LOGINReneeThe first person to call me ugly was my father.He didn't fail to remind me, he was repulsed by me. We never had a father-and-daughter bonding time, we had nothing. He made it clear that my existence disgusted him, that my scars were my fault and that I was weak.“Sign the damn papers now!” he yelled, slamming his fist angrily against the table.“No Jack, why are you doing this to me? you can't leave now,she needs you, we can fix this, please” my mom's eyes were teary and she held his hands desperately begging him to stay.He pushed her aggressively and she fell hard on her butt, her head connecting against the walls, she winced in pain and slowly moved her hand from her head, letting out a soft groan before standing up shakily.“What did I say?” He spat furiously. “You're gonna sign these damn papers, or else you 're gonna pay for it!”Her hands shook violently as she reached for one of the envelopes and hastily scribbled down a couple of words, “I won't sign those”, she whisp
Roman POV Do you have moments where everything still and replays in slow motion? The kind of moments that are not so bad because it is still. You know, when time has slowed down to a crawl and your eyes take in every little detail with great focus? It’s like the world is suspended on a string as you observe each individual action. It would be hard to describe what you feel then, but it would be the most perfect feeling ever. A feeling of peace or calm. Of happiness or contentment. You can’t put words to it. There is no such word. There is only experience. Her words echoed in my head like carnival drums and they also did funny things to my heart. But that wasn't something I wanted to dwell on right now. Not yet.‘Maybe some other time?’ I thought to myself as I tried to focus all my energy on the road ahead of me- ahead of us. But her eyes, those incredible green eyes of hers had me trapped for at least ten minutes before I could even try to focus again. Those damn beautiful eyes
Renee POVI had been sneaking out of the mansion. And I waited, watching them from afar and his family seemed to be leaving for some occasion.And I felt angry when I saw Rosalie walk out holding my child. I was jealous and upset. I had always imagined that one day I’d be the one to hold my child, not the other way around.How could they go on as if everything was alright? Everything in this life is a lie; it never seems to stop. And I didn’t even know what was happening. All I knew was that something was wrong, but I couldn’t tell what exactly It was or what to do.Now looking at the face of the man in front of me as he yelled“Get out!” His voice was loud, more commanding than the thundering of waves on rocks, but no less threatening to the man in front of me.I had taken out the frustration of every ounce of anger I felt on him.I panicked, and without a word, I opened the car and stepped out into the rain . It wasn't just raining, it was pouring. The wind howled over my head, wh
Roman POVIf there was anything I knew, Celestria didn't need me. She had a whole plan where I knew nothing. When I got home, the guards said she had left the house. I couldn't exactly be mad at them, it was not like I had instructed them not to let her out.Something in me pushed me to look for her, driven down everywhere I thought she could possibly be, and found nothing. It's not like I knew much.When I decided to drive back home, I caught sight of her along the side walk and pulled over. Her hair was a mess, face tear-stained and red from definitely from crying and I couldn't tell what was going on.“Do you want a ride?” she was still strolling and it looked like it was going to rain, she didn't notice me or maybe she did but she increased her pace.“I don't want a ride, I know my way home” She told me straight to my face. That was a lot of redness, I thought as I looked into her eyes.I still drove a little, matching her pace. I didn't usually do this, in fact, I had never don
Renee POV“Let me go!” I spat out and there wasn’t any anger behind it anymore, just the desperate fear of being trapped here forever, locked in with no grip on myself. I wanted it but I could also lose myself at once and I didn't want that.“How long are you going to keep running away from me?” Roman breath fanned my face and his words were low, husky like when he was aroused. That was what this was about then. The chase. “Are you afraid to be around me? Or are you afraid of how much I will make you scream in pleasure” He watched my pupils dilate, and my lips form a small line as I swallowed. His hands gripped me tighter but there was still distance between them, an inch at most. I needed him to touch me more and yet he couldn’t. I knew why. “Get off me” I pushed his hands away and he pulled back immediately. I took advantage of the slight break in contact to slip away from his grasp, leaving a wide gap between us before walking out of the door. He didn't stop me this time.Tod
ReneeI looked around me and back to my phone again but there was no sign of anything being off. The windows of my room wove in and out of the grey concrete walls surrounding me like the branches of a large tree. I stared at the window. How did this person know this? No one knew anything about me, not even Levi and Rosalie.So this time, as much as it pained me to admit it, I didn't think it was them.I looked at the picture again, it was a photo of my home, the place that held memories including the ones I wanted to forget.Who knew who I really was? How did they find this place? And why? Could it have been Roman? But why would he go through all of this stress? He couldn't do that, right?What was happening with me? I had lost focus on getting back my child and then this? I didn't hear the door to my room open until someone tapped me. I jumped up, afraid.“Why are you so jumpy?" Roman demanded softly. "You startled me!" I exclaimed as if it was not enough reason. Why was he here
Renee"I don't know how she managed to survive," the shocked voice was the first thing I heard as I woke up. I tried to blink my eyes open fully, but I couldn't see out of one of them, and the other eyelid felt too heavy for me to lift. Where was I? Was I dead? Was this heaven? I glanced down at
Renee"No, I'm sorry but I can't let you in," the stony-faced castle guard at the gate said. "Excuse me?" I asked, brows inching up to almost my hairline, "What do you mean by that? This is my home. It's me, Renee, Levi’s wife”If I was expecting the man to suddenly start apologizing and opening t
Renee"Leave the bitch to rot" a sharp voice said, a mocking laughter following the words. I gasped, shooting up from the bed as I woke up from the horrible nightmare I had been trapped in. Cold sweat lined my forehead and relief swept through me at the realization that it wasn't real. "Your high
Renee"What the hell do you think you're doing!" The sharp bark behind me caused me to whirl around too fast, and the mug I had been reaching for slipped out of my grasp and went tumbling to the ground. I let out a startled squeal, jumping away as the mug crashed to the ground. "Renee, are you al







