The look on Ashley's face was a complete mess. Something inside her head was boiling, and her chest felt like it was being beaten from within. Creating an agonizing sensation of pain.
She was angry.
Very angry, and hurt.
She couldn't even bear to imagine what she looked like now. Because even without seeing her reflection, she could guess how messy and pathetic she looked.
Ashley slowly tried to stand up. Fixing the top of her dress and brushing off the dust floor on her dress. As for her disheveled hair, she ran her fingers through it, ruffling and combing as best she could do.
Only when she felt that her hair no longer stuck out too much, she stepped out from behind the partition. She avoided making eye contact with whoever it was and moved quickly to the elevator. This time, luck seemed to be on her side. No one else got into the elevator with her. And the hallway on the floor where her room was located was also empty.
The first thing she did after making it into the room was run straight to the large mirror..
As soon as she saw her reflection, her tongue wouldn't stop clucking. Her nose snorted with frustration, and her forehead wrinkled in irritation.
From the neck down, it could be said to be safe as there was no damage to her dress. Only a faint dirty look in some parts on the tail of her dress that could not completely disappear even after she brushed them off. It was possible the stain would vanish if she rinsed the fabric with water. But that was obviously impossible since the event downstairs was still ongoing and she had to go down again as soon as possible anyway.
The worst, however, was her hair—undeniably a disaster.
And then, as she moved closer to the mirror, she noticed something. There were three or four red lines stretched across her left temple and cheekbone. When her fingers tried to touch the reddened skin, she hissed in pain. It seemed that the scratches were clearly from the unruly girl's fingernail earlier.
Ashley really could only hope that none of the people she passed in the lobby earlier, were her guests or people who knew her.
In front of the dressing table, she pulled out a chair and sat down. Grabbed the pitcher of mineral water, poured it into the glass, and gulped it down without a trace.
While looking at her reflection in the mirror, Ashley tried to regulate her breathing to calm herself. She spent almost twenty minutes thinking about what she should and shouldn’t do and how to handle the situation. When she finally came to a decision, she had finished tidying up and redoing her hair.
Her bun was now changed into waist-length curls. She carefully let the curls cascade over the left side of her face to hide the scratches. On the right side, she tucked her hair behind her ear and pinned it with a small accessory she found on the table. She was really trying to create a look befitting a bride, as well as one that could hide the scratches from people's suspicion.
After making sure she was ready and satisfied with her appearance, Ashley returned to the garden behind the hotel, where the party was.
“Where were you? I've been looking for you,” Bella asked, approaching while she was stuffing a vol-au-vent into her mouth in one bite.
Ashley could only glance at her sharply. After chewing and swallowing, she answered, “Upstairs. I need to rest for a while.”
“Upstairs?”
“Yes,” Ashley replied briefly.
“Are you okay? Haven't you eaten yet? You must be really tired and starving,” Bella said, concern evident in her voice.
Ashley ignored her best friend without the slightest desire to respond. She wasn't particularly hungry, but her energy drained by the incident earlier, and it made her crave for more food. She picked up a few more snacks and devoured them in the blink of an eye.
She repeated her snacking session so many times that prompted Bella to joke, “Slow down! You’ll get a stomachache. You have a lot of agenda to do tonight." She teased her.
Bella, unaware of the emotional turmoil her friend was experiencing, could only watch and wonder in confusion.
“Hey.”
Ashley was about to spit out the food in her mouth when Josh's voice suddenly appeared. The man was already standing beside her without warning, wrapped his arms around Ashley's waist, and starting a casual conversation with Bella as if nothing had ever happened.
Next moment when Ashley moved around and talked to different guests, Josh always joined her. He didn't ask anything about the incident, just following and stuck close to Ashley for the rest of the day.
Ashley knew exactly why he was tailing her. Josh seemed to be very afraid of what she might do. Although he somehow managed to hide his worries and maintain a calm lake-like demeanor, Ashley could still feel the anxiousness behind his face.
What was clear, Ashley was very upset because she couldn't get rid of him because there were always many eyes watching them. So she could only try to ignore him as much as possible, until the time the event ended.
