Once upon a time, the world was balanced and peaceful, thanks to its protectors of nature, the Amazons, a unique breed of werewolves that existed solely to protect and maintain the balance of the natural world. But they fell victim to the seduction of greed and power, ultimately leading to the Tribe’s downfall, shattering the balance and laws of nature with it. This gave rise to the Council and its insatiable greed, depravity, and power-hungry behaviors, creating a further imbalance in the world, with she-wolves, once revered and respected, slowly dying out due to their enslaved existence. Still, some refuse to go down without a fight, clinging to the hope and rumor that a powerful she-wolf, their Savior, will rise and save them. Corinna Woods is the naive and kind-hearted Luna of the Dark Shadow pack and chosen mate of Xander Woods, but after years of horror, she runs. Years later, she’s changed into a broken, paranoid, reckless single mother unable to escape her pain. When she discovers her mate, she is petrified and refuses to accept, having vowed never to allow a man that kind of power over her again. Wyatt Campbell is a powerful Alpha who believes in the old ways of fated mate bonds and thinks the council's laws are ridiculous and degrading, refusing to follow them within his pack. When he finds his mate, he is shocked not only to find her after years of searching, but also when she rejects him. Can he prove to his mate that he is not like the others? Can their fated mate bond, along with the support of their allies, change the ways and restore the much-needed balance to the werewolf world before they become extinct?
View MoreTrigger Warning - Themes of physical and emotional abuse, rape, manipulation, and other traumatic themes are featured in this story, so proceed with caution.
Corinna
Once again, I am in the bathtub, silently crying, scrubbing my body raw to get his touch, scent, hell, his whole disgusting essence off me. I’m also trying not to be too loud; I don’t want to set him off.
This has become my nightly and morning routine ever since he brought me to this awful pack.
After 40 minutes, I enter our bedroom and stare at my so-called ‘mate’ from the doorway. It makes me want to vomit that I have to share a bed with him.
I need to get out of here, somehow, as time is running out for me, for us. That’s my last thought before sleep takes me, and a lone tear falls.
I am Luna of the Dark Shadow pack and the official mate of Xander Woods, the new Alpha of this so-called pack. It means everything to him, but I couldn’t give two shits as it’s awful being here.
I should have listened to my family’s warnings, but didn’t. I believed my mate, something I didn’t even know was a thing, was the most loving, caring person I had ever met. But I was soon proven wrong.
So horribly, utterly wrong.
Luna, my wolf, healed me overnight, only for my torment to carry on the following day when Xander woke up and had his way with me. Consent be damned! As his mate, I should be ready for him no matter what. Apparently, that is the law from the stupid council, no wonder Lunas and females look miserable and broken.
“You’re fucking useless.” He spat as he pulled out of me, and I turned away from him.
What did he expect after all this time? Gratitude for the pain? Whether it’s direct, or when he cheats on me? Fuck that.
He’s lucky Luna is so weak that we don’t have the strength to fight back anymore. I can’t believe I’m about to say this, but I wish he would go back to fucking other she-wolves, then I wouldn’t have his full ‘attention’.
I’d rather deal with that pain. At least it’s not direct.
He only stopped cheating recently because he knew I would feel it through the bond, and I am pregnant with a boy, his so-called ‘precious’ heir. That’s his fucked up version of caring, yet he still torments the living shit out of me every chance he gets.
He ultimately doesn’t give a flying fuck as long he gets what he needs. Asshole.
‘I know I should love him because he’s our mate, but if we don’t do something, Rina, we will lose this pup, and you will lose me. I don’t know how long I can keep doing this.’ My wolf says, and I tearfully agree with her.
I don’t want to lose my child or my wolf, and I refuse to let my sweet, innocent baby grow up and get corrupted in this fucked up environment and turn out like him. I need to reject him, this pack, and run. I just hope I can pull this off without anyone catching on.
Not everyone is bad in this pack, like Xander’s brother Noah and his mother Brooke, but that’s not enough. I have to go for my safety and my son’s.
These are my never-ending thoughts as I prepare for the day and apply makeup to cover the marks around my neck and chest.
