LOUIS
My new uniform itched. I was given an all-black clean and starched ensemble which included a dress shirt, pants, and a vest. It was nothing like the faded hand-me-downs from home. “It’s itchy right?” one of my co-workers asked, as she too slipped into her attire. I nodded. “Yeah.” “Don’t worry,” she replied. “It’s usually like that the first time.” I gave a small smile and went back to putting on the outfit. “I’m Abigail,” she said, stepping in front if me and thrusting her hand out. “You are?” I looked at her hand, not necessarily used to socializing with people, but took it anyways. “I’m Louis,” I said. She held my hand a little bit longer and smiled. “Nice to meet you, Louis,” she said, her voice filled with enthusiasm I could really borrow right now. “Well,” she said, adjusting her skirt. “I’ll see you around. Have to get to work.” I gave a slight nod and with that she left. I shook the weird encounter from my head and tugged nervously at my collar before I stepped onto the casino floor for the first time. The place hummed around me like a living, breathing entity. There was lots of laughter, clinking glasses and the sweet, intoxicating smell of whiskey and expensive perfume. I made my way carefully through the crowd, tray in hand, hyper-aware of every step I took as I walked. The bruises under my clothes throbbed with each shift of my weight, but I gritted my teeth and kept going. “Don't screw this, Louis,” I muttered to myself. "Lost, kid?" a voice said from behind me, almost making me drop the tray in my hand. I turned and there he was, a pit boss—a mountain of a man with a crooked nose. “Not really, sir,” I replied. Shit, I shouldn’t have spoken at all. He barked out a laugh and jabbed a thumb toward the roulette tables. “It’s that way, kid,” his surprisingly soft voice spoke. “Try not to get lost again.” “Thank you,” I muttered and headed in the direction he pointed. My face burned in embarrassment. I hadn’t even started and I was already blowing it. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I kept moving forward, but then I spotted a dark form propped against the far wall, observing as he always did and my heart faltered. Elias. Even amidst the ocean of black suits and sparkling gowns, he stood out. He looked sharp and deadly as he always did and at that moment, his eyes locked with mine. My throat went dry. I dropped my head hastily, concentrating on the drink orders crackling in my ear. Hours blurred by in a daze. I gave a smile where necessary, served and nod when I was mandated to. It was a boring chore really. By the time midnight rolled around, my ribs ached severely and my legs trembled under the strain of standing for too long. I slipped behind the bar to take a breather, massaging and flexing my throbbing fingers. This job was more tasking than I initially thought, but if anyone could carry the load, it was definitely me. At that moment, something happened. A bunch of sloppy, drunk high-rollers stumbled up to the bar. One of them, a big guy with slicked-back hair and diamond rings, caught sight of me and leered. "Hey, pretty boy," he slurred. "C'mere." I forced a polite smile and took a step closer. Bad idea. His hand shot out before I could react, catching a fistful of my shirt and yanking me closer to him. "You’ve got a sweet face you know," he growled, his whiskey-rotten breath washing over me. "Bet you're sweet all over, huh?" My heart pounded fiercely in my chest. Panic flared, the old panic, and I tried to pull away. His grip on my shirt grew tighter, hurting me. "I said, c'mere," he said, more aggressive this time around. I opened my mouth to protest—to yell for security —but I didn’t have to because in a split second, a hand descended on the man's wrist with cruel force causing him to yelp in pain as Elias twisted his arm back, slamming him to his knees with scary efficiency. "You have two seconds to take your filthy hands off him," Elias said, his voice low and lethal, "before I shatter every finger you touched him with." The entire bar area went deathly quiet. I was frozen, my breath trapped somewhere between terror and awe. The man whimpered—actually whimpered—and retreated, cradling his hand with the good one on his chest. Elias straightened up, dusting off imaginary specks from his sleeve. His eyes, cold and turbulent, turned to me. "Are you okay?" he asked. I nodded stiffly in response, not giving him another response. He stared a second longer, then leaned in too close. "You don't let scum like that touch you. Ever. Got it?" "Y-yes," I stuttered. "Good boy." That phrase did something to me, but I ignored the feeling it evoked. Without another word, he turned and walked away, leaving a confused crowd behind. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I spent the next hour shaking. Not from fear nor from adrenaline but from something worse. Something dangerous. Later, after the casino floor started to clear and the music mellowed, I saw him again. He was sitting alone, at the end of the bar, his beauty, a haunting one that made me want to paint—a hobby that had never once crossed my mind. Summoning all my courage, I walked towards him. He didn't look up right away but just kept sipping his drink and waited. "You didn't have to do that," I blurted, my heart pounding. Slowly, he lifted his eyes and looked at me. Those eyes pinned me where I stood. "I did," he said simply. "Why?" A beat of silence. His mouth opened like he wanted to say something, but then he closed it and said nothing. But I saw a flash of something I couldn’t name flick through his eyes. Pity? Concern? But when I blinked, it was gone. Like it was never there in the first place. I hadn't even had time to respond before a deep voice called Elias. It was one of his men—the same towering enforcer from earlier. "Boss," he said quietly. "There’s a meeting upstairs." Elias's lips tightened then he looked at me again before jerking his head. "Go home, Louis," he said. "Rest up. You have a log day tomorrow." He said it like he knew. Like he could see all the bruises hidden under my clothes. With that, he left and I watched him go, my heart thudding violently against my ribs. .ELIAS"You're sulking again."I didn't have to look up to know it was Cathan. The bastard had a habit of stating the obvious as though it were some faraway revelation. I kept my back to him, my eye on the courtyard at the far right side of the library window."He just walked away from me, Cathan," I growled. "He didn't even look back.""You had it coming," he replied bluntly.I turned around. "Excuse me?" What the hell did he mean by that?