Amber
For as long as I could remember, my life had been a series of struggles and disappointments. Being an Omega wasn’t just a curse—it was a brand, a mark that said I was worthless from the moment I was born.
My mother died giving birth to me, and my father made sure I never forgot it. To him, I was the reason she was gone, the reason his life fell apart. He didn’t call me his daughter; he called me a murderer, a killer who had stolen the woman he loved. My earliest memories were filled with his cold, unforgiving eyes and the sharp bite of his words.
It wasn’t enough for him to hate me—my brothers followed his lead, treating me as though I didn’t exist or, worse, as though I was something to be ashamed of. They were Alpha warriors, strong and respected in the Pack, everything I wasn’t. To them, I was weak, a constant reminder of our family’s disgrace.
For years, I tried to earn their love. I thought if I worked hard enough, stayed out of their way, or did everything perfectly, they might see me differently. But no matter what I did, it was never enough.
When I was fourteen, the day I got my wolf should’ve been the turning point. The day I presented should’ve given me a chance to prove myself, to show my family and the Pack that I wasn’t as useless as they thought. But instead, it was the day everything fell apart for good.
I’ll never forget the moment Irma, my wolf, emerged, and I presented as an Omega. The look on my father’s face was one of pure disgust, his lips curling into a sneer as he spat the words that would define the rest of my life.
“You’re no daughter of mine,” he said, his voice cold and final. “Get out of my house. I never want to see you again.”
There was no argument, no hesitation. He grabbed a garbage bag, tossed my clothes inside, and shoved it into my arms. I stood there, frozen, as he slammed the door behind me. I’d been disowned, thrown out like trash because I wasn’t good enough—because I’d been born an Omega.
I ended up at the Pack shelter, a crumbling, overcrowded building meant for Omegas who had nowhere else to go. But calling it a shelter was a joke. The roof leaked when it rained, the walls were covered in mildew, and the floors were hard and cold. There weren’t enough beds, so I slept on the floor with nothing but a thin blanket to keep me warm.
Even among the other Omegas, I was an outcast. My red hair and freckles made me stand out, and the others latched onto it immediately.
“Ugly,” they’d call me. “Freckle-face. You don’t belong here.”
They pushed me around, stole what little food I managed to get, and made it clear that I wasn’t welcome. I learned to survive on scraps, keeping my head down and staying out of their way. But even then, they found ways to make my life miserable.
I cried myself to sleep more nights than I could count, curling into a ball to block out the cold and the hunger. But as much as it hurt, I refused to let it break me.
Education became my escape. School was the only place where I could pretend, even for a little while, that I was more than just an Omega. I threw myself into my studies, burying myself in textbooks and assignments.
While other Omegas grumbled about being forced to attend school, I was grateful for every second of it. I dreamed of becoming a doctor, of leaving the Pack behind and building a life where I wasn’t defined by the rank I’d been born into.
I imagined myself saving lives, making a difference, and proving to everyone that I was more than the useless, weak girl they saw.
But dreams didn’t come easy for someone like me. Every day was a battle—to push past the hunger gnawing at my stomach, to ignore the exhaustion weighing down my limbs, to block out the taunts and whispers that followed me everywhere I went.
And then there was Reed.
Reed was my one bright spot, the only person who ever made me feel like I wasn’t completely alone. He was bold, sassy, and unapologetically himself, with a sharp tongue and a quick wit that kept everyone on their toes.
He didn’t care that I was an Omega. He didn’t care that the rest of the Pack hated me. From the moment we met, he treated me like I was someone worth knowing.
He stood up for me when no one else would, his biting remarks shutting down anyone who tried to push me around.
“Got something to say?” he’d snap at my bullies, his coffee-brown eyes blazing. “Go ahead. I dare you. Let’s see how brave you are when someone fights back.”
He dragged me to parties like Brittany’s, insisting that I deserved to have fun, even when I didn’t believe him.
