NATALIE
The water, though warm and with a sweet scent streamed into my nostrils, quickly restricting my airflow and caused life to slowly seep out of my body. I couldn't even gasp for air, the sedative had spread quickly, my limbs felt so weak that I couldn't even move them. Then Isabella walked in, her hands pressed me down, held me under the water while I fought a fruitless battle to save my life.
I gasped awake, struggling hard to steady my breathing. My lungs burned, eyes blurry as memories from the night I died in the bathtub began to flood in. I could still feel it vividly, Isabella's strong hard against my chest as she pushed me down to my death.
As the memories flooded in, as that night flashed before my eyes, the pain gradually began to give way to something else, something more deadly, more dangerous, something that pushed at my chest harder than the pain I felt—rage.
I tore the sheets off my body, reached for my robe by my bedside and draped it over my shoulders.
According to my bedside clock, it was just 2am.
The paper work I had been reviewing before I slept off lay on my bedside table.
Ignoring all, I poured myself a glass of champagne instead and moved to stand and moved to stand by the glass walls and watched the quiet city.
My skin crawled, goosebumps covered my arms, I rubbed it. It was a cold night, but the chills I felt wasn't a result of the cold, it was the nightmare.
The memories flashed rudely in front of my eyes, the triumphant look on Isabella's face as I drowned haunted me.
I brought the glass to my lips and took a long sip.
Although I had drawn satisfaction recently from Isabella's constant rage at my presence, her disappointments at Rafael's closeness to me, her confusion on my true identity and motive, I didn't think she was getting as much as she deserved. She deserved ridicule, public shame and embarrassment, and I would see to that.
Downing the remaining contents of my glass, I walked over to my study to continue working on the paperworks I had received from Emma the previous day.
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A few hours later, when the sun was already starting to rise from the horizon, a familiar black limousine pulled into my driveway.
My lips stretched into a smile as I descended the staircase, rubbing my eyes that were swollen from the obvious lack of sleep.
Lorenzo stood in the hall, both hands in his pocket. His all white suit shimmered, making him stand out.
"Happy birthday, brother." The words rolled out of my lips as I approached him. I noted the uneasiness that still lingered within as I uttered the word 'brother'. I had never had a brother, it still felt strange having to call someone my brother.
Lorenzo spun around, a delighted smile on his face.
"You are not dressed for work?" He asked, running his eyes down my frame.
I folded my arms across my chest.
"I have about..." My voice trailed off as I looked at the clock. "Thirty minutes to do that." I said.
"So, how do you plan on celebrating your birthday today?" I asked
Lorenzo reached into his pocket for his cigarette. I didn't get a response immediately, not until he had puffed out a large amount of smoke from his mouth to float into the air. "I'm thinking dinner," I continued, "I can arrange..."
"I'm having a smaller feast at the Da Luca mansion in the heart of the city," Lorenzo cut me short. "It would just be family and friends with a few business partners." Lorenzo puffed out smoke again, his eyes resting on me. "So, do well to invite your friends." He added.
"Friends?" I asked, narrowing my brows. "You mean Rafael?"
Another large cloud of smoke floated into the air, giving just enough space so I could look into Lorenzo's face. His he gave a lopsided smile.
"And whoever cares to come with him."
"And Isabella."
A moment of silence passed between us, but the silence was accompanied by knowing looks shared between the both of us.
"Anyways, sister," Lorenzo said, dropping his cigarette on the ground and crushing it under his shoes. "I just dropped by to check up on you. I need to run along and check on some shipments."
"Thanks for your generosity, brother. And see you at dinner in the mansion tonight." I said, smiling softly. "I also have to run along, my thirty minutes is quickly running out."
My work clothes, a crisply ironed, gray tailored suit lay on my bed as I stepped out of the bathroom, draped in my white towel, Emma had made sure of that.
All dressed up now, I unboxed the emerald bracelet I just had delivered to me. It had been difficult getting an exact replica, but here we are. Rafael has gifted Alina an exact type of this bracelet on their first year anniversary.
Emma's footsteps in front of my door almost startled me.
"Your car is ready, miss." She announced.
I took one last look at my reflection in the mirror, the dangerous looking and calculative Natalie De Luca, a small smile, then I grabbed my purse.
"Let's go." I said.