Luna is slightly weaker this morning as she’s been using a lot of energy to heal us, making sure our pup is safe in our belly. In the last 2 years, Luna has weakened considerably due to the abuse Xander has inflicted on us.
I mind link my maid, Gia, to come to my room, and within five minutes, she’s knocking on my door.
She told me to keep our real relationship a secret, and now I am massively relieved that she gave me that advice because we can probably use it to our advantage.
The moment Gia enters my room, her eyes go to my latest collection of fresh bruises, and she briefly looks down in shame and sadness before coming over to hug me gently and carefully.
“When?” She whispers in my ear.
“Last night and this morning. Luna has been using most of her energy to keep the pup safe. She needs a little more time before she can heal the rest of me, provided he gives me a break.” I tell her as I pull back and bring her to sit on the bed with me.
“How long, Rina? You can’t keep doing this. He’s killing you.” Gia pleads with me.
“I know.” I whisper, feeling broken in more ways than one.
‘Which is why I have decided to run. Reject him, the pack, and go. You with me?’ I ask her in the mind link.
She perks up with hope, and her eyes start glistening with relief.
‘Oh, thank Artemis! Of course, I am! When? It needs to be soon.’ She answers back excitedly.
‘Yes, it does. I was thinking possibly this weekend when Xander goes to the brothels. He always comes home late; however, there is a chance of me being weakened even more if he gives in to his arousal while he’s there. But it might be our only chance since most of the men go there with him.’
‘Will Luna be strong enough to handle that?’ Gia asks, and her eyes slightly change color, indicating that her wolf, Penelope, is also present.
‘It won’t be easy, but I have to protect this pup no matter what. I can't lose another, I won’t survive it.’ Luna answers this time, and I nod my head in agreement.
Gia hugs me one last time before quickly collecting herself, not wanting to raise suspicion, and walks out of my room.
I take a few moments as well, then head out to get breakfast.
I see Brooke and Noah sitting at the table in the private dining room. They notice me and smile at me, which I return as I take my seat.
Brooke is what my future looks like if I stay here, broken and powerless after years of mistreatment. I think the only reason she is still alive is because of Noah.
Noah is an absolute sweetheart despite being bullied by the pack, with the exception of his mother, and I suddenly have a thought.
I don’t know if he will go for it, as it means leaving his mother behind, but I will ask nonetheless.
“Good morning, Corinna. How are you this morning?” Brooke asks as the maids, Gia included, serve us our breakfasts.
“Oh, the usual.” I chuckle, rubbing my tiny bump.
“Yes, I remember Xander being a nightmare when I was pregnant with him.” Brooke says fondly with a soft smile.
I just nod my head with a tight-lipped smile. ‘You have no fucking idea what a nightmare your son is’ I think to myself. Noah looks at both of us with a somber expression, saying nothing.
“What about Noah?” I ask to change the subject slightly, taking a bite of my eggs.
“Um, Noah was exactly how he is now. Peaceful.” Brooke answers somewhat nervously, taking a sip from her coffee and avoiding eye contact.
“Noah, can I talk to you later?” I ask as we eat.
Noah turns to look at me, his head tilted to the side with a curious look. Brooke notices and immediately orders everyone out, leaving just the three of us.
“What is this about?” She asks with narrowed eyes.
“Nothing bad, just want a private word.” I tell her casually. I can’t have her suspicious of my plans.
“Is this about what you and Gia were talking about this morning?” She asks me and though I'm surprised, I know there’s no way she heard our plans as we mind linked that part.
“In regards to what? And how do you know we talked?” I replied casually, leaning back in my chair.
“You know what. The other maids reported it to me. I told them it was nothing to worry about and not to mention it to anyone else. How long has my son been hurting you?” She asks point-blank, and I am stunned. What?!
“Corinna, I am not blind. I know what Xander is like. Sadly, he’s just like his father.” She says in a sad tone, turning away from me.
Guilt and shame are written all over her face. I can’t help but feel empathy, sadness, and a little resentment. Why not interfere or help?
“It’s been happening since he brought me to the pack, but it got worse when I got pregnant the first time.” I say, looking down. My sorrow hit me like a ton of bricks.
