Chapter 1: Esther's Diary (Page 01 to 03)

"Sparkling angel, I believed

You were my saviour in my time of need

Blinded by faith I couldn't hear

All the whispers - the warnings so clear

I see the angels, I'll lead them to your door

There's no escape now, no mercy no more

No remorse 'cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart, deceived me right from the start

You showed me dreams - I wished they would turn into real

You broke the promise and made me realize

It was all just a lie

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see

Your dark intentions, your feelings for me

Fallen angel, tell me "why?"

What is the reason? The thorn in your eye (...)

Could have been forever

Now we have reached the end

This world may have failed you

It doesn't give you reason why

You could have chosen a different path of life

The smile when you tore me apart (...)

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Within Temptation - Angles

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I chose this song as an introduction of sorts because it fits very well with the story I want to write down. Funny how this song, and even the music video for it, describes the legendary 'Scarlet Angels' perfectly. As if the band had contact with these beings and could experience their activities personally. Of course, for most people, it's just a song and a 'cool idea' for lyrics and music video. Probably no one would have thought that there might even be a grain of truth in this idea - a group of angels punishing heavy sinners. Most look for symbolism at most. I don't know if there's anyone else but me who takes this text and video literally, maybe except for others who believe in the existence of 'The Scarlet Angels', but unfortunately I didn't find anyone like that. Yes, there was one person, but we didn't meet personally, so I don't even count that. In general, this legend is quite forgotten, remembered mainly by a fairly small group of people from Wales, or those who like urban legends. But even they don't have much information, most of it is guesswork or what they heard in a form of fairytale from their grandparents, just like in my case. Someone may ask - why is this legend so little known? It's a really cool concept after all. Well, maybe there's a reason... Maybe someone wants it to stay that way? I won't say much, but it'll probably be better if nobody reads this diary, and even if someone find it I hope that person won't publish my diary as a book or something. Though I'm pretty sure it won't happen, because there are powers that will make sure that some secrets are not revealed, as I mentioned. So, if you found this diary and think about publishing it to earn quick money - it would be better not to do that. You may be in big trouble and regret it later. Trust me, no matter if you believe in supernatural or not, don't take that risk. It's for your own good.

Why do I write it then? - someone would ask. I think it's mainly for myself, probably not to go completely crazy. I have to get it all out and put in order. Maybe after reading this later, I will notice some pieces of the puzzle that I missed. Yes, that would be a nice surprise for sure. If I could understand all of this, I would definitely feel so much better, especially mentally. But on the other hand, I'm a little scared. I don't know how it all works, but what if they know when someone is writing about them? Not necessarily in public, but like at all. What if this diary will bring their anger on me? What will happen to me if they come? Will they punish me? And if so, then how? Ah, so many questions and no answers... Although I probably know more about them than I should. But unfortunately this knowledge does not answer any of these questions. Well, I think I'll take the risk and write it all down here. What will be, will be. At least I will feel lighter at heart, even if this peace won't last long. I can't stand it any longer, keeping everything inside - I have a feeling that at any moment I'll completely lose my mind because of what happened. That's why I have to write it all down and hide this notebook where no one can find it. Or at least, no one unauthorized. I have the feeling that if I'll disappear and they start looking for me, searching my room, the only person who might discover the hideout with the notebook is Leo. Of course, I would prefer no one to find it, because I'm not sure whether having this notebook will cause trouble for such a person. Therefore, all the more I would not want Leo to find it. Are you reding it now? Leo, if you found this notebook, stop reading and put it back where you found it. Believe me, it'll be better this way. I don't know if you will listen to me or not, but I'm asking you... No, I'm begging you. Don't get involved in this more, just listen to your sense and step back. If you go into it, your common sense will not help you. This is something illogical and supernatural that you cannot explain in any way. I already told you about it, but I'll repeat it again. However, I hope you will never read these words. All I wish for is so at least you could stay safe. Okay, enough warnings, now let's get back to the main topic.