I stopped by at my office first, but that was not my last destination for the day, I still had an invitation to hand out.
Just as expected, I met Isabella as a road block when I got to Rafael's office. Always on stand by, watching out like a mother hen protecting her chick from a hawk. Only that in this case, she was the hawk that everyone needed protection from
"Isabella," I said as I stepped into front of her. "Perfect timing." I said sarcastically.
I held her gaze, to see if I achieved the aim with my statement. I did. Her jaw clenched hard, a spark of rage flashed briefly in her eyes.
"Do you need something from Rafael, Natalie? I checked his schedule, it didn't say he had any meeting with you today."
I let out an internal chuckle.
"I don't have a scheduled meeting with Rafael, Isabella, but there is something I would like to speak to him about.
She pointed to the adjoining office. "If you don't mind, you can speak to me about it, Rafael is too busy now and won't see you."
My hands tightened around my purse as I tried to keep a straight face.
"Actually, Isabella, I do mind. I would love to speak to Rafael directly."
"And I said," Isabella's pitch rose slightly above the calm voice she had tried to maintain all through the conversation.
She didn't get to finish her words, because Rafael's door was pushed open at that instant. He seemed to be escorting a business partner. His eyes flashed at my direction.
"I will see you some other time, Mr Caruso. Please, do put my proposal into consideration." Rafael said to his visitor, while watching me from the corner of his eyes.
They exchanged a handshake, and as soon as his visitor was gone, Rafael came over to stand by my side.
"Natalie," he called, extending a hand.
"Did I interrupt your meeting?" I laughed. "I should have just sent my assistant."
"No, it's not a problem at all," Rafael cut in. "I'm glad you came."
Th atmosphere shifted at once, something thick floated in the air, tension, and something else—Isabella's obvious anger.
I believed it wasn't just me who saw the longing I'm Rafael's eyes.
Good, let him crave for me, let him want me so much, and not know why.
"I mean," he corrected when he realised the weight his words carried. "It isn't a problem at all. Let's talk I'm my office."
"If it's a business meeting, I would like to be present." Isabella cut in.
Rafael cut her a sharp gaze. "Isabella," his voice was calm, but I read the warning underneath it, I was certain she heard it too.
"So, to what do I owe this visit?" Rafael asked as we settle in his office.
"Stopping by to check on a business associate," I began, instinctively extending my hand on the table, the one that had the bracelet, stylishly flashing the bracelet in front of his face. "Would do no harm." I finished my statement, keeping my eyes locked into his.
Right! I watched as he stiffened, his face turned white like all blood had been drained from it, he gulped down hard as his looked at the bracelet with wide eyes. I bet if I listened more closely, I could hear his heart beating in his chest.
His eyes moved quickly from the bracelet back to my face.
It was difficult pretending not to have noticed his reaction and my maintain a straight face, but I pulled it off.
"There is a party," I began again, "it's my brother's birthday, and we made it a must to invite a our business associates." I informed him, smiling brightly as I watched his face.
I watched as he tightened his fist.
"Are you there, Rafael?" I waved my hand in front of his face and he snapped back.
"Uhhm... Well, happy birthday to your brother." He said sharply.
"You would come, wouldn't you?" I asked.
"Of course... Sure." He cut in.
"Good. I will send you a message later with more details." I said as I lifted myself from the chair. "I should be on my way, I have something to take care of in my office."
He walked me to my car, and just before I got in, I rolled out the words"Isabella can come to." I said. "To the party, I mean."
Rafael nodded. Confusion still etched on his face as he looked at the bracelet on my wrist.
I could see his eyes calculating, I could almost hear his thoughts screaming 'She is not Alina.'
By the time he is able to gather his thoughts, I would have accomplished my mission.