Only when they were finally alone in the car on the way to their new home, Josh broke his silence. He dared to ask about what Ashley did after that incident.
Ashley only responded with a wry smile. Still not wanting to say anything to the man. She could say that the last few hours had been quite entertaining to see Josh frustrated with the uncertainty running around in his own head. And it was all the more enjoyable because none of the man's questions and curiosities had been answered yet.
Arriving at the apartment, Ashley decided to set boundaries after thinking about it carefully. They both needed to compromise on a few things during their stay together. And these were things that had literally just crossed her mind on the way home.
She turned to Josh and said firmly, “We need to compromise on a few things while we’re living here. I can’t sleep in the windowless room, so I’ll take the main room. I’ve been told that servants come and go every day. If you have specific requests, tell them yourself. I won't interfere with you, and you won’t interfere with me. Let's live with each other like that until… maybe a few months from now? That should be enough time to part ways.”
Ashley went into the main room right after finishing her sentence, without waiting for a response from Josh.
Meanwhile, Josh—without Ashley realizing it—followed her inside and preceded the girl. He was standing right facing her. The look in his eyes that was originally annoyed had disappeared completely. As if the man knew what kind of situation he was currently facing.
His eyes now turned dark. With only a step between them, Ashley could feel the man's eyes stabbed straight into her mercilessly.
“If you think you can be so controlling just because of what happened, you're sadly mistaken,” Josh spoke with a flat and cold intonation. Making the atmosphere around them even more filled with tension. “I'm the head of this family, so I make all the decisions. I also have the right to interfere in your business, if I want to. And this is my room, I'm not going anywhere.”
Ashley paused for a moment, wondering if it was necessary to make a fuss over the bedroom. Weighing her options. Then lightly replied, “Fine, I'll move to the guest room then.”
She stepped away from Josh. Heading towards the closet and pulled out a large suitcase from inside. Intending to pack her clothes without any argument.
But Josh suddenly grabbed Ashley's hand and pulled her to let go of the pile of clothes that she hadn't even had time to lift.
“You’re staying here,” he said firmly. “No one is moving out of this room.”
“You want us both to sleep in the same room? Here?” Ashley stared at Josh with an incredulous look in her eyes, as if the man had just uttered some nonsensical words. “Yes.” “You have a girlfriend. You said she's the only one you love,” Ashley tried to restate their situation as clearly as possible, ”But still you want to sleep in the same room with me?” And once again further emphasized her question. “Yes.” “Wow,” Ashley unconsciously shook her head and widened her eyes in disbelief at what she had just heard. She completely failed to understand the man's train of thought. She had no idea what he was planning, but at this moment, Ashley felt played. “I don't understand. But I still want to move.” Not wanting to comply with Josh's unreasonable demand, Ashley reached her hand into the closet next to him again. But once again, Josh prevented her from reaching the clothes. But the difference was, this time, his grip was tighter and more painful. “I’m not repeating myself. Just do
Ashley's forehead creased into a deep frown.The moment the man approached with a white box, she immediately scrambled off the bed and back away. Giving as much distance as possible until her back hit the closet. Until there was no more room for her to run.Her body stiffened, her posture was now rigid—showing a very defensive position.The turmoil of anger still filled her chest, pressing against her ribs, and threatening to explode. Mixed with a variety of inexplicable feelings, and also a sense of... fear?She couldn’t explain the faint, ghostly shiver that swept over her at this moment. Which made her palms wet in cold sweat and clasping tightly without her even realizing it.It didn’t make sense. Wrath suited her current state far better than this unreasonable fear. Because, Josh was the one who had made many mistakes. A lot, in fact. And it all happened in just a matter of one day.So, shouldn't he be the one who was currently stricken with fear? Shouldn't he be the one on his kn
