로그인I wake up in a bed that's not mine.
That's my first thought. Before I open my eyes, before I remember anything—just that the sheets smell different. Like pine and something else. Something clean and sharp.
Then everything comes rushing back. The rejection. The run. The rain. The wolves.
I sit up so fast my head spins. White walls. Big windows. A fireplace in the corner with actual fire burning. I'm in someone's house. Someone's room. And I'm wearing clothes that aren't mine—a soft gray t-shirt that hangs past my thighs, no bra, no pants.
My heart starts slamming against my ribs.
The door opens and I freeze.
A girl, maybe a year or two younger than me, with dark hair pulled back in a messy ponytail and eyes that are almost silver—like the guy from last night. She's carrying a tray with a bowl of something steaming.
"Oh good, you're awake." She sets the tray on the nightstand like she's known me forever. "I'm Maya. You're in my brother's house. You've been out for like, eighteen hours. The healer said you'd probably sleep through till morning but here you are, blinking at me like a confused kitten." She grins. "Cute look, by the way."
I just stare at her. My brain can't catch up.
"Right, you're probably wondering about the clothes." Maya plops onto the edge of the bed like she's known me forever. "Esther—she's our healer—she stripped you down because you were soaked and freezing. The shirt's Damian's. Hope you don't mind. You didn't have much on under that dress anyway and it was totally ruined, like, beyond saving, so—"
"Damian." I find my voice. It's scratchy. "The guy from last night. He carried me here."
"Yep. Our illustrious Alpha." She rolls her eyes but there's affection in it. "He's been lurking outside your door all night. Won't admit it, but I caught him." She leans in. "I've never seen him like this. He usually doesn't bring stray wolves home."
"I'm not a stray."
"I know." She says it softer now. "I know you're not. I'm sorry. That came out wrong." She pushes the tray toward me. "Eat. It's just broth. Esther said start slow."
I look at the bowl. My stomach turns at the smell. But I pick up the spoon anyway, because she's watching, because I don't know what else to do.
"It's rejection sickness, right?" Maya asks. Not mean. Just curious. "I've heard about it but never seen it. You must have been really close to sealing the bond."
I almost drop the spoon.
"How did you—"
"The way you smell." She shrugs. "Like broken mate bond. It's got a specific scent. Sad and burnt at the same time." She pauses. "Caden Ahearn, right? Word travels fast. Even to enemy packs."
I put the spoon down. Can't eat anymore.
"Look." Maya shifts on the bed. "I'm not gonna pretend I know what you're going through. But my brother—Damian—he doesn't do things without reason. He brought you here. Saved you. That means something." She stands. "I'll go get him. You should talk."
She's out the door before I can say no.
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Damian doesn't knock.
He just appears in the doorway, filling it with his height, his shoulders, that intense stare. He's dressed now—dark jeans, a simple black sweater. His hair is dry, pushed back from his face. The scar through his eyebrow is more noticeable in the firelight.
He doesn't come in. Just stands there, watching me.
"You're awake." His voice is the same as last night. Low. Careful.
"Apparently." I pull the blanket higher. Stupid, because the shirt covers everything, but I feel exposed anyway. "Your sister said you've been lurking."
Something flickers across his face. Embarrassment? "She talks too much."
"She seems nice."
"She's a nightmare." He says it like a compliment. Still doesn't move from the doorway. "How do you feel?"
"Like I got hit by a truck. Then backed over. Then set on fire."
One corner of his mouth twitches. Almost a smile. "Rejection sickness. It'll pass. A few days, maybe a week. Esther left herbs. Maya can show you—"
"Why?"
He stops. Looks at me properly.
"Why did you save me?" My voice cracks. "You don't know me. I'm from an enemy pack. I could be anyone. I could be—"
"You were dying." He says it simply. Like that explains everything.
"People die all the time. Rogues kill people every day. You can't save everyone."
"No." He steps into the room now. Just one step. "But I can save the ones who end up on my land."
"That's not a reason."
"It's the only reason I need."
I shake my head. This doesn't make sense. Alphas don't rescue random wolves from enemy packs. They don't carry them home and give them beds and stand guard outside doors. They just don't.
"What do you want from me?" I hear myself ask it. "What's the price?"
His face changes. Hardens. "There's no price."
"Everyone wants something. Caden wanted a Luna who looked good on his arm. His mother wanted me gone. His brother wanted—" I stop. Swallow. "Everyone wants something. So what is it? Information? A debt? What do I owe you?"
