LOGINThe night I was supposed to become Luna of Bloodmoon Pack, my mate rejected me in front of everyone. Caden Ahearn looked me in the eyes and said the words that ripped our bond apart. His brother accused me of attacking him. His mother smiled while I vomited on the ceremony platform. And the man I loved—the man who'd held my hands until now—walked away like I was nothing. I was banished at dawn. No pack. No family. No future. I ended up bleeding in the rain on enemy territory, half-dead from rejection sickness, waiting for rogues to finish what Caden started. That's when he found me. Damian Vargasin. The Savage Alpha. The most dangerous wolf in the region. He carried me home like I weighed nothing, protected me like I mattered, looked at me like I'm meant to him. He said there was no price for his help. No expectations. No debt. But his wolf recognized something in mine. And the way he touches me—gentle, careful, like I'm precious. Now Caden wants me back. His mother wants me dead. And the truth about who really destroyed my life is about to explode. I'm carrying secrets. I'm carrying power I don't understand. They say the Moon Goddess doesn't make mistakes. But if she meant for me to end up here—in the arms of my enemy, hunted by my past, falling for a man who could destroy me—what does that say about her plan? What does that say about me?
View MoreMy hands won't stop shaking.
I press them flat against my thighs, but the tremors just move up my arms. The white dress my mom wore thirty years ago feels too tight around my ribs, or maybe that's just my lungs forgetting how to work.
"You'll ruin it." My dad's voice comes from behind me. Soft. Careful.
I look in the small mirror above my dresser. Samuel Hayes is leaning against my doorframe, arms crossed, trying to look stern. His eyes give him away though—all wet and shiny like they get when he talks about Mom.
"I'm not ruining anything." I tuck another wildflower into my hair. The petals keep slipping through my fingers. "I'm just... decorating."
"You're nervous."
"I'm not."
He crosses the room in three steps and turns me around by my shoulders. "Selena. Baby. Look at me."
I do. His face is all lines and gray now, but his eyes are still that warm brown I've known my whole life. The same eyes that watched me skin my knees, graduate training, cry when Mom died.
"You don't have to do this." He says it quiet, like it's a secret. "Arranged mating ceremonies aren't—"
"It's not arranged, Dad." I actually laugh, and it comes out weird—half sob, half breath. "He's my fated mate. The Moon Goddess picked Caden Ahearn for me. The Alpha. The most powerful Alpha in the region." I shake my head. "Me. Beta's daughter. Makes no sense, right?"
"Don't." His hands tighten on my shoulders. "Don't do that. You're not just anything. You're the best of us. Always have been."
Something cracks in my chest. Not in a bad way. Just... opens up a little.
"I'm scared." I whisper it. Barely sound. "What if I mess up? What if he realizes he got the wrong person? What if the pack—"
"What if you stop borrowing trouble?" He pulls me into a hug, and I'm twelve years old again, crying over a dead mom, and he's the only solid thing in the world. "Caden's lucky. He just doesn't know it yet."
I hold on for one more second. Then I pull back, straighten my dress, and try to remember how to breathe.
"Okay." I say it to myself more than him. "Okay. I can do this."
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The clearing is packed.
Every member of Bloodmoon Pack stands in rows around the ceremonial platform. Torches light up the whole space—it's dusk, that purple-gray time when everything looks soft and possible. The Elders are already in place, old faces I've known my whole life, watching me walk toward them.
Toward him.
Caden stands at the center of the platform, and I swear my heart stops. He's in formal robes, dark hair swept back, ice-blue eyes fixed on me like I'm the only person in the world. Like I matter.
*Mine,* something whispers in my chest. The mate bond. Just barely there, like a thread waiting to be tied.
I climb the steps. My legs feel like someone else's. Caden reaches for my hands, and his are warm, steady—everything mine aren't.
"You're trembling." He says it low, just for me.
"Happy trembling." My voice cracks. Great. Fantastic first impression.
He squeezes my fingers. "After tonight, you're mine. Forever."
I believe him. I believe it so hard it hurts.
The Elder starts the chant—old words in an old language, calling on the Goddess to bless the union. I feel the bond start to shimmer, that golden thread getting stronger, brighter, ready to seal—
A scream rips through the clearing.
I jerk toward the sound. Everyone does. Lucas, Caden's younger brother, staggers out of the trees at the edge of the pack grounds. He's clutching his side, and blood—so much blood—is pouring through his fingers, soaking his shirt, dripping onto the grass.