“I said what I said, Elias.” He leaned against the nearest bookshelf, arms crossed. "You didn't warn him about Aaron. In fact, he doesn’t even know who he is. You didn't warn him about Davis. You drew him into these flames and then pretended not to know anything when he got hurt."“I had good reason to have kept that information from him,” I snapped, gritting my teeth in anger. "He could have died." “He could’ve died from knowing the truth,” Cathan said, with a raised brow. “Come on, Elias. Please be serious.”“I am serious, Cathan,” I replied, sc
LOUIS"Don't touch me," I snapped, venom lacing my words as I swatted Elias's hand away.He flinched back, his expression one of surprise, as if I had struck him with a force beyond mere words. His arms hung in the air, still extended as if he believed he could hoist me up, to whisk me away from this grim reality, as though I wasn’t capable of standing on my own two feet after clawing my way through the hell I had just survived. As though the blood—the warm, fresh blood trickling from my split lip—hadn’t been mine, and as if the ghostly weight of the boy I’d probably killed didn’t already settle heavily on my shoulders."Louis," he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper, as he made another attempt to step closer. "You’re hurt. Let me help you—”“No.” The word was sharp, cutting through the air between us like a blade.He froze, caught off guard.I understood why. Clearly, I’d never spoken to him like this, but he better get used to it.I summoned every ounce of strength left i
ELIAS"I swear to God, if you don’t get out of my fucking way—""Elias!" Cathan shouted. "Breathe.""I am breathing," I snapped, pacing the width of my office like a rabid dog in a cage. My phone was down on the desk. I could still hear the sound of the click of the video ending echoing through my head.Louis.Bloody.Bound.Bruised.Just as he was last time. Fuck.And that laugh. That hollow, sick laugh of Aaron that had haunted me since the last time he slipped through my fingers."I'm calling the units," I growled, heading for the vault to arm myself. "We move in thirty."Cathan blocked my path. "You're not thinking.""I'm thinking just fine," I replied."Not like this. You're seeing red—""I should be seeing red!" I bellowed. “Maybe Cathan, when you lose the one person you care for deeply, you can tell me to calm down.”Cathan was silent for a moment but he was still in my way.I pushed him aside. He staggered but kept up with my brisk pace."He sent you that clip to throw you of
LOUIS"You look like hell," Davis said, coming out from the shadows like he was one with them.I cringed. "Nice to see you too," I muttered, though it wasn't. I was still not okay after the encounter Elias and I had in the hallway. "I said I had answers," he continued. "Didn't figure you'd actually show up.""I'm not here to play games," I told him, not in the mood for his bullshit today.John Davis gave me a smile that was too wide, too arrogant and too comfortable. And I wanted to wipe it off his face with a punch. "Then let's end the charade,” he said. “Come on."He motioned to the rear door of the alley, and like the idiot I was, I followed him. Again.The room inside was dim and smelled like old coffee and cigarette butts. He pulled out a laptop from the bag he was carrying with him, hit a few keys, and spun the device around."I didn't think you'd listen to or believe me," he said. "But this might prove to be worthwhile."The screen lit up and Elias showed up on the screen. He
ELIAS"Do you really trust this guy?" I said, sliding a fresh clip into my Beretta before tucking it into the holster at my side.Luciano shrugged, leaning against the car, and crossing his arms. "He's not stupid, Don. Just greedy. He won't do anything.""And yet," I muttered to myself, adjusting the cuffs on my jacket, "stupidity is what gets men like him killed."Cathan shifted closer, narrowing his eyes at me. "Then don't go."I turned to face him. "That's not an option."Today, Luciano, my underboss, and I were going to meet a contact but Cathan wasn't okay with the idea."You’re not equipped for this, Elias. You're losing men. There's a gap somewhere in our lines, and now you're heading into uncharted territory for a weapons drop?""Yes," I said. "Because if I don’t show up, they’ll think I’m losing my grip. And I'd die sooner than let my enemies think I'm getting weak."Cathan fell silent, glaring at me with a look he usually had when he needed me to back down from a “stupid” id
LOUIS"Are you avoiding me?" My voice trembled slightly as it bounced off the aged, varnished wood of the hallway, the words hanging in the humid air like a whispered secret.Elias didn’t respond at all. He just kept walking, his pace remaining steady and unyielding as he strode further away.His silhouette was framed by the dim light of a solitary antique lamp that illuminated the hallway’s far end. It cast long shadows that seemed to twist and writhe, as if warning me to stay back.Obviously I didn't."Elias," I called, this time raising my voice, louder and edged with urgency this time.He finally stopped, but he didn’t turn to face me immediately.The shadows clung to the space between us, heavy and oppressive.Slowly , he turned slightly, his expression inscrutable. “Now isn’t the time,” he replied, his tone clipped, leaving no room for conversation.I bit my lip in frustration. “It’s never the right moment for you. Except when you’re shoving fucking me right?.”For an instant,