Masuk
The trick to closing up is pretending you have nothing left to lose.
I drag the mop in slow figure eights, letting the battered wooden boards drink in the bleach and whatever spilled beer made it past the towel brigade. The air’s a soup of pine-scented cleaner, spent yeast, and the faint ozone bite of old neon. Even after hours, the sign above the door buzzes like a gnat in my right ear, blue light pooling in a sickle on the scarred bar top. I work by memory and muscle, eyes half-closed, my left hand guiding the mop head like I’m tracing a ritual.
The only witnesses are the regulars: Old Man Hendrickson, parked at his usual end seat with the same triple whiskey he’s been sipping for the last two years, and Dana, who works the morning shift at Della’s and claims she can outdrink any man in Pinecrest but only proves it once a month. She’s got the dimpled smile of a retired beauty queen and a voice that could shave paint off the walls, but she’s soft on me—calls me “kid,” though she’s maybe fifteen years older and looks it, her face a topography of laughter and bar smoke.
“Wren, you missed a spot,” Dana sing-songs, tapping the sticky ring her glass left on the countertop.
“You keep making the spots,” I counter, reaching for the rag and folding it over my palm. I scrub until the wood stings my knuckles, then flick the rag at her in a lazy arc. She dodges, or pretends to, letting the damp corner graze her arm before she laughs again—full-bodied, no filter. The sound bounces off the empty booths and hangs in the stale air.
Hendrickson doesn’t bother looking up from his drink. He’s locked in a staring contest with the TV, where some infomercial shouts about knives that can cut through steel. He keeps his own knife folded in his shirt pocket, a habit he says he picked up in ’Nam, though every time I press for stories the war moves closer to the Canadian border.
I finish my circuit, prop the mop in the bucket, and start flipping chairs onto the tables with a little more force than necessary. Each one lands with a thump and a creak. I like the way the noise fills the place, even for just a second, before the silence oozes back in.
The bar’s been mine since I was twenty-three and dumb enough to think inheriting a failing business meant people would finally stop asking about my dead parents. The Wayward Pine: home of the “best wings north of the Silverflow” and more ghosts than paying customers. Some nights, I think the ghosts are the better company.
Dana leans across the bar, elbows sinking into a scatter of old coasters and peanut shells. “You heading straight home, or you gonna swing by the lake again?” She asks it like she knows the answer, because she does. My schedule is more reliable than the town’s only stoplight.
“Depends how much fun you’re planning to be,” I say. “Last time you ‘drove me home’ I ended up rolling out of your truck and getting a face full of gravel.”
She grins, teeth bright against her lipstick, and gestures for another round. I pour out her usual, careful not to let the glass touch the bottle. I never pour for myself.
“You ever smile, Wren?” Dana asks, eyebrows up, voice gone quiet in the way people get when they think they’re being gentle. “Not, like, customer service smile. Real smile.”
I look past her, out the frost-laced window to where the parking lot is an ink smear, the only light coming from the backlit cigarette vending machine I keep for the nostalgia freaks.
“Smiled once,” I say, “but I heard it was a health risk.”
Dana cackles, her laugh edged with something sharp this time. “Don’t let the frown lines get too deep, kid. You’re gonna turn into Hendrickson if you’re not careful.”
“Then at least I’ll get to ignore you,” I shoot back, but it’s more reflex than insult.
Hendrickson finally lifts his gaze, eyes rheumy and almost colorless in the bar light. “You both talk too damn much,” he mutters, but there’s no heat in it. Just habit, like the way he rolls his glass between his hands and wipes the rim with his thumb after every sip.
I leave the register for last, counting out the till with a precision bordering on pathological. The numbers are always disappointing, but I like the ritual—coin stacks, the tick of the bill counter, the final moment where I write the total on the sticky note and slap it on the cash drawer. Dana watches, humming under her breath, the tune unrecognizable and a little off-key.
“You good?” she asks, softer now. “It’s cold as hell out tonight. I can take you. I’m heading that way.”
I shake my head, already tucking the money into the safe and slamming it shut. “I’ve walked home alone since I was sixteen.” It comes out flat, the echo of a hundred other times I’ve said it. “The cold doesn’t bother me.” The half-smile I offer is muscle memory, nothing more.
Dana stands, shoulders her bag, and tosses me a look that’s equal parts exasperation and affection. “You’re a stubborn ass, Cade. Call me if you change your mind.”
“I’d have to buy a phone first.”
She snorts, and the sound almost makes me smile again. Almost.
Hendrickson drains his glass, leaves two bills on the bar, and lumbers to his feet. He gives me a nod that could mean thanks, or goodnight, or just I’m still here, then slips out the door without another word. I watch him shuffle across the lot, his breath steaming out in ragged clouds before he disappears into the dark. For a second, the wind whines through the gap in the door, cold and sharp enough to raise goosebumps along my forearms.
I close the blinds, kill the neon, and slide the deadbolt home. The thunk echoes, final and solid, through the empty bar. I linger behind the counter, letting my hands rest against the scarred wood, watching the dust settle in the sudden absence of motion. The town outside is already asleep, windows dark, streetlights bleeding yellow into the snow.
Somewhere, a wolf howls—close enough that the sound vibrates the glass in its frame. I wait for it to end before I step out into the night, keys clenched in my fist like a weapon or a promise.
