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Chapter 43
Drax never came back that night, nor was I told that I could leave the confines of the bedroom. I remained as quiet as I could, scared that if I made too much noise that he would come barging in and demand my body. Something that I knew I wouldn't be able to obey.
I couldn't allow him to touch me intimately again, it would only confuse my already flustered mind, how could I let him do such a thing to my body? He had marked and mated with me against my will, yet what did I really do to stop him from ruining me?
Nothing. I laid there and allowed him to do stuff to me that would disappoint and anger my real mates, how could I do that to them? How could I betray them like that?
Woukd they even want me back if they knew the truth, woukd they blame me? I sobbed into my pillow for hours, not knowing what to do or what would happen today. could I be the good girl I needed to be to survive? Could I pretend to be tamed?
What do you think of this chapter? How long will it be before Matthew rescues her? Can she survive.
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