Masuk
LUNA POV:
The study smells of cigars and old leather. I stand in the center of the room, hands clasped in front of me, eyes fixed on the Persian rug beneath my feet. My father sits behind his massive mahogany desk, fingers steepled, watching me the way someone might appraise livestock. I don’t look up. I learned years ago that looking up is dangerous. The silence stretches. He’s good at that, using quiet as a weapon, letting it press down until the air feels too thick to breathe. Finally, he speaks. “Vincenzo Moretti has accepted my proposal.” My breath catches. My fingers tighten against each other until my knuckles go white. “You’ll be married within the month,” Father continues, his tone conversational. Like he’s discussing the weather. “The contracts are being finalized. The alliance will secure our family’s position for the next generation.” No. No, please. He stands and walks around the desk slowly, hands clasped behind his back. “You should be grateful, Luna. Moretti is one of the most powerful men in the region. Wealthy. Connected. He could have chosen any woman.” He stops in front of me. “But he chose you.” Vincenzo Moretti is sixty-two years old. I met him once. Saw the way his eyes crawled over me. The way his smile stretched too wide, too hungry. My hands start trembling. “Look at me.” I force my eyes up. Father’s expression is warm, affectionate. The mask he wears so perfectly. “I know you’re nervous,” he says gently, reaching out to cup my cheek. “But this is what’s best for you. For all of us.” His thumb strokes my skin. To anyone watching, it would look tender. Then his grip tightens. His fingers dig into my jaw, forcing my head up higher. “You will smile when you see him,” he says softly. “You will be grateful. You will be the perfect bride. Do you understand?” Tears burn behind my eyes. I try to nod, but his grip holds me still. “I can’t hear you, Luna.” The words are a knife twisting in my chest. He knows I can’t speak. He’s the reason I can’t speak. A tear slips free. His expression hardens. “Don’t you dare cry.” He releases my jaw with a sharp motion. I stumble back, catching myself before I fall. “You have everything,” he says, voice rising now. “Wealth. Beauty. Protection. And you stand here crying like some pathetic child.” He turns away, pacing to the window. “Your mother was weak too. Look where that got her.” The mention of my mother sends ice through my veins. He spins back, eyes blazing. “If you embarrass me in front of Moretti, if you show even a hint of resistance…” He crosses the space between us in two strides and grabs my arm. His fingers bruise. “I will lock you in the cellar until the wedding day. Do we understand each other?” I nod frantically, tears streaming down my face now. “Good.” He releases me and steps back, smoothing his jacket. Just like that, his expression shifts. Back to warmth, back to the loving father the world believes he is. “Now go clean yourself up. You look like a mess.” He smiles. “And remember, cara mia. I’m doing this because I love you.” I turn and run. I barely make it to the grand foyer before my legs give out. I press my back against the wall near the staircase, one hand clutching my chest as I try to force air into my lungs. My whole body shakes. My jaw aches where his fingers dug in. Married. Within the month. To Moretti. The thought makes bile rise in my throat. I close my eyes, fighting the panic clawing its way up. I need to breathe. Need to be still. But my hands won’t stop trembling. The sharp click of footsteps echoes across the marble floor. My eyes snap open. Dante Ferrara emerges from the hallway. Thirty-seven, lean, with dark eyes that never stop watching. He sees me immediately. His head tilts. A slow smile spreads across his face. Terror floods my veins. Cold and absolute. Not the calculated fear my father inspires. This is different. This is visceral. Dante terrifies me in a way nothing else does. He walks toward me. Slow. Deliberate. I press harder against the wall, trying to disappear into the stone. He stops close. Too close. I can smell his cologne. Metallic, expensive, suffocating. “Luna,” he murmurs, voice smooth and empty. “Trembling already? The Don just told you the good news, didn’t he?” I can’t move. Can’t breathe. He leans in slightly, his gaze crawling over my face, lingering on the tear tracks still wet on my cheeks. “You should be happy,” he says softly. “Moretti is… generous with his wives. Most of them, anyway.” His hand rises slowly. I flinch violently, shoulders hunching, preparing for impact. But he doesn’t touch me. His fingers curl near my temple, hovering beside the wall. “Still so obedient,” he whispers. “Like a frightened little doll.” His knuckle scrapes the plaster beside my ear. A deliberate sound that sends ice down my spine. “Don’t worry,” he continues, smile widening. “Even after the wedding, the family will keep watch over you. I’ll make sure of it. Personally.” The threat is unmistakable. My breath comes in shallow, silent gasps. Black spots dance at the edges of my vision. Dante finally lowers his hand, his gaze holding mine for one agonizing moment. “Run along now,” he says. “You wouldn’t want to keep your future husband waiting.” He steps back, giving me just enough space to move. I don’t walk. I run. I bolt up the staircase, legs shaking, heart hammering so hard I think it might burst through my ribs. I don’t stop until I reach my room, slamming the door behind me and locking it with trembling fingers. I press my back against the door and slide down to the floor, wrapping my arms around my knees. Silent sobs shake my body. Married. Moretti. Dante watching. There’s no escape. I sit there in the dark, trying to calm my breathing, trying to stop shaking. Then I feel it. That prickling sensation on the back of my neck. The weight of unseen eyes. I look up at the window. The curtains are drawn, but something happens. A shadow moves. Just a flicker. Quick enough that I almost miss it. My heart stops. I stare at the window, barely