"Lucas!" Caden drops my hands and runs. I follow. Everyone follows.
Lucas collapses before anyone reaches him. Caden catches him, lowers him to the ground. The healers swarm in, but Lucas's eyes are locked on me. On me.
"She..." He coughs. Blood on his lips. "She came to my cabin. Said she wanted... wanted me instead of you." He gasps, pain twisting his face. "When I refused, she—she stabbed me. I'm sorry, Caden. I'm sorry."
The words don't make sense. They're just noise. I stare at Lucas, at his accusing eyes, and my brain won't connect to my mouth.
"What?" I hear myself say it. "No. No, I didn't. I was in my room all night. Dad, tell them—"
My father steps forward. "She was with me. Until midnight, at least. After that, she was—"
"Alone." Elena Ahearn, Caden's mother, glides through the crowd. She's beautiful in that cold way—perfect hair, perfect dress, perfect smile that doesn't reach her eyes. "She was alone after midnight. Plenty of time to visit Lucas's cabin."
I shake my head. "I didn't. I swear. I don't even know where his cabin is exactly, I've never—"
"You expect us to believe that?" Elena tilts her head. "You, a Beta's daughter, suddenly chosen as mate for the Alpha? And now his brother is stabbed." She looks at the pack, at the crowd. "Seems convenient, doesn't it? A way to secure power. Eliminate the competition."
"No." The word rips out of me. "That's insane. I would never—"
"Selena." Caden's voice cuts through everything.
I turn to him. He's still holding Lucas, but his eyes are on me. And they're not warm anymore. They're not anything.
"Caden." I step toward him. "Please. You can't believe this. You know me. You know I wouldn't—"
"I don't know you." His voice is flat. Dead. "I thought I did. But I don't."
The bond in my chest—that golden thread that was just starting to feel real—starts to fray. Just a little. Like it knows what's coming before I do.
"Lucas is my brother." Caden stands, leaves Lucas to the healers. Faces me. "He's bleeding because of you."
"He's lying!" I'm screaming now. I don't care. "I don't know why, but he's lying. Your mother is lying. Ask anyone who actually knows me—"
"Enough."
The word hits like a slap.
Caden stands in front of me, taller than I remember, colder than I've ever seen him. The torches flicker behind him like even fire is scared to get too close.
"The ceremony is void." He says it loud enough for everyone to hear. "I, Alpha Caden Ahearn, reject Selena Hayes as my mate and future Luna. From this moment, the bond is broken. She is nothing to me."
The words hit my chest like physical things.
I feel the golden thread snap. No—not snap. Tear. Rip. Like someone reached inside me and grabbed hold of my soul and just... pulled. I gasp. Fall to my knees. The pain is so bad I can't breathe, can't think, can't do anything but feel it—this endless, burning, ripping agony where something that was supposed to be forever just got destroyed.
I vomit. My whole body heaves. Someone in the crowd gasps. Someone else whispers.
”Rejection sickness. She's really feeling it.”
“Of course she is. The bond was almost sealed.”
“Poor thing. But if she attacked Lucas...”
The voices blur. The world blurs, I saw Elena smiling at me, the evil smile. I'm on my hands and knees on the wooden platform, and my dress—Mom's dress—is getting ruined, and I can't make myself care.
Caden's boots appear in my vision. He's standing over me. For one second—one single second—I look up at his face. And I see it. Pain. Doubt. Something that looks almost like love, buried under all that ice.
Then his mother touches his arm, and it's gone.
"Selena Hayes." His voice is steady now. No cracks. No feeling. "You have until dawn to leave Bloodmoon territory. If you're found here after sunrise, you'll be treated as rogue." He turns away. "The mating is over."
He walks.
I watch him go. Watch his broad back disappear into the crowd. Watch the pack disperse, people shooting me looks—pity, disgust, curiosity. Watch my whole future walk away with him.
I can't move. Can't breathe. Can't do anything but kneel there on the platform, in my mother's ruined dress, and feel the place where my soul used to be connected to someone else's.
It's just a hole now.
Just empty.
My father's arms wrap around me. He lifts me like I'm still his little girl, like I weigh nothing, like he can protect me from this.
"I'm getting you out of here, baby." His voice cracks on every word. "I'm getting you safe."
I press my face into his neck. He smells like pine and leather and home.
"Dad." My voice is barely there. Broken. "Dad, I can't feel him anymore. The bond. It's gone. He killed it."
