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14: Feelings

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last update publish date: 2026-02-23 23:01:14

Marvin

“Dad, why didn’t you stop this madness?” My voice trembled despite the restraint I forced into it. “Why did you insist I mark her instead of rejecting her? I felt a thing for Becky and you know it… didn't you?”

Emotion clogged my throat, thick and suffocating, as I stared at Dad. My heart felt hollow, unresponsive, like something inside me had already died.

He didn't speak immediately. Silence stretched between us, heavy and oppressive. The weight of it all pressing down on him just as i
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