Se connecterThorne’s POV.
The Next Day The morning sunlight creeping through the stained glass windows didn’t feel holy—it burned. Like judgment. Like God Himself was watching and keeping count. But I knew better. God stopped watching me a long time ago. I sat in the wooden chair behind my desk, shirt still half-buttoned, collar open. My hands rested on the arms of the chair like a king overseeing his own ruin. The church was quiet now. Clean. Holy. Just how they liked it. They had no idea what this altar had seen. What these pews had heard. What my office had swallowed whole. San Malerio. A quiet town on the edge of the Italian countryside. Small. Closed off. Old souls and young married bodies with nowhere else to pour their boredom but into the arms of God—or into the hands of the man they thought spoke for Him. Me. They called me Father Thorne Maddox. Reverend. Shepherd. Servant of the Word. But I was far from holy. I’d been transferred here a few months ago—on paper, it was a promotion. A gift. But we all knew the Church doesn’t give gifts. They move problems. They didn’t say it, but they knew what I was. And this place? This place welcomed me with open legs. The church was full every Sunday. The old came for routine. The young came for curiosity. The rich showed up when their conscience got heavy. The poor came to beg for miracles. And the women? The women came for more than prayers. I’d conducted weddings here. I’d held newborns in my arms during baptism, even as I fucked their mothers behind closed doors weeks later. Some of them came willingly. Most did. Seduced by the collar, the charm, the quiet strength I never needed to fake. The rest? Just too eager to repent. Confession became our foreplay. Penance turned into passion. “Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned,” they’d whisper. And I’d forgive them—with my cock in their mouth or their thighs spread over the edge of the pew, legs shaking, breathless for mercy. One begged for a second round while clutching her rosary. Said her husband never made her cum. I told her I wasn’t her husband. She called it salvation. And I let her. They believed whatever I told them. Because I wore black. Because I stood at the pulpit. Because I held a Bible and wore a collar and spoke of Heaven while I dragged them into Hell. None of them were innocent. They moaned louder than they prayed. They called my name more than they called God’s. And I let it all happen. Because I could. Because somewhere along the line, I stopped giving a fuck about redemption. My sins weren’t accidents. They were choices. Intentional. Sharp. Pleasurable. I wasn’t a man of God anymore. I was a man of power. But that morning… something felt different. I couldn’t explain it. Like something was coming. A shift. A warning I couldn’t see yet. I leaned back in the chair, eyes fixed on the old wooden cross nailed above the doorway. It was crooked—always had been. So was I. Just then, the door opened. “Father Maddox,” came Sister Annalisa’s voice, calm and proper. She stood in the doorway with a small smile and a paper in her hand. “We have a new volunteer joining us today.” “Another saint-to-be?” I asked, lazily. She smiled politely. “A young woman. Mia, Just moved here with her Grandmother Said she wanted to help around the church.” Mia. I hadn't met her yet. But I felt it in my gut. Whoever she was, she wasn’t here for the same reasons the others came, or not. And I’d find out soon enough. “Okay... you can ask her to go ahead,” I said with a slow smile. “I’ll come shortly... to check her out.” Sister Annalisa gave a nod and a polite smile. “Yes, Father.” She slipped out quietly, closing the door behind her. Check her out. Or rather, check if she’s someone I could use. Someone to wash the altar clean... to make it holy again with her knees bruised and lips shaking. Mia. The name alone dripped temptation. Sacred and sinful all at once. I didn’t need to see her to know she would be the kind of girl men begged to corrupt. I rose from the chair, adjusted my collar, and walked out of my office into the church hall. My shoes tapped softly against the ancient stone floors, echoing like whispers from the confessional. My black cassock, a long flowing robe, a symbol of purity and discipline billowed quietly with every step. If only they knew what it truly concealed. The church was still alive with movement. Old parishioners, familiar faces, moved about dusting the statues, replacing candles, straightening hymn books. Devoted. Loyal. Blind. But I wasn’t looking at them. My eyes locked on her the moment I stepped further in. I didn’t need an introduction. She was bent forward, her slender back arched ever so slightly as she wiped down the wooden pews. That movement—innocent to anyone else—felt like an invitation to