로그인I can't breathe.
Caden stands in the middle of Damian's front yard like he owns it, he does owns everything. His dark hair catches the morning light. His ice-blue eyes sweep over the Silvermoon pack members with that look I know too well—the one that says *you're beneath me* without him having to open his mouth.
Behind him, six Bloodmoon warriors. Big guys. The kind who enjoy hurting people.
I should look away. Hide like Maya told me to. But I can't move. Can't do anything but stand here at this window, clutching the curtain, watching my past face my present.
Damian hasn't moved either. He's standing maybe ten feet from Caden, arms loose at his sides, expression completely blank. But I can see it—the tension in his shoulders, the way his weight shifts slightly onto the balls of his feet. Ready. Always ready.
"Caden Ahearn." Damian's voice carries up to my window. Calm. Almost bored. "You're a long way from home. And you brought friends. Should I be flattered or offended?"
"I'm not here for you, Vargasin." Caden's voice hits me like a physical thing. I've heard that voice whisper promises. I've heard it say my name like I mattered. Now it's just cold. Empty. "I'm here for what's mine."
Something in my chest twists. *What's mine.* Like I'm property. Like he didn't throw me away.
"I don't have anything of yours." Damian doesn't move. Doesn't blink. "Check your borders. Maybe you dropped something on the way here."
One of Caden's warriors steps forward. "We have intelligence that the fugitive Selena Hayes crossed into your territory last night. She's wanted for questioning regarding the attempted murder of Lucas Ahearn."
"Fugitive." Damian says the word like it tastes bad. "That's a strong word for a woman who was bleeding out on my land."
Caden's expression flickers. Just for a second. Then it's gone.
"So you admit she's here."
"I admit nothing." Damian takes one step forward. Just one. But it changes everything. "I'm telling you that if a woman showed up on my border half-dead from rejection sickness, I'd help her. Because I'm not a monster. Unlike some people."
The tension spikes. I can feel it even from up here—that moment when a fight goes from possible to probable.
"I don't want trouble, Vargasin." Caden's voice is tighter now. "Hand her over and we leave."
"She's not a package to be handed over." Damian's voice drops. Gets quieter. More dangerous. "She's a person. And she's under my protection. So here's what's going to happen. You're going to turn around, take your warriors, and walk back to your territory. And if I ever see you near my borders again, I'll assume it's an act of war."
"You'd go to war over a Beta's daughter?" Caden actually laughs. It's ugly. "A woman you've known for what, twelve hours?"
Damian's smile is worse than his blank face. It doesn't reach his eyes.
"I'd go to war over anyone who needs protecting. That's what an Alpha does." He pauses. "You should try it sometime. Might stop your pack from bleeding members."
Caden's face goes red. He takes a step forward. His warriors follow.
And then Maya is there.
She appears out of nowhere, sliding up to Damian's side like she owns the place. She's holding something—a piece of paper. She shoves it at Caden.
"Read this." Her voice is bright, cheerful, completely at odds with the situation. "Go on. It's from the neutral zone council. See, when someone seeks sanctuary in a territory and the Alpha grants it, you can't just come grab them. There's paperwork. Forms. Very boring stuff." She beams at him. "But also legally binding."
Caden stares at the paper. Doesn't take it.
"You think paper stops me?"
"I think attacking another Alpha over a rejected mate makes you look desperate." Maya shrugs. "But hey, what do I know? I'm just the Alpha's annoying little sister."
Damian puts a hand on her shoulder. Pulls her back gently.
"Go inside, Maya."
"But I'm winning—"
"Now."
She huffs but goes. Shoots me a look on the way—some kind of signal I don't understand.
Caden's eyes follow her. Then they lift. To my window.
To me.
Our eyes meet through the glass. And for one second—one stupid, horrible second—I feel it. The ghost of the bond. That echo of something that used to be there.
His face changes. Shock. Confusion. Something that might be pain.
Then it hardens again.
"There." He points at me. "She's right there. You're hiding her in your own house. This is—"
"This is my territory." Damian steps directly into Caden's line of sight, blocking his view of me. "And you're leaving. Now."
"Or what?"
"Or I'll show you why they call me the Savage Alpha."
The words hang in the air. No one moves. No one breathes.
Caden's warriors shift uncomfortably. They know the reputation. Everyone knows the reputation. Damian Vargasin doesn't make threats. He makes promises.
Caden holds Damian's gaze for a long, long moment. I can see him calculating—odds, outcomes, political fallout. He's always been good at that. Too good.
Finally, he steps back.
"This isn't over." He says it to Damian, but his eyes flick toward my window. "She's still Bloodmoon. Still answerable for what she did."