He holds me tighter. His shoulders shake.
"he doesn't deserve you." He's crying. I haven't heard my dad cry since Mom died. "He never did. He never did."
Behind us, hidden in the shadows at the edge of the clearing, someone watches.
And smiles.
Greta's POVThe morning light filters through the windows, soft and golden, but it brings no warmth to the room. The air is still. Heavy. Waiting.I sit beside Selena's bed, her hand in mine, my thumb tracing slow circles on her skin.She's been asleep for hours now—too many hours.Her face is peaceful, her breathing steady, her body still. She looks like she's simply resting. Like she'll wake up any moment and smile at me and ask what all the fuss is about.But she doesn't wake.I've tried everything. I've checked her pulse, her temperature, her reflexes. I've used every healing technique I know—every herb, every prayer. Nothing works.She's not sick. She's not injured. She's just... gone. Trapped somewhere I can't reach.The door opens, and I don't look. I know it's Maya. I recognize her footsteps—quick, urgent, worried.She crosses the room in three strides and stands on the other side
Selena's POVI follow the light.My legs are shaking. My heart is pounding. My whole body feels like it's made of glass—fragile, breakable, one wrong move from shattering completely.But I walk anyway. I have to. Because the light is her. And I've been running from her for too long.The glow grows brighter with each step. White. Pure. Faintly silver at the edges. It pulses like a heartbeat—slow, steady, alive.And then I see her.She's curled in on herself. A tight ball of white fur and trembling limbs.But even curled up, she's massive—larger than any female wolf I've ever seen. The size of something that shouldn't exist in the mind of a woman who can barely do anything.I stop.I'm small before her. Insignificant. A tiny human standing before a creature of myth and legend.Her fur is white—or it should be. But it's faded now. Dull. Streaked with grey and something darker. Li
Selena's POVI'm standing on the first step of the white staircase.The void stretches endlessly around me—black, empty, silent.The stairs descend into darkness, one step at a time, disappearing into shadows I can't see through. My white gown billows around my ankles though there's no wind. My bare feet are cold against the luminous steps.I take a breath. Then I take a step.And the first memory appears.I see myself—barely seven years old—standing in front of a mirror. My eyes are red and swollen from crying. Behind me, in the reflection, Mama lies on the bed.And there, in the corner of my mind, I see her.My wolf.A small white pup, confused, whimpering, trying to reach out to me."I hate you! You hurt Mama! I never want to see you again!"The words echo in the void around me, sharp and cruel."You monster! Look what you did! You're not my wolf… you're a beast! A filthy, disgusting beast! I wish you had never been born!"*The wolf howls. It's a sound of pure, shattered grief. And
Selena's POVThe room is dark.The only light comes from the pale moon filtering through the curtains, casting silver shadows across the floor.Maya is asleep beside me on the vast bed, her breathing soft and even, her face peaceful in a way mine will never be. Greta is on the other side, her face relaxed.I can't sleep.I'm lying on my side, staring at nothing. The tears come and go, silent streams that slide from one eye, across the bridge of my nose, and disappear into the pillow beneath my cheek.I don't wipe them away. I don't try to stop them. What's the point?My mind is a storm, thoughts crashing against each other like waves in a hurricane. Since I realize it was really not her fault.My wolf.I think about her—really think about her—for the first time in years.Not as a tool. Not as a power. Not as something to be feared or controlled or suppressed.As a companion. The ot
I wake up to sunlight and the smell of something cooking.For a second, I forget where I am. Think I'm back home, in my tiny room, with Dad making breakfast downstairs. Then I see the white walls, the unfamiliar ceiling, the fireplace with cold ash in it.Right. Silvermoon. Damian's house. Not dead
I can't breathe.Caden stands in the middle of Damian's front yard like he owns it, he does owns everything. His dark hair catches the morning light. His ice-blue eyes sweep over the Silvermoon pack members with that look I know too well—the one that says *you're beneath me* without him having to o
I wake up in a bed that's not mine.That's my first thought. Before I open my eyes, before I remember anything—just that the sheets smell different. Like pine and something else. Something clean and sharp.Then everything comes rushing back. The rejection. The run. The rain. The wolves.I sit up so
I don't remember leaving the pack grounds.One minute I'm on that platform, choking on my own vomit, and the next I'm in my room with my dad shoving clothes into a bag. My hands still won't stop shaking. My whole body shakes. It's like the rejection burned through everything—muscles, bones, the par












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