Lilliana’s POVWincing, I sat on the bed as I waited for the doctor to get to me. My heart raced as I couldn’t stop thinking about how I was going to handle everything that had happened.My knees and chin hurt so bad but none of the pain could ever be compared to the kind of pain I was going to feel by the time Nikolai was done with me.‘Don’t you think you should just go to him and come out clean about all of this?’ Nala’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts but all I could do was groan and close my eyes tightly as though that was going to erase everything.It’s just dishes and cutleries, why am I getting so worked up?Sighing, I knew why I was getting worked up and it’s not as if I’m fooling anyone. I hated the fact that I haven’t been able to live normally like all other werewolves ever since Nikolai came back.I hated the fact that Alpha King Demitri had to fall sick and die, leaving me to deal with the rude, cruel, selfish and horrible son of his that’s only nice to me whenever he
Nikolai’s POVFeeling a jolt of anger, rage churned inside of me and my fist clenched tightly as I carefully watched what was going on in front of me. My eyes never left Lilliana’s as she froze over.The sight of me must’ve scared her to death because her skin immediately went pale and she was physically shivering while Jenna kept on with the insults, oblivious to the fact that I was behind her.Fury almost choked me as I walked slowly in her direction, it was uneasy for me to watch Lilliana get scolded by Jenna. Lilliana shook and her mouth opened, probably in an attempt to warn Jenna but my eyes on her like talons must’ve caused her to change her mind.“If a word of this gets out, I am going to make your already miserable life even more miserable and no one would be able to do anything about it.” Jenna seethed with rage as she shoved Lilliana aside.She finally turned and it was as though she’d completely forgotten to breathe or even speak. Her entire energy dried up at the sight of
Nikolai’s POVMy fist clenched as Jenna’s footsteps receded and soon, I was left alone with Lilliana. Everywhere was silent as she tried to look away and it didn’t take long for me to realize that she was tense.She avoided my gaze and bit her lower lip that already had a slit on it. My blood boiled and anger rushed through my veins as I examined the wounds on her body closely.Given what I had just witnessed between her and Jenna, I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that she was the cause of all the bruises on Lilliana’s body.Anger settled within me and I seethed as I moved closer to Lilliana, it felt as though the punishment I just gave Jenna wasn’t enough. I felt like I should’ve done something more dangerous.I should’ve asked the guards to take her away and bruise her back with lashes because looking at Lilliana now, that seemed like what Jenna deserved.Cupping her face, I moved it to the side and I let out a sigh. It doesn’t seem like a very deep wound but it still angered m
Nikolai’s POVClosing my eyes in frustration, I clenched my fist as questions ran through my mind. It’s very obvious right now how much control Lilliana has over me and I’m beginning to detest it.Just when I was about to try and stop thinking about her, just when I was about to force myself to forget everything about her that could mess with my sanity, she had to come here.What the fuck does she want with me? Why the hell does she keep showing up right after I’ve pushed her away.WHY IS THE MOON GODDESS DOING THIS TO ME?!My body shook and my fingers ran through my hair. I tried to regulate my breathing as I sat up to fix my gaze on the door. My palm itched to answer it but I knew deep down that it would be my undoing.Clearing my throat, “Go away.” I said sternly, it was fake and anyone would hear from the way I said it that I was trying my best to keep up with the façade.I waited a while for her to say something but nothing came. My eyes didn’t leave the door as I thought to myse
Nikolai’s POVI could see the desire clearly in her eyes and for a moment I wondered who wants who the most. My Lycan growled again as my eyes went from her eyes down to her lips.It was pink, luscious and called out to me, her words wouldn’t stop ringing in my head and that was all I needed. Unable to hold back, my lips trapped hers in a passionate kiss.Our breathing paced and what started off to be slow and passionate soon became fast and hungry. Neither of us could control our urges. I kissed her with an unquenchable urge that had her slamming back against the wall as she wrapped her hands around my neck, kissing me right back.Her lips were delicious and it felt as though it was perfectly made for me. My fingers explored her body and ripped all the clothing she had on until she was standing naked before me.The smell of her arousal filled the air, my dick kicked in excitement as I moved my lips from hers and to her neck, giving it a small bite before returning to nibble on her ea
Lilliana’s POVMy eyes fluttered open and the first thing I saw was Nikolai’s facial features. I still felt sore from the sex we had yesterday but everything was perfect and I wouldn’t have wanted it any other way.I could feel the butterflies flapping their wings in my stomach and my heart raced, it was no doubt that it was beating for Nikolai.Helping myself up as I supported my body with my elbow, I couldn’t help but admire his sleeping beauty. He looked like he didn't have any worries.His dark hair was so messy and yet it fell across his face perfectly and my hand itched to move it away. Now that I’m looking at him carefully, he looks innocent and harmless.He doesn’t look like that Alpha that everyone is scared of, he looked more like a child and I couldn’t help but wish I could see more of him. More of this particular Nikolai.His naked body sent jolts of desire running down my spine, his lips were perfectly carved, his broad chest beckoning to me. Perfect seemed like an unders
Lilliana’s POVGulping down the bile that had already formed at the back of my throat, I made my way carefully and delicately towards him and despite being so near, it felt as though he was so far away from me.Getting to his study table took more work than making the tea I was going to serve him. Gently, I placed the tea on the table but still, Nikolai didn’t look at me.It was as though I was invisible and no matter what I tried, Nikolai didn't acknowledge me. He stood and walked past me like he couldn’t see me as he went to his windowHis eyes wandered as he looked around and thoughts started running through my mind. I should’ve thought more about this before going through with it.I didn’t think it through and now I look like one of those girls that’s desperate for a man.“You can leave the rest of the breakfast on the table too,” he deadpanned, “but you’re dead if anything happens to the papers.” He added and I nodded.Clearing the table, I arranged the files and the sight of my
Lilliana’s POVThe smirk playing on his face turned me on more than I cared to admit and without wasting too much of our time, I obliged, going on my knees with Nikolai’s hand still on my head.I knew what was about to happen but my heart raced just at the thought of it. It was going to be my first time and I didn’t want it to be a failure especially after going through so much trouble to get him to finally notice me. ‘You really don’t have the time to think right now,’ Nala said, ‘we have to let him know that we can be bold too.’ She added, fueling my confidence and filling me up with vain optimism.I’ve never done this before, how can I pretend I have when the man standing right in front of me was my very first sex?Shaking the thoughts out of my head and keeping myself from over thinking, I lifted my gaze to look at Nikolai. He towered over me, his face slightly dark but the glint in his eyes was enough to brighten the room.Finally getting enough courage, I managed to undo his