"She didn't do anything." The words rip out of me before I can stop them. I'm at the window, yanking it open, leaning out like an idiot. "You know I didn't do anything. You just don't want to admit, your brother's a liar."
Every head turns toward me. Great. Fantastic.
Caden's face goes pale. Then red. "You don't get to—"
"She gets to speak." Damian doesn't turn around. Doesn't take his eyes off Caden. "She's on my land. She has rights. More than you gave her."
Caden looks at me. Really looks. And for a second, he's not the Alpha. He's not the man who destroyed me. He's just Caden—the guy who held my hands, who said I was his, who I trusted with everything.
"Selena." My name in his mouth. Broken. "If you come back, I'll—"
"You'll what?" I hear my voice crack. "Question me? Put me on trial? Let your mother finish what she started?" I shake my head. "No. I'm done being your pawn."
"I didn't mean—" He stops. Swallows. "I was wrong. Maybe. I don't know. But you need to—"
"Go home, Caden."
Damian says it quietly. Finally turns to look at me—just a glance, just a second—and something passes between us. Understanding. Support. *I've got this.*
Caden sees it. His jaw tightens.
"Fine." He turns away. Motions to his warriors. "We're leaving."
They go. Walk past Damian, past the Silvermoon pack members, back toward the tree line. Caden doesn't look back.
I watch until the forest swallows them. Then I slide down the wall, my legs giving out, my whole body shaking.
The door opens. Damian fills the frame.
"You okay?"
I laugh. It's not a happy sound. "No. No, I'm really not."
He crosses the room, sits on the floor next to me—not too close, but close enough. His shoulder is inches from mine.
"He'll be back." I say it quietly. "Caden doesn't give up."
"I know."
"He'll bring more warriors next time. Or he'll find a political angle. Or he'll—"
"Selena." Damian's voice cuts through the spiral. "Let him come. I meant what I said. You're under my protection. That's not nothing."
I look at him. His silver eyes are steady. Certain. Like he's never doubted anything in his life.
"Why?" The word comes out broken. "Why do you care? You don't know me. I'm nothing to you."
He's quiet for a long moment. The fire crackles. Somewhere in the house, Maya's voice carries—she's on the phone, probably telling someone about the drama.
Then Damian turns. Looks at me full-on.
"When I found you in the rain, half-dead, I could have walked away. Should have walked away. You're right—you're nothing to me. A stranger from an enemy pack." He pauses. "But my wolf took one look at you and stopped fighting."
I don't understand. "What does that mean?"
He holds my gaze. "It means my wolf recognized something in you. Something I don't understand yet." He stands, offers me his hand. "It means you're not nothing. Not to me."
I stare at his hand. At the calluses, the strength, the steadiness.
I take it.
He pulls me up easily, steadying me when I wobble. Doesn't let go right away.
"Get some rest." His voice is softer now. "Maya will bring food later. And Selena?"
"Yeah?"
"No one's taking you anywhere you don't want to go. Not while I'm breathing."
He leaves. The door clicks shut.
I stand there in the middle of his room, holding onto the warmth of his hand like it's the only solid thing in the world.
And for the first time since the rejection, I don't feel empty.
I feel... scared. Hopeful. Confused. All of it at once.
But not empty.
Not anymore.
Selena’s POVThe morning dawns soft and golden over Ironhold, the kind of morning that feels like a blessing after so many days of tension. I'm in Sera's chamber, adjusting the pillows behind her back while Greta prepares the morning remedy liquid that tastes like hell. Sera is sitting up—actually sitting up—her white hair brushed to a shine, her cheeks flushed with healthy color. She's laughing at something Greta said, a sound so light and free it makes my heart squeeze."You're spoiling me," Sera says, her voice stronger than it's been in weeks. "All this attention. I'll get used to it.""You deserve to be spoiled," I tell her, smoothing the blanket over her lap. "After everything, you deserve the world."She reaches out and takes my hand, her grip firmer than I expect. "I don't know what you've done, Selena, but I feel… I feel like myself again. For the first time in years, I can breathe without pain. I can think
Selena’s POVA week has passed. A whole week of holding my breath, of smiling at Sera while my heart pounds, of watching Mary serve tea and praying no one notices the slight difference in the aftertaste. And somehow, impossibly, nothing has gone wrong.No one suspects Mary. No one suspects me. The watchers—whoever they are seem to have retreated into the shadows, or perhaps they're simply waiting, like predators who know their prey will eventually stumble. I've walked these corridors every day, searching faces, trying to feel from my heart as I told Damian to do. But everyone I meet looks normal. Kind, even. The maids smile. The guards nod respectfully. It's almost unnerving, this peace.Sera is healing. That's the miracle in all of this. With the remedy tea replacing the poison, her body is finally fighting back. Color has returned to her cheeks. She more and more alive than yesterday, laughing at some story Gracia told her about Tristan's childhood mischief. She even asked to si
