DARIANThe council chamber feels suffocating tonight.Elders drone on about trade routes and border patrols, their words a dull hum that should command my full attention. But I can’t focus. My eyes betray me, sliding again and again to the edge of the room.Amaya.She moves silently, almost ghostlike, carrying a tray from one elder to the next. Her head is lowered, her face carefully neutral, but I see the small things, the tightness in her shoulders, the way her burned hand flexes when she thinks no one is looking.She doesn’t look at me. Not once.That should make it easier. Instead, it makes something inside me twist until it’s unbearable.And then I see him.Lucian.Reclined in his chair, as if this meeting were a game, like nothing mattered. His arms folded lazily, his expression relaxed. But his eyes… his eyes are locked on her. Following her every movement. Drinking her in as if he owns the right.A muscle in my jaw ticks. Rage crawls beneath my skin, hot and poisonous.He does
AMAYAI keep my distance. From Darian. From Lucian. From everything that feels like danger disguised as longing.It’s easier this way, I tell myself as I move quickly through the corridors with a tray balanced in my hands. Easier to focus on tasks, to let my body move on instinct while my mind tries to bury the memories. Memories of lips pressed against mine in the kitchen, of a touch that should never have happened. Of eyes that hold me too closely in ways I don’t understand.I can’t afford this. Not now. Not when every step I take is already lined with risk.So I avoid them both.If I sense Darian’s presence down a hall, I turn another way. If Lucian’s shadow stretches across the courtyard, I pretend I have an errand in the opposite direction. It makes me look skittish, I'm sure, but it's better than letting myself unravel. Because what I feel when either of them looks at me is a battlefield I cannot win.The servants whisper. They always do. I hear the fragments when I pass by, r
LUCIANI'm a very reasonable man.And no, I'm not just saying that to toot my own horn. It's something I've proven time and again.I can even go as far as to say that I'm rational and level-headed. It usually takes a lot to rile me up. Growing up as the younger brother to the future alpha, it was hard to escape comparison.I've had to listen to people compare me to Darian and talk about how he was truly the best person to lead the pack, not that I would have wanted that anyway. It was just annoying that they expected us to compete against one another when it was already clear as day that we didn't have the same fate.So I never gave in and learned to detach myself from the comparisons. That was partly why I was abroad for so long. I was able to discover who I was outside the protection of the Grayhide Pack, and let's just say I wasn't disappointed with what I discovered.So, no. I'm not exaggerating when I say that I'm a reasonable man... well, mostly, I guess.Until I found myself ob
AMAYAThe night pressed close around me like a living thing.The forest was silent, except for the rustle of leaves overhead and the quick, uneven beat of my own heart. I stood in a small clearing not far from the pack’s grounds, the moonlight spilling like liquid silver across the ground. My palms tingled, the faint burn of magic simmering under my skin, and I clenched my fists, trying to call it forth.Nothing happened.I hissed in frustration, shutting my eyes. I could feel it, the strange, restless energy moving inside me since the night of the burn. It shifted under my skin like wildfire, alive and urgent, but every time I reached for it, it slipped through my grasp like water.“Focus,” I whispered to myself, spreading my hands. “Just focus. You can do this.”The air stirred. For a breath, sparks fluttered across my fingertips like fireflies. My pulse jumped, heat rushing through me. But then the energy surged too fast, too hard. Pain seared my palm. I yanked my hand back with a
DARIANThe council chamber is thick with unease.The air feels heavier than the smoke drifting from the braziers, heavier even than the thick furs draped across the chairs. Papers litter the table, reports of patrols and warding sigils, all pointing to the same truth. Someone has been testing our defenses.And Theron has been waiting for this moment.He leans forward, his hands pressed flat on the polished wood, his voice carrying across the chamber with calculated strength. “Alpha, this cannot go unanswered. Two breaches in one month? The Grayhide Pack looks weak. If we do nothing, the territories will smell blood.”Murmurs ripple among the elders. One clears his throat. “He is right, Alpha. The wards should have held. Someone inside...”“Inside,” Theron cuts in smoothly, his hawk-like eyes sweeping the room, “is exactly where we must look. Secrets leak from the bottom up. Servants talk. Slaves whisper. And rogues…” He lets the word linger like rot. “Rogues can never be trusted.”The
AMAYAThe archives smell of dust and secrets.Just as it should, because it is full of secrets. Loads of it, but I haven't been able to find the secret I most desperately need to lay my hands on.I do have to give props to the Grayhide Pack. They sure know how to keep their vault hidden because with the number of times I've snooped around here, I still haven't found anything tangible enough for me to use against the pack.Every time I slip into this room, it feels as though I’ve stepped into another world, one forgotten, one meant to stay forgotten. The shelves creak under the weight of tomes and scrolls so old the leather bindings crack if you breathe too hard. Shadows pool in the corners, heavy as cobwebs.They say stupidity is doing the same thing over and over again, hoping for a different outcome. Well, I guess you could say I was the most stupid wolf in this pack, so I'll risk execution by doing what I've been doing.I tell myself I’ll stop coming here. That it’s reckless, that