Danica's POV
“A… Alpha” The doctor stammered, her face paling many shades whiter as she cowered in fear and I didn't understand why she was even that scared. Like she said, I was the one that just got hit several times for butting in when it wasn't in my place to do so. I was the one that violated the normal rule of manners but right now, I could swear she was more terrified than I am. “What the fuck do you think you're doing, Renee?” Alpha Alexander thundered and I flinched inwardly at the sound of his voice. He sounded mad— No! He wasn't just mad. His beast got involved. I could see it in how his eyes flickered from amber to blue and how the air became almost suffocating. “Alpha… This maid…” “Danica!” He corrected almost immediately, his eyes a piercing hue of amber. “What?!” “Her name is Danica Grayson. Is that so hard to understand?” He repeated and she quickly corrected herself, the fear written over her face concealing her shock. While mine remained plastered on my face inevitably. Renee calling me maid doesn't sit well with him. Was that supposed to be reassuring? Because right now, I would be shitting my pants if it wasn't for the anger and pain that ripped through my chest and my bruised cheek. “I have never seen Danica around here, Alpha. It was obvious this is her first time at the palace but she just had to butt into an operation when it's not in her place to do so. She's not a doctor. Nor is she anyone of importance. She is only a mere omega but she didn't know her place. I'm only trying to let her know the repercussions of her arrogance and how…” “Did she or did she not save the patient, Renee?” Alpha Alexander asked, interrupting her condescending explanation. “I have no idea, Alpha. She did claim the surgery was successful but the patient is still unconscious” Renee spat almost immediately, her spiteful glare sweeping over me. The slap still fucking stings. “I asked you a straightforward question, Renee and I expect a fucking straight answer from you, not some beating around the corners kind of response. You have the exact answer to the question I asked, Renee— and you do know how much I hate lies, don't you?” His voice came again… deeper than anything I've ever heard. “Y… yes Alpha. She saved him” the doctor responded, her once defiant voice that was laced with irritation soon melted into one of fear. “Was it or was it not the same patient you almost killed before she came in… or butt in like you said?” He asked again, his tone commanding the authority he already fucking had. “It… was” the doctor replied again, straightforwardly, just like he wanted. “Didn't you tell me that surgery had a ten percent success rate out of a hundred before you started it? But you were willing to try no matter how little the chances were?” Alpha Alexander questioned and the air became even more tense than it already was. “Then why the fuck! did you have to take her help for granted after she bestowed it to you for free?! Why in hell's name would you hit her for going through the surgery successfully without asking a dime from you?! Why were you being such an ungrateful bitch when she all but risked her life to help a dying patient?” He asked all at once and I couldn't help the flutter that spread through my chest. Alpha Alexander was defending my humiliated ass. It felt wrong but the fuck did I not like it? No one has ever defended me or stood up for me in any situation at all… but he was doing it right now and even went as far as reprimanding his Pack's Doctor… just for me. When he'd first barged in, threatening to have her head and tongue cut off, I thought he was simply mad that she let a liability like me into the royal clinic… but right now, I knew he didn't think the same way a supposed ruthless Alpha was meant to think. He thinks Renee was wrong for hitting me and the fact that it was the reason he'd gotten this mad… was something I could never really understand. “I… it was only right…” Renee trailed off, her words interrupted by a deep, low growl from Alpha Alexander. “You still think hitting her was the best you could do as your grand appreciation when I'm standing right here, telling you I expected better from you?!” “No… no Alpha. I apologize. I didn't mean to get on your nerves” she quickly fell to her knees, apologizing to him like she really meant it but he wasn't in any way done with her. “I'm not the one you slapped with those filthy hands, Renee. It was Danica. And now you're going to face her, and extend that apology to her like you really mean it” he muttered sternly and I saw her jaw ticking with anger as she tried to stand to face me. “I want you to do it, On. Your. Knees. Renee” he said simply and I watched her eyes twitch in humiliation. She was fisting her hands so hard that I almost felt sorry for her. Almost! She was