After calming down enough to regain her composure, Ashley slowly opened her eyes. Her hand reached out for the bath glove.This time, she rubbed her entire body gently—not filled with anger like a moment ago. After all, her face still felt a bit burned, and the scratch marks on her skin stung every time they were exposed to soap.Normally, the source of her suffering came from one thing only—her family. Outside of that, her life for the past twenty-five years had gone pretty well. So she hadn't expected to encounter misfortune at the hands of a pair of ignorant lovers.The girl had scratched her face the first day they met, while the man had smeared insults on her—pride and also face.Ashley clicked her tongue, a bitter taste still settling in her mouth. It felt like her anger would boil over again just thinking about how roughly Josh had kissed her earlier.She had no idea what to do next.She was already too tired and fed up to deal with Josh again. But thinking about it, if she ins
Ashley spoke passionately, but her voice caught in her throat, suddenly dry and tight, cutting off her words. And because it was uncomfortable, she was busy clearing her throat.Josh watched her patiently. When she fell silent, struggling to continue, he finally spoke.“I just don’t want any more misunderstandings between us. And,” he sighed, “I don’t like being seen as a jerk. I'm also sorry for not telling you about my relationship. But clearly, I didn't lie.”"You didn't lie? How can you say that after what I saw?""I never said I was single. You never asked either, did you? So technically, I didn't lie."Ashley looked at him with a scornful glare. Unbelievable. This man could twist words and manipulate situations so smoothly, so cunningly.“I didn’t even know whether you were single or had a boyfriend,” Josh narrowed his eyes, locking his gaze onto Ashley's. "Or maybe you have a boyfriend too and just didn’t tell me?""As if! I’m a woman with morals. There’s no way I would agree t
He looked up. His eyes glanced at the girl who was staring at him intently.“Ah—Yes?” Josh stopped typing, leaving the sentence he hadn't finished. “Go ahead. I’m listening.”Ashley scoffed. “Are you sure? I don’t think so,” Ashley's tone sounded mocking, “You probably don’t even remember what we were talking about.”At the same time Josh also noticed Ashley deliberately glancing at the cell phone that was in her hand. So he put his phone down.“Oh really?” her tone is still the same.Josh sighed, rubbing his temple. “I’m listening, Ashley. You were explaining why you suddenly want a divorce when you've never thought about it before.”“Yes. Huh—no, no,” Ashley hurriedly corrected herself. “Who said I just thought of it now? Of course, I’ve thought about it. Who in their right mind would want to be stuck forever in a fake, business marriage like this?”Josh raised an eyebrow. He never thought Ashley would describe their marriage in such a variety of terms.It made him want to confront
Josh realized that if their conversation continued, it would only go around in circles without being resolved. Ashley didn’t seem to be in the mood to forgive him, and she certainly wasn’t about to agree to his request. Yet that was the core of the problem—where Ashley had found out he was in a relationship with another girl.Maybe, it had crossed his mind that if Ashley knew, there would be a price to pay. Because she was going to live this marriage like a real marriage—as her mother always insisted.But he hadn’t expected to get caught this quickly. And now, he might be paying a bigger price than he had ever anticipated.Because once trust is broken, piecing it back together is harder than fixing shattered glass.Josh finally broke the silence. “What if I apologize for everything? For everything that made you angry?”Ashley lifted her head and looked at him.“And what would I get in return for forgiving you?” she asked. “You’re only apologizing because you don’t want me exposing you
The abandoned Ashley sat stunned in her chair.A hollow breath escaped her lips.She felt her resentment surging again and was hard to contain. That man had harassed her, and now he was insulting her by leaving her just like that—on a day like this. Not that she expected him to stay to accompany her, no. But at the very least, he could have had a bit of common sense. A little logic.What if an acquaintance saw him wandering around outside? He had just apologized, and had just promised to be more careful. But the moment that girl appeared, he forgot everything and rushed to meet her. Completely wishy-washy and thoughtless.It was a wonder how he had survived this long with such a mindset.She had heard he was very intelligent. Even among his older brother and sister—both were famously skilled in politics, following in their father's footsteps—Josh was said to be even better. That’s why he was able to establish his own company. And it was not wrong though. As she remembered back when th