The stew and the eyes and the tension still coil in my gut when the guards ease up their watch. The dining hall’s emptied of everyone but the cleanup crews—omegas sweeping up crusts, kitchen staff stacking the benches, warriors trickling out in pairs to the next ritual or shift or petty violence of the day. I make myself count to five after the last clatter of bowl, then rise to clear my place.The act is automatic, muscle memory from a dozen dead-end jobs, but here it’s loaded. I pick up my bowl and spoon, move to the tray station by the kitchen door, and sense the sudden shift in air pressure as every remaining body in the hall turns my way. At first, I think I’ve misread the code. Then a shape blocks my path: Scarface, flanked by the same two betas from before, all three grinning as if they’ve caught a fox in the henhouse.“Strays don’t serve themselves here,” Scarface says, loud enough to echo. The silence that falls is dense as concrete. I pause, bowl in hand, and look up at him.
For three full minutes, no one comes near me. The dining hall resets, benches scraping, bowls being refilled, conversations rising and falling in wavelets that skirt the edges of real violence. My isolation is so complete it’s almost a physical thing—a moat of open air, a buffer of untouchability. I imagine the boundary as a circle of salt poured around my bench, every grain a warning: Here lies the Stray Moon. Do not approach.Then the kitchen girl breaks the circle.She carries a tray loaded with bowls—some destined for the warriors, some for the children, but one unmistakably for me. She threads her way through the crowd with the same self-erasing gait as before: shoulders rounded, gaze cast slightly down, movements careful and soft, the opposite of the brash, elbow-throwing betas who muscle their way to the food line. Even so, I see the way she scans the room, the way she counts threats, the way her hand drifts unconsciously to the scar on her wrist whenever a raised voice pierces
The morning routine is a slaughterhouse parade: open the cell, drag out the stray, march her down the hall like a side of beef for display. The guards arrive right at dawn, boots silent but their intent loud as a gunshot. They don’t speak, don’t meet my eyes, just unlock the door in three practiced moves and jerk their chins to let me know it’s time. The silver cuffs go back on—today a newer set, thinner, polished so bright the reflection burns. I give them my wrists with a little extra flair, flexing my hands so they don’t have to fight me for it. They want a scene, or maybe just a hint of desperation. I give them neither.The escort is two deep: the first, a woman built like a fencepost, her buzz-cut scalp catching every scrap of torchlight; the second, a man so wide he has to angle his shoulders to clear the stairwell. They flank me, one step ahead and one behind, so close I can feel the heat of their skin and the faint, contemptuous thrum of their pulse. I try to walk loose, casua
I step into the final cell with my face as blank as I can make it. The instinct is to bare my teeth and glare, to let the whole world know it can’t rattle me, but my jaw’s so tight it feels wired shut and there’s no way I’m giving Nightwind the show it wants. The air is heavy, seasoned with a thousand years of old secrets and fresh sweat, and the dimensions are so mean that even standing up straight, my elbows brush stone on either side.The cot’s less a bed than a threat—thin wool over hard wooden slats, one of which is snapped at the edge so it juts up like a splinter with ambitions. The blanket is exactly what you’d expect: threadbare, stained in places, and so rich with the scent of former occupants that I wonder how many ghosts I’ll be sleeping with. I run my fingers along the underside, find a crust of something that could be blood or mildew, and make a mental note to never, ever get desperate enough to use it as a pillow.Jace stands in the doorway, half-shadowed. He’s watching
Time is subjective in the guts of Nightwind Manor—elastic, ugly, wound so tight it could snap at any moment. The cell’s nothing but a holding pattern, a way to kill the first hour of my new half-life, so when the door creaks open again I’m not surprised to see Jace’s silhouette backlit by a flicker of torchlight and a shadow that doesn’t belong to him.He doesn’t speak right away. Just stands there, holding the knob with one hand, eyes roving over my posture on the cot: knees up, arms wrapped tight, hands ghosting the silver cuffs as if I could somehow warm them into surrender. The coat’s balled up beneath my skull, a bad pillow, and I’ve used the time to memorize every crack in the wall, every odd echo of sound that makes it through the stone.He clears his throat. “You’re not sleeping,” he says, and it’s not a question.“Didn’t think I was allowed.” My voice rasps, the words burning on the way out. The air in here tastes of dust and slow death, laced with the sweat of every prisoner
The doors to Nightwind pack house are not doors so much as jaws—two slabs of blackened oak, studded with enough iron to anchor a ship, parted just wide enough to admit the condemned. They swing open on silent hinges, sucking in a coil of frigid air that raises the hair on my arms and scours the sweat from my collarbone. I step through, the silver cuffs already burning fissures into my skin, and the borrowed coat—three sizes too large, because nothing here is meant to fit—sags off my right shoulder, advertising the bones underneath.Jace stands at my left, hands clasped behind his back, posture so correct it could be a warning label for spinal injuries. His eyes—too pale, too quick—flick over me and away. The professional mask is flawless, but underneath it there’s a seam of something else, a hairline crack of regret that he covers by blinking more than he needs to. He doesn’t touch me. Doesn’t even stand close enough for our arms to brush. He just waits for the guards to take up posit







