Josh had finally arrived in Paris.
The long, tiring flight paid off a little as he set foot on the European soil, greeted with beautiful afternoon skies, cool air, and the typical hustle and bustle of the city of love.
Ashley walked beside her, pulling her small suitcase.
They both looked a little clumsy-not because they were not used to being together, but because each of them was still trying to find a new rhythm in this strange relationship of theirs: a loveless marriage, but with an official status to live up to.
They arrived at the luxurious five-star hotel.
Josh took care of the check-in while occasionally stealing glances at Ashley who looked beautiful in a beige coat and white scarf. For some reason, there was something about her that felt different that day. More calm. More natural.
They took the elevator to the highest floor.
Ashley stepped in first as the door opened. "Wow..." she muttered spontaneously.
Josh just smiled a little at her amazed expression.
Their room was enormous.
Once inside, there was an elegant living room with a large gray sofa, thick carpet, and a coffee table decorated with fresh flowers. To the left, there was a small workspace with modern bookshelves and an elegant wooden desk.
But the highlight is definitely the master bedroom-a king-size bed with a crisp white duvet, a large glass window overlooking the majestic view of the Eiffel Tower.
The golden twilight gently illuminated Paris, creating beautiful shadows in the room.
Ashley stood in front of the window, her eyes sparkling at the sight.
Josh approached, standing next to her.
"It's beautiful," Ashley said softly.
Josh nodded. "Just like you."
Ashley was surprised. She glanced at Josh, wondering if it was just talk or if he meant it.
But Josh looked serious, even though after saying that he immediately looked away, a little awkwardly.
Ashley smiled a little. For the first time in a long time, there was a strange warmth flowing between them.
That night, they had dinner together at the hotel's luxurious restaurant.
The lighting was soft, classical music played softly in the background, and the aroma of French cuisine filled the air.
Ashley wore a simple black dress that made her look elegant.
Josh wore a dark semi-formal suit, quite casual but still classy.
They sat across from each other, sipping wine, and for the first time, their conversation flowed without pressure.
There were no innuendos. No awkward silences. They started talking about small things.
Josh asked Ashley about her childhood in New Zealand, about how she ended up choosing a career as a graphic designer.
Ashley tells me with a smile, her eyes twinkling as she tells me about her favorite projects, the weird clients she's worked with, and how much she loved drawing as a child.
Josh tells stories too.
About his hobby of collecting classic watches. About his love for old cars and road trips. About his frustrations in the world of family business, where every move has to be carefully calculated like a game of chess.
They laughed together as Josh recounted how he once almost got lost in the middle of the Nevada desert because he trusted his GPS too much.
Ashley replied with a story about a small beach vacation in New Zealand that ended with a funny incident when she got caught in a rainstorm with her friends.
The night seemed to fly by. They talk about their favorite foods-Ashley loves seafood, while Josh turns out to be a steak lover. About dream travel spots-Ashley would love to visit Tuscany, while Josh wants to try a road trip to Patagonia.
They even had a mild argument about their favorite movies; Ashley likes emotional drama movies, while Josh prefers action movies or psychological thrillers.
But the arguments ended in laughter, not fights.
Something changed that night. They started to feel comfortable. They began to feel... the possibility of becoming friends. Or maybe more than that, though they were both still afraid to admit it even to themselves.
After eating, they walked back to their room.
The Parisian sky was already dark, and the lights of the city sparkled like jewels. The Eiffel Tower was beautifully lit up, as if welcoming them.
Ashley stood on the balcony, enjoying the cool night breeze.
Josh stood behind her, a little hesitant, then finally said, "Tomorrow... I want us to go to many places. Let's make the most of our time here."
Ashley turned her head and smiled softly. “I want to, too.”
They started making a small list on their phones.
To visit the Louvre, of course.
The Eiffel Tower, Notre-Dame, Montmartre, Versailles.
Have a croissant at the little café on the corner.
Taking a boat down the Seine River.
Wandering the cobblestone streets, looking for small shops selling antiques.
They made plans as if they didn't want to let a single day go to waste. And for some reason, it felt like something they were really looking forward to. Not just as a formality because they had to be together. But because, for the first time... they wanted to.
Josh leaned back for a moment, letting out a long breath.
There was a strange feeling in his chest-something new, something sweet, and something scary.
Maybe... just maybe, Paris could be a new beginning for them.
Maybe... Ashley could hope, even a little.
