LOGINAyla’s POV
The forest is quieter this morning, as if everything is holding its breath, watching me flee from this miserable pack.
I ignore the feeling and keep moving.
I’ve only taken the basics—the clothes on my back and the money I saved from working at the coffee shop. It isn’t much, but at least it’ll keep me going until I can find a safe place outside this pack.
I sigh. At least I won’t die out there—not quickly, anyway. The cold doesn’t bite the same way anymore, not after last night’s shift.
Tala is quiet this morning, which worries me and somehow makes me feel even more anxious. It’s as if she’s waiting for something to happen.
The thought of having the triplets as my mates—and them finding out about our bond—keeps looping in my mind. I need to reach the boundary before they wake and realize what’s happened.
“You’re loud,” Tala mutters. “It’s annoying.”
I frown in surprise at her tone. “I didn’t say anything.”
“You didn’t have to,” she says. “You’ve had the same thought pacing through your mind for the last ten minutes.”
I exhale and keep pushing forward; the boundary isn’t far now.
“I shouldn’t have gone there,” I mutter.
“You don’t say,” Tala replies. “That part was obvious the moment you did it.”
I stop briefly. “I didn’t go inside.”
“Hmm,” Tala hums. “You just hovered outside like a very committed stalker. So much better than not going inside.”
My jaw tightens. “I wasn’t—”
“You were,” she cuts in, amused. “You stopped, you stayed, and that counts.”
I look away, irritation rising, but it doesn’t stick, because she’s right.
That pull wasn’t something I could ignore. It was as if my body had a mind of its own, and I couldn’t control it.
“I don’t want them,” I snap, my heart skipping a hurtful beat.
“Mm,” Tala replies. “That sounds very convincing. Say it again—maybe it’ll stick. Maybe then I’ll believe you.”
“I mean it,” I growl.
“Of course you do,” she says. “Right now, in this exact moment. It’s very passionate. I can feel all the love you have for them.”
My chest tightens. “I hate them,” I snarl.
That one lands, making Tala pause.
“They humiliated me,” I add, anger fueling my insides. “They made me feel like I’m nothing.”
Tala keeps quiet. She has no snippy remark this time.
“I’m not going back,” I say. “I’m not accepting this... this bond with them…”
Tala exhales softly. “Bold plan.”
I frown. “Why do you keep saying that?”
“Because you’re trying to argue with something that doesn’t care about your opinion or feelings,” she says.
I shake my head, moving again. “I can still try.”
“Oh, absolutely,” she taunts. “Fight fate. That’s very dramatic—I support it.”
That almost earns a glare, but instead I decide not to entertain her remarks and keep going.
“They’re coming,” she suddenly says.
I stop, my heart rate spiking as fear fills my veins.
“What?” I stutter. “You... you can’t be serious. They’re never up this early.”
“Well, you did walk up to their doors,” Tala says, sharper now. “What did you think would happen? They’d send you a thank-you note?”
My stomach drops as panic creeps in, cold and quick. “No—are they close?”
“Not yet,” she says. “But you didn’t exactly make it a challenge.”
I turn, scanning the trees; everything feels tighter now.
“I need to move quicker,” I say. “I need to reach the boundary before—”
“You need to stop and take a moment to think,” Tala interrupts. “Running blindly isn’t a personality trait for a wolf.”
My hands curl into fists. “They’ll find me anyway; it doesn’t matter what I do.”
“Probably,” she says. “The question you should be asking is—do you want to collapse dramatically into their arms or make them work for it?”
The question catches me off guard, and I hesitate.
“What’s the difference?” I ask, eyebrows narrowing in annoyance.
“Control,” she says simply. “You don’t stop them. You decide when they catch up.”
That hits, and I go still.
“Ayla, just remember one thing: you’re not prey,” she adds. “Stop acting like you’re something that needs to be chased. It’s just going to draw instinct out of them, and—”
I swallow, knowing where her thoughts are going, and I’m not ready to be marked or mated with them.
“I don’t know how to do this,” I say.
“Then improvise,” Tala exclaims. “You’re still alive, so clearly you’re not terrible at it.”
A flicker of memory—fire, screams, and blood—flashes before my eyes, but before it escalates, I shake it off. I don’t have time to be trapped in it.
Tala is right; I’ve been through worse. This should be a breeze compared to what I’ve survived.
I take a deep breath and straighten my shoulders.
“Okay,” I say. “I’ll face them…”
“There she is,” Tala smiles. “I was starting to worry you’d spiral dramatically for a while.”
I move again, slower this time. The forest shifts when I pay attention—less like a trap, more like space. For a moment, I almost believe I can stay ahead.
“Stop!” Tala yells.
I freeze. “What? What’s going on?”
“They’re here,” she whispers, as if they could hear her.
My stomach drops to my shoes—I’m not ready to confront them yet. “Already?” I almost whimper.
“They move fast,” Tala says dryly. “Try not to take it personally.”
“How far?”
“Close enough that you should already be moving smarter,” she says.
I feel them before I can scent them. Their auras stretch far and wide, as if trying to stop me. It isn’t a suffocating wrap, but it’s not gentle either.
“They feel different this morning,” I say, confused.
“They’ve stopped playing,” Tala says quietly.
A chill runs through me. “They know it’s me.”
“Oh, they absolutely know,” she replies. “You basically left them a scented invitation to your room last night.”
My pulse spikes, and my first instinct is to run—every part of me screams to do it, but
Tala’s words linger in my mind: I’m not prey.
“No more running,” I say, moving toward the treeline.