Her fingers mindlessly pressed buttons until a drama started playing.She simply followed the storyline, and got carried away. The actress on screen was in the middle of an angry outburst, trying to calm herself down with food—ordering a super spicy jjamppong.The actress devoured the spicy steaming noodle soup. Her face looks melting with satisfaction.She said spicy flavors helped relieve emotions. It triggered certain nerves, making the brain feel more relaxed and happy. The effect, supposedly, was as powerful as drinking or eating something sweet.‘At this hour, something soupy seemed much more appealing instead of ice cream,’ Ashley thought.Her eyes suddenly glanced at the clock on the wall. It showed past 2 AM."It's almost morning," she muttered. Her stomach was also hungry because she hadn't eaten dinner yet. Her last meal was a light snack at her wedding party this afternoon. She even had to swallow with difficulty due to being under a chaotic feeling."Hh... I really want t
That afternoon, Ashley couldn't even look her parents in the face.The atmosphere between them became even more tense after Ashley went back inside, when she told them that Josh suddenly couldn't make it.“So, he's not coming anymore?” Ashley’s mother asked while stirring the soup that was already halfway in her small bowl."Yes. But it's not just because of his will. Suddenly there are a lot of urgent things he needs to get done for the launch of his project."Even when Ashley tried to convince her parents that Josh sounded really sorry for not being able to come and that what was preventing him was really office business that couldn't be left unattended, her mother's face just looked even more disgusted.Ashley was terrified that her lie would be caught, so she continued to earnestly try to tell all sorts of other lies, whatever came to mind, just to convince and lessen her parents' annoyance."That's twice already. How many more times do I have to tolerate his disrespectful behavio
Somun held his stomach as he tried to stop laughing. "Okay, okay. So what's your great plan?""I'll pretend to kill myself... But not pretend. Pretend, but not fake," Sharon tried to emphasize her most important point. “So, I'm going to really cut myself, but not so deep that I can't actually die.” she automatically demonstrated the motion of slicing her wrist with the knife she was holding. "That's why I need you here. You're in charge of taking me straight to the hospital as soon as I cut myself so that I can get medical attention quickly. After that, you also have to tell Josh that I'm in serious condition. Since he won't pick up my calls at all, you'll have to send word through his office phone. How?" Sharon's eyes looked serious as she explained her plan.Somun, however, went from underestimating it to thinking it was total nonsense. Because there was also a hint of worry that suddenly came to him."Crazy! The risk is too great. What if you really die before reaching the hospital
Sharon walked back and forth in her spacious living room with her cell phone held firmly in her hand. Occasionally, she frowned as she checked her silent cell phone. Then she walked back and forth again around the room. Checking the time of day, pacing again while seemingly deep in thought, and checking her cell phone again for the umpteenth time.But her messages and incoming calls remained the same as before. There was absolutely nothing new.Worst of all, her face would grow a thousand times more sour every time her outgoing calls went unanswered, and none of her messages were read by the recipient—Josh.“Wow, this is funny,” Somun, who was sitting casually with his legs crossed, was confused by Sharon's behavior. "You sent me here just to see you acting... walking back and forth like that? You think I don't have more important things to do than just watching you do weird things like this?" His tone was high with annoyance.Sharon only glared at the man briefly, then growled angril
“Sir,” a voice sounded in the distance. “Sir, excuse me, sir,” the voice came closer and clearer. “Sir!” then it sounded louder and more firm in his ears.Josh was shocked because when he opened his eyes he saw Mr. Jung—his secretary—looking at him in the face.Josh gasped and tried to sit up. He lifted his head and lowered his legs that had been bent overnight. His neck was stiff because he had fallen asleep on the short sofa in his office, so his head bent uncomfortably.“Are you staying here, Sir?” Mr. Jung looked surprised from the expression on his face. "Today we have a morning meeting with all the divisions.” The man immediately recited Josh's schedule report—as if it was automatic because it had become a habit in doing his work. “Are you going home first to get ready? Would you like me to make you some coffee?“Josh rubbed his eyes and massaged his forehead. ”I don't think so. I'll just take a shower here. When is the meeting?""It's still about two hours away. I was going to
