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Chapter 12: Orders

Author: Ivy White
last update publish date: 2026-07-31 01:27:53

Julian's POV

The call from Chicago came in first, before anything else that morning.

I took it standing at the window, the same view I always had, gray sky and razor wire and a yard slowly filling with men who had no idea how many decisions affecting their lives got made from this exact spot without any of them ever knowing it. The phone itself was untraceable, one of a rotating handful I went through every few weeks, a habit that had cost me nothing and saved me considerably more than nothin
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