Brooke is silent as she gets up, walks over, and hugs me, whispering, ‘I am so sorry’ in my ear.
“That is why I have decided to leave. I’m sorry, but I can’t anymore. If I stay, I will lose this baby and, quite possibly, my wolf. But I wanted to ask if Noah would like to come too,” I ask, pulling back and looking at them.
Noah looks surprised while Brooke takes a deep breath before turning her gaze to him.
“Wow, I didn’t expect that. How? You know Alpha and Father will go apeshit.” He turns to look at his mom and then at me again. “Who would look after Mom if I were to leave with you?”
“Oh, baby, don’t worry about me. If you have a chance to escape this hell, go.” She tells him softly, cupping his cheek before turning to me.
“He does have a point, though; how?” She asks.
“Wait a minute, you're not gonna beg me to stay?” I ask, confused.
Brooke shakes her head ‘no’ with tears falling.
“No, sweet girl. You are right. If you carry on like this, you will lose this child and your wolf. You will become like me, powerless and broken.” She whispers the last part.
She cups my face, looking deeply into my eyes.
“I care about you, and I love my grandson too much to let that happen again, even if it means I may never see him.” She closes her eyes, placing her hand on my slightly swollen belly, letting out a quiet sob at the thought of never seeing her grandpup.
“Thank you. I promise to tell him all about his brave grandmother one day,” I say with a grateful smile, placing my hands on top of hers.
I then proceeded to tell them about my plan, with Brooke adding that she could obtain the guard schedules for that night, so we could decide which route and border would be easiest to run to.
Brooke also asked me about the condition of my wolf, and I told her the truth, but we were prepared, despite knowing the huge risk we were taking. Wolves know the pain of rejection and what it could do to your wolf, but pregnant? It could kill the pup.
Essentially, I’m damned no matter what I do.
‘I will try my best in the next few days to gather as much power and strength as possible so we can escape this hellhole.’ Luna tells me confidently.
~ A week later ~
Tonight is the night.
We’ve spent much of the week reviewing plans and putting things in place, even money, thanks to Brooke. Gia and I also have the ability to hide our scents, something else we never told anyone, which will definitely come in handy later.
I get a mind link from Gia saying it’s time and asking if I’m ready. I tell her I will be there in 5 minutes and that I will meet her at the back of the packhouse. I quickly dress in comfortable baggy clothing since I can’t shift due to my pregnancy, and I will most likely have to ride Penny if we run into trouble.
I leave my room silently, only to bump into one of the warriors stationed on my floor. Shit!
“Luna, why are you up this late?” He asks me as we put some distance between us.
“Oh, uh, I wanted to get a snack. You know, cravings.” I let out a nervous chuckle.
“But why are you dressed like that?” He eyes me up and down curiously.
“You know what Alpha is like. Imagine what he would do if I came out in my pajamas.” I said, trying to keep my nerves at bay.
After evading the guard, I quickly headed to the meeting place and saw that only Gia was hiding behind a pillar. Where’s Noah?
“He’s not here, but we can’t wait,” Gia says, emerging from the shadows, and I gasp.
She’s black, blue, and purple, one eye slightly swollen shut, and I let out a small whimper, tracing her eye and bruises with my fingers.
“Enough!” Gia growls, slapping my hands away.
She’s right; run now and worry later. After 20 minutes of running, we suddenly hear the howls of alert, and one of the howls is Blake, Xander’s wolf.
What the fuck is he doing back?! We need to hurry!
We picked up the pace and ran as fast as we could to the other side of the border. Then, we quickly climbed up the trees, hiding behind thick branches and leaves.
The warriors underneath us don’t even think to look up. I silently scoff, looking down at them. Stupid wolves.
Gia and I give each other a nod before I turn to look up at the moon and take a deep breath.
“I, Corinna Woods, reject Xander Woods as my mate and Alpha, and I declare myself a lone wolf.” I yell.
I smile with relief, even though I feel pain, because of the sheer gratification I get seeing Xander and the rest of the warriors incapacitated, writhing, and howling in pain over my rejection as their Luna.
“I, Gia Harris, reject Xander Woods as my Alpha and declare myself a lone wolf.” Gia says with a pleased growl, looking at the sight below.
