LOGINRunning through the forest was so freeing, I almost forgot how nervous I was.
Stopping a few yards before the end of the forest, I shifted back and got dressed. We arrived a little quicker than I was ready for. The city is about an hour run for my wolf, but for me to walk as a human, would have taken all day. I left early in the day so I could be in the city around noon. This would give me time to scope out a safe area to find a mating partner in and head back to the forest to find a good spot for hiding my belongings and a comfortable spot for sleeping in my wolf form. Keska wants a sleeping spot that doesn't smell like humans have been there recently. We really don't want any campers stumbling upon us. Keska is bigger than the average wolf, all adult shifters are quite large, think small car. Alphas are said to be the biggest of all of us, I can't say from experience though. I've never met another Alpha besides Avenix and her mother, Alpha Allina. Allina was beautiful. She was tall with long wavy blonde hair that reaches her waist. She also had piercing light green eyes. I can remember her shifting into her wolf to chase us around the park, when I was a kid, giving out mothers a break . When we'd all be too tired to fight it anymore she'd lay in the grass, letting us rest our heads on her furry body, while we all took a nap. She was like a mother to everyone in the pack, always knowing what someone needed and willing to help. She was no push over though. She was a warrior and she made sure to train her people to be one too. Training didn't start until your tenth birthday, so I'd never been trained by her myself, but I had watched her and my mother train together. Allina was a fierce warrior, my mother was no slacker herself, she trained us when Allina couldn't. They were pretty evenly matched, but Allina was bigger, which is what ultimately got her the win, in my opinion. Even back then I could tell Avenix was a carbon copy of her mother, in looks and skill. I'd often see them training together. When they weren't train to fight, Allina was training Ave how to be the Alpha. Ave was playful, always laughing. Kya is three years older than me, so she remembers better than I do. Kya told me Avenix was rarely serious. She was always joking and didn't take her Alpha training very seriously. In her eyes that was at least a decade off. That changed when Alpha Allina decided she wanted another baby. Avenix had to take over for the week her mother was gone. Everything went smoothly as far as I know, most likely she only had to take over the everyday, meanial tasks. Allina came back and soon found out she was expecting a new pup. Maybe it's because I was four, but that none months seemed to take years. So when I was told she was in labor and the pup was finally coming, I was very excited. The pack was thrilled, sadly that didn't last... I remember being in the kitchen when I heard the news. I'd been looking out the window, watching Kya's wolf wrestling around with some other pup, when I heard glass breaking. I turned around to see my mother bent over, clutching the center of her chest, anguish written all over her face, and a broken cup on the floor. Paniced, I ran to her, grabbing her leg. I was so worried she was hurt. When she saw me she crouched down to my level and, with tears running down her face, she told me the Alpha had died in child birth and so had the baby. I didn't know it then, but shifters couldn't heal from everything, excessive blood loss being one of those things. I was crying so hard in my mother's arms that I didn't heard my sister come in the house. My mother let me go to wrap my sister's bare form in a table cloth, then she picked us both up and went to the couch. She held us there, telling us how thankful she was to have us. We all slept in my mom's bed together that night, but before I fell asleep I remember looking at my mom and sister fast asleep in each other's arms. They both looked so peaceful; their red circles over lapping on the pillows, their ocean blue eyes were closed, freckles sprinkled across their faces. I started to think how devastating it would be to lose them. Where would I go if they died? Would my father in the human city want me? I didn't know anything about him, not even what he looked like. Did I look like him? My black hair and forest green eyes were nothing like my mom and sister's appearances. I decided it probably was something I got from him, or at least someone in his family. I did get my mother's pale skin and freckles naturally appeared from the sun. At least we had that resemblance, even though it wasn't much. My eyes started to water thinking about Ave. She was all alone now. My whimpers must have partially woken up my mother because the next thing I knew, I was pulled into her side, wrapped in her safe arms. I peaked over her to check that Kya was still asleep, when I saw she was, I snuggled into my mother's embrace and finally cried myself to sleep. The tears that dropped from my cheeks pulled me out of my memories. I wiped my eyes, took a deep breath, and finally walked my way through the last of the trees.When Grams died it was like the world just stopped. Michelle stayed with us for a while, barricaded in the guest room, probably because she couldn't be in Grams' house alone. Mika threw himself into work, he wouldn't accept my help at all. I did manage to coax Michelle into eating, even if it was mostly junk food. Mika ate sparsely for a few weeks. I was so worried I'd never get them out of this darkness that I forgot I'd lost someone too. One day I was standing in the sunroom, at the windows, looking out at the forest when Mika came up and hugged me from behind. The side of his face was rested on my head when he said, "She loved you, you know. You were her granddaughter too. It's okay to feel it. It's my turn to hold it together for you." It all hit me at once, that weight I'd been carrying dropped and with it the tears. I don't know how long I cried into Mika's shirt but I was exhausted when I looked up at his scraggly face, I'd never seen him not shaved before. Mika led me to
