1.81 CAROLINE

"They asked me for an appointment."

I look up at Amanda, who stands in front of me, face down and shoulders slumped in defeat.

I sigh. I figured this would be a complication.

As soon as we landed in New York last night, we went straight to the hotel to sleep. In our hurry to make the flight, I hadn't thought of any plan on what to say to the twins, or how I would even get the opportunity to say it. After all, I doubt the security would let me near them.

But it wouldn't hurt to try, right?

At least, that is what I had originally planned.

Now, after the long flight and lack of sleep, I have no energy for this bullshit.

If they try to keep me from seeing the twins today, I may just leave. I should have gotten more sleep before coming to meet with the twins. But I couldn’t.

Mind you, when I had first left the twins when Mark showed up, I did not sleep for the first two days. By the third day, I had to take sleep medication just to sleep. After that third day, I simply slept alo