We jumped down with huge grins at the sight around us. Gia started running off, and I was about to follow when I heard….
“You will pay for this.” Xander stutters through the pain, clutching his chest.
I turn and face him long enough to flip him off smugly before I start running, disappearing into the night.
I’m free….
Evander The moment the woman confirmed it was my mate’s sister, I felt the last of my restraint snap like a motherfucking twig, and Koa, my wolf, roared so loud in my head that I had no choice but to flee and shift. Now I understand Wyatt’s predicament and headache. The Moon Goddess must be in jester mode, laughing her ass off because what in the actual fuck?Shit…A person can only take so much. If someone had told me this morning that today would turn into such a shitstorm, I would have stayed in bed with Oscar.Oh, fuck, Oscar…What the fuck do I even say to him? ‘Hey, hon, guess what? I just sniffed out our mate. It’s a woman. And she smells fucking mouthwatering amazing. Oh, and the young Gamma that Dean mentioned in the briefing? You know, the one who was abused and ran away from her pack? Turns out it’s your baby sister.’ Oh yeah, cause that would go down so well. Fuck! He’s going to blow a fucking gasket, and that’s saying a fucking lot as he hardly speaks more than four
Tess I stare at the woman with widened eyes and creased eyebrows, utterly dumbfounded and confused. What the fuck does she mean ‘they both do’? I’ve been around that Alpha, and he’s freaking powerful as is, not to mention massive! Heck, the man is a freaking giant! There’s no doubt about who the freaking Alpha is with him around, so how much more powerful can he get?! And how is that a good thing?Meanwhile, Sofia chuckles into her cup as she sips, amused by my reaction. “Stop staring like a clueless pup. You’re far too old for that.” She mockingly says, continuing to chuckle. I snort and narrow my eyes. “Why, you little…!” I huff and cross my arms, glaring at her. She can fucking talk. She’s older than me! I think she is, anyway.Despite our ten years of companionship, Sofia's past remains a mystery. The little I know, I've gleaned from eavesdropping on my father and Alpha Isaac. Over the years, due to my curiosity, I have tried a few times to get Sofia to open up, not about t
Tess I’m sitting quietly with a fresh cup of coffee opposite Cora, who’s burning holes into the coffee table, still in shock over my words and seeing my scar-free back. I don’t blame her. It is pretty unbelievable that a shifter’s blood could do something like that. I wasn’t kidding when I said she’s powerful, and now that I have accepted her as my Alpha, I feel that power deep in my heart and soul. She didn’t just heal me; it feels like Demy, my wolf, and I have been reborn. That rebirth might also be the reason behind my behavior last night, not that I feel bad about ripping into that pig or threatening that Alpha. The corner of my lips smugly twitched against the mug's rim, remembering last night. Damn, that felt good.I meant it when I said nobody touches my girls and gets away with it, especially the one that I’m currently looking at. I still can’t believe it is indeed her.Sure, I felt her aura getting stronger as time passed, but when she shifted, I couldn’t believe my eye
Wyatt I yawn into my coffee cup before taking a sip as I keep my eyes on the building where I saw Luna go in last night. My window is slightly lowered, and the same scents I sniffed out last night are still there. There are a lot of she-wolves around here. This area may be neutral territory, but it's still risky for many to be in the same area unless they know how to fight. Even then, their chances are not great if more than one fucker comes sniffing around here. When is this fucking caffeine going to kick in? I’m on my second fucking coffee, for fuck’s sake, I grumble to myself, annoyed. I scrub my face before yawning into my fist again. Kick in already, fuck!I only slept a few hours because I wanted to be here bright and early, hoping to finally see Luna’s human form and see who else was living here before I go back to the diner and talk to Tess, who I’m fucking sure is an alpha female. How she handled that warrior, how she interacted with the others, and how they responded to h
