Zara’s POV
From the second I step into the dining hall, I know I don’t belong. The room falls quiet, just for a moment, but long enough for me to feel every pair of eyes on me. Whispers ripple through the space like a cold breeze, and I catch fragments as I pass. “She’s back?” “I thought they said it’s a new girl?” “Why is she here?” She’s back? Their stares weigh heavier than any burden I’ve carried. I keep my head high, my heart pounding so loud it drowns out their voices. I won’t let them see how much it stings. I take a seat at the edge of the room, alone. I don’t even try to join anyone. They’ve made it clear, I’m not wanted. I barely touch my food, because my appetite is gone. Instead, I study the room, and that’s when I see him. Atlas king, the top boy. He’s everything they say he is, breathtaking and infuriating all at once. Dark hair that looks effortlessly messy, as if he rolled out of bed like that and still somehow perfect. Storm-gray eyes that flick lazily across the room, cold and sharp. His posture screams arrogance; he leans back in his chair, arms draped across the seat beside him like he owns the whole damn world. And maybe here, he does. Girls cling to him, laughing too loudly at things he doesn’t even say. They practically fall over themselves for a glance. And when he gives them that lazy smirk of his, they melt. But not me. He stared deep into my eyes and I tear my gaze away, heart beating faster for reasons I don’t want to admit. …. Classes happened fast, the whispers following me everywhere. No one speaks to me directly, but I can feel it, the tension, the curiosity, the judgment. Like they’re waiting for me to mess up. Like they’re sure I don’t belong. By the time combat training comes around, I’m exhausted. I just want to get through the day. The training ground is vast and open, the dirt underfoot packed hard from years of practice. The instructor’s voice booms across the field. “Pair up!” Students move fast, already forming pairs. I hesitate. I don’t know anyone. I stand there, awkward, exposed. The instructor frowns. His gaze lands on me, then on the one boy who hasn’t picked a partner, Atlas. “No,” Atlas says flatly, before the instructor can even speak. His voice booms through the air, low and firm. “I’m not pairing with her.” A fresh wave of whispers. “Did you hear that?” “He doesn’t even want to go near her.” “Why would he?” I feel my cheeks burn. The instructor’s jaw tightens. “Atlas. You’ll pair with whoever I assign. She’s your partner.” Atlas sighs, raking a hand through his hair, looking every bit the boy who’s used to getting his way, and pissed when he doesn’t. He stalks toward me, his expression unreadable but his eyes hard. When he’s close, he leans in just enough so I can hear, his voice low and cold. “Stay out of my way. Don’t touch me unless I tell you to.” I blink at him, my frustration flaring. “How am I supposed to not touch you when we’re paired for combat?” His lips curl into that infuriating smirk. “Figure it out.” I glare at him, my pride stinging. And just like that, he steps back, stance loose but ready. Waiting for me to make the first move like this is a game he’s already won. The fight is humiliating. Not because I’m weak, but because he barely tries. He dodges my strikes like they’re nothing, moving with effortless grace. And every time I get close, he shifts just out of reach, as if my touch would burn him. His friends, I had assumed watched us, some laughing, others whispering. A group of girls on the sidelines, gorgeous, polished, confident, glares at me like I’ve committed a crime just by breathing the same air as him. When it’s over, I’m out of breath, angry, and more determined than ever. Atlas? He looked totally bored. “Boring,” he says, turning his back on me without a second thought. And I swear to myself, next time, I won’t make it so easy for him to talk.Zara’s POV I hated school trips. Always had. They reminded me of long childhood bus rides with kids I couldn’t relate to, the smell of old leather seats and hot plastic, and teachers telling us to look at scenery while my mind reeled with other things. But this trip to Greystone Island felt worse. The boat rocked under my feet as we crossed the narrow river from mainland to the academy’s original home. Wind slapped my hair across my face. Seagulls circled overhead, their shrieks echoing through my skull. Students chartered around me, excitement buzzing in the salty breeze. Atlas stood near the prow with Liam, black hair whipping behind him like a fallen god. Jace leaned against the side rails further down, eyes half-lidded, wind tugging at his brown waves. He glanced at me only once, then away, like I was a star in a distant galaxy he didn’t care to observe. Alex stood beside him, laughing at something he said. My chest tightened. I turned away. “Did you hear about the dorm placem
