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Chapter One. Mia pov.
The ride from the city to San Malerio was long and bumpy, but I didn't mind much. I was just glad to be getting away. My phone buzzed a few times in my pocket during the trip, but I ignored it. I wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone—not after everything that happened to me. Getting cheated by my boyfriend because I refused to let him have my virginity. When the car finally pulled up in front of Grandma's house, I felt this weird mix of relief and nerves. The place was huge, almost intimidating. A little too quiet, too still. Not like the noisy city I’d left behind. "Here we are, ma'am," the driver said as he stepped out of the car. I followed him, stretching my legs. He walked to the back and opened the trunk, then started hauling my suitcases out like they weighed nothing. "Hope you can manage the rest from here." "Yes, sir. I’ve got it. Thank you," I said quickly, grabbing one of the bags. I hated people fussing over me. He nodded and got back in his car without another word. I stood there for a moment, looking at the front door, then at the bags. Great. Two hands, three suitcases. Just as I bent to grab the second one, I heard it. “Mia!” I looked up, and there she was—Grandma. Walking fast for her age, arms already outstretched like she was going to crush me in a hug. “Grandma!” I shouted back, dropping everything and running to her. She pulled me into a tight hug, her hands patting my back, her perfume filling my nose. That scent hadn’t changed. It smelled like home. “I missed you so much,” I mumbled into her shoulder, planting kisses on her cheek like I used to as a little girl. “Silly girl,” she said, tapping me on the arm. “Ow! Grandma!” I winced, rubbing the spot with a pout. “Why’d you hit me?” She narrowed her eyes, mock-annoyed. “If I didn’t beg your parents to let you come, you’d never have bothered. And now you're here saying you missed me?” She scoffed and turned her head like she was offended. I groaned. “I did miss you. You know how life gets. School, and stuff…” “And when your grandfather died?” she snapped, hand on her hip. “Too busy then, too?” I swallowed and looked down. That one stung a bit. “Okay, fine,” I said, lifting my hands in surrender. “I messed up. Can you forgive me, please?” I gave a dramatic bow, hoping to win her over. She tried to keep a straight face but then burst out laughing. “That’s more like it,” I said as she chuckled. “Come on. Let me be your husband, your granddaughter, your everything, huh?” I laughed, wrapping my arm around her as I pulled one of the suitcases behind me. “Deal.” she said sharply. We walked into the house together. It felt surreal. Like stepping back into a memory. The smell of baked bread and old wood hit me first. The hallway still had that same faded wallpaper and the same picture of Grandpa above the side table. “You didn’t change anything,” I said, glancing around. “Nope,” she replied simply. “I like it the way it is.” I know it's different from how it used to be when you were little," Grandma said, stepping into the room with me. "But you can take your time to arrange it the way you like." I nodded, dragging my suitcase in. The silence between us stretched for a few seconds. It was comfortable, but something in my chest still felt heavy. Then, Grandma spoke again. “I signed us both up for volunteer work at the church.” I blinked. “What?” “I knew you were coming today, so I figured tomorrow’s perfect. I’ll take you there, and you can meet our new Reverend Father. He’s so handsome, and young too. And do you know what…” she trailed off, smirking. I tilted my head. “What?” “If he wasn’t a reverend, I’m sure half the young girls in town would be circling around him like bees,” she giggled. “And you, Grandma?” I asked, raising a brow. “Would you be circling too?” “Crazy girl!” she hissed, narrowing her eyes and pretending to look offended. I laughed, shaking my head. “Anyway, the church work... it’ll be good for you,” she said, her tone turning serious. “Keep your mind busy.” I sighed. “Volunteering at a church wasn’t exactly what I had in mind, Grandma.” She raised an eyebrow. “And what was in your mind? Sitting here crying over your boyfriend who cheated on you?” That shut me