It feels like the first time I got into Phillius' car, the day he had found me in the middle of the forest…
I sit beside him on the passenger’s side, my knees on my chest as I curl myself into a ball while looking at the busy streets from the window, wondering what kind of jobs these people have. Do they hunt for their food? This place is too wide but I haven’t seen any vacant or farmlands around it. It’s a mystery to me how these people acquire food on their table.Embracing myself more tightly gives me a feeling of sort of relief, glad that Phillius led me out of that embarrassing situation with Xeno. I never thought riding on this thing and looking at the beautiful structures of this place would take a bit of my stress away for a moment.“I’m so sorry for what Xeno had done to you, Sapphire. How is your wrist?”Remembering it, I checked on my wrist and saw that the bruises are already gone. I think my mana had healed the injYesterday’s moment with Phillius is… indescribable.It was beautiful and moony and I can’t understand why I can’t just accept his proposal so I could completely forget Xeno. But if I do, will I really forget Xeno? I am scared I will only regret the decision after I accept his offer being his Luna and that will only complicate things. Besides, I still have no idea why I got into this time and place after all. How I got inside a crystal in that mysterious cave. What I have felt yesterday is truly amazing but I am not sure about my feelings for Phillius yet. Sure he’s kind and gentle but I can’t take Xeno out of my mind and I hate myself for being like this all the time.To let out the upsetting feeling inside my chest, I went straight to the dojo after I woke up, training with a dummy. My physical strength isn’t my strongest aptitude but I am fast and I always take advantage of it. With kicks and punches, I pour all my vexation
“I told you, you don’t have to go with me.”I can’t let you drive on your own, Miss. You’re not familiar yet with the controls and if anything bad happens to you, I have no idea what Master Phillius would do to me.” As much as I want to glance back at Frix and look at his ridiculous worried face while he’s talking, my eyes couldn’t look away at the forest where I came from. It’s like something is pulling me to come and enter it… take a stroll under the tall woods.The morning sky is blue and clear and you could hear the birds merrily chirping around the area. The wind is cool against my skin so I embraced myself as I walked slowly, slipping down a shallow slope down on the edge of the forest.“Miss, where are you going?!”I heard Frix’s panicking voice as he made his attempt to run after me but I eyed him and gestured to him not to come. “NO, Frix, go back. You don’t have to accompany me here. I will be alright!”
“Don’t—““I know!”Xeno and I exchanged hissing words as we listened to the strange sound moving inside the cave. I tried to make my breath more even, concentrating on whatever danger that might come to us. The hideous face that I had seen might still be sleeping and it would be a disaster if it wakes up for we have no idea what level of demon it is.Xeno pulled my hand. I knew immediately that he wanted us to leave the cave. But resist the urge to leave the place for a feeling there is something more in here that is familiar to me. I can’t get out, knowing I’ll miss something important that might help me recover my memories back.I could feel the tension building in Xeno. Before I could even tell him to go away and leave me here, he had already pushed me against the cold, rocky wall of the cave, his topless body pressed against mine as he leaned down on me, his face so close that I could feel his breath on my face.
Xeno’s fever came back again, his skin is getting cold and I’m scared that at any moment, he’ll get a seizure from the poison.I took my jacket and wrapped it around his body. I knew it wasn’t enough so I lay next to him, embracing him with my arms around him. It’s embarrassing but I have no choice. He needs warmth while my hands are on his chest, using my remaining mana to stop the poison from spreading more in his body.He’s already shivering, moaning. I am already in panic and almost lost in mana. There is no living thing inside this cave that I could absorb for life energy. It’s hopeless… but I cannot let him die here…“Xeno… please don’t die on me…” I sobbed at him, wiping the
"Saph— Sapphire?!"I feel my pointy ears perked from the voice that is calling my name but I cannot distinguish it well since I already feel lightheaded from having almost no oxygen. The air is getting thinner and muggy and the only thing that keeps me surviving is because I never want Xeno to die. Not because of me."Hey! We're here! Help us! XENO IS DYING!"I was about to scream again when I heard an explosion from the tunnel and a flash of white light illuminated the place. Frix called for help! I heard several footsteps coming towards us and Frix's voice calling me and Xeno's name desperately.
Phillius pushed me inside my room and I dropped to the floor with tears in my eyes."Stay there until your mind is clear enough to accept the fact that you can never get away from this place, Sapphire. You're MINE! and no one can ever have you!" Phillius snarled at me, his eyes glowing with anger, "Don't make me kill my brother, Sapphire! You know I'll do it if you keep on fighting me!”The tingling sensation on my right cheek must have already blackened after my face hit the floor, the moment Phillius threw me inside. He glanced and gave me a cold look before he slammed the door shut, locking me in my room.I was left staring blankly at the door. My bod
“You will be alright, Miss. Just calm yourself down and never let Master Phillius think you’re scared.” I embraced little Anna, enclosing her inside my skinny arms. “Thank you for everything. I will never have the courage to do this if it isn’t for your help.”Hazel looked at my hair, checking it meticulously after I pulled myself from Anna and turned to look at her with a nervous smile. “I hope I can pull this acting game with Phillius.” I didn’t notice my lips were already trembling, already scared after remembering how Phillius treated me yesterday. “Exhale, Miss. You will never see Master Xeno if you’re too scared to face Master Phillius. You just have to pretend you’re ready to submit to him… and then you can finally sneak to check Master Xeno. You know his room, right?” Hazel advised while checking the hem of my dress. “We already told Master Phillius that you’re ok with accompanying him today. He’s going to meet the Alpha of Rowell
“I’m so honored to have the Boston Alpha here in our place,”I look at the man with thick stubbles of beard on his chin, which is I think around his mid-forties of age. He’s wearing the same formal attire, a black suit like he’s into a serious business talk with Phillius.He’s a tall, broad-shouldered, and tough-looking guy that is too muscled for his age. They both extended their arms for a friendly handshake and I saw genuine happiness on the man's face upon seeing Phillius, which made me curious about the history between the two.I smiled at them and at the man’s wife… or should I say, his Luna; a sophisticated-looking woman, wearing a red tight dress and a huge black hat that seemed almost like an umbrella to m