LOGINThe gate opened before we reached it.A woman in a green rain jacket stood beside the stone pillar with a radio at her collar and a small brown dog at her heel. She nodded once to Cole, once to the car behind us, and waved us through without a word. Alessandro's friend from Beacon. She'd been up since four, I learned later, walking the fence line in the frost.The drive curved through the birches.They'd turned the color of butter in the nine days since I'd last seen them. Gold leaves drifted across the gravel in the slow afternoon light, and beyond the trunks, far below, the Hudson lay wide and pewter-bright under a sky the color of a pearl. Not one car on the road. Not one window. Only woodsmoke, and wind, and the cool clean smell of leaves.Felix had his forehead against the glass."It's so quiet," he said."It's meant to be.""I can hear the tires." He laughed under his breath. "I can hear *myself.*"The house stood at the end of the drive with its amber windows already lit. Stone
He showed me the message in the kitchen.I was standing at the counter with my bad arm propped against my ribs, trying to open a jar of honey one-handed with an expression of grim, wounded dignity, when Felix came in. He didn't say a word. He just crossed the room, pale as paper, and held out his phone.I read it.*You think shredding paper makes you safe?**James is signing the lawsuit filings right now.**Tick tock, darling.*I put down the honey.For a second, I felt it. The old, cold, familiar rising, the thin bright line of calculation sliding down behind my eyes like a shutter. *Who. How. What do they know. What do they want.* I'd lived in that line for five years. It would have been the easiest thing in the world to step back into it.I looked at him.He stood in the middle of my kitchen in a soft blue sweater with paint under one fingernail, with his hair falling across his forehead and his lower lip caught between his teeth. He wasn't shaking. He was watching me, with those w
Nobody answered her for a moment.I sat with my hand still tangled in Damien's and a faint gray film of paper dust settling on the marble in front of me, and I looked at the clean white sheet Victoria had laid on the table. It was so blank. It seemed to hum.*What do we tell them?*I'd never been asked what to tell anyone. Not once. In my father's house, someone always told me. *Say this. Stand there. Smile.* The words came ready-made, folded in an envelope, and my job was only to deliver them.I looked at Damien.He looked back, and raised one eyebrow, and I understood that he wasn't going to answer first."I have a proposal," Victoria said.She sat down.She did it with her usual crisp economy, smoothing her skirt, aligning her tablet with the edge of the table. But I saw that her fingers weren't quite steady, and that she'd taken off her glasses and folded them in her lap, and that the lines around her eyes had deepened since the gala."I've been awake for thirty hours," she said.
I woke at 1:20 in the morning to an empty bed.It wasn't a sound that did it. It was the cold. A thin, particular cold along my right side, where for the first time in five years a warm body should have been, and wasn't. I lay there for a moment in the dark with my eyes open and my shoulder throbbing, listening for him.The penthouse was silent.*He's gone to the kitchen,* I told myself. *To the studio. To the window.*I knew where he'd gone.I got up. It took longer than I liked. The sling dragged at my neck, and the floor tilted once and settled, and I stood in the hall in a pair of gray sweatpants with one hand against the wall until the corridor came back into focus. Then I walked down it, barefoot, on the cool wood, toward a line of yellow light.He stood in the study doorway.His back was to me. A slim figure in a soft blue sweater too large at the shoulders, bare feet, dark honey hair tousled from the pillow. One hand rested flat against the frame. He wasn't moving. I don't thi
Dr. Linden let him go on the fifth morning.She did it with visible reluctance. She stood at the foot of the bed with her arms folded and a clipboard pressed against her chest, looking at Damien the way a woman looks at a car she's been told is roadworthy and doesn't quite believe."Three weeks of rest," she said. "No lifting. No driving. No stairs if you can avoid them. A nurse will come every day to change the dressing. Physical therapy twice a week, starting Monday." She fixed him with a cool gray stare. "And no *boardrooms.*""Understood.""I don't believe you.""I'll be very quiet.""Mr. Laurent." She turned to me. "I'm holding you responsible.""Yes, ma'am.""He's yours."My face went hot.Damien, propped against the pillows in a charcoal sweater that Victoria had brought from the penthouse, looked deeply, unrepentantly pleased.The car was waiting at the private entrance.Cole drove. Alessandro had sent a second vehicle behind us, and Victoria a third, and I'd decided somewhere
I moved to answer it.I couldn't help it. Some old, trained part of me, the part that had spent twenty-four years jumping when a telephone rang in a Connecticut hallway, was already on its feet. I slid off the edge of the mattress and reached for the receiver on the wall, my hand outstretched, my heart hammering against my ribs.Fingers closed around my wrist.Warm. Weak. Absolutely unyielding."Let it ring," Damien said.I turned.He was propped against the pillows with the pale light of the console washing across his face. His eyes were open. They were tired, and clouded, and very clear. His left hand had left my back and found my wrist, and he held it, not hard, with the flat steady pressure of a man who has decided something and isn't going to be argued out of it."It could be...""It could be anyone.""It could be important.""It could be the end of the world." The corner of his mouth lifted. "It can wait until morning."I stared at the pulsing red light.*Bzzzt. Bzzzt. Bzzzt.*I
The hairdresser arrived at eight AM on day two.I sat in the chair my father had set up in the bathroom while a woman named Rita mixed chemicals in a bowl. The smell made my nose burn."Darker," my father said from the doorway. "His hair is too light. Marcus's is almost black."Rita nodded and adde
The shouting woke me at dawn.I'd barely slept. Spent most of the night staring at that marriage contract, at my photo paper-clipped where it didn't belong. When I finally passed out around four AM, my dreams were full of men in suits dragging me down endless hallways.Now my father's voice was sha
The city looked like a circuit board from up here.I stood at the window of my office on the sixty-second floor of Cross Tower, watching the lights blink and pulse in the darkness below. Ten PM. Most people had gone home hours ago.I preferred it this way. Quiet. Empty. No one asking questions I di
The shouting started while I was sketching.I was in my room, halfway through drawing the view from my window, when my father's voice exploded through the house.I grabbed my sketchbook and the acceptance letter I'd been using as a bookmark. My hands were still black with charcoal. I didn't think.