breathing. Nothing. Just darkness. But the feeling doesn’t go away. Someone is watching me. And somehow, I know this is only the beginning."Come here."I walked toward him. My legs barely working. Each step taking effort.I stopped a few feet from the table.He pushed his chair back. Gestured to the space right beside him.Closer.I took another step. Then another.A tray sat on the table. Soup. Bread. Fruit. Cheese on a small plate.He reached for the soup bowl. Picked up the spoon. Filled it.Held it toward me."Eat."I opened my mouth. He slid the spoon in.The soup was hot. Almost burning. I swallowed quickly before it could scald my tongue.He filled the spoon again.I ate.His eyes never left my face. Watching. Studying. Like he was cataloging every flicker of expression.After the fourth spoonful he set the bowl down.Then his hand shot out.Fast.He grabbed my wrist and yanked hard.I stumbled forward. Lost my balance.He pulled me down onto his lap.My body crashed into his. His arm locked around my waist immediately. Iron. Crushing.I pushed against his chest with both hands. Trying to create space. Trying to g
I woke to grey light filtering through the curtains.My body felt heavy. Like I'd been running in my sleep. Like exhaustion had soaked into my bones and wouldn't leave.I sat up slowly and pressed my palms against my eyes. Rubbed hard until I saw spots.Yesterday I hadn't left this room except to meet Irina. Hadn't gone to breakfast. Hadn't gone to lunch or dinner. Just stayed locked inside these four walls while my mind spun in circles.Because I couldn't face him yet.Not after that night. Not after seeing him sitting in my room in the darkness. Not after realizing what he'd been doing for three months while I slept.My stomach turned at the thought.I stood and walked to the bathroom. Turned on the cold water and splashed it on my face. Once. Twice. Three times until my skin burned from the cold and I could breathe properly again.I looked at myself in the mirror. Pale. Dark circles so deep they looked like bruises. Hair sticking up on one side where I'd slept on it wrong.I looked
Morning light filtered through my window.I hadn't moved from the bed. Hadn't slept after he left.Just lay there staring at the ceiling while my mind replayed everything.Him sitting in that chair. Watching me. Touching my hair.Three months of him in my room at night. In the darkness. While I slept.The thought made my stomach turn.I couldn't stay here.Not another night. Not knowing he'd come back. That he'd sit there watching me. Touching me.Possessing me even in sleep.I forced myself to sit up. My body ached from lying in the same position for hours.The room felt wrong now. Contaminated. Like I could still sense him in the shadows even though he was gone.I stood on shaking legs and walked to the bathroom.Turned on the light.Stared at myself in the mirror.My face was pale. Dark circles under my eyes. My hair a mess. I looked like I'd aged years in a single night.But my eyes...There was something different in them.Not strength exactly. But a decision.I couldn't survive
I woke to the feeling of being watched.That familiar sensation. The one I'd felt for months. That heavy awareness of eyes on me.My eyes opened slowly.The room was dim. A small lamp on the far table cast weak orange light across the space, just enough to see shapes and shadows.And him.Sitting in the chair beside my bed.Completely still. Watching me.Every muscle in my body went rigid.He was right there. Grey eyes fixed on my face with that terrible intensity.My heart slammed against my ribs.Then the second realization hit.I was in my bed.But I'd fallen asleep on the floor. Against the wall. I remembered collapsing there. Crying for hours. Exhaustion dragging me under while I was still curled up on the hard floor.Cold horror washed over me.He'd moved me.Come into my locked room and carried my unconscious body from the floor to the bed.My stomach lurched."Sleep."His voice cut through the silence. Soft. Quiet.A command.His hand moved.Reached toward me.I flinched hard,
I've been avoiding the dining room for two days now.Not hiding exactly. Not obviously refusing. Just sick. That's what I'd told the staff who came to my door with worried expressions and careful questions. My stomach hurts. I couldn't keep food down. Please, just bring something light to my room instead.It was partially true. Every time I even thought about sitting at that table beside him, nausea twisted through my gut like something living.Two days of trays brought to my room. Two days of locked doors and racing thoughts that wouldn't slow down no matter how hard I tried to quiet them.Irina's words kept circling in my mind, over and over, like a song I couldn't stop hearing.I can get you out.The knock came just after noon. I'd been sitting on the edge of my bed staring at nothing when the sound made me flinch.One of the kitchen women stood in the hallway when I opened the door. Her face was tight with nerves, her eyes refusing to meet mine directly."Boss wants tea brought to
Luna POV:The garden was quiet.I sat on the stone bench beneath the oak tree, my hands folded tightly in my lap. The afternoon sun was warm on my skin, but I couldn't feel it properly. Couldn't feel anything properly anymore.The bruise on my face had faded to a dull yellow. Still there when I looked in the mirror. Still tender when I touched it.But at least I hadn't seen Carmina since that day in the hallway.I didn't know where she was. Didn't know if she'd left the mansion or was just avoiding me or what. I just knew I hadn't encountered her again, and every day that passed without seeing her felt like a small mercy.Thank God.I pulled my sleeves down over my hands, my fingers curling into the fabric.The air felt heavy. Everything felt heavy lately.Footsteps on the garden path made me look up.A woman walked toward me.Irina.I recognized her immediately. His fiancée. Beautiful and elegant in a soft blue dress, her hair pulled back, her face gentle.I'd served her before. Many