“You need to live a little,” he’d say, grabbing my hand and pulling me along with that mischievous grin of his. “Who cares what anyone thinks? You’re Amber freaking Queen, and they’re all jealous because they know they can’t touch you.”
“You’re ridiculous,” I’d mutter, trying to hide my smile.
“And you love me for it,” he’d shoot back, his laugh bright and infectious.
He was my best friend, my only friend, the only person who made me feel like I mattered.
And now, I’d betrayed him in the worst way imaginable.
I pressed my hands to my face, the tears spilling over as the weight of everything crashed down on me. How was I supposed to look him in the eye after what had happened? How was I supposed to pretend that nothing had changed?
How long could I keep this secret before Reed found out the truth?
And more importantly, what would happen now that Rayne—his Rayne—was bound to me as my mate?
AmberThe walk back to the shelter was a blur, my mind spiraling in endless loops around the bond thrumming at the base of my neck. Rayne's mark felt like a brand, burning against my skin, a constant reminder that he was mine—and worse, that I was his.I didn’t want to think about him. I didn’t want to picture him with Reed, his hands on him, his lips pressing against his—no, I couldn’t go there. I refused to go there.Once I got to my room, I locked the door behind me, grabbed a towel, and headed straight for the bathroom. The water in the tiny stall ran cold—it always did—but I didn’t care. I scrubbed myself furiously, scrubbing until my skin turned red, desperate to wash away the scent of Rayne that still clung to me.But no matter how hard I scrubbed, it wasn’t enough. The bond wouldn’t let me forget. It was a cruel tether, making me hyper-aware of every beat of his heart, every breath he took, as if he were right there with me. It was sweet, torturous intimacy, and I hated how mu
AmberIt had been two weeks since that night—since Rayne had marked me, since our worlds had collided in the most painful and disastrous way imaginable.Two weeks since I had seen or heard from him.I told myself, at first, that he needed time. Anyone would. How could Rayne possibly come to terms with a mate bond, the betrayal it represented to Reed, and the weight of everything else all at once? But as the days stretched on in agonizing silence, the emptiness of his absence became unbearable.The bond wouldn’t let me forget him.It wasn’t just a mark. A mate bond was far more than a symbol of ownership or a claim. It was a tether—an indestructible, unyielding tie that linked our souls. Through it, I should have been able to sense his emotions, feel his heartbeat echoing alongside mine, and even hear his voice in my mind if either of us willed it. The bond should have let us soothe each other, even from afar, a connection so deep and intimate it defied explanation.But Rayne had slamm
RayneReed’s room was dark, lit only by the faint glow of his bedside lamp. The bed smelled like him—warm, familiar, safe. His head rested on my chest, his long, luscious hair spilling over my bare skin like silk. One of his arms was draped over me, holding me close as if I might disappear if he let go.“You know, Amber’s been acting so weird lately,” Reed said suddenly, his voice cutting through the silence.I hummed absently in response, running my fingers through his hair. The motion was automatic, a routine I’d done a hundred times before, but my mind was far away.“She didn’t even wait for me after school today,” he continued, his tone laced with curiosity. “She’s been distant, like she’s trying to avoid me or something. Don’t you think that’s strange?”Another hum. My hand moved through his hair again, but I wasn’t really listening. My thoughts were consumed by something else—someone else.Amber.It had been two weeks since that night. Two weeks since I’d marked her, since I’d l
RayneReed’s warm hands trailed down my chest, his fingers nimble as they worked at my belt. My breath hitched as he unbuckled it, pulling it free before undoing my zipper. He looked up at me, his coffee-brown eyes gleaming with playful affection, the kind of look I’d come to know so well.“Just relax, babe,” he murmured, his voice low and soft. “Let me take care of you.”I nodded slowly, though the knot in my stomach didn’t loosen. When Reed wrapped his hand around me, stroking me with practiced ease, a shaky sigh escaped my lips. I leaned back against the headboard, closing my eyes and letting the warmth of his touch wash over me.This was Reed. My Reed. The person I loved most in the world.I should have been content, but my mind wouldn’t stop spinning. As his lips replaced his hand, enveloping me in heat, I felt a pang of guilt twist in my chest.I loved Reed. I loved him.Didn’t I?The memory of my mark on Amber's neck, of the bond thrumming faintly in the back of my mind, made m
