of the floorboards or the distant hum of traffic outside. The waiting was unbearable, each minute stretching into an eternity. I could feel panic rising within me, threatening to consume me whole. I moved from room to room, my body restless and my mind tormented by the unknown. I went into Matt’s room and sat on his bed, clutching his favorite stuffed animal and inhaling the faint scent of him still lingering in the fabric. Memories of h
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Chapter: Chapter 99 hopeNatalie’s POV Six hours had passed, and there was still no news about Matt. My heart tightened with every minute that dragged by, constricting so painfully that I could barely breathe. The silence was suffocating, every second stretching into an eternity. I couldn’t imagine what Debbie might be doing to my little boy. Rafael had been updating me frequently with whatever scraps of information he could gather, but the constant fear continued to gnaw at me, an ever-present shadow that made me feel as though I could crumble at any moment. ”No news?” Tobi asked gently as she handed me a cup of coffee. Her voice was soft, but the concern in her eyes was palpable. I shook my head, unable to find words that could convey the depth of my fear. Nothing was clear. Debbie was careful—she had even managed to avoid the street cameras. The waiting was unbearable. My mind began to spiral, conjuring horrific images of my son screaming, each one playing in my head like an endless loop of terror. It
Last Updated: 2024-08-01
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