Afterward, they lay tangled together, listening to the storm rage outside. Rafael's fingers traced lazy patterns on her bare shoulder, and Natalia felt a contentment she hadn't experienced since before her death."Regrets?" Rafael asked quietly."No," she said, and realized she meant it. "You?""Only that it took us this long to get here."She wanted to tell him it had taken longer than he knew. That they'd been here before, in another life, in another version of themselves. Instead, she pressed closer to his warmth and tried not to think about what would happen when morning came."The storm's moving off," Rafael observed, nodding toward the window where the lightning had become more distant."Good. I should probably get back to my room soon.""Should you?" His arm tightened around her. "Or you could stay here. With me."The temptation was overwhelming. To spend the entire night in his arms, to wake up beside him instead of finding another cruel note dismissing their connection.But s
Rafael's bedroom was cast in shadows and intermittent flashes of lightning, the storm outside providing a dramatic soundtrack to the moment that would change everything between them. Natalia stood beside his bed, suddenly aware of how momentous this decision was—not just for her revenge plot, but for the woman she was becoming."Second thoughts?" Rafael asked softly, his hands resting gently on her waist."Always," she admitted. "But not about this."He kissed her then, slow and thorough, as if they had all the time in the world instead of stealing moments between thunderclaps. His hands were reverent as they traced the lines of her body, and Natalia found herself remembering a different version of this scene—a different lifetime when she'd given herself to this man completely, holding nothing back.That woman had been destroyed by her trust. This woman knew better.But as Rafael's lips moved to her throat, as his hands whispered across her skin with familiar expertise, Natalia felt h
The morning air in Florence was crisp with the promise of autumn, but Natalia barely noticed as she stepped out of the car at the Palazzo Medici. The business meeting had been scheduled weeks ago—a negotiation with a consortium of Florentine investors about a new luxury hotel project—but the timing couldn't have been more perfect.Or more torturous.Rafael stood near the palazzo's entrance, speaking in rapid Italian with their local contact. He looked impeccably professional in his charcoal suit, every inch the successful businessman. When he glanced over and saw her approaching, his expression didn't change, but she caught the slight tightening around his eyes.Three days had passed since he'd left that devastating note in her kitchen. Three days of careful professional courtesy whenever their paths crossed at the office. Three days of pretending that nothing had happened between them, that she hadn't fallen asleep in his arms while he whispered promises about keeping her safe.Three
Something shifted in his expression—surprise, maybe, or relief. "Are you sure?""I'm sure."He settled back against the pillows, pulling her closer until she was curled against his side, her head on his chest. She could feel his heartbeat beneath her cheek, steady and reassuring."Natalie?""Mmm?""This doesn't change anything at the office. Tomorrow, we go back to being professional.""I know.""And it doesn't mean... I'm not making you any promises I might not be able to keep.""I know that too.""Then why?"She was quiet for a long moment, considering her answer. When she spoke, her voice was barely above a whisper."Because sometimes, we all need someone to hold us while the storm passes."He pressed a kiss to the top of her head, his arms tightening around her."Yeah," he said quietly. "Sometimes we do."They fell asleep like that, wrapped around each other while the rain continued to fall outside. And for the first time since her rebirth, Natalia's dreams were peaceful.
The storm had been building all day, dark clouds gathering over Milan like a bruise spreading across the sky. By evening, the first drops of rain were spattering against the windows of the De Luca penthouse, and Natalia found herself pacing restlessly from room to room, unable to settle.It had been three days since her confrontation with Rafael in the conference room. Three days of carefully orchestrated encounters and strategic positioning. Three days of watching Isabella scramble to contain the damage from the Venetian project debacle while pretending she wasn't increasingly desperate.And three days of Rafael avoiding her entirely.He'd been in Rome on business, according to his assistant. An unexpected trip that had come up suddenly and would keep him away for the rest of the week. But Natalia knew better. He was running from what had happened between them, from the admission that kissing her had felt like coming home.The thought should have filled her with satisfaction. Instead
The morning sun streamed through the floor-to-ceiling windows of Rafael's office, but it did nothing to warm the ice that had settled in Natalia's chest. She stood in the reception area, watching Isabella deliver the news that should have been hers to give."I've assigned Marcus to oversee the Venetian project," Isabella was saying, her voice carrying that particular tone of false regret that grated against Natalia's nerves. "I know you were looking forward to it, but given your... limited experience with our specific protocols..."Natalia forced her expression to remain neutral, though her fingers tightened around her leather portfolio. The Venetian project was a massive undertaking—the renovation of a historic palazzo into luxury condominiums, with enough legitimate and illegitimate moving parts to keep her busy for months. It was exactly the kind of high-profile assignment that would cement her position in Rafael's inner circle.And now it was being handed to Marcus Torretti, a mid