Chapter 30

CHRIS’S POV ;

I was losing concentration, I agree I was an ass to Aubrey and I apologized about it but I don't know what prompted me into kissing her, I betrayed Belle, I had promised myself to stay faithful to her and only her but now I have just ruined that, it hurts so much because I don't regret it. Aubrey is nothing like Belle, my Isabelle, Aubrey is plain while Isabelle was the true definition of class, a woman of pride and beauty, Aubrey on the other hand is messy, funny and silly, too emotional but what attracts me to her is what I still don't understand, I don't understand how I am attracted to her, I felt worse thinking about her soft lips and just how innocent she actually is "Fuck!" I shouldn't be thinking about this, I vowed to be faithful to Belle till I took my last breath, how can I knowingly betray her like this, I stripped off my clothes and walked into the bathroom.

I know I am only human and there is just about much that I can do, but kissing my surro