Zara’s POV Saturday dawned cold and bright, frost silvering the grass beyond my dorm window. I woke up shivering under thin covers, my breath fogging in the dim dawn light. Wolf sports day. Great. The entire academy was buzzing about it all week, but all I cared about was calling Aunt May. My mind burned with questions — about Mira Blackwood, about the journal hidden under my pillow, about why my name kept popping up in places it didn’t belong. But calls weren’t allowed until after sports ended. I clenched my fists under the blanket. Why does everything here feel like a cage? I dragged myself up, showered and pulled on my thickest sweater, and met Talia at breakfast. She was humming under her breath as she sprinkled cinnamon onto her porridge. The dining hall was rowdy today, packed with students chattering about which wolf team would win the territory run. Above us, giant banners shimmered with house sigils. “You look dead,” Talia said cheerfully, biting into a buttered roll. “T
Zara’s POV THE NEXT DAY… The sun rose through the low rolling mist that morning, making the academy spires look like jagged islands floating in pale gold clouds. I watched it from my dorm window, arms wrapped around my knees, chin balanced between them. My thoughts felt heavy, sluggish, like soaked wool. I should have been studying for midterms — my notebooks lay scattered across my duvet, equations and incantation runes half-memorised. But all I could think about was the way Atlas had looked at me yesterday in Herbal Studies. As though he was reading secrets off my bones. As though he already knew something I didn’t. A sharp knock at my door snapped me out of my daze. I flinched, throat tight. “Yeah?” I croaked, voice hoarse. The door creaked open and Talia poked her head in. Her dark curls were half-tamed by a thin red ribbon today, her eyes lined with smudged black kohl. She looked… uneasy. “Did you hear?” she whispered, stepping fully into the room and closing the door behin
Zara’s POV I woke up with a tightness in my chest. The memory of that letter clung to me no matter how much I tried to piece the possibility in. No doubt, it was Aunt May’s neat handwriting, the slight floral scent of her perfume embedded into the paper fibres… and yet, something was off. Something so deeply wrong it made my stomach twist every time I remembered. My boots thudded against the waxed hallway floors as I stormed down the east corridor towards the Letter Office. The morning air still carried the cool bite of dawn, but my palms were sweaty with impatience. The academy’s white walls were lined with black iron lanterns humming softly. I shoved past a few first-years huddled over a single textbook, ignoring their startled squeaks. When I reached the Letter Office, the smell of parchment and melted sealing wax hit me. The room was narrow, with pigeonhole cubbies stacked to the ceiling, each labelled with brass plates for dorm wings and family codes. Behind the tall wooden co
Zara’s POV The hallway outside the East Dorm was darker than usual. The sconces that usually flickered with enchantment light barely glowed. I rubbed my arms, nerves crackling under my skin. My shoes were too loud on the marble, echoing like warning bells. Midnight felt heavier tonight, like the walls themselves were listening. It started this morning. The Academy newsletter, The Howl & Fang, plastered across every screen in the cafeteria. Their “Midterm Romance Rankings” was supposed to be a joke. Until I saw the names. #1: Jace & Alex — Power Couple Goals #2: Atlas & Zara — Reigniting the Flame? I’d nearly choked on my water. Alex had looked ready to crawl under the table. Jace had remained calm, expression unreadable. Atlas? He smirked like it was hilarious. Like I hadn’t just been publicly paired with the most emotionally annoying confusing male in the entire school. I’d tried to avoid them all day. Even skipped training. Hid out in the East Wing garden until curfew. But no
Zara Midterms turned the academy into a prison. Every hallway buzzed with students, paper crumples, and the low drone of students reciting facts under their breath like prayers. Even the combat wing had quieted, no training, no duels — just the suffocating silence of too many brains trying not to fail. The main library was a disaster. Every table taken. Bodies slumped in uncomfortable chairs, backpacks filled with notes, enchantments pulsing weakly in the corners. I had tried, gods knew I had, to find a place to concentrate. But the whispering, the shuffling, the smell of stress, and sweat…. It rose to my skull. So I asked Mina Roja, our class captain, quietly over breakfast, where people didn’t study. She blinked at me. “Old East Wing.” I frowned. “Why not there?” She leaned closer like the shadows might hear. “It’s sealed. They say part of the roof caved in a few terms ago. Unsafe.” She lowered her voice further. “Also cursed.” Still, later that afternoon, I found myself pu