LOGINThe silence of my room—which was nothing more than a moldy, damp cubicle at the back of the servants' quarters—felt suffocating that night. I stared at the old canvas backpack on the bed. Inside, I placed my few worn changes of clothes and the small diary where I jotted down the properties of the medicinal plants I saw Healer Knox use. It was all I had. My entire existence reduced to almost nothing.
A soft, hesitant knock on the door made me startle. Before I could answer, the wood creaked and Ethan’s slender silhouette slipped through the crack. He looked around in terror and locked the door immediately after. If our father or his mother ever dreamed he was here, the consequences would be dire.
"Are you really going..." Ethan’s voice cracked. He rushed to me and wrapped me in a tight embrace. I felt his warm tears wet my shoulder. "I'm sorry, Alia. I'm sorry for being weak. For not being able to stand up to Father to protect you."
"Don't cry, Ethan," I murmured, returning the hug tightly, feeling my own chest burn. He was the only good thing in Bleakwood. "You aren't weak. You're only sixteen. Facing the Alpha would be suicide. Even Chloe, at seventeen and being his and her mother's favorite, wouldn't dare make a wrong move against our father. I'll be fine... the peace treaty will keep me alive. They need me for the heir."
"But the Alpha of Ambervalley is dying, according to the rumors." He pulled back, wiping his face with the sleeve of his shirt. His eyes scanned the tiny room before he reached inside his jacket. He pulled out a bulky object wrapped in dark cloth. "I... I took this for you, Alia. It was locked away at the bottom of the old relic vault in the main hall. I managed to get the key while Father was drinking with the Betas. If he or my mother find out it's gone..."
He held out an old book, its leather cover worn by time and tied with a faded ribbon. When I took the object, my fingers trembled.
"It's your mother's old notebook," Ethan whispered tensely, glancing at the door as if expecting the ceiling to collapse at any moment. "It has notes on healing, plants, and curing rituals. I tried to read it, but the formulas and symbols are very confusing; they don't make sense to me. But I know she hid it like it was the most precious thing in the world before she left. I overheard my mother saying that," he let out a small chuckle, as if it had been a grand prank. "I want you to have it. So you can remember that... that you had a mother who loved you."
I pressed the notebook against my chest, feeling a surge of gratitude that almost suffocated my sorrow. I truly didn't understand the strange symbols drawn on those yellowed pages, but I decided I would preserve it at all costs. It would be my amulet to remind me of where I came from and to keep alive the only memory of the woman who gave me life.
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A few hours later, dawn arrived without a shred of mercy. I was dragged out of Bleakwood without the right to formal goodbyes or a single backward glance. Two of my father's brutish guards threw me into the back seat of a black car with tinted windows, speeding off toward the southern border.
The journey lasted for hours of torturous silence. I kept my backpack firmly clutched against my legs, protecting my mother's notebook as if my life depended on it. And perhaps it did.
When the car finally slowed down, I looked out the window and lost my breath.
The gray, cold, and dead landscape of Bleakwood had vanished. Before us, massive iron gates swung open to reveal a completely different territory. Vast rolling hills stretched as far as the eye could see, covered in trees whose leaves shimmered in brilliant hues of gold and orange under the sunlight. The air slipping through the cracks of the window didn't smell of blood or oppression; it smelled of damp earth, wild blossoms, and a vital energy so pure it made my chest ache.
It was Ambervalley. The Golden Valley.
The car cut down the main road and drove up the hill toward an immense mansion built of white stone and noble wood, perfectly integrated into the surrounding nature. But the warmth of the landscape did not lessen the panic that froze my stomach when the vehicle finally came to a halt.
The door was opened by a tall warrior with a severe expression.
"Get out," he commanded, his voice firm but devoid of the gratuitous cruelty I was used to. "Alpha Demetri is waiting for you in the glass pavilion."
I swallowed hard, adjusted the backpack on my shoulders, and wiped the cold sweat from my hands onto my worn trousers. My fingers, wounded by the shards of glass from the previous day, were still throbbing. I took my first step into enemy territory, knowing that from that very second, my life would change forever.