AmberThe night was endless. Every time I closed my eyes, the darkness stretched on, filled with the weight of my thoughts and the ache in my chest. I stared at the cracked ceiling of my room, the faint moonlight filtering through the broken blinds casting shadows on the walls. Tears slid silently down my cheeks as I lay there, clutching my stomach.I didn’t sleep. How could I? The anxiety clawed at me, every thought spiraling back to the same terrifying conclusion. I had to tell Rayne.For the past two weeks, I’d been drowning in fear and uncertainty, trying to pretend like everything was normal. But it wasn’t normal. My body was changing, and I couldn’t keep it a secret much longer. The other Omegas at the shelter had already started whispering about my constant use of scent patches. They weren’t stupid. Sooner or later, someone would notice the difference in my scent, the subtle shift brought on by the life growing inside me.And then what?Rayne had to know. I had no idea how he’d
AmberThe passenger door opened with a quiet click, an unspoken command. I climbed in, my body trembling as his scent washed over me, rich and heady. It worked instantly, calming my frayed nerves, but I hated that I needed it.Rayne didn’t say a word as the gates opened and he drove into the mansion grounds. The silence was suffocating, heavy with unspoken tension.When we parked, he got out without a glance, circling the car and yanking the door open for me. His hand grabbed mine, firm and unyielding, and he pulled me out of the car with enough force to make me stumble.“Rayne, I need to—”“Not here,” he snapped, his voice cold and clipped.He practically dragged me inside, his grip on my wrist unrelenting as we climbed the stairs to his room. When we got there, he slammed the door shut behind us, the sound reverberating through the walls.Rayne stormed to his dresser with sharp, unrelenting movements, his shoulders stiff with tension. I watched as he yanked the drawer open, the soun
AmberThree days.It had been three days since Rayne rejected me, and I felt like the world had ended.I’d barely left my room, only stepping out when I absolutely had to. The brief trips to the bathroom or the kitchen were excruciating—I avoided eye contact, ignored the curious glances, and hurried back before anyone could ask me anything. Even the thought of another Omega stopping me for a casual conversation made my chest tighten with anxiety.The tiny space in the shelter had become my prison, the walls closing in around me with every passing moment. I stared at the cracks in the ceiling, the chipped paint on the walls, and the worn floorboards, and I felt like I was suffocating. Everything was too much, but at the same time, nothing mattered anymore.Rayne’s cold, cutting words replayed in my head like a broken record. “I don’t want you, Amber. I never did.” The way he’d thrown money at me, like I was something to be bought off, made me feel smaller than I already was.Tears stre
AmberIn other words, I would be kicked out of the shelter if I kept my pregnancy. Tears burned in my eyes as I nodded silently, unable to find the strength to argue.“Figure it out,” Marilyn said, turning on her heel and walking away, leaving me standing frozen in the hallway.When I finally made it back to my room, I collapsed onto the mat, my mind racing. If they kicked me out, where would I go? What would I do? It was too dangerous for an Omega on the streets, especially one carrying a pup. I’d heard too many horror stories.“This wouldn’t be a problem if you’d taken the money,” Irma said, her voice cold.“I’m not taking his money,” I snapped.“You need it,” she shot back. “You have no one else. No support. You’re pregnant and vulnerable. Why are you so stubborn?”“Because I’m not going to sell what little dignity I have left!” I shouted, my voice breaking.Irma sighed, her frustration palpable. “Then get dressed. We’re going to school.”****The school day passed in a blur.I sat