At that moment, Sharon was sitting on the edge of the bed looking at him with a panicked look in her eyes. She was only wearing an inner blouse with the outer—she had been wearing when she met Josh this afternoon—lying by the door, near Josh's feet. And there was no denying that Sharon's hair was a mess. Other than that, Josh couldn't afford to wander any further to check what else was wrong in the room.Even when he saw the silhouette of another man leaning against the window while busy putting on his shirt, Josh averted his eyes and turned away. He walked with very heavy and unsteady footsteps and sat down on the sofa in the living room.Sharon, with panic filling her whole being, glared at that man while whispering to him to tidy up quickly and get out.Her hands haphazardly adjusted all her clothes, brushed her hair casually, and wiped her lips carelessly. She did everything as quickly as possible just to avoid looking like a real mess, while running after Josh. She immediately sa
After a heated argument and Josh's yelling which turned out to be quite traumatizing for Ashley, they didn't speak to each other at all. The short drive to the hospital felt like an uncomfortably long one. The air in their car was cold, but what Josh and Ashley felt was stuffy and claustrophobic.But after all, they were two adults who needed to take responsibility and control their behavior. They both knew they had to calm their hearts and cool their heads in front of Ashley's mother and her business partner later. Because if they were to clearly show the atmosphere of their quarrel in front of others, it would only invite more problems—Ashley's mother would become even more suspicious of Josh, and what if she found out what Josh had done?He, and his family, would be finished right then and there.And it all happened just because of his carelessness.This, for Josh, was like a vicious circle that was increasingly entangling him. He had to cover up his relationship with Sharon by tel
“Go with your husband, and follow us,” Ashley's mother prevented Ashley from getting in when the girl opened the car door next to her mother.Ashley automatically and unconsciously took a deep breath and let out her sigh softly, then replied, “Okay, Mom.”Even so, the woman could hear her heavy sigh and caught the expression of her daughter who seemed to strongly object to what she had just ordered."Wait. Why did you sigh like that just now? Are you tired of me? Don't you like listening to these words of your mother?" The woman looked at her with a serious, flat, expressionless look—which made the atmosphere between them suddenly become instantly suffocating.Ashley, who was still leaning against the car door, felt as if she was being strangled by her mother's words."That's not it, Mom. I'm going to Josh's car. I'm sorry," she ended with a bow and quickly closed the door without any further ado.There was nothing better for Ashley, really, whether it was being in the car with Josh o
Ashley felt like she was being bludgeoned by a blatantly sharp sword at that moment. How dare that man twist Ashley's words in front of her, just to save his own skin. Throwing the blame on Ashley and setting her up to be a sacrifice for her own mother.What a shameless, bad, evil man.From the bottom of her heart, this time Ashley wanted to spill all kinds of curses in this world.The man knew very well that Ashley's entire family lived in Seoul, but instead of being careful he was hanging around with his girlfriend in this city. As if there was no other safer place they could go. The two of them—or at least one of them—could have thought to find a place where it would be impossible to cross paths or meet anyone who knew them. Such a simple thing was impossible if they couldn't think of it.But what happens now? Dating in the most crowded cafe in the most crowded city in the country? Ashley couldn't help but say that this couple was really stupid.Even so, Ashley still couldn't do an
Ashley's breath caught as she suddenly found herself in a very complicated situation like this.“Who is that girl with your husband, Miss?” Mrs. Go narrowed her eyes. Intending to be able to see more clearly as well as make sure that her vision was not wrong. “Do you know her?”Mrs. Go successively asked those curious questions just as Josh was feeding his girlfriend with a very wide drawn smile on his face. Then as the two of them laughed happily and jokingly at each other, Mrs. Go began to shake her head and snort in frustration.“I don't understand—the reason she can't come is because of this?”Ashley looked at Mrs. Go with mounting panic. She was completely confused and didn't know what to answer this time. The couple's intimacy was currently being witnessed firsthand by Mrs. Go—her mother's confidante and the only person closest to her besides Bella. Seeing the current situation, Ashley is not sure if Josh can survive even if she defends him by giving the best reason.The interac