Ayla’s POVSnow falls in a slow, quiet drift all around me—not in the kind of way that makes it look magical.It just looks endless, a dull color of white and cold. It settles over everything—the trees, the ground, rooftops—as if trying to cover things up. As if, if it piles high enough, no one will remember what’s buried underneath. As if blood has never soaked into the ground beneath my feet or screams don’t still echo in my mind when I close my eyes.The cold bites through my thin, worn-out hoodie. I tug it tighter around me, more out of habit than anything else. It’s not nearly enough to keep me warm on nights like this; the cold in me is bone-deep.I try to shake off the cold and turn my attention to something else; it’s the only way I survive it.The faint scent of pine trees fills my lungs, and I focus on that as I inhale deeply, taking in the fresh, clean air.The smell of woodsmoke is there too, drifting from the packhouse, yet there’s always this sharp metallic undertone that
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