Riley POV: Amora where are you? It's been four months since you left for the city and never came back. We sent out trackers to and around the city for the first three months. They couldn't find your scent so I suggested the book store, that was the one place I was sure you'd go. They caught your scent there but couldn't track it outside, you must not have been there since the rain. The cashier said she had seen you, but not for a while. Kya is completely distraught. Alpha has been keeping her busy working with the kids but I was worried she was too lonely at home so I've been bringing her home with me after chores. I don't know if being with my family is helping at all but she shouldn't be alone. Kya had her baby. She's beautiful. Her name is Amy. Kya hasn't said but I think she is named after you. Well you and your mom, her middle name is Faera. She was born a little early but she's strong and very healthy. Ryxarra says to pray to the Goddess for your safe retu
"She and my grandson are getting married so she moved out here to the rescue with him," Grams blabbed, I didn't correct her that we weren't engaged. She insisted that he would though. "Oh, well it's great to see you," Paige said, smiling. "What are you doing out this far?" I asked. "I live out here with my parents, a couple doors down from Ann actually. I drive to the city for work, not many jobs around here. But the city is also too expensive for me to live in, so I drive back here. Hey did you finish that book?" Wow Paige was a talker, surprisingly I didn't mind. "Yeah I really enjoyed it. Sorry I didn't make it back to discuss it with you." Paige looked around the shop, "Well do you have time now?" "Of course she does, it's a ghost town in here," Grams shooed me from behind the counter, "You need to get off your feet anyhow." It was then that Paige saw my large baby bump and she squealed, "A baby! You're having a baby?" "Twins actually," I smiled
We discussed it and Mika brought me back to my senses, "If the Goddess gave us a son, why would she take him away before he's even had a chance to betray her? We just need to raise a good man so he never gives her a reason to take him." "Easier said than done Mika. Kids make mistakes. We can't stop everything." I argued. "I don't think it would be over something small. He'd have to have a harem of women or be a mass murderer." I rolled my eyes. Mika was being ridiculous but he was probably right. Maybe our son was safe. I wish I could ask Ryxarra's guidance on this. Maybe she could tell me what the Goddess had planned for my babies. I miss my pack, not just Kya and Riley. Pack life was so easy and made sense, way more than human society did. I love my new little family, I really do, I was just used to a much bigger family. Maybe I need more people to feel at home in this life. I should try making new friends to expand my 'pack'. But how would I do that? I was just
~3 months later It had finally come time for the twins anatomy scan. Keska was sure they were healthy but Mika was a worry wart and insisted we humor him. I didn't think their ultrasound would be any different than a human baby's, so nothing to worry about, right? Of course Michelle came with us, she had to be there to see who was right. She held her excitement in pretty well when the doctor came in. He asked a few simple questions about how I was feeling and the nausea was mostly gone so I was doing really good comparatively. "So what are we thinking they will be?" The doctor asked as he started the scan "She says both girls, I say at least one is a boy." Michelle answered. "Well I think you'll both be pleased." He chuckled. On the screen he pointed out that baby A had boy parts and baby B had none. This was more shocking than finding out there were twins in the first place. The next thing I knew Mika had rushed the doctor and Michelle out of the room. He
....I bit my lip, I wanted to make him feel good too, but I didn't know exactly what to do. I reached for it but Mika stopped me by grabbing my hands in both of his. "Tonight is all about you", he said. Then he pulled me to my feet and led me off the steps and to his bedroom. I was pretty sure I knew what he wanted so I crawled on the bed, laying down on my back. Mika immediately crawled over top of me but now his pants and boxers were gone. I really wanted to touch him, to know what it felt like and see if my touch felt good to him like his did to me. Mika must have known what I desired because he took my hand and guided it to his cock, squeezing my hand around it, showing me how to stroke it. I must have done something right because a breathy sigh escaped his lips and he tilted his head back. I could see the pleasure on his face, which was satisfying and gave me confidence that I knew what I was doing. The tip looked soft, I wondered what it felt like, if touching it would als







