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BIRTH

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CHAPTER 36: BIRTH

Labor is nothing like the movies. It's longer, messier, and Dominic looks greener than I feel.

We arrive at the hospital at eleven in the morning and by two in the afternoon I understand that all those books I read during the pregnancy were helpful and also completely inadequate preparation for what a contraction at four centimeters actually feels like from the inside.

The nurses are efficient and kind in equal measure. The room is set up quickly, monitors attach
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