Considering all the things that have happened in my life, I still consider myself a pretty lucky person. At this very moment though, I was questioning whether I truly believed this. It was 90 degrees out and I was helping my brother move into his college dorm-style apartment. This wouldn’t have been such a horrible thing… if there had been an elevator. I’m praying that any minute my boyfriend will roll up and help out with the heavier items. I could manage to get them up the steps, but I really don’t want to be covered in more sweat than I already am.
Just as I was pulling the last tote out of my car a guy walks up to me and says “You look like you could use a water. Here, take this and I’ll help you carry the rest up to your place. I moved in last week and I understand the struggle.” I glanced at him. His face soft, but yet rigid as well. He had short blonde hair that was neatly fixed with sort of a spike. His blue eyes gleamed and when I made eye contact, he had a smile that would make any woman’s heart melt. Then my eyes went straight to the bottle of water he was handing over to me. His arm slightly startled me… it was robotic. I’ve never seen anything like it in my life. But I quickly looked away and stopped staring so I didn’t make him uncomfortable.“As much as I would love to take that from you, I don’t necessarily take drinks from strangers.” I say with a jokingly smile. “I will however take you up on the offer to help carry some of this stuff up. My boyfriend is running behind and is unable to help us.” Just as I mentioned it, my brother appeared.“Thank God that this is the last tote from your car. That means we only have what’s in my truck left.” He then notices the man standing next to me. He offers out his hand, “Hi, my name’s Tim. I seen you up on my floor. Moved in already?”The mystery man extended out his hand in return, but I noticed it was the opposite one he had offered out to me. It was the opposite hand that he had offered me. “Maybe I did make him uncomfortable” I thought.“I did. I actually moved in last week. I was just telling…” and his voice trailed off as he stared at me.Tim chimes in “Becca. Yeah, she’s my big sister. She’s already did the big college thing. She has a couple degrees. I’m just here to outsmart her and get another one myself.” Tim looked at me and grinned. We are very competitive, but in the best of ways.“Well my name is Will. I actually was just telling your sister that I don’t mind helping you get the rest of your stuff up to your room.”“That’s awesome! I’ll owe you one man. My sister is capable, but let’s be honest. Carrying furniture up the stairs is not what she’s good at.” I rolled my eyes and smiled at my brother. Although he was absolutely right, I didn’t want to tell him that.“Let me pull my truck over and we can get started!”As my brother ran over to his truck that was in the next lot over, Will took advantage of the time and started to ask me about myself.“So YOU aren’t moving in. That makes more sense. You look a little older than most of the young girls around here.”I looked at him as if I took offense to what he just said and he quickly turned red and started stuttering “I really didn’t mean that you look old. It’s just you don’t look naive like most of these girls do.” His face started to fade to pink as I laughed and said that I was just messing with him and I knew what he meant. He looked beyond relieved. “I’m actually working on my second degree right now too. The company I work for needs me to have a knowledge base in biotechnology. I already have an engineering and robotics degree.I look at him as if he’s kidding. “My brother is actually an engineering major with interest in robotics. What are the chances of that?” I say with a slight laugh. At that moment, we catch each other’s eyes again. I feel myself blushing. I now see his built figure. But my eyes are drawn back to his arm. He must have caught my lingering look because he started to explain “A few years back I was in a car accident. I lost my arm. Fortunately my dad is something of an inventor and didn’t stop until he figured out how to give me my arm back. It’s actually very functional versus a lot of prosthetics out there.” He reached out to let me touch it, like he knew I was beyond curious about it. It was a hard metal and cool to the touch. “My dad has someone helping him work on sensors that can be added so I can feel the physical touch as well.”“That’s absolutely amazing. I can’t believe the technology like this exists. I dabble in A LOT of things but have never seen anything like this.”“To be honest, I’m slightly surprised that your interested. Most people avoid it all together. Makes them uncomfortable I guess.”My eyes met his again. “I guess that’s their loss.”And at that moment I stop touching his arm. My brother is about to pull in to the unloading spot. And none other than my boyfriend is behind him in his Range Rover.“Look who I found driving around the lots lost!” Tim yelled out his truck window. “He said he tried calling you, but you didn’t pick up. Luckily I had my phone on me!” I pat myself down, where on Earth could my phone have gone. It’s not on me.“It must be up in your apartment” I yell at my brother as I walk over to the Rover. “Sorry Jared.” I apologize as he winds down the window.