Damian crosses the room in three strides. Stops at the foot of the bed. Looks down at me with those silver-gray eyes that seem to see right through everything.
"You owe me nothing." His voice is quiet but it fills the room. "You were bleeding on my land. I stopped the bleeding. That's it. No contract. No debt. No expectations." He pauses. "I'm not Caden."
I flinch at the name.
"Yeah." He notices. "I can see that's going to take a while."
"I don't need your pity."
"Good. Because I'm not offering it." He shoves his hands in his pockets. "I'm offering you a place to heal. After that, you can do whatever you want. Stay. Leave. Doesn't matter to me."
"Then why do you look at me like that?"
The question slips out before I can stop it. I don't even know what I mean by it. But he does. Something shifts in his eyes—darkens, deepens.
"Like what?"
"Like..." I can't find the words. "Like I matter to you—"
He's quiet for a long moment. The fire crackles. Somewhere in the house, a door closes.
"My parents died five years ago." He says it like it costs him something. "Rogues. I found them. Became Alpha at twenty-two. Raised Maya alone. Built this pack from nothing." He looks at me. "I know what it's like to feel like the world ended and you're the only one who—."
My eyes sting. I look away.
"I'm not trying to be your savior." His voice is softer now. "I'm just... I found you in the rain, half-dead, and something in me couldn't walk away. That's all. That's the whole truth."
I don't know what to say. Don't know what to do with this—this man who saved me for no reason, who stands there with his hands in his pockets like he's not the most powerful Alpha in the region, who looks at me like I'm actually a person instead of a problem.
"You should rest." He turns toward the door. "Maya will check on you later. If you need anything—"
"Damian."
He stops. Looks back.
"Thank you." My voice breaks on it. "For not letting me die."
He nods. Once. "Get some sleep, Selena."
He leaves. The door clicks shut behind him.
I lie back against the pillows. Stare at the ceiling. My body still aches. My chest still feels hollow where the bond used to be. But for the first time since Caden spoke those words, I don't feel like I'm drowning.
I don't know what that means.
I don't know what any of this means.
But when I close my eyes, I don't see Caden's cold face. I don't hear the rejection echoing in my skull.
I see silver eyes. Rain-soaked hair. A strange man.
And I fall asleep wondering if maybe—just maybe—the Moon Goddess didn't abandon me after all.
Maybe she just had a different plan.
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I wake to shouting.
Male voices. Angry. I sit up, heart pounding, and listen. The words are muffled but the tone is clear—someone's furious.
The door bursts open. Maya.
"Stay here." She says it fast. "Don't move. Don't make noise. I'll be back."
"What's happening?"
She's already gone.
I throw off the blanket anyway. My legs are shaky but they hold. I pad to the window, peer through the curtains.
Below, in the front yard of the house, a crowd has gathered. Pack members. Dozens of them. And at the center—Damian, facing off against a group of men I don't recognize. Their postures are aggressive. Their scents, even from here, are wrong.
Bloodmoon.
They're from Bloodmoon.
And standing at the front, arms crossed, expression carved from ice—
Caden.
He's here.
He found me.
Greta's POVThe morning light filters through the windows, soft and golden, but it brings no warmth to the room. The air is still. Heavy. Waiting.I sit beside Selena's bed, her hand in mine, my thumb tracing slow circles on her skin.She's been asleep for hours now—too many hours.Her face is peaceful, her breathing steady, her body still. She looks like she's simply resting. Like she'll wake up any moment and smile at me and ask what all the fuss is about.But she doesn't wake.I've tried everything. I've checked her pulse, her temperature, her reflexes. I've used every healing technique I know—every herb, every prayer. Nothing works.She's not sick. She's not injured. She's just... gone. Trapped somewhere I can't reach.The door opens, and I don't look. I know it's Maya. I recognize her footsteps—quick, urgent, worried.She crosses the room in three strides and stands on the other side
Selena's POVI follow the light.My legs are shaking. My heart is pounding. My whole body feels like it's made of glass—fragile, breakable, one wrong move from shattering completely.But I walk anyway. I have to. Because the light is her. And I've been running from her for too long.The glow grows brighter with each step. White. Pure. Faintly silver at the edges. It pulses like a heartbeat—slow, steady, alive.And then I see her.She's curled in on herself. A tight ball of white fur and trembling limbs.But even curled up, she's massive—larger than any female wolf I've ever seen. The size of something that shouldn't exist in the mind of a woman who can barely do anything.I stop.I'm small before her. Insignificant. A tiny human standing before a creature of myth and legend.Her fur is white—or it should be. But it's faded now. Dull. Streaked with grey and something darker. Li