AmberEvalie blinked up at me, visibly confused, the way kids often get when something doesn’t click right away. Her little brows scrunched, and I could almost see her mind turning the words over like puzzle pieces that didn’t quite fit—yet.I smiled gently and tucked a lock of her hair behind her ear.“You know how the other kids in your school have two parents?” I asked, voice soft, steady, though my heart pounded like a drum. “Well… that man from earlier—he’s your other parent. He’s your daddy.”She went very still.The silence that followed was thick. Not heavy exactly—just full. Like the air was holding its breath. I braced myself for her confusion, maybe even tears or questions I wasn’t ready to answer. My stomach clenched. I shouldn’t have waited so long. I should’ve told her sooner, eased her into it. But there was no going back now.Evalie’s lips parted slightly as she processed it… and then—without warning—her entire face lit up.“Really?” she whispered. “I have a daddy?”Be
AmberIt was happening. No more delays. No more hiding.Tomorrow at 10 a.m., I’d walk into that courtroom and face Rayne for the first time in seven years—not as a broken Omega begging for mercy, but as Evalie’s mother fighting for the right to keep her child safe.The weight of it settled over me like a thick, scratchy blanket I couldn’t shake off. After Reed’s impromptu and unpleasant visit last week, the house had been blessedly quiet. No more knocks on the door. No more unwelcome Alpha energy polluting my space. Just peace—and tension so sharp it made my spine ache.Still, I had done what needed to be done. I’d contacted Ina like Ian suggested.From the moment she heard the details of my case, Ina had been all in. It didn’t take much convincing. The second I mentioned Rayne’s name and the pack he was from, she was intrigued. When I explained what I’d been through—the assault, the threats, the power imbalance, and Evalie being the child in question—Ina’s voice grew tight with purpo
AmberReed’s face twisted with rage, eyes flashing like a cornered animal. I saw it— the mask crack. The real him bleeding through.“You slut,” he hissed, venom coating every syllable. “You fucking whore. You always were. Pretending to be some innocent little victim when you’ve been spreading your legs for whatever Alpha shows the slightest interest. Don’t act high and mighty with me.”I said nothing.“You think I don’t know how you got where you are?” He sneered, stepping closer. “You fucked your way through med school. Slept with the right people. Used that pathetic Omega allure of yours to get whatever you wanted. That’s what you do, isn’t it? It’s all you’re good for.”Still, I said nothing. But my hand was tightening on the doorframe so hard my nails were digging into the wood.He leaned forward, eyes dark. “You think this little war you’ve started is noble? That you’re some kind of martyr? You’re not. You’re just a selfish, bitter bitch who can’t handle the fact that she lost. R
AmberI had just gotten off the phone with another lawyer Ichika had managed to reach out to. So far? Things weren’t looking good.They acknowledged I had a solid case—on paper. But in reality, not many lawyers were willing to go up against the literal Alpha of the Pack. Alpha Rayne Hunter. The man had too much influence, too much reach. “It would be bad for business,” one of them said. “Dangerous even.” Another admitted, “Our reputation could suffer long-term if we cross the wrong people.”Their voices blended together into a nauseating chorus of fear and cowardice. It stung. I knew this wouldn’t be easy, but the sheer number of rejections was exhausting. And the ones who did consider the case? They were even worse.There was one woman in particular—an Omega, like me. I’d thought that would make a difference. I’d thought she would understand. I don’t know what I expected—compassion, maybe? Solidarity? But what I got instead was gall.The nerve.She had the audacity to chastise me. To
AmberI didn't want Evalie to grow up without me, to ever think for a second that she was unloved and unwanted. I knew exactly what that felt like— I had been abandoned by my own father and brothers—and I would never wish it on my worst enemy.I squeezed my eyes shut, a sob ripping from my chest.This couldn’t happen.I couldn’t let it happen.I almost gave in to the panic, to the devastation — but then a warm, steady presence unfurled inside me, strong and unyielding.Irma.My wolf growled low in my chest, fierce and protective, wrapping around me like an unbreakable shield.“No,” she whispered, her voice a steady thrum in my head. “We are Evalie’s mother. We raised her. We protected her. He cannot take her from us.”She released bursts of endorphins and they washed over me like waves, calming me down and reminding me of happier times. I had flashes of truth — Evalie's little arms around my neck, her sweet giggles filling our home, her sleepy "I love you, Mummy" whispered against my