“It’s all good babe. I know you never seem to have your phone on you.” He says with a grin. I can’t protest his statement. I was ALWAYS misplacing my phone.As they both get out of their vehicles, Will walks over towards the truck. “Hey Jarod, this is Will. He lives up on my floor. He’s offered to help me finish moving too.” Will extends his hand out to shake Jared’s. Once again, I notice that it’s not his robotic hand.As the guys figure out who is going to carry what up, I take advantage and take a seat in Jared’s Rover. He left his car running and the A/C was on full blast. I don’t know if I could have been happier to sit down in the cool air. Between the three guys, they had everything else carried up the stair and into my brother’s apartment within 30 minutes. I wasn’t needed, so I just hung out in Jared’s car- avoiding starting mine until just before I was going to leave. When I noticed the guys were on their last trip up, I got out of the car and headed up the stairs. My brother’s apartment was now filled with boxes and was unorganized with furniture.“Do you want me to stay and help you put things together and away?” I ask Tim hoping he would say no… but I didn’t mind either way. I didn’t have anything special planned for the rest of my day. I was just about to finish the extra anatomy and physiology class I was taking online.“No, I’ll be fine. I’ll work on it over the week. I was actually going to go out and see what trouble I can get into.” He said with a smirk. Any other sister would be worried, but I knew that it meant my brother was going to set up his library study times and tutors and such. He and I were the same. We didn’t really drink or party. We were focused on our studies.“Alright, well at least call if you change your mind. And please for the love of God, PLEASE shower first. You smell.” He started laughing.“I will.”Jared and I made our way out of the apartment and down the stairs. “I’ll meet you over at your place. I want to go home and shower myself first though.”“Okay. I’ll see you in a little.”I give him a peck on the lips and head over to my car. It wasn’t until I started my car and was about to put the car in drive that there was a knock on my window. It was Will.“You scared me.” I say as laughing and rolling down my window.“Sorry. I didn’t mean to startle you. I just wanted to tell you that if you ever wanted to hang out, I’d be up for it.” He says with a sheepish smile.“Look you seem like a great guy, but I do have a boyfriend and I’m not the kind of girl that messes around. Loyalty is huge to me.”I can see that it must have taken some courage for him to come over to my window at all. His smile slightly fades and almost looks defeated and his face is slightly red from embarrassment.“I’m so sorry. Its just that there’s something about you. Your absolutely stunning but your smart and well educated and not in the least bit snobby. It was just so refreshing. I’d love to at least be your friend and get to know more about you.” He says with something of a shrug. “Your the first girl in a long time that hasn’t avoided me because of my arm.”“Friends then.” I say with a smile. I instantly felt bad for him. I was saddened by the thought that some girls care that much about appearance. “I’m sure I’ll be back plenty over the next couple weeks when Tim realizes he needs help organizing his place.” I wave and start to drive out of the lot. I can see Will waving in my rear view mirror. Then I blush. I realized that his compliment was the first one I’ve gotten in months. It felt nice to be noticed.The drive home seemed like it took forever- even though it was only about 20 miles. I was hoping I didn’t crush Will’s self confidence too easily. I felt awful that he had went through such a terrible accident that would leave him without an arm, and just when hope was attainable for him to be able to fit in, he was deemed unacceptable by society. People were always so judgmental and and broke my heart… especially since he seemed like such a nice guy. I pulled into my complex and let myself in. My condo was nothing special. It was just big enough for me. I wasn’t someone who was for flashy, over the top things… even though I could afford it. My mother passed and left my brother and I a huge inheritance. More than we knew what to do with honestly. Neither of us have spent much of our halves, but what we have spent has been mostly on our education. My mother would have been proud. Thinking of her saddened me. I missed her more than I ever let on. The lease on my condo was up at the en
I pulled into Jared’s. Unlike me, he wasn’t afraid to flaunt his money. He was an executive at a music production company made really good money. He was young, but he was definitely good at his job. His place was a A LOT bigger than mine… although in his defense, he did throw a few parties a year for all his clients and coworkers, so it was understandable that he needed the extra space. I got out of my car and realized that there was another car in his driveway I didn’t recognize. I know most of his coworkers’ cars since they stop by pretty often. Maybe it was new talent he was bringing in. I let myself in and to my surprise there were roses EVERYWHERE. It was absolutely stunning. The grand entrance inside was also lined with candles and petals. I was literally just thinking about how he hasn’t proposed yet today… and here it is. I could barely believe it. It was so beautiful. I then realize there is a harp player stashed off to the side of the room… it hits me… the unknown car! Mov
