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Chapter 1
. . . Estelle My heart raced so loudly I could hear it over the music echoing through the grand hall. The candles flickered, filling the room with golden light, and the scent of roses clung to the air. This was the happiest day of my life. My wedding day. My birthday. The day I would stand beside Elias, my mate, and begin our future together as Alpha and Luna of the Crescent Moon Pack. I had dreamed of this moment for years, but standing at the altar in my white gown, hands trembling inside his, something felt… off. His eyes didn’t shine the way they used to when he looked at me. Instead of warmth, I saw something unreadable in his gaze, and it made my heart churn. “Do you, Elias, take Estelle as your mate, your Luna, to stand by her through the years to come?” the elder asked, his voice ceremonial. The entire pack leaned in, and I heard the sound of breaths held. My stomach tightened with nerves, but I smiled at Elias, waiting for the words I had longed to hear. He opened his mouth. And shattered me. “I reject you.” The words fell heavy in the silence, louder than thunder. For a moment, I thought I misheard him. My lips parted, and a whisper caught in my throat. “W-what?” Gasps erupted. Whispers shot through the hall like arrows. Elias didn’t waver or retract his sentence at all. He dropped my hands and spoke again, his voice sharp enough to cut through the crack that was already forming in my heart. “I reject you, Estelle. I will not take you as my mate. I cannot accept someone without a wolf as my Luna.” The room spun. I felt every eye on me, burning with pity, shock, and judgment. My chest tightened, and I struggled to breathe. My wolfless state; a wound I had carried since my coming-of-age ceremony, was being used against me here, in front of everyone. Something I’d never thought he would do to me. Why did he act like he cared then? All this while? Before I could speak, Elias turned. I followed his movement as his hand reached for another’s. My eyes widened. Anette. My twin sister. She stood there in her maid-of-honor gown, silver fabric glimmering under the lights, her perfect smile frozen on her face. Slowly, she slipped her hand into his, and Elias held it firmly, lifting it high for all to see. “I choose Anette,” he declared. A roar of disbelief swept through the crowd. My knees nearly buckled under all the emotion that was flooding through my system. Anette. My sister. My blood. I turned to my father, Alpha Theron, desperate for him to step in, to stop this madness. His tall figure loomed beside me, his presence always commanding. Surely, he would defend me, I thought. Surely, he would put Elias in his place and call of this whole thing. But instead, he pulled me behind him like I was an embarrassment. I nearly hit the ground. “From this day forward,” my father’s voice boomed, carrying over the chaos, “Anette will take Estelle’s place as heir. She will be the one to marry Elias and inherit my position.” My ears rang. My vision blurred. He had just disowned me in front of everyone. “No…” My whisper was drowned by the applause breaking out among the crowd, half in shock, half in support. Anette’s smile grew wider, and Elias leaned close to her, as if they had planned this betrayal all along. I wanted to scream, to fight, to claw at the lies. But my body was frozen, trapped in a cage of disbelief. It wasn’t just Elias who had betrayed me. My father, the man I trusted most, had thrown me away like I was nothing. And it was my birthday. I locked myself in my room that night, tears staining my pillow until I had none left to give. The laughter and music of the “new celebration” echoed from the hall below, each sound twisting deeper into my chest. I had always envied Anette’s beauty, her charm, her ability to win over anyone she met. We had the same face, but not the same personality. I lived with it. Endured all the shadowing. But never, not once, did I imagine she would steal the life that was supposed to be mine. My wolfless state had always set me apart, but I thought Elias loved me despite it. I thought my father believed in me despite it. Now I knew the truth: I was nothing to them. I pressed my hand against my stomach, trying to stop the hollow ache inside. Happy birthday, Estelle. What a gift. Unable to sleep, I slipped out of bed and walked toward the balcony that overlooked the gardens. The night air was cool, carrying the faint scent of pine. That’s when I saw them. In the shadows beneath the moonlight, Elias and Anette. His arms around her waist. Her fingers tangled in his hair. Their lips pressed together in a kiss that stole the last remnants of my soul. I gripped the railing until my knuckles turned white. My breath hitched. Rage burned hot inside me, mixing with heartbreak. Every memory of Elias’s promises, every laugh we shared, every whispered dream—it all crumbled in that single moment. I stumbled back into my room, shaking, my chest heaving. I wanted to confront them, to tear down the façade. But what good would it do? My father had chosen his side. My sister had made her choice. And Elias… Elias had never truly been mine. I sank to the floor, burying my face in my hands. I had never felt so alone. That’s when the door creaked open. I jerked my head up, fear rushing through me. The figure who stepped in was the last person I expected. Elias. He closed the door behind him, his eyes dark and unreadable in the dim light. “What are you doing here?” My voice cracked, torn between fury and despair. He didn’t answer at first. He only looked at me, his jaw tense. Then he spoke, voice low and urgent. “If you stay, you’ll be dead before sunrise.”Estelle’s POVI stared in shock at him.He looked so handsome in the tail coat he wore that was embroidered with gold. His dark eyes locked on mine and then the corners of his lips twitched.Everything stopped.The music, the dancers, and most importantly, my sister and Elias.Then murmurs erupted.Did Zen have a death wish?Walking in here—my father’s pack, the pack of his sworn enemy.I rushed forward immediately to meet him. “What the fuck are you doing here, Zen?” I questioned in a sharp whisper. “Are you insane? You could be killed.”“I won’t. Or else your father will be asking for war from my pack. It won’t end well for Crescent Moon. We both know that,” he replied.“Right,” I hissed.“I came for you,” he said.“I didn’t ask you to,” I snapped.“I came to ensure your safety. Shall we dance?” he asked. Before I answered, he was already steering me towards the center of the dance floor.The music resumed again and Zen was moving me around so I had no choice but to follow his foots
