LOGINWarning...This chapter contains explicit content, graphic sexual scenes, and dark psychological themes. Reader discretion is strongly advised.
– Thorne's POV. “Fuck... fuck… fuck me harder, Reverend... please...” Her voice cracked as she cried out again, clawing at the wooden table like she was about to tear it apart. Her ass was up, back arched, her whole body trembling under me as I drove into her without mercy. My cock was buried so deep inside her pussy I could feel her walls choking me, clenching like her body couldn’t decide whether to push me out or beg me deeper. I grunted, teeth gritted, sweat dripping from my jaw as I pinned her down harder. “You want to cum that bad, huh?” I growled against her ear. “You crying now? You think that’ll make me let you?” She sobbed loud, desperate, wild. It wasn’t tears of pain. No, it was the kind of cry that came from the gut. A woman who couldn’t hold in the mess I made of her anymore. “I want to fucking cum,” she begged. “I....please, Reverend, I c-can’t hold it…” She sounded like she was dying. Shaking like she’d break into pieces if I pulled out. But I didn’t. I slammed into her harder instead, her tight little hole swallowing me all over again like it was made for me. “Don’t you fucking cum,” I growled in her ear, dragging her head back by her hair. I wanted her to look at me—see what the fuck she turned me into. “You cum without my permission and I’ll leave you here dripping and aching till Sunday.” Her eyes found mine wet, blurred, barely open but she nodded like a good girl. Her mouth opened just enough to whimper, and that’s when I spat right in her face. “Dirty fucking girl,” I muttered, watching the spit drip down her cheek. “You come to God’s house with your tight little dress, thinking I won’t notice? You think I didn’t know what you were doing all along, Kameeli?” She didn’t answer. Couldn’t. Her moans came louder now, faster. Her hands were trembling on the table, her pussy clenching on my cock like it was fighting its own will. And God, she felt so fucking sweet. I couldn’t stop myself I buried my face in her neck, still thrusting rough, fast, filthy. “You’re all the same,” I muttered between thrusts. “Every last one of you. Pretend innocence. But your cunt gives you away. Every single time.” I yanked out of her with a wet, aching sound, and grabbed her by the wrist. “Get up!” She obeyed fast..so fucking fast it pissed me off and turned me on at the same time. That desperate look in her eyes, the way she followed without question. She belonged to me now. She fucking knew it. I dragged her to the leather chair near the window, the same chair I sat in every time I prepared for Sunday’s sermon. “Hands on the chair,” I ordered, voice low and cold. “Yes, please, Reverend…” she whispered, her voice cracking at the end. Her fingers gripped the top of the chair like it was all she had left. I took a step back, eyes devouring her naked frame. Her skin was red where I’d held her down. Her thighs were still glistening. I lifted one of her legs and placed her foot up on the cushion. The other leg I kicked wider, spreading her open until I could see every bit of her slick, needy pussy. “Keep them open,” I snapped. She nodded fast, hands trembling, body shaking. She was still trying to hold her orgasm. Good fucking girl. I knelt in front of her, eyes locked on that soaked pussy. “Look at this,” I muttered, dragging two fingers between her folds. “Dripping like a fucking whore.” Her head dropped back with a loud whimper, her body jerking at the touch. “You wanna cum so bad you can’t breathe, huh?” I asked, slowly circling her clit. “Say it.” “Yes,” she cried. “Please... I’ll do anything, Reverend.” That did something to me. The way she said it. The way she looked like she meant it. Like I was the only man left in her world. I stood back up and shoved my cock back inside her, one brutal thrust. She screamed. Loud. Real. Her head dropped, her hands slipping on the chair. I grabbed her throat. “Don’t fall.” She whimpered something I couldn’t hear. I didn’t care. I just kept moving. Hard, deep, ruthless strokes. My grip on her neck tightened—not enough to stop her breath, just enough to remind her who the fuck she was giving herself to. I was close. Too close. “Say my name,” I hissed into her mouth, panting. “Say it while I ruin you.” “Thorne…” she sobbed. “Please…” "FUCK Me HARDER. HARDER! HARDER PLEASE... fuck you're so fucking thick! You're fucking splitting me apart... goshhh!" I didn’t say anything. Just watched her fall apart in front of me, still shaking, still trying not to cum. She was beautiful. Broken, twisted, drowning in guilt, but beautiful. They all were. That’s why I picked them. But Kameeli? She’s fucking married. A whole damn husband somewhere out there, probably thinking his sweet little wife’s at choir practice. What a joke. Most of them were married. Dirty, lying, unfaithful holes. Spreading their legs for salvation and moaning like they’re being baptized. “Fuck… shit… goddamn it,” I growled, holding her waist tight, grinding deeper into her soaked pussy. I wasn’t letting this go. Not yet. Not