a woman of honor. A respected doctor. But she had to kneel for a mere ‘omega’ and she didn't have a choice because this was Alexander. The one man who could decide if her entire generation gets to live one more day or not. “I apologize for hitting you, Danica. I didn't mean anything I said to you” she muttered, her voice calm and apologetic but the dark vengeful part of my mind couldn't help but think it was acted out, and that she wasn't being sincere. However, for the first time since Mom's death, I got an apology. Sincere or not. And Maybe I am a terrible person for liking that a woman almost twice my age was apologizing for the wrong she did to me, but I did like it. And I didn't mind being a terrible person for as long as that apology soothed me. “It's okay” I muttered silently— but deep down, I knew it wasn't okay. My scalp and cheek still stings from the hit, my self worth was bashed like I wasn't a mere statue with no emotion. But it will pass. And that apology was more than enough to help me get past this… as I've always done without one. “She might be okay with your apology, Ivan. But I'm sure you know I don't do well with apologies. You get on my wrong side, you face the penalty of your crime” Alpha Alexander’s predator voice boomed through the air and I didn't miss the look of dread that crossed the doctor's face. He wasn't going to kill her… was he? “You got me involved in a trivial mess you created for the fun of it, and now, you're going to slap yourself repeatedly until I tell you to stop. You can always let me know if it's too much for you to handle” he muttered and she shook her head quickly, raising her hand to give herself the first hit. “Harder, Ivan. That's not nearly worth the hit you pack on someone else's face” he pressed, his tone giving off his displeasure. Another hit resounded… by her hand, colliding with her own face and I couldn't help but wince inwardly. “Fucking do it better, Ivan. Or I'll make you the first woman I'll ever hit with my hands because I'll assist you with packing a really good slap” he growled angrily, pushing her to slap herself even harder. Just as I was beginning to feel sorry for her, I felt his vice like grip on my hand as he pulled me along with him towards the door. “You, come with me!” His silent order was enough to kill the protest that was about to escape my throat as I struggled to keep up with his angry, long strides.Alexander's POV Rage was fuming. Oh, if there was another word— Rage was definitely raging. I was so darn close to killing Renee and if I had done that, I wouldn't have regretted it.Not one bit.But before being a protective mate, I was an Alpha. And I have to consider everyone else in the pack before my possessive beast, which leaves me with only three fucking reasons why I hadn't snapped Renee’s head off.One, because she is still a doctor at the Pack. A very good one at that. But not as good as my little Doc, obviously.Two, because my little Doc doesn't even realize yet that she's my mate. Going to that length just to avenge her would bring up confusion and it wouldn't be just from her. Rumors would spread throughout the pack house questioning my judgement as well— which of course, I cared very less about.And third, because I don't want Danica to think Renee lost her neck because of her. I knew she was always one to shoulder blames and I would definitely work on that too.But
Alexander's POV When we got there, Renee was still right where I left her, slapping herself nonstop. She didn't dare to stop, especially when I didn't ask her to stop.If she had stopped slapping herself, thinking I wouldn't come back in here because I stormed off angrily, she would have really hated me because no one here in this clinic would like what I'd have done to her. However, she didn't. And the bright red bruise on her cheek was just enough to get Rage back in control around her.And of course, she hadn't dared to take turns on both cheeks. She had hit Danica three times on the same side of her face, it was only fair that she had a taste of her own venom.I would love to watch her hit herself for another hour… or two until her face and hand were numb enough to let her understand how far I'd go to make anyone that messes with my little Doc pay. But the pleading look in Danica's eyes when she finally looked at me after recovering from the shock of seeing Renee in the same posi