That this marriage, which began without love, might grow into something more beautiful.
But she knew she had to be careful. Because in the real world, love is not always enough. And not all stories end happily. Still, that night, under the glittering Parisian sky, Ashley allowed herself to dream. Just a little bit.
After dinner, they walked hand in hand back to their room.
Ashley hugged herself, trying to resist the cold Parisian night that crept through her thin coat. Josh walked next to her, his hands stuffed into his pants pockets, occasionally stealing glances at Ashley, searching for the right words to keep the atmosphere warm like at dinner last night.
But as soon as the door to the room closed and silence surrounded the two of them, the tension that had subsided crept back up.
Ashley looked at Josh with a doubtful look in his eyes.
Josh, who had just thrown his jacket on the sofa, let out a long sigh.
“So... about sleeping,” Josh began, trying to sound casual.
“Since it's a big bed, we can just share, right?”
Ashley instantly stiffened.
Her face hardened instantly, and she shook her head firmly. “I don't want to sleep in the same bed with you.”
His voice was calm, but clear, leaving no room for compromise.
Josh blinked, a little taken aback by the outright refusal.
“Why?” he asked, his tone rising without realizing it. "It's just sleep, Ash. We're already married, at least on paper. And we don't have to... do anything. I just want to sleep. I'm tired."
Ashley folded her arms across her chest.
She knew Josh was tired. She knew the long flight and all the drama that had piled up had left him exhausted.
But still... her heart refused.
“I'm not comfortable,” she said firmly. “I... I need my own space.”
At first, Josh thought he had misheard.But the distance between where Ashley was sitting and the door of the room was not far. And the room wasn't that big either. So it was enough to allow him to hear any sound that came from inside, even if it was a bit soft.Josh tilted his head again while looking through the clear glass on the door.From where he was, he could only see Ashley's back. The face and figure lying in front of the girl was covered by her body. But several medical machines and many cords that looked interconnected and hanging there were quite clearly visible. Also some of the little things the girl did—rubbing the face of the patient lying there, and adjusting the patient's clothes and blanket—could be clearly captured by his eyes. Ashley’s words that she spoke again could also be heard well by Josh's ears.“I know I shouldn't have complained to you. But now, no one can listen to me, Mom. In the past, there was Mrs. Go who was always the one I talked to about things. S
PRESENT DAY“Thank you Mr. Jung,” Josh took the small paper bag that his secretary handed him.This morning he realized that he had gone out yesterday without his cell phone. The panic that attacked him due to the incident with Sharon automatically blinded and dulled all his thoughts and common sense.The last time he held his cell phone was in his room before the meeting. He turned off the voice mode and put his cell phone in the drawer because he felt too dizzy to face Sharon. Little did he know that he would be forced to accept the enormous consequences of his actions.Regret still hung around, shaking, and terrorizing him until this moment.And he allowed himself to be gnawed by it. Because he thought he deserved to be tortured by the pain that was brutally punching him in his heart and head. Even if he punched himself physically for punishment, it felt like it wouldn't be enough to make up for what he had done. Josh would never be able to forgive himself.For if only, yesterday h
Ashley searched through tons of articles about her family, Josh's family, and what incidents had happened all this time.Ever since she was forced to return to Auckland, the pain in her heart made her not want to know anything about anything concerning her family. She seemed to leave everything behind. That's why she really didn't know anything.Her head was throbbing with pain when she finally ended her search and closed her phone. The news she had just gotten made her shoulders slump instantly. It was as if her energy and life had evaporated without a trace.Until a knock on her bedroom door finally woke Ashley up from her empty reverie."Miss, it's me. I brought you a snack."Mrs. Go's voice came from behind the door.“Yes, come in,” Ashley said, and the woman walked in.She walked over to Ashley who was sitting in front of her dressing table. She placed the tray she was carrying on the empty part of the table."You didn't come down for breakfast earlier. Mrs. Gu got nagged because
Ashley jerked her head as she almost thought what she just heard was wrong.“I had no intention of refusing this marriage plan from the start.”“Wait,” Ashley felt her throat become very bitter and dry instantly, “You want to do this marriage?”“Yes” Josh then split the crab stuffed mushroom on his plate into two small pieces and ate it. Ignoring Ashley's gaze who was still stunned by his answer just now."Why? We don't know each other that well. Haven't seen each other in a very long time. I'm also sure you don't like me.""We can take things slowly. And I think our history is more than enough to start a relationship. There have been no fights or problems between us as long as I can remember, right?"Josh was wrong. The man was lying as if Ashley didn't know about an incident in the past that could pretty well illustrate how cold Josh felt towards her. And that created a big problem for Ashley having to bear the pain alone.Ashley sank into her confusion again, then mumbled without f