Chapter 30Zen’s POV“I will be fine,” she told me, eyes boring into mine. “You don’t have to control every single thing you do.”“I am trying to protect you!” I barked.“And I don’t need your protection—you try to protect me but wanted to kill me some days back? And you talk about trust? Fuck you!” she snapped.I watched her as she stormed away from my presence and sighed, running a hand through my hair.I couldn’t let her go back there and allow me to look like a fool. Plus, if anything happened to her, what would I do?***I woke up late.The afternoon sun was filtering its way through the open curtains, forcing my eyes open. I groaned and sat up in bed, stretching my limbs, and yawned. As I stood up, I noticed a folded piece of paper by the doorway.It looked as if someone had slid it in through the door on purpose. I bent, feeling the coarseness of the paper between my fingers as I unfolded it.Zen,I have returned to my pack.~Estelle.That was it… one fucking line telling me sh
Zen’s POVI sat on the balcony overlooking the terrace, my legs crossed over the other as I took a swig from a flask. My jaw was clenched, just thinking about Estelle.She drove me crazy, my mind swirling between wanting her, hating her, letting her go… and not knowing where the hell to stand. She was a danger to me and to herself, and the right thing to do according to pack customs was to kill her.Crescent Moon was our sworn enemy—she had no place here. Yet foolishly, I had taken her in and deluded myself we could work together and get revenge on her father when really, I didn’t know her true intentions.A commotion downstairs caught my attention. I stood up from where I sat and walked towards the edge of the balcony, leaning on the edge of the railing. There was a young man there, probably no older than eighteen years of age. He had wavy blonde hair that rustled in the wind, a wide nose, and was quite lanky. In his hand he held a letter and was arguing with a guard who held him by
Elias’s POV“What theme color do you think we should pick?” my wife—Annette—asked me, sinking into the couch beside me. “Red and white seems lovely, right?”“This banquet is very sudden,” I told her, playing with her hair. “Would you not need like a week to plan things well?”“What for?” She raised her eyebrows at me and stood up, hands akimbo. She looked strikingly similar to Estelle, which still unsettled me. The difference was in her cold eyes, whereas Estelle’s held warmth. “Why waste time stretching the event when it can happen as soon as possible?”I said nothing to argue.I’d learned to be quiet most times around Annette, as she was controlling and could bitch about things for long if I had opinions that differed from hers.“Have you received a response yet, though?”“Elias,” she sighed and walked over, sitting on my lap. Her fingers cradled my face and she looked at me foolishly. “We only just sent the invite yesterday. She won’t be responding until later this evening.”“I thi
“A ritual?” I asked, a look of pure shock crossing my features. “Kill who? What in the world do you speak of?”A solemn, heavy look made its way onto Alaric’s face as he sucked in a sharp breath. Rainwater dripped from his dark robes onto the stone floor, forming a small puddle at his boots. “Your daughter who has just been struck by lightning.”“Estelle?” my wife asked weakly, trying to sit up against the pillows. Pure fear came over her face as she clutched the blamket to her chest. “Never!”“You have already named her,” he commented wryly, his dark gaze sweeping over the terrified maids cowering in the corners of the room. “Formed an attachment without the naming rites?”“She came from us… of course there is an attachment,” I said coldly, stepping between my mate and the pack's spiritual adviser to block his view of the bed. “You do not have a child or lover, Alaric. I do not expect you to understand.”“I have no intentions to understand. All of those are an inconvenience to me.”“
Alpha Theoron’s POVThe door to my office was pushed open without a knock, and I knew immediately it was Annette. She was the only one who barged in without any notice. "Annette!" I exclaimed, looking up from the papers on my table. I dropped the pen I was holding and smiled at her. But her response was a scowl as she sank into the chair opposite me. "What's happened?" I asked. She rolled her eyes and sucked in a sharp breath. "Elias is getting on my nerves." "Well," I replied, "it is one of the ups and downs of a marriage, Annette. You will soon get used to it." "Is that all you have to say?" She asked, frowning. I nodded. "Is the threat gone?" I asked, leaning back in my seat and crossing my arms. I studied her face, and the expression she gave showed me exactly what I needed to know. "Unfortunately not." "So what is the update?" I asked her. "Estelle is very dangerous, and you know that, Annette. I trusted you with this task." "Well," she drawled, picking at her nails. "
Chapter 24 The PastAnnette “Mummy, mummy,” I tapped my mother, “look at what I made.” My mother glanced briefly at my painting but she made no comment. She turned her attention to what had occupied her earlier; my sister's drawing of her. “Estelle
Chapter 22ZenI sat at the head of the long wooden table in the meeting hall. I could feel the eyes of the six elders watching me from across the room. The morning sun was coming through the windows, making the dust dance in the air, but I didn't find the sight relaxing at all. My head was throbb
I sat on the edge of the marble pool with my legs dangling in the water, watching the ripples move away from my skin. The moonlight made the garden look very bright that I could see the different colors of the flowers even though it was late at night. My neck still felt a bit sore from where the ax
Chapter 18 Zen “You have decided to execute her?” If there was a way to describe shock, Bryon's face captured the expression perfectly. “She is no good,” I said with a sigh, “she only keeps getting in the way.” My mind kept replaying the way her body had charged with a strange current that made