up real quick. I pointed a shaky finger at her. “Mother told you, didn’t she?” “That mother of yours tells me everything,” Grandma said, smirking. “That’s why she’s my daughter. And you? I expect the same from you, too.” I rolled my eyes but smiled a little. “Just think of this as something new,” she added gently. “A fresh start.” I nodded slowly. “Okay.” Fresh start. I wasn’t sure if I believed in those anymore. But if anyone could pull me into one, it was her. And maybe… maybe this old town still had something waiting for me. Something—or someone—I wasn’t ready for. “Dear, quickly take your bath and come help me in the kitchen,” Grandma said, snapping me out of my thoughts. “What? Ow!” I cried out playfully, dragging my feet“ I was hoping I’d come out and smell food already cooking. You know—sit like the grown daughter I am and just… eat.” “Stop being silly, Mia. Unless you want me to find my big spoon,” she warned, narrowing her eyes. “Your mother must’ve skipped telling you how disciplined I was with her.” “Grandma, you know how my mom is. She never stops talking about it,” I said, grinning. “But, Grandma… this is the new generation. The 21st century. Nobody hits kids anymore.” “Well, watch me bring it back into style,” she said with a chuckle. She started to walk off, then paused and turned again. “Oh—and pick out a nice dress, okay? Nothing too exposed. I don’t want any church member looking at you like that.” She walked away before I could protest. I groaned. “Damn it. Who even cares what anyone wears these days…”Mia.The next morning my whole body felt like it had been set on fire and then slowly, deliciously put out. Every muscle ached in that deep, satisfied way that made me stretch like a cat under the sheets—thighs sore, core tender, a faint throb between my legs that brought last night rushing back in vivid, filthy flashes. I should’ve been sticky too, covered in sweat and cum and the evidence of how many times Thorne had spilled inside me. But I wasn’t. I remembered the way he’d slipped out of bed afterward, gentle as anything, and cleaned me with a warm cloth while I pretended to sleep like the dead.My hand slid across the empty side of the mattress. Cool sheets. No warm body. My eyes snapped open.“What the fuck!” The words burst out before I could stop them.A chair scraped across the floor.“Did you have a nightmare?” Thorne’s voice was low, amused, coming from the small desk by the window.I blinked fully awake. There he was—freshly showered, wearing a simple black t-shirt
Mia.I knew he wasn’t done with me the second his lips started brushing every inch of my face.They were soft, reverent kisses on my forehead, my closed eyelids, the tip of my nose, my cheeks, like he was trying to memorize me with his mouth. “I love you,” he murmured hot against my ear, voice rough and low. “That’s all that matters to me.” His teeth grazed my earlobe, then bit down just hard enough to make me gasp. Shivers raced straight down my spine. He trailed those open-mouthed kisses lower, along my jaw, then sank his teeth into the side of my neck—deeper this time, possessive. My head tilted instinctively, offering him more skin, more of me.“Harder,” I cried out, voice breaking. “Please, Thorne…”Did I feel stupid begging for it? No. Fuck that. All I wanted was to wear his bruises like jewelry. To wake up tomorrow sore and painted with evidence that I was his—completely, irreversibly his.He growled against my throat and obliged, sucking hard enough to sting before bi
Mia.His fingers found their way into my cunt without warning.His two thick digits sliding deep, curling instantly against that sweet spot that made stars explode behind my eyes. “Fuuuck…” The moan ripped out of me raw and broken. I collapsed forward into his chest, my arms locking tight around his neck like he was the only thing keeping me from shattering. My ass pressed harder against the wall, legs strangling his waist, my heels digging into his lower back as I tried to pull him impossibly closer. The cold metal of his zipper ground against my swollen clit while those fingers fucked me mercilessly—stroking, curling, stretching me open with every wet thrust.“Oh my God, Thorne… fuck… ahhh!” My cries climbed higher, shameless and desperate. He nudged his shoulder against me, forcing my back flat to the wall so he could drink in my face.My face was flushed.My lips parted, eyes glassy with pleasure. Then his mouth crashed over mine, swallowing every scream as his fingers d