until I emptied every ounce of myself inside her. “Reverend… fuck… you’re fucking huge… shit, I could fucking feel you in my stomach... ” she cried, voice hoarse and raw, her face buried into the chair cushion. That’s when I shoved a finger deep into her ass—slow at first, then rougher. My cock was still thrusting into her drenched pussy, but now her whole body jerked with every movement. She screamed. Loud. Real. Her ass was placed high... as my cock slammed into her harder. My finger curled deep in her tight back hole. The chair legs scraped against the floor from the force. I didn’t stop. Not even when she started shaking. I grabbed her by the arms, yanked her up, and kicked the chair aside like it offended me. “On the floor. Now. Spread those fucking legs.” She dropped fast—like she was made to obey. Her knees hit the cold tiles, then her back. She opened those thighs wide, her pussy glistening and twitching. My cock was still dripping, hard, angry. I stood over her for a second, staring down. My chest heaved. Then I dropped to my knees between her legs and leaned over her mouth. Her eyes widened the second she saw my cock—veins thick, precum already leaking from the tip. Her lips parted like instinct. “You want this?” I asked low, dark, breathless. “Yes… yes… yes, please…” she cracked out, her voice already broken. I didn’t wait. I grabbed her chin, tilted her head back, and rubbed the head of my cock all over her flushed face—across her cheeks, her lips, her nose. She was soaked in it. My scent. Her sin. My precum. I wanted her to taste it. Smell it. Remember who ruined her. Then I pushed into her mouth—slow at first, letting her gag on the stretch, her lips parting around me. She gagged. Coughed. Choked. But she didn’t stop. I held her head tight and started thrusting back and forth, in and out. Her hands clawed at my thighs, her cries muffled around my cock. Her eyes teared up, mascara smeared, spit pooling at the corners of her lips. “Take it,” I hissed, fucking her mouth with ruthless strokes. “Don’t you dare pull away.” She squirmed under me, gasping through her nose, eyes locked on mine like she knew she was owned. And then I came. Hot. Thick. Full. I didn’t pull out. I held her there, my cock pulsing inside her throat, emptying everything I had down her throat. She swallowed all of it. When I finally let go, she gasped for air, chest heaving, tears running down her face..but her mouth stayed open, waiting for more. I looked at her. This wasn’t just lust. And I fucking wasn't done. Immediately I stood up and went back to the chair. Sat down, my legs stretched widely.. my cock still hard but I had to stop. “Come on. Get up,” I commanded. “Oh why, Father? I thought we’d be staying a little longer…” she pouted. “Not today, Kameeli. I have night mass. There's no way I’ll be fucking you till then. Now get dressed.” She stood immediately, slipping back into her clothes without saying a word. Then she walked over to me—slow, deliberate. She leaned down, her face just inches from mine. “Will I be getting more of your cock later…?” she whispered, teasing. “We’ll see about that,” I said coldly.. She smirked and walked out, hips swaying like she knew exactly what she’d left me thinking about.Thorne.And God, I wanted her.Craved her in every way possible.Despite the whole fucked-up mess we were both drowning in, despite the storm of consequences waiting to crash down on us tomorrow, despite the collar still hanging in my wardrobe like a silent accusation, none of it mattered right now.All that mattered was her body against mine, warm and trembling, the way her scent wrapped around me like a drug I would never quit.I scooped her up before she could protest, arms under her thighs and back, lifting her like she weighed nothing.She let out a startled gasp, hands flying to my shoulders for balance.“God, Thorne, not now! Please!” she said, half laughing and half pleading as I carried her the few steps to the bed.“What are you thinking?” I asked in a low voice as I laid her down gently on the mattress.I slid in behind her immediately, wrapping one arm around her waist to pull her flush against my chest. The other slipped under her head so it rested on my bicep like a pi
Thorne.What was I going to say?I had always known what to say in difficult situations. Very difficult situations. Couples would come to me when the wife didn’t want another child while the husband longed for one, or even many. I would sit with them in the small counseling room, listen to their pain, their anger, their fear, and offer words that felt solid, words drawn from Scripture and years of hearing broken hearts. I could speak with calm certainty about sacrifice, about timing, about trusting God’s plan even when it hurt. But those were other people’s lives. Not mine.I was a priest meant to abstain from sex. Meant to commit every waking moment to God, to the Church, to the people who looked to me for guidance. And right now I stood in my own room with no words forming, no ready scripture, no practiced counsel. Mia stood in front of me, clutching the bottle of Scotch she had taken from my hand, the other wiping tears that kept falling no matter how fast she bru
