LOGINI didn't go to the Vale estate.
Instead I stayed in bed and watched the ceiling fan spin until my eyes went blurry. My phone kept buzzing with more texts from Julian but I ignored them all.
Around noon my stomach cramped.
Not the normal pregnancy discomfort I'd gotten used to. Something sharper and wrong.
I shifted positions and the cramp eased. Probably nothing, just stress.
The baby had been moving less since yesterday. I tried not to think about it.
My phone rang. Julian again.
I let it go to voicemail.
Another cramp hit and this time I gasped. My hand flew to my stomach and I felt it tighten under my palm like a fist clenching.
"No." I whispered to the empty room. "Not yet. It's too early."
Eight months wasn't full term. The baby needed more time.
The cramp passed and I breathed slowly through my nose.
Maybe I should call someone. Yes Cara, the doctor, anyone.
But my body felt too heavy to move. Too tired to care.
I closed my eyes and tried to rest.
The next cramp woke me up and I realized I'd been asleep for two hours. This one was worse. So much worse.
Pain radiated from my lower back around to my stomach and I couldn't breathe through it. I clutched the sheets and bit my lip to keep from screaming.
When it passed I was covered in sweat.
I needed help.
I reached for my phone on the nightstand but another wave of pain hit. I knocked it to the floor instead. It skidded under the bed out of reach.
"No." I tried to lean over to grab it but my body wouldn't bend that way. The pain was too much. I screamed out of frustration.
The bedroom door flew open.
Bree stood in the doorway with her arms crossed.
"What's all the noise about?"
"Something's wrong." I could barely get the words out. "The baby."
"You're fine. You're just being dramatic."
"I'm not." Another cramp twisted through me and I doubled over. "Please. I need to go to the hospital."
Bree walked closer but didn't touch me. She just looked down at me like I was a bug she was considering stepping on.
"You're not going anywhere."
"What?"
"You heard me." She picked up the pill bottle from my nightstand and shook it. "You missed your dose this morning. That's why you're having issues."
"I'm in labor."
"You're having contractions. It's normal. Take your pills and calm down."
"It's too early. The baby isn't ready."
"Then maybe you should have taken better care of yourself." Bree opened the bottle and held out two pills. "Take them."
I shook my head.
"I said take them." Her voice went cold.
"No." The word came out stronger than I expected. "I need a doctor."
Bree's face twisted into something ugly.
"You ungrateful little bitch. After everything this family has done for you." She threw the pills at me. "Your baby is probably going to die anyway. You're too weak to carry it to term."
The words hit me harder than any physical blow could.
"If you lose that baby it's because you have weak genes. Nothing to do with me." She turned toward the door. "I have a lunch appointment. Rest and you'll be fine."
"Bree, wait." I tried to get up but my legs wouldn't hold me. "Please don't leave me."
She walked out and closed the door behind her.
I heard her heels click down the hallway. The front door opened and closed. I heard her car start in the driveway.
She'd left me. How could someone be this evil?
Another contraction hit and I felt something wet between my legs. I was already losing too much blood. I had to get help.
I rolled off the bed and landed on my hands and knees. Pain shot through my abdomen but I forced myself to crawl toward the door.
Every movement felt like knives in my stomach. My arms shook. I could barely see through the tears.
But I kept moving.
I reached the door and pulled myself up using the handle. The hallway stretched in front of me impossibly long.
I took one step. Then another. My hand pressed against the wall for support.
The stairs looked like a mountain. I grabbed the railing and started down. One step at a time, feeling pain with every movement.
Halfway down another contraction hit and my legs gave out.
I fell.
The world spun as I tumbled down the remaining stairs. My shoulder hit the wall. My hip crashed against the steps. Everything was pain and noise and fear.
I landed at the bottom in a heap. For a second I couldn't breathe or move. I just lay there gasping for air.
Then I heard the baby's heartbeat getting weaker inside me.
No. No no no.
I dragged myself toward the front door. I left a trail of blood behind me on the expensive white carpet.
The door was so close. It was just a few more feet.
I reached up and turned the handle. Cool air hit my face.
The driveway was empty. The street beyond was quiet. Bree's car was gone.
I pulled myself out onto the porch, down the steps.
The sun was too bright. Everything hurt.
I could see the street from here. A couple of cars were passing by. If I could just get to the road someone would see me.
I crawled. Inch by inch. My arms were shaking so hard I could barely hold myself up.
It was almost there. Just a little further.
I reached the edge of the driveway and looked up at the street.
A car was coming.
I tried to wave but my arm wouldn't lift high enough. "Help." My voice came out as a whisper. "Please help."
The car got closer.
I tried to stand or get into the road where they'd see me. I made it to my feet but my legs buckled immediately.
I fell forward into the street.
Tires squealed.
Pain exploded through my whole body.
Then everything went black.