AmberRayne had been quiet since his abrupt visit, and it was unsettling.I wasn’t sure what I had expected after that day — maybe for him to show up at the hospital, lurking by the emergency entrance like some stubborn shadow. Maybe he'd camp outside the house, demanding to see Evalie. Maybe he'd blow up my phone with calls or texts, shouting accusations. I even thought he'd try to contact Evalie somehow.But he didn’t.Not a call.Not a visit.Nothing.Just silence.And while a small part of me was grateful for the peace, I knew better than to trust it. I knew it was too early to celebrate, too naive to hope that it was over.This — this eerie stillness — it felt like the proverbial calm before the storm.A heavy, loaded quiet that pressed against my chest like a hand waiting to shove me under when I least expected it.I tried to shake the feeling, tried to convince myself I was just being paranoid — that maybe Rayne had gotten the closure he needed. Maybe seeing Evalie, even from a
ReedThe wait was the worst part.I sat on the edge of the bed, bouncing my leg anxiously, staring at the clock on the wall like I could will it to move faster.Rayne had gone to that bitch's house.To see their daughter.And I hated it.I hated sitting here helpless, not knowing what was happening. It twisted my stomach into knots, made my skin feel too tight for my body.But there wasn’t much I could do at the moment.Not yet.Soon, I promised myself.I was still coming up with a plan — something perfect, something flawless that would get rid of the problem once and for all.And when I enacted it, it would be final.Amber wouldn’t even know what hit her.I clenched my fists so hard the bones cracked.I needed to distract myself before I lost my mind.Grabbing my phone, I opened a shopping app, aimlessly scrolling through page after page of random crap—kitchen gadgets, wireless earbuds, luxury sneakers, designer watches.I wasn’t really seeing any of it. My mind was too full of Rayne
AmberAs soon as Ian was certain I could stand without collapsing, he quietly led me inside.The moment the door closed behind us, the world finally went still.No more growls, no more tension thick enough to choke on. Just Ian’s solid presence beside me, guiding me with gentle hands toward the living room.He helped me sit down on the couch, his movements tender, careful like I was made of glass.“Are you alright?” Ian asked softly, crouching in front of me, concern etched into every line of his handsome face. “Did he hurt you?”I shook my head, my voice barely above a whisper. “No. I’m okay.” My hands were still trembling slightly from the hormonal rush, but I forced a small smile. “Thanks to you.”He exhaled, visibly relieved.“I’m just glad I got here when I did,” he said, sinking down beside me. He stayed close, but not smothering, giving me space without pulling away completely. “What happened, Amber?”I stared down at my hands in my lap, picking at an invisible thread on my jea
AmberRayne’s hands flexed and unflexed at his sides like he was barely leashing a monster inside him.The tension crackled between us, thick and ugly. I knew he could overpower me physically if he wanted to. He was stronger, bigger, an Alpha in his prime. But there was no force on earth that could make me willingly hand Evalie over to him.We glared at each other, the silence blistering."You think you’re doing her a favor?" Rayne said, his voice dipping low and cruel. "Keeping her from her own blood? You’re screwing her up more than you know."I flinched, but didn’t move. "Better than letting her near a man who almost ruined her mother’s life," I retorted harshly.Rayne’s face darkened."She deserves to know who I am," he growled. "She deserves a father.""You forfeited that right the moment you abandoned me," I fired."You think you can just erase me?" He snarled, his voice vibrating with rage. "Pretend I don't exist? Pretend she doesn’t deserve to know her real father?"I stared h