Ashley was stunned for a long time. And when Josh moved to move the chair back so she could sit down, that's when she returned to her senses.Her legs automatically moved closer to sit on the chair.She quietly inhaled and exhaled very slowly and carefully.Behind her confusion and nervousness that suddenly attacked her, there was a very odd feeling that somehow also sneaked into her heart at that moment.How could someone she once liked, who had never seen her as a girl, who she wanted to forget... was now sitting in front of her as her future husband.Josh returned to his seat across from Ashley, still with his thin smile that was hard to translate. “I've ordered food,” he raised his hand as he turned to one of the waiters standing not far from them for a signal. The waiter who caught Josh's instruction responded with a small nod and disappeared into a doorway.“Your favorite signature set,” Josh continued.Ashley, who had been following Josh's gaze, turned her head and looked at h
As promised, before five o'clock Mrs. Go was knocking on Ashley's door again.They said they were giving her time to rest. But before that she had been buried with a pile of big problems first.So how could she rest?Even just lying down and closing her eyes was impossible. Her head ached from the effects of the journey as well as being overwhelmed by the sentences written in the document. Meanwhile, her body continued to move restlessly with a sense of anxiety that she could not describe the excruciating sensation.After trying to lie down for almost half an hour and failing, Ashley got up and sat down again. Her eyes stared at the front cover of the folder and drifted into a blank reverie.Her head did feel full. But something inside didn't take shape at all. Everything was abstract and hard to decipher.Yet, she was not considering anything. Because there was nothing for her to consider. Everything her parents proposed was an order and a threat, not an offer. There was no way for h
Ashley was speechless. She was only able to stare at her mother who walked away fiercely. Even until the woman disappeared behind the majestic main door, she still looked there. It was as if the empty air had left a trace of her mother's sadism.It was only when the silhouette of Mrs. Go re-entering the house filled her vision that she came to her senses and quickly returned to the pages of documents.Her eyes twitched furiously as she continued the last sentence she had left. Her head lowered deeply to read it more clearly. As if to make sure all the series of letters he saw were not mere illusions.Word by word, sentence by sentence. Ashley read, combined, and deduced the meaning of everything written there. She forced her focus to be fully devoted to understanding all the articles of the agreement without misinterpreting them.“Miss,” Mrs. Go leaned over slightly to interrupt Ashley's focus, “I'll get a pen and your personal stamp.”“W-wait a minute,” Ashley suddenly raised her pal
ASHLEY’S SECOND RETURN—FLASHBACK“You've finally home. Sit down. And read this,” Ashley’s mother commanded as soon as she saw her daughter’s arrival at the house.Ashley had literally just arrived from a long flight from Auckland to Korea. Although she knew her days ahead would not be as easy as before, since the trip from the airport the only thing in her plan was that she could immediately sleep and relax her muscles that had been very stiff.Of course, that plan didn't come out of nowhere.She landed during the daytime. So it was obvious that neither of her parents were home during that time. That's why she dared to make such a plan. Especially when Mrs. Go, her assistant, said that she didn't have anything scheduled that afternoon. The most likely time she would see her parents was at dinner.It was then that she would probably know the exact reason she was called home—after a very long period of time, after all those long years she was sent away from home for the second time.Suc
Ashley regained her self-control after letting her emotions out through crying in one of the restaurant's private dining rooms.The crying was quite intense. But she did her best to muffle her voice, until all she could hear was a low, stifled shriek. Her tears overflowed. Her chest was tight. And her eyes were swollen after all the turmoil she had let out until there was nothing left. It was as if all the inner wounds that she had been suppressing, spilled out all at once without mercy.Someone might have heard her from outside. The waitress passing by might also want to go in and check the noise she was making. But Ashley couldn't hold back the explosion of anger and sadness that was clogging up her chest. She didn't even care about manners or shame anymore.After a while, she cleaned her face and slightly fixed her light makeup before exiting the room. Although the polish still couldn't cover her red and very puffy eyes. She took a deep breath before pushing open the door, hoping t