Danica's POVFrom being the wolfless outcast who doesn't know her place and butts into an operation where her help wasn't appreciated, to being an official doctor on trial at the pack's royal clinic. Everything happened so fast, I barely had anytime to process it.Just less than an hour ago, I was apologizing endlessly to a doctor who apparently had more experience than I do, even after getting slapped. And here I am now, assuring Alexander that I wouldn't let him down in the one-week trial. Just a week ago, I was still sneaking in and out of the woods to treat patients who barely escaped rogue attacks or those that got trapped in the cunning traps. I wanted to keep my talent a secret because I didn't trust those people I called family. They call me useless... an outcast... someone way beneath them at any chance they got. They never fail to remind me how much of a failure I was without my wolf and, long ago, I learned to realize that no matter what I did, it would always be wrong to
Danica's POVAnd again, I became a moaning mess for the one guy I should run the hell away from... as far as I can.And this time, there was no holding back. I couldn't hold back even if I tried. I didn't even want to hold back... If that counts.Anyone could walk into this hallway and see the wolfless omega crossing lines and making out with the Alpha who would soon be done with her, in the hallway.They would say I had no shame, and maybe I really had none. So, with the tiny bit of 'shame' I could muster, I tried to stop... to make him stop by telling him anyone could walk into the hallway anytime soon. But in the dark part of my mind, I silently prayed he wouldn't stop."No one is coming into this hallway for as long as I'm here... with you", he paused briefly to murmur before trapping me on the wall behind me, his hand effortlessly yet possessively wrapping around my neck as he claimed my lips again, like an addiction he can't get enough of.I felt hot all over. So hot, I couldn't
Danica's POV “Did I mention how hot you look in that dress?” Bianca asked for like the fiftieth time and I glared at her like she suddenly grew horns on her head. “Yeah, you did. A million times already?” I murmured with a roll of my eyes. “Am I the only one this excited for the Mating night?” Bianca muttered, smoothing her hair in the mirror. “Yes, you are” I told her truthfully, smacking a light red lipstick over my lips. “Why aren't you excited? It’s a welcome back celebration for the Alpha's return and it could be a chance to find your ‘rightful’ mate!” she exclaimed and my hands halted in midair. “And then what? A third rejection?” I threw back and she pressed her lips into a thin line. “Every ‘rightful mate’ out there always end up becoming unrightful the moment they realized they were mated to the pack’s pushover okay? That is nothing to be excited about” I added and she took a seat silently beside me. “You’re not a pushover, Danica. You're the smartest woman I've ever a
Danica's POV The hall boomed with a calm music that should make even the saddest person on earth a bit calmer but it only made me sadder if that was in any way possible. Maybe I wouldn't feel so miserable if Bianca was here to listen to all the drama that ensued right after she left angrily. But she wasn't here and I felt so out of place. Don't get me wrong, she was here at the party but not here beside me as my best friend. After the forced apology my father got from me for Joey, they had left me to get changed and find my way to the party on my own, so I literally walked over thirty meters to the venue on foot, looking miserable in the plain dull colored dress I picked to avoid anymore flashy-dresses drama. I had picked out the first dress today because it was a special one. My mom made it three years ago to make me wear it when I found my true mate but I didn't wear it when I felt the bond with Finn and Gamma Thorn because I still miss my mom so much and I always feel like if
Danica's POV Everyone turned to look at me and I didn't miss some mocking grimaces and scoffs but that didn't stop me from rushing to the couple sprawled on the floor. “It would take twenty minutes to get to the Pack's Clinic and she would lose her life by then” I said without looking up at the shocked men that were probably glaring lasers at me. “What do you think you're doing, Danica?” Finn gritted, pulling my arm painfully, his eyes bloodshot. “Would you rather let go of me right now or watch your mate die, Finn? Because right now this man isn't anywhere close to telling you the truth of how severe this case is. Anabel will die before you're even ten minutes into the journey to the clinic” I gritted in the same tone and his eyes dilated as he slowly let go of my hand. Was it me or did Finn just trust me with his mate's life? *‘Well, it's not like he has a choice’* I reminded myself. I pulled out a scapel from my thigh strap and I swiftly cut through a small area above her bre