Selena's POVI'm standing on the first step of the white staircase.The void stretches endlessly around me—black, empty, silent.The stairs descend into darkness, one step at a time, disappearing into shadows I can't see through. My white gown billows around my ankles though there's no wind. My bare feet are cold against the luminous steps.I take a breath. Then I take a step.And the first memory appears.I see myself—barely seven years old—standing in front of a mirror. My eyes are red and swollen from crying. Behind me, in the reflection, Mama lies on the bed.And there, in the corner of my mind, I see her.My wolf.A small white pup, confused, whimpering, trying to reach out to me."I hate you! You hurt Mama! I never want to see you again!"The words echo in the void around me, sharp and cruel."You monster! Look what you did! You're not my wolf… you're a beast! A filthy, disgusting beast! I wish you had never been born!"*The wolf howls. It's a sound of pure, shattered grief. And
Selena's POVThe room is dark.The only light comes from the pale moon filtering through the curtains, casting silver shadows across the floor.Maya is asleep beside me on the vast bed, her breathing soft and even, her face peaceful in a way mine will never be. Greta is on the other side, her face relaxed.I can't sleep.I'm lying on my side, staring at nothing. The tears come and go, silent streams that slide from one eye, across the bridge of my nose, and disappear into the pillow beneath my cheek.I don't wipe them away. I don't try to stop them. What's the point?My mind is a storm, thoughts crashing against each other like waves in a hurricane. Since I realize it was really not her fault.My wolf.I think about her—really think about her—for the first time in years.Not as a tool. Not as a power. Not as something to be feared or controlled or suppressed.As a companion. The ot
Selena's POV"Why did my wolf attack my mother?"The question hangs in the air between us. It's a question I've carried for ten years—a wound that never healed, a mystery that haunted every quiet moment, a guilt that gnawed at my soul.Greta doesn't flinch. She doesn't look away. She simply takes my hand in hers, her fingers warm against my cold skin."There are two possibilities," she says softly. "And I believe both are true."I wait, my heart pounding."Your wolf didn't attack your mother because she was evil. She didn't attack her because she hated her. She attacked her because she was terrified."I blink, confused."Think about it, Selena. You were a child. It was your first shift. Your wolf had never been out before... never seen the world, never smelled the air, never felt the grass beneath her paws. Everything was new. Everything was overwhelming. The sounds were too loud. The smells were too s
Selena's POVI'm sitting on the bed, my body heavy with exhaustion, my heart heavier still.Maya is beside me, her presence a warm anchor in the storm of my emotions. My head rests on her chest, the steady rhythm of her heartbeat a lullaby that should soothe me but doesn't.Her hand strokes the back of my head in slow, gentle motions, her fingers threading through my hair. Our other hands are intertwined, holding each other like a lifeline.Greta sits before us on the edge of the bed, her hands resting on my legs. Her touch is warm, grounding, a silent reminder that I'm not alone.That I've never been alone, even when I felt like I was."Everything will be alright," Greta says softly.I want to believe her. I want to believe it more than anything."I'm scared," I whisper. "So scared."Greta's eyes find mine with uncanny accuracy. She can easily see the fear written across my face, the trembling in my voice,
I don't remember leaving the pack grounds.One minute I'm on that platform, choking on my own vomit, and the next I'm in my room with my dad shoving clothes into a bag. My hands still won't stop shaking. My whole body shakes. It's like the rejection burned through everything—muscles, bones, the par
My hands won't stop shaking.I press them flat against my thighs, but the tremors just move up my arms. The white dress my mom wore thirty years ago feels too tight around my ribs, or maybe that's just my lungs forgetting how to work."You'll ruin it." My dad's voice comes from behind me. Soft. Car
I wake up to sunlight and the smell of something cooking.For a second, I forget where I am. Think I'm back home, in my tiny room, with Dad making breakfast downstairs. Then I see the white walls, the unfamiliar ceiling, the fireplace with cold ash in it.Right. Silvermoon. Damian's house. Not dead
I can't breathe.Caden stands in the middle of Damian's front yard like he owns it, he does owns everything. His dark hair catches the morning light. His ice-blue eyes sweep over the Silvermoon pack members with that look I know too well—the one that says *you're beneath me* without him having to o