I sped out of Jared’s driveway like a maniac. The last thing I wanted was for him to follow me. I needed a second to process what just happened. I knew I couldn’t drive home. He’d expect me to. I just needed time. Maybe I could forgive him. He had a drunk slip up. Maybe I was making it out worse than what it really was. I kept driving until I realized I pulled into a random grocery store lot. I just parked in the back where there were no cars. I let myself cry. The man I thought was my forever cheated on me. I guess he could still be my forever if I forgave him. Do I have it in me to do that? I’m not sure I did. My thoughts made my head hurt worse than the crying did. I just wanted to shut down. I wanted the pain to stop. Maybe I just needed some air to catch my breath. I rolled down the window slightly just enough to get a breeze. Fortunately, the slight wind in my face calmed me down. I closed my eyes and focused on my breathing. Several minutes had passed when I heard a knock on m
Avery was that kind of friend that we wouldn’t talk for weeks or months at a time. But the second we did, it was like no time had passed. “THAT PIECE OF SHIT DID WHAT?!?!” She and Jared always got along, but as a typical best friend she was always on my side and looking out for my interests. She wasn’t afraid to call him out if or when needed. She never did like that he partied so much. But it was honestly part of his job and never bothered me. It wasn’t always like that. We were together before he got the big job. He was always down to Earth and treated me well… I guess up until the part that he cheated on me. “Look Becca, I know you haven’t had time to process all of this. But trust and loyalty are HUGE to you. I can’t imagine that this doesn’t change everything for you.” She was right. How could I trust him after this? I don’t know if I could. “I just don’t know what to do Aves. I have two choices here. Forgive him and we live out our happily ever after OR I don’t forgive him a
I was very worried that I would find Jared at my condo when I returned home, but luckily he wasn’t there. I let out a huge sigh of relief. At this second I was super glad that he didn’t have a key to my place. I felt secure being at home. Even though I was just starving a few hours ago, I couldn’t bring myself to eat anything. I had lost any appetite that I had. So I ended up just popping a pill to help with the headache I ended up with from all the crying. I looked in the mirror at myself. I barely recognized myself. I looked awful. I wasn’t someone who cared too much about my appearance but this was almost too much. I cleaned my face up, brushed my teeth and went to snuggle up with my pillows in bed. They comforted me as I cried some more. The next morning I woke up to pounding on my door. My heart dropped. Was it Jared? I wasn’t ready to deal with how I felt yet. I got myself up out of bed and walked to the door. I peeked out the little hole and seen it was Tim! I was beyond re
I was turning down Jared’s road when I seen someone in the distance. Walking down from his driveway. It was a woman. She had on high heels and one of those bodycon pink dresses on. It was hard to miss since it was barely noon. I slowed my driving to see where she was headed. When she kept walking down the road, I pulled up to her and put my window down. “Hey, do you need a lift somewhere? Those heels look super uncomfortable to be walking anywhere.” I said with as friendly of a smile I could put on. The curiosity in me just couldn’t handle knowing if this was the girl Jared had cheated on me with.“Uhm, actually I would LOVE a drive to the end of the road. There’s a little parking lot there. My boy toy makes me park down there so no one sees my car in his drive.”Boy toy? A rush of anger filled my body. But I had to know more, so I kept my cool.“Does he live up there? It’s such a nice house. I think I went to a party there once.”She had no idea who I was. “Yeah, he produces music o
“Hey Tim, I’m sure your sister has told you about everything and I’m sorry man. But listen, I can’t get ahold of her and I think someone should check on her after today.”My sister has never ignored my calls before so I thought I’d give her a ring and see if she wanted me to come over. God only knows what could have happened today for Jared to give me a text. Must have been pretty bad for him to text me after I found out he cheated on my sister. I shot her a text. Nothing. I waited another 10 minutes… and still nothing. So I thought “let’s give her a ring.” Straight to voicemail.. Alright. Must have been really bad. I’ll just go over to her place. I just have to remember my key this time just in case she doesn’t want to answer the door. Pulling into my sister’s I was relieved to see her car in the lot. That’s was a good sign. I knocked on her door, but no answer. Well, good thing I brought my key, I thought to myself. I opened the door… but the condo was empty. I double checked ever
I woke up the next morning with a killer headache. “I guess this is what a hangover feels like” I thought to myself. I rolled over to find that I was not in bed alone. Oh my God. What the hell happened last night. The last thing I remember is Will putting me into his car. I must have blacked out or something. I started getting nervous. That’s when I heard my bedroom door creak open. “I thought I heard you get up. Here, take these for your hangover.” I moaned and held my palm up to my forehead. Then I proceeded to point next to me. That’s when my brother grinned and said “Will brought you home and you decided to thank him.” My mouth gaped wide open and I started to panic. Tim starts howling with laughter- which only made my head hurt more. “I’m kidding. You had a breakdown. Of course I’m going to call the one person who can help fix you.” That’s when the person under the sheets rolls over and smiles widely at me. “Now that is what I call a night to remember- or in your case- forget