He heaved down a sigh , once I looked at his eyes , I saw nothing again , that cold ice , that dead hovering silence , that he is hiding behind , he let go of my hands in coldness and bitterness like it was nothing , and left without saying anything not even a word and sat there and started eating in dullness , I stood there , not knowing what to do , how can he show me so much affection to me in one minute and in the next minute he acts like it was nothing , I felt humiliated did he bring me here to mock me , to laugh on me ??
Is he testing some theory or maybe he is trying his handsome musclinty on me , so he could take advantage of the dump girl he met in the forest !!And he thinks it worked on me , he doesn't know who I am , until now.Omg I am truly hurt yet I am still standing there not moving , in the same posture , he made me feel something
Once he left , I catched my racing breathes.I had this fight with my curiosity whether I should go and check on what happened inside the room after I have left.Sure it won my curiosity....I was pushing one leg forward while the other wasn't moving without force , it was shivering, I was shivering.But afterall I went into the wrecked room and I saw everything was broken down and destroyed like it was hit by hurricanes and catastrophic earthquakes , all the antics , all of the books , all of the hanging weapons were broken down and shattered like it was some piece of paper not metal or wood at all , all the walls had holes from apparently punches , and the biggest hole were made so big that you can see how thick the walls were this castle is made of , their thickness was the double of me literally or maybe more , you can see walls of the outer great gates , I can see the far side now , I stoo
Where I am ??Where I am ??again ,really , another nightmare I guess , they have to know I am kind of busy nowadays trying to plan my escape .It is very dark , I can't even see my hands , do I even exist here , or maybe it is my conscious being trapped in no where.Suddenly something glowed in the dark , it is a rose , red glowing rose with a stream of unstoppable dust falling from it , with very bright green yet dusty twig , the dust revealed my hand as dusty figure holding tight to the rose , it is spreading now to my whole body, and I am breathing dust ! in and out , I am just made of glowing dust , a glowing dusty figure to be specific , not like a human , like I am co
I started reading and flipping the huge papers over that threw clouds of unearthed dust , no matter how much I sneezed and no matter how much I cried, it seemed like it would never stop , it was dustier than my great grandmother of my father who is still alive for no reason .After reading much inside the book , it seemed very basic to me , pretty normal introduction, many not important, ancestors and I am pretty sure I am wasting my time , my strength and my senses here.I can smell now nothing at all other than dust , and the book ,it is so heavy.My arms are going numb soon , I flipped so many big pages like a wall after a wall , it is all a dead end to me. He is nowhere to be found.Suddenly , What I Wanted came in front of me when I had just decided to close the book..."KALIM CONAL KWEINT " It's him , it tells the story of him even before birth. weird it never happened.The book states everything about the person after he
I didn't have the courage to turn right away and look at his face I Don't know why I Don't ever stop him from toying with me , why I am being and acting so passive this aint right , yet I am calm …….. why ? But I cant keep my calmness long , can I ? "You were in my room, you watched me in my sleep, didn't you ? " I said it to him but I was more talking to myself than talking To him as I was looking the other way . I heard him stepping out of the room I slowly looked back but he already left, I went out after him but saw no trace of him like he vanished . Again he left, no no no no , what is wrong with him. My steps was racing as my heart was too , too eager to find him . I never thought I would be indulged with such complexity , I cant control , him . I ran randomly everywhere but all was dead e
the wind started hitting and pushing me back towards the door fiercely I have tried my best to resist it but my feet were slipping on the floor like a molten soap , I felt that my hair being pulled back so much by the wind that it would come out of my head that it started to hurt a lot ."GET OUT NOW " HE YELLED AT ME .I flew up and almost went out of the room but I manged to get held over the doors that were almost taken down by the wind, my dress is getting tored apart , the wind scratched my face , my elbow now I am bleeding from it , the door slammed and pushed me that I have hit the walls outside the room , in the hallway , and I guess i fainted for a while , with fading sight of him , I saw his bandages being unwrapped revealing the burn mark I saw earlier when I was riding the horse with him, I felt it beating , like it was alive , it is shaped like a tree ! 
All left us , even healers were scared to come closer to me or him , I was sitting down to the wrecked floor for a little time just staring at him , his face with the blood still coming from him , I saw my trembling fingers just touching his rough cheek in a gentle way that I didn't tend myself with before , I decided to get up and to carry him as long as I am able to , surprisingly I had power to do so , I sat him on what is left of the broken bed , I have torn two big pieces of my sliced down dress , and went to the bathroom and already wetted it throughly, and went to the sleeping Kalim .I started to wipe his face from the dirt and the blood covering him , again and again and by the other piece I wiped my face too we both were in kinda of a great mess , I couldn't feel myself , I lost control , my shaking hand betrayed me and I fainted over his rough chest , it is more like hitting moist rock , but i wasnot balanced I almost slipped
A tale of ancient myth , of a deadly man who did only know how to turn everything into lifeless straw which is tossed over to the ground to be stepped on . he could throw the fear in any man's heart , he kills good people , he kills bad people , he dosent distinct white from black , he was the real annihilation , he wiped out nations , he loved no one , no one loved him , had no family . they said to become the one he is , he went to “life “ and mercilessly killed her , stabbing her through her beating heart , earning the darkened power of destruction , he truely became king but king of no one because he killed everyone . Mindless he became , lived thousands millions of lives , lost control till he killed himself in a petty show of no mercy . No one knows why did he gone mad , but my mother told me this story when I was young , that I had nightmares about it a lot , dreaming being killed by this dark figure , who was the darkened king in my mind ,
God no no noI had a dream , yes again !! I am supposed to be called the dreamer princess or princess of dreams, but this time it was all about him , however I tried to escape or wake up from it , it all goes back to the starting point , him, i wake up in a dream to dream about him , what an irony.I even pinched my self but it was all in pure flutifle ..... vain , I cant feel it , where are the brown crawlers of my dreams or those voices calling me , come back again please instead the man I am seeing right now god no , he is taking off his clothes piece by piece and believe me when i am saying he dosent wear much .........stop ........oh my god he didnot stop , don't come closer stay away oh no ... he is coming , someone save me ... please ,why can't I run now ?he is slowly approaching me and I am unable to move I can feel his wet lips gently pushing on my frightened cheeks slowly slipping to my tre