“Well, look at that,” Tala muses. “This is true character development. I’m impressed…”
I almost smile at her witty remark. I’m getting used to her cheeky personality.
I find a hiding spot behind a tree, looking down the hill. I know they’re close; I can feel their dominant auras growing stronger.
“They’re not slowing down,” I whisper.
“No,” Tala says. “They came to stop you…”
If only they knew I wasn’t going to bend to their will or be easily persuaded...
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Ayla’s POVThe forest is quieter this morning, as if everything is holding its breath, watching me flee from this miserable pack.I ignore the feeling and keep moving.I’ve only taken the basics—the clothes on my back and the money I saved from working at the coffee shop. It isn’t much, but at least it’ll keep me going until I can find a safe place outside this pack.I sigh. At least I won’t die out there—not quickly, anyway. The cold doesn’t bite the same way anymore, not after last night’s shift.Tala is quiet this morning, which worries me and somehow makes me feel even more anxious. It’s as if she’s waiting for something to happen.The thought of having the triplets as my mates—and them finding out about our bond—keeps looping in my mind. I need to reach the boundary before they wake and realize what’s happened.“You’re loud,” Tala mutters. “It’s annoying.”I frown in surprise at her tone. “I didn’t say anything.”“You didn’t have to,” she says. “You’ve had the same thought pacing
Ryker’s POVI’m awake before I should be and groan out loud as my eyes flicker open. My head still spins from too much eggnog last night.I press my hand against my head, trying to stop the feeling. I lie there for a second, staring at the ceiling, trying to figure out what pulled me out of a soundless sleep.My attention immediately turns to my wolf, Duke. He’s pacing like a caged animal—worse than his usual restless self.I drag a hand over my face, pushing myself up.“What now?” I groan under my breath. “Why are you not asleep? It’s not even time for training.”Duke doesn’t answer; his attention is set on something else.My gaze travels over my room—nothing is out of place. The room’s quiet, the bed’s a mess, my boots are still by the door, and my glass of eggnog is half-finished on the dresser from last night. Nothing seems out of order.“Seriously, mutt,” I groan. “Go back to sleep... there’s nothing—”My voice dies in my throat the moment I catch the scent, and my nostrils flare.
Ayla’s POVThe closer I get to the packhouse, the louder the world becomes again—voices carry through the trees, followed by laughter and music. It sounds so bright against the darkness and quiet outside that it leaves a coldness under my skin.Every sound inside the packhouse hits my ears wrong; it’s way too sharp and loud for my now sensitive hearing.It’s as if my wolf senses can’t filter anything—even the snow beneath my paws sounds too loud.It feels like my body doesn’t belong to me anymore—my muscles flex restlessly, full of energy under my skin. Every step feels like I could break into a sprint without meaning to.Tala lingers at the edge of my thoughts, just watching, amused.The packhouse comes closer, warmth spilling across the snow—it should feel safer, but it doesn’t.“I think we should shift back,” Tala says. “Unless you want to walk in like this and traumatize half the pack. I’d enjoy it, but apparently, we’re supposed to behave.”She must have picked up that we’re not e
Ayla’s POVAlpha Jack and Luna Ria don’t stand in my way when I get up and head toward the door a second time. They know it’s time for me to leave.With one last silent nod, I exit the packhouse and slip into the cold.It’s dark now, the wind howling through the trees in the distance.I head toward the clearing, where all coming-of-age wolves take our first shift.I can feel my wolf stirring more and more, urging me on toward the clearing.My surroundings are quiet; I can hear my old winter boots crunching into the soft, white snow, louder than they should be.The trees close in as I go deeper, and my nostrils flare as I take in the earthy scent of pine and birch covered in ice.I stop to look back at the packhouse; no one is following me. Everyone is inside, enjoying the festivities. The sound of laughter fades the farther I go.I sigh as I step into the clearing. Usually, the pack would gather around to witness the first shift, and after, everyone would run together.I’ll be all alon
Ayla’s POVLuna Ria disappears into the packhouse the moment she sees me moving. I guess someone must have called her; otherwise, she would have waited for me.She and Alpha Jack took me in after the fall of my pack.I push the depressing thoughts aside and focus on my breathing. The closer I get to the packhouse, the harder it becomes to breathe. It’s not the cold—it’s the noise.Laughter spills out into the night, far too loud and easy. It echoes around me with a low, steady thump, almost like a heartbeat—one I’m not part of. It’s alive inside, far too busy for my liking.I stop at the door for a second longer than I should before finally opening it.The familiar heat of the packhouse hits me first, making my skin sting where the cold had settled too deep.I don’t move deeper right away; I just stand there, letting the warmth soak in while everything else rushes over me—the smells, the sounds, the movement.There are way too many huge bodies in such a small space.The room is perfect
Ayla’s POVSnow falls in a slow, quiet drift all around me—not in the kind of way that makes it look magical.It just looks endless, a dull color of white and cold. It settles over everything—the trees, the ground, rooftops—as if trying to cover things up. As if, if it piles high enough, no one will remember what’s buried underneath. As if blood has never soaked into the ground beneath my feet or screams don’t still echo in my mind when I close my eyes.The cold bites through my thin, worn-out hoodie. I tug it tighter around me, more out of habit than anything else. It’s not nearly enough to keep me warm on nights like this; the cold in me is bone-deep.I try to shake off the cold and turn my attention to something else; it’s the only way I survive it.The faint scent of pine trees fills my lungs, and I focus on that as I inhale deeply, taking in the fresh, clean air.The smell of woodsmoke is there too, drifting from the packhouse, yet there’s always this sharp metallic undertone that