Damian’s POVThe morning air is crisp, carrying the scent of pine and sweat from the training grounds below the eastern battlements. I stand beside Gracia on a stone overlook, watching Ironhold's warriors move through drills with brutal precision. I've seen Silvermoon's forces, and I'm proud of them—but this is something else entirely.Gracia gestures expansively. "Walter and Eamon built all of this. Every training regimen, every defensive protocol. The men lives for Ironhold."I watch as squads shift formation in perfect synchronization. Beyond the main yard, I spot a rifle range where warriors fire with chilling accuracy, the crack of gunshots echoing against the mountainside.Further still, snipers practice on a ridge, their spotters relaying targets through earpieces. A separate ring hosts hand-to-hand combat, and the violence there is controlled but savage—joint locks, throws, and strikes that would shatter bone.Then my attention snags on a wide, fenced enclosure to the north. I
Maya's POVThe morning light is soft and blue, pouring through the window like a whispered prayer. I stand there, my palm pressed against the cool glass, the thin silk night gown slipping off one shoulder.Behind me, Caden sleeps peacefully, his breathing steady, his face relaxed. My phone is warm against my ear, I'm trying to absorb the words of my sister's voice.I've been talking to Selena for an hour. it still wasn't enough.As soon as I heard her voice I cried like a baby. Ugly, gasping sobs that I couldn't control. And Selena cried too. We shared everything. All the pain, all the guilt, all the words we should have said weeks ago. She apologized for not contacting me, for getting swallowed by the chaos of Ironhold, and I apologized too. I should have called. I should have reached out instead of waiting. But we're both stubborn, both trying so hard to be strong that we forget we don't have to be strong alone.She told me everythi
Selena's POV**The afternoon light pours through the curtains, soft and golden, warming the chamber. I'm settled on the bed, back against the headboard, Asher in my arms feeding him my milk, his tiny fingers curling and uncurling.Rina, Beth, and Lily sit in a circle on the bed, legs tucked beneath them, with Lydia at the center patiently enduring their ministrations. Rina is doing Lydia's makeup, talking nonstop, her voice filling every corner."And then I told Beth that arranging healing herbs properly is by color first, then by use, because if you do it by smell alone you'll end up with lavender next to wolfsbane, and…""Rina," Lily interrupts, sharp with exasperation, "shut up for one minute. Just one."Rina gasps, hand to her chest in theatrical offense. "Lily! You do not say such things to your elders! I am your older sister, which means you must respect me, and respect means listening when I speak, and I speak because I
Selena's POV"I don't care." My fingers grip his clothes, "I want you now. Please… I need to be with you."He kisses me deeply, and I know he's done fighting. Neither of us can resist this pull anymore. It's the bond. It has to be. And it's finally, truly awakening.His hands find the hem of my gown, lifting it slowly, reverently, as if unwrapping something sacred. The fabric slides over my shoulders, pooling around my waist. His lips never leave my skin—tracing my collarbone, the curve of my shoulder, the hollow of my throat. Each kiss is a promise. Each touch, a prayer.I tug at his cloths, desperate to feel him, and he helps me pull it over his head. The afternoon light catches the planes of his chest, the scars that map his years of battle, the warmth of his skin. I press my palms flat against him, feeling his heart thunder beneath my touch.He lays me back against the pillows, his body covering mine, and for a long m
I don't remember leaving the pack grounds.One minute I'm on that platform, choking on my own vomit, and the next I'm in my room with my dad shoving clothes into a bag. My hands still won't stop shaking. My whole body shakes. It's like the rejection burned through everything—muscles, bones, the par
My hands won't stop shaking.I press them flat against my thighs, but the tremors just move up my arms. The white dress my mom wore thirty years ago feels too tight around my ribs, or maybe that's just my lungs forgetting how to work."You'll ruin it." My dad's voice comes from behind me. Soft. Car
I wake up to sunlight and the smell of something cooking.For a second, I forget where I am. Think I'm back home, in my tiny room, with Dad making breakfast downstairs. Then I see the white walls, the unfamiliar ceiling, the fireplace with cold ash in it.Right. Silvermoon. Damian's house. Not dead
I wake up in a bed that's not mine.That's my first thought. Before I open my eyes, before I remember anything—just that the sheets smell different. Like pine and something else. Something clean and sharp.Then everything comes rushing back. The rejection. The run. The rain. The wolves.I sit up so