Danica's POV “What?! I mean, Why? Is this your way of luring me into making a bigger mistake that would keep me in prison for the rest of my entire life and not just my youthful years?” I asked and he laughed. A sound I could give anything to hear again. “Now, why would you ask something like that?” He asked and I shrugged once. “Because I'm a useless omega you'll be glad to depose? Besides, I didn't even think before jumping in and trying to save one of your subordinate's sister and now I might have made things worse” I muttered, avoiding his gaze as much as I could. “No, you didn't unalive her if that's what you're worried about” he said again and I finally met his gaze, which had a little smirk curling up his lips again. “How… how would you know that?” I stuttered. “The energy I felt around her when I passed beside her body to find you was very much that of someone who was alive and kicking” he replied and my head did a 360 spin. ‘Felt her energy? How does that even happe
Danica's POVAnd again, I became a moaning mess for the one guy I should run the hell away from... as far as I can.And this time, there was no holding back. I couldn't hold back even if I tried. I didn't even want to hold back... If that counts.Anyone could walk into this hallway and see the wolfless omega crossing lines and making out with the Alpha who would soon be done with her, in the hallway.They would say I had no shame, and maybe I really had none. So, with the tiny bit of 'shame' I could muster, I tried to stop... to make him stop by telling him anyone could walk into the hallway anytime soon. But in the dark part of my mind, I silently prayed he wouldn't stop."No one is coming into this hallway for as long as I'm here... with you", he paused briefly to murmur before trapping me on the wall behind me, his hand effortlessly yet possessively wrapping around my neck as he claimed my lips again, like an addiction he can't get enough of.I felt hot all over. So hot, I couldn't
Danica's POVFrom being the wolfless outcast who doesn't know her place and butts into an operation where her help wasn't appreciated, to being an official doctor on trial at the pack's royal clinic. Everything happened so fast, I barely had anytime to process it.Just less than an hour ago, I was apologizing endlessly to a doctor who apparently had more experience than I do, even after getting slapped. And here I am now, assuring Alexander that I wouldn't let him down in the one-week trial. Just a week ago, I was still sneaking in and out of the woods to treat patients who barely escaped rogue attacks or those that got trapped in the cunning traps. I wanted to keep my talent a secret because I didn't trust those people I called family. They call me useless... an outcast... someone way beneath them at any chance they got. They never fail to remind me how much of a failure I was without my wolf and, long ago, I learned to realize that no matter what I did, it would always be wrong to
Alexander's POV When we got there, Renee was still right where I left her, slapping herself nonstop. She didn't dare to stop, especially when I didn't ask her to stop.If she had stopped slapping herself, thinking I wouldn't come back in here because I stormed off angrily, she would have really hated me because no one here in this clinic would like what I'd have done to her. However, she didn't. And the bright red bruise on her cheek was just enough to get Rage back in control around her.And of course, she hadn't dared to take turns on both cheeks. She had hit Danica three times on the same side of her face, it was only fair that she had a taste of her own venom.I would love to watch her hit herself for another hour… or two until her face and hand were numb enough to let her understand how far I'd go to make anyone that messes with my little Doc pay. But the pleading look in Danica's eyes when she finally looked at me after recovering from the shock of seeing Renee in the same posi
Alexander's POV Rage was fuming. Oh, if there was another word— Rage was definitely raging. I was so darn close to killing Renee and if I had done that, I wouldn't have regretted it.Not one bit.But before being a protective mate, I was an Alpha. And I have to consider everyone else in the pack before my possessive beast, which leaves me with only three fucking reasons why I hadn't snapped Renee’s head off.One, because she is still a doctor at the Pack. A very good one at that. But not as good as my little Doc, obviously.Two, because my little Doc doesn't even realize yet that she's my mate. Going to that length just to avenge her would bring up confusion and it wouldn't be just from her. Rumors would spread throughout the pack house questioning my judgement as well— which of course, I cared very less about.And third, because I don't want Danica to think Renee lost her neck because of her. I knew she was always one to shoulder blames and I would definitely work on that too.But