Mia.The cheap hotel on the edge of town looked even sadder up close—flickering neon sign half-burned out, puddles already forming in the cracked parking lot. I pushed through the glass doors, hair wild, sleep shirt clinging to my thighs, duffel bag dripping from the first fat drops of rain.The receptionist, a bored girl chewing gum, barely glanced up from her phone. “Can I help you?”“I’m here to see Thorne. Room… I think he’s in 212?”She raised an eyebrow, eyes flicking over my soaked, shivering state. “The priest? He didn’t say anything about visitors. Sorry, hotel policy. No one goes up without the guest’s okay.”“I’d really need to see him.” “See him?” She smirked like she’d heard that line before. “Look, the reverend left a couple hours ago. Said he’d be back later. You can wait outside if you want. Can’t let strangers wander the halls.”“But it’s about to rain—”“Rules are rules, miss.”I stood there arguing for another five minutes, voice cracking, pride crumbling, unt
Mia. Hours dragged like they were punishing me. I must’ve fallen asleep on the floor, curled against the door, my phone still clutched in my hand. When I jerked awake, my eyes were swollen, cheeks stiff with dried tears. The room was dark except for the thin slice of moonlight cutting across the floorboards.No missed calls. No texts. Nothing.Why hasn’t he called?Worry chewed through my chest until I couldn’t breathe. I scrambled up, grabbed the small duffel bag from under my bed, and shoved in whatever clothes my hands touched—jeans, a hoodie, two pairs of panties. I didn’t care if they matched. I just needed to get to him.I dialed his number again. Straight to voicemail. My stomach twisted harder.I didn’t bother changing out of the oversized clothe.Bare feet, messy hair, swollen eyes—I looked like a mess, but I didn’t give a damn. It was almost nine. I had to see him tonight.I crept downstairs. The house was quiet except for the soft clink of plates. Grandma wa
Mia.My mother had completely lost her mind.She stood there in Grandma’s living room like some righteous storm.Her eyes wild, voice rising and falling in ugly waves. How dare she? She had no right to dictate my life—who I could love, who I could fuck, what I could keep growing inside me. This baby wasn’t hers to erase. And Thorne… God, Thorne wasn’t hers to dismiss like some dirty secret.He’d left earlier at Grandma’s quiet request, giving us space to “think.” But Mom hadn’t stopped. She kept circling back to the same poison, whispering it into Grandma’s ear until the old woman finally snapped.“Rose, stop this nonsense!” Grandma’s voice cracked through the room, sharp and tired. “You can’t keep pushing that. You’re only making everything messier than it already is.”“That’s exactly my point, Mom,” Rose shot back, leaning closer, desperate. “The only clean way out is if Mia gets rid of it. One quick flight back to London, a simple procedure, and none of this ever happened.
Thorne.I was inches away from reaching Mia in the hallway when a professor, Mr Michael, one of the older ones, stopped me with a hand on my arm.He wanted to know if I’d be available during Christmas for the midnight Mass here in school. I nodded quickly, assuring him I would be there. Maybe,
Mia. “God… my filthy little lamb. You’re so perfect,” he praised, his words low and reverent, like a prayer twisted into something darker. “You’re beautiful. Everything about you, Mia,” he muttered, voice thick with hunger as his fingers hooked into the waistband of my panties. He pulled them d
Mia.“We’ll see you around more often?” Jesus. I had to scoff at those words the second they left her mouth, aimed right at Thorne like some flirty little invitation. I was pissed. Furious, really.What the hell was that? What was wrong with my mother? She wasn’t feeling well—she still looked
Thorne.Everything twisted the second Mia’s face filled my screen. It wasn’t the usual filthy, hungry smile she wore when I praised her, when she knew exactly what those words did to me. This was different—raw, red-rimmed eyes, cheeks blotchy, nose running. My grip on the phone tightened unti







