Alpha Jasper's POV Another Lupercalia Full Moon without my mate.Last year she wasn't here either and this year I'll miss her either. If it were up to me alone, I would be aboard the next plane to her right now. But with a reluctant wolf, that is definitely hard, we fight all day to make the right decision. According to Jax, our mate should come back to us, not the other way around.When she left, we lost face considerably. After I did everything to keep our relationship sound, it was the last I thought she would do to hurt me. Not that I had to put much effort into making her happy, I love Rain, she is my first and only lover. But she didn't trust me enough to share her grievance with me and left me without considering my feelings. That's harsh, I always thought our trust in each other was ironclad.Some pack members reacted with relief over her departure, urging me to reject her as a mate and ban her from the pack. Officially, she is still my mate and a member of Stor
I look out over my pack.All the mated wolves are trampling with impatience; this is Storm Forest's biggest event. It was instituted by my great-grandfather Alpha Vladimir. The pack was already strong under his leadership but for strategic reasons that had more to do with keeping the pack safe and our position of power, we had to hold the edge over the others. And for that, warriors and intellectuals were needed. More pups and sending out mated wolves to human universities were the spearhead of his policy. And it was the right decision.Storm Forest is not only the largest but also the strongest worldwide. Only the Lycans from the Kingdom in Canada can beat us. Last year alone, an additional one hundred and fifty new pups were born from this festival; if we can double that this year, the pack's growth is stable and hopeful. Wolves are horny creatures, so I trust we will succeed again this year. Jace takes care of the formal announcements and sets out the rules strictly.
Again Rain's POV"Rain, why has your mood turned for the worse this quickly? Just now, you were insanely happy with my surprise. And now you look like you've seen a ghost," Ralph asks worriedly while holding my chin. "It's a full moon tonight. Isn't that what all werewolves look forward to, babe?" I keep my eyes closed, there seems to be a stone in my stomach weighing heavier each second. My thoughts go to my mate, what is he doing now that I'm gone? On dinner or somewhere intimate with another she-wolf? On these evenings, Jasper used to come back from the cave to spend private time with me.He always has planned something special for us, like the last time by the water. I push away the panic that tries to overwhelm me. I still miss him a lot, even after two years of separation. A tear rolls down my cheek, now I have no choice but to open my eyes. Ralph deserves an explanation for my strange behavior. "Please forgive me. But in my pack, there is a special celebration goi
"I want to announce our relationship, Rain. Everyone has to know that you belong to me, that we're a couple. We can't go on like this, sneaking kisses and pretending to be colleagues instead of lovers when others are around." Ralph is impatient, in the past weeks, I've noticed that in everything. Last night his kisses became more demanding, I allowed him to grope me but couldn't go beyond that. Jasper and I have yet to formally reject each other and technically, I am still part of his pack. And he is still the man in my heart, I need more time to get over our breakup. Currently, we are on the beach, walking along the waterline with arms around each other's waists.There is a cool breeze, fortunately, the full moon has passed. Thus no reminiscing about the past. "Ralph, I know what you mean. It's that I still need to get ready to go public with a new relationship. Remember I had a mate, I have yet to get over that," I say softly. My excuse doesn't sound ve
The decision is made; five days of Miami beach and then the weekend at the Kingdom, where I meet Ralph's family. And after that, I have to make the decision of a lifetime.With mixed feelings, I am looking forward to my visit to the Kingdom, after the traumatic experience with Jasper's family, I am not really waiting for a repeat. They were warm and inviting at first when Jasper brought me to the packhouse, but over the years, they showed their true nature. They were downright mean and never missed an opportunity to remind me that I didn't add any value to the Alpha clan and pack. So I am always suspicious of people who are very friendly at first.Sometimes those nice faces are just fake, so I always remain wary and aloof.It was conspicuous to my colleagues that I took leave exactly when Ralph announced he would end his visit to the company. That was oil on the gossip fire, to many, this was the proof of our secret love affair. But no one dares ask us upfront, everyone knows how I va
Full of anticipation, we hold our breath as the elevator slowly takes us to Jasper's penthouse.With hands tightly intertwined, we wait breathlessly for our arrival. We are both nervous, albeit for different reasons. After what seems like ages, we ultimately are at the top floor, where Jasper opens the door with his fingertip. Once inside, it is as though a burden falls from us, we fall into each other's arms, and our lips meet desperately. "Rain, by the Moon Goddess. Why did you leave? We can work out everything, my love," Jasper whispers in my ear. "You are worth more to me than the Alpha position and a thousand pups. You are my breath, I love you, my mate. These two years were hell without you," he swears. His voice, the sparks where he touches me, totally thrilled me."It's better this way, Jasper. Get on with your life. I'm not the right mate for you; you'll hate me later when you see the other Alphas with their families. You need pups to take over
We stay in the penthouse for two days, shutting ourselves off from the cruel outside world.Jasper handles a few phone calls, returns to bed for another round of great sex, or we order food and enjoy it at the dinner table. And then I realized that my bag with personal items and also my phone were left behind at work. I made a phone call to Natali and she promised to put it away for me in my office. She briefs me that Ralph has come to my office several times to see if I have signed in to work yet. She also promised to report to the human resources department that I would be absent for a few days.I had to promise that when I returned to work, I would tell her why I ran off with our client so suddenly. According to her, I am the talk of the town, especially now that Ralph's mood is terrible, everyone is avoiding him. After this call with Natali, I understood that I owe Ralph an explanation about my behavior. Of course, I will tell him the truth and leave it up to him w
There is silence between us in Ralph's office for at least a minute.I don't quite know how to begin to apologize for what happened two days ago after the presentation to our new clients and my absence without contacting him. Ralph truly loves me, but he knew I had a mate, I had told him beforehand, so it's no surprise to him. "Where were you, Rain?" Ralph's voice breaks the silence between us. He stands with his back to me, looking out over the city through the glass wall. His shoulders are tensed, a vein in his neck twitching out of stress. "We're in a relationship, but you leave with an unknown man, remain unreachable for two days and don't even bother to call me," he states briefly, the disappointment clearly heard in his voice. "Jasper is my fated mate," I whisper.With a jerk, Ralph turns around, his eyes big with dismay. "Your mate?!" he exclaims. "Then did you know he would come here and we would be in the meeting with him?" I sha