My hands shook so violently that it took three frustrated attempts just to button my worn pair of jeans. That simple movement, which I used to perform automatically every single day in my cubicle back in Bleakwood, transformed into pure torture under the friction of the rough fabric rubbing against the raw, weeping flesh of my injured palms. The gray oversized shirt covered my torso, but the skin of my chest still felt as if it were burning beneath the fabric, leaving my nipples painfully sensitive, rigid, and hardened. I could hear the mechanical sound of Alpha Demetri's wheelchair moving in the adjoining anteroom, deliberately turning his back to me to respect my space and privacy. He was waiting.I approached the low table near the unlit fireplace with slow, halting, and heavy steps, like someone walking toward their own scaffold. I sat in one of the upholstered chairs, forcing my body to maintain an artificially rigid posture and my chin held high, desperately trying to camouflage
The tension in the room was so thick I could hear the frantic rhythm of her heart hammering against her ribs. My starved gaze remained locked onto the nudity of her legs and the sharp outline of her breasts beneath the gray shirt, leaving my body tense, rigid, and painfully aroused against my attire. Fenrir clawed at the walls of my mind, begging me to abandon the wheelchair and claim what was ours. I expected her to scream. I expected her to strike her chest, insult me, or act with the audacity of a spy outraged at having her privacy invaded.Instead, Alia jolted, shrinking back and tensing her body as she stood beside the mattress. She buried her bandaged fingers into the fabric of the shirt, desperately trying to pull the gray cotton down to hide her legs from my scrutiny. When she lifted her face, her light brown, honey-colored eyes were flooded with a panic so deep it froze the blood in my veins."I... I'm... I'm sorry," her voice came out in a stuttering whisper, trembling and c
"She is not a threat, Demetri," Logan's voice broke the silence of my anteroom. My Beta was standing near the window, observing the inner courtyard while I remained in the wheelchair, staring at the untouched chessboard in front of me. "I guided her from the car to this place. Her heart was terrified, but clean. The scent emanating from that girl was of pure terror, not mockery or political malice. Richard discarded her like one discards something of no value. It seemed as though he was relieved to do so. I've never seen anything like it. How does one discard their own blood like that?""Richard is a calculating pig, Logan," I hissed, tapping my fingers on the wooden armrest of the chair. Fenrir was pacing back and forth in my mind, restless, growling every time I tried to rationalize the situation. I shifted my gaze from the board and locked eyes with my childhood friend, letting the cold mask slip for a fraction of a second. "But the problem is much worse than a simple political tra
The metallic click of the key turning in the lock from the outside echoed like a death sentence. Logan had followed the Alpha's orders to the letter. I was officially locked in.I let out the breath I hadn't realized I was holding and pressed my back against the solid wood of the door, letting my body slide slowly until I was sitting on the floor. I rested my forehead on my knees, feeling the cold tears of humiliation, exhaustion, and pain finally overflow. How had I ended up here? What would life be like for a woman disowned by her family and her pack, and without a wolf?Everything in me ached: my body, my heart, my pride. What had I done for the Moon Goddess to allow this to happen to me? Had I been that cruel in past lives? Motherless, with an abusive father who seemed to take pleasure in hurting and humiliating me... Oh, Goddess! How I wanted to feel a mother's warmth, my mother's embrace, the human warmth of someone who actually cared... Heavens, my hands were throbbing unbearab
"No," her voice sounded small, yet it carried a firmness that caught me off guard. She took a step back, pressing that old notebook against her chest with trembling, visibly battered hands. "You might hold my destiny in your hands because of this treaty, but this is mine. You will not touch it."I narrowed my eyes, feeling the weight of the silence that settled beneath the glass walls of the pavilion. For months, I had lived cooped up here, feigning weakness in this wheelchair to make my cousin Julian and the traitors on the Council lower their guard. I was used to dealing with greedy wolves and arrogant generals, but this girl... she was breaking me from the inside out in a way I couldn't control.The split second she crossed the threshold and our eyes met, Fenrir, my inner wolf, awakened with a fierce, deafening howl inside my mind, clawing at my mental barriers with relentless talons. Mate! She is ours! Fenrir roared in my chest, inciting me to leap from this damned chair, take her
I stood frozen. Demetri’s accusation echoed through the glass pavilion, cutting as sharp as the very vase that had shredded my hands the day before. I was not a spy. I was merely a discarded survivor from Bleakwood, sent to die in place of my father’s favorite daughter. But before I could even open my mouth to defend myself and scream the truth, the sound of slow, cynical clapping shattered the suffocating silence of the room."What a warm welcome for your new bride, cousin," a drawn-out voice filled with fake sympathy called out from the doorway.I spun my head quickly and saw a man with perfectly styled brown hair and a smile that didn't reach his brown eyes. He wore elegant, tailored clothing—a brutal and humiliating contrast to my old rags. He walked with a calculated arrogance, as if the place already belonged to him. It was Julian, Demetri’s cousin.Julian approached me with calm steps, pretending to ignore the murderous aura that Demetri was beginning to emanate from the wheelc







