LOGINThe priest from Spring came because I asked and because Grell had already made him a post office. He wore plain clothes and an expression of a man who would bill God later. He stood by Carmine’s bed and looked at the two will copies Alvarez had allowed us to hold for the afternoon under her glare. “This one is Grell,” the priest said, tapping the real. “I do not need a lab. I buried that man’s handwriting in my head with the envelopes. This other one wants to be him and drinks milk.” Carmine’s good eye shone. “Say that Monday.” “I will say I held an envelope for a girl and a scarred man. I will say a rectory burned after they left. I will not say God prefers either page. Do not ask me to.” “I will not,” I said. Vincent stood at the window again. Sunday trees. No wave. DeLuca came, then Russo, then Bellomo who could not stay away from a bed that still made weather. Ten minutes each. Bottled water. No speeches long enough to kill a man. Bellomo looked at Carmine and then
The clerk office still smelled like smoke if you believed in ghosts. I did not touch Angie’s pad. I sat. The window showed a hole and men pretending the hole was a lesson. DeLuca stood because sitting next to me two days in a row would become a rumor he was not ready to feed. A checker paused, cap in hand. “Is the sister a target now.” “Everyone in a kitchen is a target,” I said. “Do your bay.” He fled, educated. Russo spoke without looking away from the glass. “Van at the far gate. News. They bought a longer lens.” “Let them film a hole,” I said. “If they film this window I will close the blind and they can caption that too.” Vincent’s car sat on the road like a rock that had learned gears. He did not come in. That was the dull we had sold each other. At 11:20 Elena called from the house line. “Alvarez left,” Elena said. “Gina is in the hall with a letter she did not open. She is sitting on it. Literally. On the floor. On the envelope. She is very proud and very in
Downtown at ten was fluorescent and coffee that had given up. Alvarez put pages in front of us like a teacher who hated the class and still needed it to pass. “Sign what you saw,” she said. “Do not sign what you guessed.” I wrote the whisper, the empty chair, the tea, the phone in the air, the pin in the bag. I did not write the original book. I did not write where it lived. Vincent wrote the back stair, the glass, the knee, the name Harvest like a hat. Alvarez read both. “You left a cousin out.” “Gina stayed in her room,” I said. “Put that. She is tired of being the door and I am tired of writing her that way when she is not.” Alvarez made a note. “The sock phone has one thread. A number that bounces. One message after you broke the live feed. It says package incomplete. Next box is the girl with the bruise.” Elena. Vincent’s head came up. “Where is she.” I was already on my own phone. Elena answered on the first ring, which was either good or a script. “I am in
Vincent was already moving when the whisper laughed. I caught his wrist. “If we both go down the video becomes a couple walking into a pillow,” I said. “That is the pretty picture. He asked for me alone because he wants you on the stair shooting the wrong shadow.” “I am not sitting in this bed while a hand is on my brother’s pillow.” “Then you take the back stair and the window. I take the hall. We do not arrive in the same frame.” He stared at me, jaw tight, then nodded once like it hurt. “Thirty seconds,” he said. “If I hear a chair I am through the glass.” I pulled on the nearest shirt and left the original book where it lived. I took the copy folio off our own dresser so my hands would not be empty. The knife went to my ankle. The cheap phone stayed live in my palm. The hall was quiet in the dishonest way. Gio was not at his corner. That was the first wrong piece. Gina’s door was shut. No light. I walked. Carmine’s door was ajar now. It had been shut on the
The annex at night was a machine on low. A clerk with a stamp and a tired mouth sat behind glass like a saint who wanted a union. Reid was not in the lobby. The lawyer with glasses was. She had a sleeve of pages and a smile that had learned roofs. “You cannot stop a filing with a marriage,” she said. Vincent put Grell’s copy and the priest’s name and the video stills of Carmine on the counter. “We can add to a pile.” The clerk looked at both stacks as if they were children fighting. “Window closes at nine,” the clerk said. “I take what is complete. I do not judge.” “Good,” I said. “Take both. Let a woman in a cardigan judge.” Reid came out of a side corridor with a sweater and a sling worn like theater. Alvarez was twenty seconds behind him, breathing like a person who had run a Midtown stair. “Do not touch him,” Alvarez said to Vincent, and meant it. Reid looked at my hands on the counter. “You brought homework again. The pretty one is already in. Time stamp 8:4
Broad Channel at dusk was water the color of old dimes and houses on stilts that looked like they had survived by accident. Alvarez drove. Vincent sat in the back because she had won that argument with a badge and a look. I sat in front because she wanted a finger on a photo. I held the Deacon’s picture. Slip 12. A leaning post. A pelican that was no longer there. “There,” I said. “The post with the rope that does not match.” Alvarez parked short. “You two stay behind me until I say the name of a bird I like.” Vincent’s voice from the back was dry. “You do not like birds.” “Correct.” The slip was empty of boats and full of the smell of gasoline the Deacon had laughed about. A man in a windbreaker sat on an overturned bucket with a fishing rod and no bait. Alvarez showed a badge. “Deputy Reid.” The man smiled with the half mouth. The sling was gone, replaced by a bulky sweater that did not hide the stiffness. “Detective. Mrs. Moretti. The husband in the back seat like







