Chapter 5: Beneath the Storm

Elena’s POV

His grip crushes my wrist, pinning me flat against the door. My chest rises fast against his broad frame. Darkness swallows the study, rain hammering the windows in rhythm with my heart.

Alexander towers over me, breath hot at my ear, teeth grinding.

“Answer me, Alyssa.”

“You think you can play games?”

“You sneak into my wing for leverage?”

His voice drops lower, colder.

“Deception is the one sin I never forgive.”

“If you don’t give me a reason—”

He leans closer, words cutting like blades.

“By sunrise, your father’s assets will be gone.”

“Your family name dragged through the dirt.”

The threat hits me like ice water, but as his towering frame presses closer, I notice something beneath his anger. His massive chest moves up and down way too fast. His skin feels wet with sweat against mine, and his large, powerful hand trembles slightly even as it holds me tight against the wood

He is not just angry, a quiet voice whispers inside my head. He is having a severe panic attack.

The broken glass on the rug, the scattered books, his wild gasping in the dark—this is a man drowning in his own painful memories. My sudden entrance makes him feel cornered and exposed. If I try to act mean or proud like my twin sister right now, his corporate anger will explode, and the clinic will turn off my grandmother's life-support machines by morning. I must drop my sister's fake act. I have to use the only real skill I own: the quiet calm of a girl who knows how to soothe a broken thing.

"I am not looking for leverage, Alexander," I gasp out, my real, soft voice breaking in a desperate, trembling plea. I squeeze my eyes shut in the pitch blackness, letting my true vulnerability show. "Please. I am not here to spy on you or break your rules. I hear your boots hitting the stones for hours from across the courtyard. I hear a terrible machine buzzing, and then I hear... I hear you gasping for air in the dark."

Alexander freezes. His powerful frame goes completely rigid against my body, his hot breath stopping near my cheek.

"I come here because I am worried about your breathing," I whisper, my tears finally spilling over my eyelids as the intense guilt of my fraud cuts through my chest. "I know your house rules are absolute, and I know you want me to act like a ghost. But I cannot sit alone inside my luxury wing and listen to a human being suffocate in the dark while I do nothing to help. Please. If you want to ruin my father's company, do it. But do not push me away when I am only trying to ensure you are alive."

The silence inside the pitch-black study turns incredibly heavy, swallowing the sound of the pouring storm outside.

Alexander does not unleash his guards, but the freezing, iron grip on my wrist slowly loosens. Before he can pull away into the shadows, I slowly, carefully raise my free hand. I do not reach up toward his masked face—I know touching his scars will trigger his defenses. Instead, I reach up and gently place my bare palm flat against the center of his bare chest, right over his racing heart.

His skin is burning hot, and his heartbeat is completely wild under my fingers.

"Feel my hand," I murmur, staring blindly ahead into the dark, connecting with him through touch alone. "Breathe with me, Alexander. In for four seconds. Just four."

He freezes, his whole body turning rigid at the touch. I take a deep, slow breath, letting my chest rise and fall against his in the dark, guiding his timing. "Follow my hand. Slowly."

For a long, agonizing ten seconds, the only sound is our deep breathing against the rain on the windows. Then, with a low groan, Alexander’s head drops forward, his forehead coming to rest heavily against my shoulder. His massive weight presses into me, but I do not move. I keep my hand flat against his chest until his wild pulse finally begins to calm down.

His fingers slide down until they hold my hand loosely in the dark, holding onto me like a safe anchor. He leans down closer, his face moving near my neck as his chest lets out a long breath. He takes a sudden, sharp sniff.

“You smell like rain,” he mutters, voice rough, worn. “Not perfume. Why?”

My heart leaps. The greenhouse. I spend hours digging in the dirt today, and the smell of the crushed flowers sinks deep into my skin. I must use the truth as a shield right now to hide my real florist identity. I force Alyssa’s sharp tone back.

“You banish me to the West Wing,” I snap. “You caught me in the mud yourself. If you want perfume, don’t lock me in a garden.”

He exhales, pulling back, mask of coldness returning.

“Go back to your wing, Alyssa. Your father’s checks remain valid tonight. But don’t cross into my East Wing again. Don’t look for my pain. Don’t pretend to care.”

His words slice through me, colder than the storm outside. My back presses against the door, the wood hard and unyielding. For a heartbeat, I feel the handle at my spine — the only barrier between captivity and escape.

When his shadow finally withdraws, I twist the knob with shaking fingers and stumble into the corridor, racing barefoot across the marble. The storm pounds against the windows, each strike echoing my pulse.

Inside my suite, I slam the door shut. My sobs shake me until I collapse against the wood, cheek pressed to its cold surface.

My grandmother’s bills are safe for one more night.

But his suspicion sharpens.

If he looks past Alyssa’s files, he’ll destroy me.

I wipe my tears, but another truth claws at me. My mother, Clara, was erased after her affair with Arthur Vance. When she died, I became the ghost twin — the secret daughter no one acknowledged.

Society buried her name. And mine with it.

The cold air seeps through the window cracks. The smell of rain clings to my skin, mingling with the faint trace of crushed flowers from the greenhouse.

Maybe that’s why I couldn’t leave him gasping in the dark.

Because I know what it feels like to suffocate unseen.