CoraWe spent half an hour quietly sitting and cuddling Elijah until Tess clapped her hands, announcing it was time to start the day. She got up and went into the kitchen to start the coffee, as I breathed a heavy sigh before I sent Elijah off to get cleaned up and dressed for school before breakfast.He gave me a quick hug and kiss before disappearing down the hall. I then turn my attention to Angela and gently nudge her to wake up.“Oh, hi. Good morning." She says with a soft smile before her yawn comes in. She moves into a sitting position, stretching her arms and rotating her neck, the blanket still covering her legs.“Good morning,” I say, sitting back down opposite her.“Are you alright?” She asked.I nod, not really in the mood to talk.“That wasn’t the most comfortable way to sleep, but oh well.” She says with a soft chuckle, cracking her neck again.She then takes the blanket off her legs and quickly folds it, placing it behind her.“Why didn’t you go home?” I ask.“Because I
WyattIt took everything in me to hold back from going after her as we watched her run off into the night, but I couldn’t help the howl that left me.After hearing stories of what it’s like for fated mates from the rare few members of my pack, I decided to wait for my mate, hoping the same would happen to me, but nothing could have prepared me for this.I was told that the connection, the pull, the attraction, everything was fucking instantaneous when you first see each other, and yet my mate fucking resisted it and me every step of the way. How?! And, more importantly, why?‘Not entirely, she admitted she felt the pull. Her reaction and arousal towards us also gave her away, but as you said, it would have been better without her fear mixed in.’ Axel pointed out.‘Either way, I didn’t like her begging to be rejected by us.’ He said, followed by a slight whine.He’s experiencing a torrid mix of emotions, like relief and joy to have found her, admiration for her strength and feistiness,
Themes of abuse - Trigger Warning. Cora I run up the stairs to my apartment and quietly open the front door. The moment I see Amber curled up on the couch sleeping, I have the overwhelming urge to growl, but stifle it. Another thing that’s been happening lately is that I’ve become extremely possessive of my apartment and Eli. Anytime I smell the women’s scents in here, and especially on Eli, I have the overwhelming need to scent him and my area, and I have no idea why. All I know is that I need to replace their scents with mine. Don’t even get me started on what happens if anyone besides Eli enters my bedroom. Sure, I was protective, heck, borderline paranoid, about who was allowed to come into my apartment and who I exposed Eli to, but this is almost an untamed, feral type of possessiveness. ‘That’s because it’s my den, and that’s my pup. I hate it when other people or their scents are in here. It’s MINE!’ Luna says with a possessive, low growl, feeling restless. See what I mea
Cora Luna just glares at him, showing her teeth slightly. ‘What the fuck do you want?’ She ignores his comment about being ‘challenge’ because it doesn’t matter. We will never accept him or become anyone’s mate, girlfriend, wife, or whatever title folks want to use again. I even refused the guy I’m currently fucking, and he’s an okay guy. Again, not interested in relationships of any kind unless it’s a fucking one until I get bored, that is. Oh, the joys of being a shifter with a high libido, mentally rolling my eyes. ‘Oh, sure. I didn’t hear you complaining when the guy was pounding into you nine ways until Sunday the other night.’ Luna sassily says. ‘I want to see you again. I would like for us to spend time together. I get that it’s going to take time…’ He says, bringing our attention back to the conversation. Luna cuts him off by snorting, still glaring, which he returns.‘Fine, a lot of fucking time to get you to trust me, but I am willing to do whatever it takes to get
CoraShit! I can’t reject him without using my real name and, in turn, revealing who I am, which ain’t happening as I can’t have him or anyone, especially Xander, find me. Or worse, Eli!Fuck, Elijah! Oh, goddess! What would happen to Eli if this Alpha were to find out I have a son?! He would probably kill him because it’s not his pup.No!Thanks to these fucking Alphas, I’ve lost enough pups during my short life, and I refuse to lose another. This Alpha can get fucked if he thinks I am going to give up my son for him.‘So what’s it gonna be?’ He asks, breaking me out of my thoughts while trying to hide his arrogant, knowing smirk behind his hand.Asshole! Okay, I don’t need to reject him; I just have to get out of here and away from him, and hopefully, he will leave me alone.I know he fucking knows there’s a reason why I can’t or won’t reject him, and he’s using it. I can tell just by looking at his annoying but oh-so-handsome face that he’s also a smart bastard, unlike some others
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