me. If only those delicate hands could wipe the remains of my lust off my cock the same way she scrubbed dust off that seat. Her hair was golden. Not the dirty kind. Real blonde...long, thick, and falling softly over her shoulders. Her gown was modest. Too modest. Covered from neck to ankle, not a sliver of skin showing. Which meant she was either truly devout—or pretending. And I’d seen too many pretending saints turn into eager sinners under my touch. I was walking toward her, already playing out a dozen scenarios in my head, when a voice stopped me. “Father!” I turned, forcing my expression into one of warm surprise. “Oh my… Mrs. Voss,” I greeted, smiling big and sweet, like a damn saint. She came hobbling toward me with that familiar pride in her step. One of the oldest members here. She believed in me, trusted me. She thought I was her saving grace. We hugged like good church folk do. Brief. Pure on the outside. “What a pleasure to see you here,” she beamed. “I thought I might have to come to your office.” “Something wrong?” I asked, furrowing my brows in a show of concern. “Oh no, no. Nothing like that,” she said, waving her hand. “I brought my granddaughter today… to volunteer. Didn’t the sister tell you?” I blinked, pretending surprise. “She did? Wait… The girl Mia, is your granddaughter?” “Yes, yes!” she smiled wide, her voice catching like she might cry. “She just returned from the city. She’ll be staying with me now. I’m too old to be alone in that big house, especially since my husband passed…” I rested my hand on her shoulder with practiced care. “Of course, Mrs. Voss. After your husband’s death, it’s only right. You need support... and comfort.” She smiled, eyes misty. “Thank you, Father. You’ve been such a comfort already… your presence here has been a blessing to us. I’m sure God will reward your service.” If only she knew what kind of service I was really offering. “Let me introduce you to her properly,” she said, motioning toward the seats in the church. “Come.” But when we turned, she froze. The spot where Mia had been cleaning moments ago—was empty. “She was just here…” Mrs. Voss frowned, pointing shakily at the vacant walkway. “She was right there, I swear...” I said nothing, lips parting slightly. My eyes scanned the pews. The altar. The side doors. Not a single trace of that blonde head. No sound. No movement. She’d vanished. Where the hell did she go? My curiosity flared—hot and hungry. And suddenly, Mia wasn’t just another girl to tempt. She was a mystery. And I always unwrapped my mysteries.Mia.“Where the hell did you go to, huh!?” Mom’s voice sliced through my skull like a banshee the second she stepped through the door of the kitchen.Thorne had dropped me off a few minutes away from the house, just like we’d agreed, close enough to walk the rest of the way without anyone seeing his car.I hadn’t really been listening to him on the drive back.My mind was still spinning, stuck on the hospital, the test results, the wayGrandma’s hand had trembled when she touched my forehead, the way Mom’s questions had kept circling like vultures.I went straight to the kitchen to grab some fruit, my appetite had been shot for days, but I needed something in my stomach before I passed out.I was peeling an orange when Mom stormed in behind me.I turned slowly, rubbing my hand through my still-damp hair.“I went out,” I said, keeping my voice as level as I could manage. “I told you, I needed to think, okay?”“What did you need to think about?” she yelled, stepping closer. “About the g
Thorne.And God, I wanted her.Craved her in every way possible.Despite the whole fucked-up mess we were both drowning in, despite the storm of consequences waiting to crash down on us tomorrow, despite the collar still hanging in my wardrobe like a silent accusation, none of it mattered right now.All that mattered was her body against mine, warm and trembling, the way her scent wrapped around me like a drug I would never quit.I scooped her up before she could protest, arms under her thighs and back, lifting her like she weighed nothing.She let out a startled gasp, hands flying to my shoulders for balance.“God, Thorne, not now! Please!” she said, half laughing and half pleading as I carried her the few steps to the bed.“What are you thinking?” I asked in a low voice as I laid her down gently on the mattress.I slid in behind her immediately, wrapping one arm around her waist to pull her flush against my chest. The other slipped under her head so it rested on my bicep like a pi