Thorne.As Mia struggled to find the words for whatever the test results had shown, my phone rang. It rang once. My eyes stayed fixed on her face filling the laptop screen, searching every flicker of expression for clues. Then it rang again. I glanced down at the device beside the laptop, just long enough to see the caller ID.The bishop.I wasn’t expecting it. It was only a month until Christmas. Calls from him this early usually meant routine reminders about Advent schedules or minor parish updates. But something about the timing felt heavier. I knew his conversations could stretch long—questions about attendance numbers, the new school building in the church compound, how the youth group was holding up. Hours sometimes.Every nerve in me wanted the call to wait. I was speaking to Mia. Picking up now would mean excusing myself, stepping into the bathroom or the hallway, and risking the moment slipping away. I wasn’t going to miss this. Not when she looked l
Thorne.The morning Mass today felt like a strain in my throat. It was as if I were doing it for the first time—standing at the altar, committing myself to a place that had always felt like my own, my rightful space. I knew the parishioners had noticed something off. The people of San Malerio were too observant, too quick to sense when their priest wasn’t fully present. I could feel their eyes lingering during the homily, during the consecration, during the final blessing. They would have wanted to ask afterward—about my mood, about a line in the sermon that didn’t land quite right, about anything at all. But I walked back to the rectory as fast as my legs could carry me, avoiding every conversation, every concerned glance.I reached my room and called Mia again—for what felt like the hundredth time since dawn. The line either connected and rang endlessly without an answer, or it went straight to unavailable. I hated it. Every bone in my body cracked with frustratio
Mia.The doctor’s words still echoed in my head like a bell that wouldn’t stop ringing. I had suspected—deep down, in the quiet moments when I let myself think too hard—but hearing it spoken out loud, clear and final, felt like a punch to the stomach. It reached into my core and twisted.I snatched the results from the doctor’s hand before she could offer any more gentle explanations. My eyes scanned the paper, line after line, even though I already knew what it said. From the corner of my vision, I could feel Grandma staring at me, waiting for me to react, waiting for me to say something that would make this make sense.“Is this a joke?” Grandma asked, her voice cracking on the last word. “Doctor, please tell us it’s a mistake. A terrible one. She doesn’t even have a boyfriend… or at least, I’m sure she’s never…” She swallowed the rest, turning to me in her chair, eyes wide and pleading.The doctor stayed quiet, her gaze moving carefully between us, professional but kind.I could
Mia.I woke up to a throbbing pain in my head. The meds Grandma had given me the night before hadn’t touched it at all. If anything, the ache had settled deeper, sharper, like it had roots now. My whole body felt heavy and sore, a dull fire rolling through every muscle and joint, making even the simple act of breathing feel like work.I wasn’t even sure what was happening to me anymore. I’d told myself it was just the final college exams—the late nights, the stress, the pressure of finishing everything. But it didn’t feel like that now. It felt bigger. Heavier. Something I couldn’t name.“Mia…” Grandma’s voice came soft through the door before she pushed it open and stepped inside.“You’re awake now,” she said, crossing the room to sit on the edge of my bed.I rubbed the last of the sleep from my eyes and pushed myself up to sit. “Yeah… I woke up a few minutes ago,” I told her.She studied my face, concern creasing her forehead. “How about the fever? Has it gone down? Looking at you,
Mia. Then he gripped my thighs, firm and rough, and in one swift motion, lifted me up onto the counter like I weighed nothing. My ass hit the surface and a small gasp escaped me. “Thor..ne…” I whispered, but fuck, I didn’t even know what I was trying to say. He spread my legs apart...on
Mia. School was finally over for the day. The moment I got home, I went straight to the bathroom, had a long shower, then came out to the sitting room. Grandma was watching TV, laughing at some old comedy show. Normally, I’d find her laughter comforting, but right now, it was only adding
Mia. My mind was spinning in all directions. It felt chaotic and disorganized, like a whirlwind of thoughts. They were all jumbled up and messy. The thoughts felt tangled and dirty. And they were all about father Thorne. I could hardly process what was being said before the professor’s voic
Mia. “Mia…” he said, his voice too soft, too calm—like he was holding something back. Anger? Or maybe he wasn’t angry at all. “Ye…yes…yes,” I stuttered as I straightened, eyes locking with his. He stared at me for a second, like he was waiting for me to say more. Then— “Won’t you let me i







