Keegan settled in his bed and stared at the roof of the caravan for the longest time without saying a word.Rae sat uncomfortably. Her bag was still on her back. She didn't want to put it down because she wanted him to understand that she would leave if his story didn't satisfy her. She wanted an explanation as to why he was treating her so badly lately. Why did he care if she was touched or not and what did it have to do with family laws? She didn't want to trust a liar. Nobody would. She didn't urge him on, though. She waited patiently. If his tactic was to not say a word, she would get tired and leave and there'd be no turning back. She wouldn't say anything because he was the one who ran after her and asked her to return. But she couldn't deny that she was getting tired of waiting for him to say something. It was beginning to exhaust her, the endless silence. She shifted uncomfortably and he looked at her as if he had just realized that she was sitting across from him. "Sorry,"
Keegan was seated at the table when Rae awoke.The sight of him startled her. He was nibbling on a piece of bread and watching her intently. He didn't even look away when she caught him staring. Now that she knew what his intentions were, she couldn't say that the staring made her totally comfortable."Morning," she said. She sat up to rub her eyes and he mumbled a greeting. She didn't know if she should give him her answer now or after breakfast. "So?" he asked. "What did you decide?" She wouldn't have to wait until later, at least. She said, "I'm going to stay for now. But when you invade StonePaw, I'll leave. I don't want to be part of any pack." Keegan looked like he wanted to disagree with her on that but there wasn't much that he could do. It was her decision. In the end, all he said was, "Alright. Until then."She nodded and looked away when she could no longer stand the intensity of his gaze. She knew he'd try to convince her to stay but changing her mind wouldn't be an eas
Rae sat up and waited for a few beats. The knocking started again. She knew that it wasn't Keegan. He would never knock. Her heart began beating a little faster and she held her breath for no particular reason. She sat in the dark for a long time contemplating her options. Should she answer the door or not? What if Keegan sent someone to give her a message or something like the other day when she was sick? But if whoever was outside had a message from him, wouldn't he have said it? Rae didn't want to take any chances. It was better to be safe than sorry in all instances. She wasn't sure how much time had passed but there was no more knocking. It made her feel better. She stood up and went to check the door and saw that it was locked. Good. She won't forget the night when she woke up and saw a stranger inside. It was good that Keegan was locking the door. She went back to bed and closed her eyes. She was still sleepy and so sleep came easily to her. She was awakened again by knocki
Words couldn't describe how anguished Rae felt.Keegan wasn't back and she had no clue what to do. Going outside was out of the question and anyway, she was locked in. She had been locked in the entire day with no news of him whatsoever. It was concerning because she had her necessities and her stomach was grumbling. Had the worst happened? If so, what would she do about it? Banging on the window and calling for help was a solution. She didn't see another way out of the caravan and she looked. She looked just to be sure because the camp appeared to be back to normal but he wasn't among them. Could it be that something bad happened to Keegan but nobody told her because they had forgotten about her? No, that wasn't possible. They all knew that she was in the caravan. She made eye contact with someone earlier, too. Perhaps they knew where Keegan was and he had warned them to leave her alone. That was a hypothesis. Maybe he'd come back later. The sun had set a few hours ago so she had
Rae was beyond herself with anger.She stood up quickly and stormed toward him. Her hands itched to hit him but she managed to control her emotions. Meanwhile, he stared at her with an expression she couldn't really read. He closed the door behind her and said, "First off, I want to apologize to you. I know it's been some time since I disappeared.""You've been gone for almost two days!" she exclaimed."I know," he said, putting his hands up. "I know. But it was for a good reason and I couldn't send word to you because I didn't want the others to know what I went to fetch. Here it is. This is what I came to get."Rae ran her hands through her hair in frustration. She couldn't even look at the suitcase he brought with him. At the same time, she was upset but there wasn't much that she could complain about. She was dependent on him for everything. If she wanted to talk then she would have to be prepared to leave and with everything that was happening, it was near impossible. "Rae," he s
Rae couldn't relax, not for a second. Keegan was in a complicated position and she could tell that he was anguished and worried, perhaps more than her. He kept the door constantly locked even when he was inside with her and the first night he was back, he didn't sleep a wink. She rolled to her side and saw him staring at the roof of the caravan in the dark. His breathing was normal but aggression emanated from him. She didn't say anything, she just watched him until her eyes felt droopy and she slept. She woke up to him banging a cabinet in the kitchen area. She sat up quickly and he apologized. “Sorry about that.”Rae rubbed her eyes. “Good morning.”“Morning,” he said. The circles around his eyes were dark and pronounced which indicated that he hadn’t slept a wink. She felt bad because she knew that she was the reason why he was so worried about Fred having the key. She couldn’t say that she wasn’t disturbed. It was clear that he was a freak and had the worst of intentions. What
Rae awoke suddenly. The caravan was dark. She stared at the dark roof quietly and tried to figure out if it was the same night because she felt like she slept through the week. She was well rested and not at all exhausted considering she woke up unexpectedly. What woke her? She couldn't tell. She sat up and eyed Keegan's bed. It was empty. A scowl pinched her features together and she stood up. The floor of the caravan was warm. He wasn't seated at the table and he never sat in the driver or passenger seats. The door was closed but they key wasn't there so she assumed he was outside. It was the only other option. Where had he gone so late in the night? Did he often do this? It was strange that she was living with him for close to two weeks and knew nothing about what he did on a daily basis. Perhaps two weeks wasn't enough to get to know someone. He was mysterious. She wondered if there was something else he was up to apart from gathering an army to fight Negan. She started wal
The morning was slow and unremarkable. Now that Fred had the key to the caravan, allegedly, Keegan couldn’t bare the thought of leaving it empty for a long period of time. When she had to use the woods, he would stay behind. She would stay behind most of the time but he wasn’t concerned that she was alone because he doubted that Fred would try to do something reckless in front of everyone. He was planning something big, Keegan was sure of it. She was tired of the entire situation and hoped that it would get resolved soon. She was bored most of the time and without training, her days were even longer than usual. She slept a bit after breakfast and immediately started reading her book after the nap. Keegan had gone somewhere so she was alone. As the book progressed, she unconsciously compared herself more and more to the main character. With a sinking heart, she concluded that she would never be such a female. She didn’t know any female who defied the laws and was successful about it