Danica's POV “A… Alpha” The doctor stammered, her face paling many shades whiter as she cowered in fear and I didn't understand why she was even that scared. Like she said, I was the one that just got hit several times for butting in when it wasn't in my place to do so. I was the one that violated the normal rule of manners but right now, I could swear she was more terrified than I am.“What the fuck do you think you're doing, Renee?” Alpha Alexander thundered and I flinched inwardly at the sound of his voice. He sounded mad— No! He wasn't just mad. His beast got involved. I could see it in how his eyes flickered from amber to blue and how the air became almost suffocating.“Alpha… This maid…”“Danica!” He corrected almost immediately, his eyes a piercing hue of amber.“What?!”“Her name is Danica Grayson. Is that so hard to understand?” He repeated and she quickly corrected herself, the fear written over her face concealing her shock. While mine remained plastered on my face inevit
Danica's POV “You have just eight minutes to find the broken vein, stop the bleeding and fix the cracked bone. You won't get through with that process in eight minutes” I yelled over the loud beeping noise of the patient monitor and the nervous yells of the woman that shoved me aside minutes ago. She was the doctor in charge of the surgery but even she couldn't deny the fact that the process would be futile. The patient would bleed to death.“And you think you can?” Her sarcastic question resounded through the mask that covered her face and I nodded once.“I can fix it within five minutes— with a different method” I told her but she simply glared at me before facing the incision she made again.She dipped her fingers into the left area and I took another step closer, eyes wide with fear as I tried to stop her. I knew what she was about to do and in this case, it would only complicate things.“No! You can't touch that area. His vitals will drop and seven minutes will become a thinner
Danica's POV He was supposed to kill me… punish me for disobeying an order from him. But everything melted into thin air the moment he pinned me to the wall and got worked up over a fading bruise on my cheek.And now he is kissing me. At first he was gentle. He held back… for my sake. He was giving me a chance to be reasonable and pull away but I couldn't. The word reasonable and resistance had vanished from my dictionary the moment his lips met mine. He pulled me even closer to his body with one arm, the other hand going to the back of my neck to keep me exactly where he wanted as he ravished my mouth like a meal he'd been starved for too long.His tongue slid effortlessly into my mouth, kneading, tasting, sucking, claiming, in every way possible. My knees buckled and a strong wave of heat traveled through my chest and straight to my core. A moan slipped out of my throat before I could stop it. I couldn't help it. Not when he was kissing me this hard.This is so wrong. Every bolt in
Alexander's POV I swear I didn't mean to be a total flirt right now. I just... I couldn't help myself. I mean, she really does have the full credit of being capable enough to reduce me to a man who acted out of instincts before reasoning. And goddess help me, I've only had a taste of her tears and I can't help but wonder what her lips would taste like... What every inch of her delicate body would taste like.I hated to see her cry. Both back then, at the hallway when she thought she'd killed Anabel after trying to save her and also now when I forced her to confirm my suspicions about her getting bullied... Seeing her cry made me want to burn everyone responsible for her tears. But this mate of mine, protecting the people I'm tempted to burn for her is one thing I would never understand. She keeps driving me crazy without even trying and I was tempted to show her that I never answer to anyone. Rather, it was everyone that answered to me! I wanted to let her know that begging me to l
Danica's POVI kept walking like a puppy on a leash behind Alpha Alexander until he paused for a second to push the door to a room open.That was it. The moment my fears kicked in more than ever.I suddenly wanted to see Bianca one last time. There are suddenly a lot of things I want to do before I die. My feet remained glued at the entrance, not daring to go in with him, even if every fiber in my being didn't want to be anywhere away from him. My fate couldn't be more twisted right now, could it?"Danica?" His voice murmured and I was instantly snapped back to reality."Do I need to drag you in before you understand what I need you to do?" He asked, his voice sharper than it was a few minutes ago. I walked in, picking on my fingers with my eyes fixed on the suddenly 'beautiful' floor.The Alpha remained speechless, and for the next ticking seconds, there was no movement in the room... Except for the steady beating of his heart and the erratic beating of mine. So, I stole a glance ar