LOGINWhen Dad learned I placed second on a practice college entrance exam, he shouted at me. "Second again? Can't you beat whoever came first?" "How did I end up with such a useless son?" I promised I'd take down the top student on the next exam. That night, I dreamed about the girl who came first. In the dream, I pushed her from the twenty-third floor. The sound of her hitting the ground made my stomach turn. I woke from the nightmare to a flood of messages in the class group chat. The first message made my blood run cold. [Zara Henson jumped from the twenty-third floor. She died on the spot.] [Zara's mother insists it wasn't suicide. She says someone pushed her.] [Can you hear the police sirens?]
View More"But that night, when the corrected results put you in first place, I realized something. If you became the top student, you'd turn into the next Zara, another person who ‘hogged first place.'""You'd become like your father and force your own children to come first. The cycle would never end.""So I had to kill you before you became that person."Lydia fell silent.For a long time, no one in the ward spoke.Daniel broke the silence. "Lydia Sutton, we sympathize with what you went through. But you murdered two students. Take her away."Two officers stepped forward and led Lydia toward the door.At the doorway, she turned to Dad."Sir, please don't let your son suffer the way my daughter did. He isn't a tool for achieving your dreams. He's your son."Dad didn't answer. He only held me tighter.As the officers led Lydia away, she broke free and ran toward the window at the end of the hall."Stay back!" She leaned halfway out. The concrete ground lay six floors below.Daniel motioned ev
The ward fell silent.Dad held my hand tightly. Daniel motioned for the officer taking notes to get ready."Fifteen years ago, I had a daughter named Holly Sutton," Lydia began, her voice distant."Holly was bright from an early age. She always came first in her class. I was strict with her. I made her study late every night, and if she came second, I wouldn't let her eat. ""I thought I was helping her. I thought she needed to get into the best college to have the best future.""She never argued with me. She always smiled and said, ‘Don't worry, Mom. I'll come first.'"Lydia's eyes reddened."When Holly was in ninth grade, a boy transferred into her class. He was an excellent student. He outscored her on his first monthly exam and took first place. ""Holly came home and cried all night. I called her useless. I told her she didn't deserve to be my daughter.""The next day, Holly didn't go to school. I searched for her for three days. I finally found her on the school roof." Lydia's
The second problem was the lock-picking kits and rubber gloves in my backpack. How did they get there?I'd never bought any of them.If another personality really prepared them, he must have gotten them from somewhere.Who would give those things to a high school student?The third problem was what the other me said as he choked me: "How could you come first?" If he was a part of me obsessed with taking first place, shouldn't he have been happy when I finally did? Why would he try to kill me?Those questions ran through my mind all day, but I didn't dare tell anyone. I was a "mental patient" now. No one would believe me.On the third night, things changed.Late that night, as I drifted toward sleep, I heard someone quietly push open the ward door.Light from the hallway cast a tall, thin shadow across the floor. The person crept in and went straight to my bed.My heart clenched, but I stayed still and pretended to be asleep.The figure stood beside the bed for a few seconds. Then I
Dad looked at Daniel. Daniel nodded."Julian, Dr. Wells's preliminary assessment suggests you may have dissociative identity disorder, often called multiple personality disorder," Daniel said as he sat beside me."The pressure you've been under may have caused you to develop another personality."That personality is obsessed with coming first. He believes the only way you can take first place is to ‘take down' whoever holds it.""So when Zara came first, that personality killed her. When Zachary came first, he killed him too. And when the corrected results put you in first place last night, the person he tried to kill was you."My mind went blank."You're saying I killed them?" My voice shook. "That's impossible. Those were dreams! I don't remember killing anyone...""That can happen with dissociative identity disorder. The different personalities don't necessarily share memories. What you remember as ‘dreams' may be fragments your usual self picked up while the other personality com












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