I couldn't stop staring at the pills in my hand.She'll never find out.Bree's words kept playing in my head like a broken record. Over and over until they didn't sound like words anymore. Just noise that made my chest tight.I sat up slowly and looked at the two white circles in my palm. They looked so harmless. So normal. Just medicine that was supposed to help me.But Bree had lied to someone on the phone. Said I'd taken them when she couldn't have known for sure. Said I'd never find out something.Find out what?I walked to the bathroom on shaky legs and stared at the pills. My reflection looked back at me from the mirror. Pale. Tired. Weak.I'd looked like this for two years.The thought hit me suddenly. I hadn't always been this way. Before the marriage I'd been stronger. Healthier. I used to go running every morning. Used to have energy that lasted all day.When did that change?I thought back and the timeline made my stomach sink.Bree had given me the pills two weeks after th
The medication they'd given me wore off around midmorning and I felt the anger come rushing back.I was staring at the ceiling when Cara walked in carrying a bag from my favorite coffee shop."You're awake." She set the bag on the table. "I brought you real food. Hospital breakfast is garbage.""Thanks." I sat up slowly.She pulled out a muffin and coffee and handed them to me. Then she sat in the chair next to my bed and just looked at me."How are you really doing?""I don't know." I picked at the muffin. "I feel numb most of the time. Then angry. Then numb again.""That's normal.""Nothing about this is normal."Cara reached over and squeezed my hand."I'm so sorry Eloise. About everything. The baby. Julian. All of it.""He was out celebrating last night." The words tasted bitter. "While I was here he was with Rite at some restaurant.""I know. I saw the posts." Her jaw clenched. "He's a monster.""He wants a divorce.""Good. You deserve so much better than him."I took a sip of co
The sun was setting outside my window when I finally asked about Julian.A nurse came in to check my vitals. She was young with kind eyes and she moved quietly around the room."Has my husband been here?" The words tasted bitter in my mouth.She glanced at me then back at the monitor."I don't think so. Let me check the visitor log."She pulled out her tablet and scrolled through it. Her face stayed neutral but I saw something flicker in her expression."No Mrs Vale. No visitors have been logged for you.""Can you call him? His number should be in my file.""Of course." She pulled up the contact information. "I'll try right now."She dialed and put the phone on speaker. It rang four times then went to voicemail."Hi you've reached Julian Vale. Leave a message."The nurse ended the call."Would you like me to try again?""No." My chest felt tight. "Thank you."She hesitated before leaving."Mrs Vale I probably shouldn't say this but someone important did ask us to make sure you were sa
My hand searched for my stomach before I opened my eyes.The curve should have been there. Round and firm under my pain but my fingers pressed against something flat and wrong.I forced my eyes open and the bright lights above me burned. White ceiling tiles came into focus slowly. A machine beeped somewhere close. The air smelled sharp and chemical.Hospital.But how did I get here? I lifted my head off the pillow and looked down at my body under the thin blanket. My hospital gown hung loose where my belly used to push against the fabric.I pressed both hands against my abdomen and felt only softness. No kicks, no movement. Just emptiness that went deeper than my skin.The last thing I remembered was falling. The street. The car. Pain everywhere.Then nothing."No." I tried to sit up but my arms shook under my weight. They folded and I fell back against the pillow. "No no no."My legs wouldn't move right either. I tried to bend my knees but they felt distant and weak like they belonge
The hospital smelled like antiseptic and death. I hated it here but Doctor Raymond insisted I couldn't skip my monthly checkups anymore."Your vitals are stable." Raymond looked up from his tablet. "But the tremors are getting worse."I flexed my hand and felt the familiar weakness spreading through my fingers. The illness that had plagued me since birth. The thing that made me less than what I should be."I'm managing.""You're deteriorating." Raymond set down the tablet. "We need to discuss alternative treatments.""We've discussed everything. Nothing works.""There's always hope."I stood because this conversation was going nowhere."If that's all Doctor.""Drax wait." Raymond moved to block the door. "I know you don't like being here but your health matters.""I'll be back next month."I walked out before he could argue.The hospital corridor was busy with nurses and patients. I kept my head down and my presence suppressed. Most people didn't recognize me when I wasn't actively pr
I didn't go to the Vale estate.Instead I stayed in bed and watched the ceiling fan spin until my eyes went blurry. My phone kept buzzing with more texts from Julian but I ignored them all.Around noon my stomach cramped.Not the normal pregnancy discomfort I'd gotten used to. Something sharper and wrong.I shifted positions and the cramp eased. Probably nothing, just stress.The baby had been moving less since yesterday. I tried not to think about it.My phone rang. Julian again.I let it go to voicemail.Another cramp hit and this time I gasped. My hand flew to my stomach and I felt it tighten under my palm like a fist clenching."No." I whispered to the empty room. "Not yet. It's too early."Eight months wasn't full term. The baby needed more time.The cramp passed and I breathed slowly through my nose. Maybe I should call someone. Yes Cara, the doctor, anyone.But my body felt too heavy to move. Too tired to care.I closed my eyes and tried to rest.The next cramp woke me up and