Thorne.What was I going to say?I had always known what to say in difficult situations. Very difficult situations. Couples would come to me when the wife didn’t want another child while the husband longed for one, or even many. I would sit with them in the small counseling room, listen to their pain, their anger, their fear, and offer words that felt solid, words drawn from Scripture and years of hearing broken hearts. I could speak with calm certainty about sacrifice, about timing, about trusting God’s plan even when it hurt. But those were other people’s lives. Not mine.I was a priest meant to abstain from sex. Meant to commit every waking moment to God, to the Church, to the people who looked to me for guidance. And right now I stood in my own room with no words forming, no ready scripture, no practiced counsel. Mia stood in front of me, clutching the bottle of Scotch she had taken from my hand, the other wiping tears that kept falling no matter how fast she bru
Thorne.As Mia struggled to find the words for whatever the test results had shown, my phone rang. It rang once. My eyes stayed fixed on her face filling the laptop screen, searching every flicker of expression for clues. Then it rang again. I glanced down at the device beside the laptop, just long enough to see the caller ID.The bishop.I wasn’t expecting it. It was only a month until Christmas. Calls from him this early usually meant routine reminders about Advent schedules or minor parish updates. But something about the timing felt heavier. I knew his conversations could stretch long—questions about attendance numbers, the new school building in the church compound, how the youth group was holding up. Hours sometimes.Every nerve in me wanted the call to wait. I was speaking to Mia. Picking up now would mean excusing myself, stepping into the bathroom or the hallway, and risking the moment slipping away. I wasn’t going to miss this. Not when she looked l
Thorne.The morning Mass today felt like a strain in my throat. It was as if I were doing it for the first time—standing at the altar, committing myself to a place that had always felt like my own, my rightful space. I knew the parishioners had noticed something off. The people of San Malerio were too observant, too quick to sense when their priest wasn’t fully present. I could feel their eyes lingering during the homily, during the consecration, during the final blessing. They would have wanted to ask afterward—about my mood, about a line in the sermon that didn’t land quite right, about anything at all. But I walked back to the rectory as fast as my legs could carry me, avoiding every conversation, every concerned glance.I reached my room and called Mia again—for what felt like the hundredth time since dawn. The line either connected and rang endlessly without an answer, or it went straight to unavailable. I hated it. Every bone in my body cracked with frustratio
Mia.The doctor’s words still echoed in my head like a bell that wouldn’t stop ringing. I had suspected—deep down, in the quiet moments when I let myself think too hard—but hearing it spoken out loud, clear and final, felt like a punch to the stomach. It reached into my core and twisted.I snatched the results from the doctor’s hand before she could offer any more gentle explanations. My eyes scanned the paper, line after line, even though I already knew what it said. From the corner of my vision, I could feel Grandma staring at me, waiting for me to react, waiting for me to say something that would make this make sense.“Is this a joke?” Grandma asked, her voice cracking on the last word. “Doctor, please tell us it’s a mistake. A terrible one. She doesn’t even have a boyfriend… or at least, I’m sure she’s never…” She swallowed the rest, turning to me in her chair, eyes wide and pleading.The doctor stayed quiet, her gaze moving carefully between us, professional but kind.I could
Thorne.I was inches away from reaching Mia in the hallway when a professor, Mr Michael, one of the older ones, stopped me with a hand on my arm.He wanted to know if I’d be available during Christmas for the midnight Mass here in school. I nodded quickly, assuring him I would be there. Maybe,
Mia. “God… my filthy little lamb. You’re so perfect,” he praised, his words low and reverent, like a prayer twisted into something darker. “You’re beautiful. Everything about you, Mia,” he muttered, voice thick with hunger as his fingers hooked into the waistband of my panties. He pulled them d
Mia.“We’ll see you around more often?” Jesus. I had to scoff at those words the second they left her mouth, aimed right at Thorne like some flirty little invitation. I was pissed. Furious, really.What the hell was that? What was wrong with my mother? She wasn’t feeling well—she still looked
Thorne.Everything twisted the second Mia’s face filled my screen. It wasn’t the usual filthy, hungry smile she wore when I praised her, when she knew exactly what those words did to me. This was different—raw, red-rimmed eyes, cheeks blotchy, nose running. My grip on the phone tightened unti







