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Chapter 14

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Matapos ang mainit na pag-uusap na 'yon, pinili kong lumabas at hindi na bumalik sa table namin. Dumaan muna ako sa isang mesa at walang pag-aalinlangang kinuha ang bote ng alak na nandoon bago tuluyang lumabas ng reception hall. Diretso ako sa labas ng hotel kung saan ramdam na ramdam ang lamig ng gabi, lalo na't malakas ang hangin na galing sa lawa ng Taal.

Walang pag-aatubili kong nilaklak ang laman ng bote habang nakatingin sa madilim na tanawin ng Taal Volcano. Hindi ko ininda ang ginaw na dumadampi sa aking balat. I just wanted to get wasted and numb myself, at least for tonight. I wanted to forget everything.

Ilang sandali pa, napayakap ako sa aking sarili dahil sa sobrang lamig. Bigla na lang may bumalot sa katawan kong isang itim na coat mula sa aking likuran. Napalingon ako, medyo nagulat sa presensya ng taong iyon.

"Malamig na rito. Bakit hindi ka sa loob tumambay kasama ng mga kaibigan mo?" tanong ng lalaki at tumayo sa tabi ko.

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