Surprise
I am still pissed when I arrived here in our apartment. Kaagad akong humalukipkip nang makaupo ako sa sofa. Sa kalagitnaan ng pag iisip, naramdaman ko ang balahibo ni Callie sa may paa ko. Kaagad ko itong binuhat.
She's getting heavier. Parang noong isang araw lang ay namo-mroblema pa si Lissy kung paano ito papakainin.
I suddenly remember what Dr. Alvi texted me earlier. He told me if he can have a picture of Callie. Nakaisip naman ako ng magandang ideya.
Binuhat at niyapos ko si Callie. After that, we took a photo together then I send it to him. Like what I am expecting, he didn't reply quickly again. Bigla ko tuloy naisip kung ano ang pinagkakaabalahan niya ngayon.
"How to be you, Callie?" I asked with a sigh of irritation. She licked my hand like what she usually does every time that I placed her on my lap.
Napawi naman bigla yung inis ko dahil sa ginawa n'ya.
"Wazzup, Amor!" Aziel gushed. Napahawak tuloy ako sa dibdib ko bago ko s'ya binato ng unan dahil sa panggugulat na ginawa niya.
"You're not funny," I mumbled.
Maya maya ay lumabas rin si Lissy na kakagaling lang sa kwarto. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa dala n'yang bagahe na kinuha naman ng pinsan kong si Aziel.
"Relle, I'll be moving to your cousin's apartment this school year. Is that alright?" paalam n'ya sa akin. Kahit pa sabihin kong hindi ako pumapayag, wala na rin naman akong magagawa. They already made their decision.
"Okay lang," tipid na sagot ko bago ibinalik ang tingin kay Callie na ngayon ay mahimbing nang natutulog.
"How's your date with that asshole, Alvidarez?"
Mabilis naman akong napaangat ng tingin dahil sa tanong ng pinsan ko. Lissy made a peace sign as if she's telling me that she's the one who informed my cousin.
"Just fine. How do you knew him?" nagtatakang tanong ko. Naiinis naman n'yang ginulo ang buhok n'ya na para bang may nangyari sa pagitan nilang dalawa noon.
"Nothing, I just hate him with no apparent reason," hindi ko na nagawang pang makapagsalita dahil sa sinabi n'ya.
Honestly, naguguluhan pa rin ako sa amin ni Alton. What if he had a clock birthmark on his right palm? Paniguradong dadating yung araw na makikita rin n'ya yung tamang babae para sa kanya.
Is that the reason why he's avoiding me?
If it wasn't because of my feelings, I won't chase him. After kissing him the last time, nagising na lang ako na ganito na yung nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.
Hanggang ngayon gulong gulo pa rin ako na para bang nakikipaglaro sa akin ang tadhana.
After Lissy and Aziel left my apartment, dumating naman sina mommy para kamustahin pa ako. Ti-next ko kasi sila kanina na dito na ako sa apartment ko magste-stay hanggang sa magpasukan. Ilang linggo na rin lang naman.
When I was still in my first year, this is the request that I've told them. I want to learn on how to be independent before I pass away. And now that the date of my death disappeared, I want to stay here again to continue what I have started. Living here in my apartment doesn't mean that I've already decided to cut the ties between me and them. I just want to learn to make my decisions on my own because not all the times, I can lean on their shoulders.
Kung kahapon ay sobra ang pag aalala nila sa akin, hindi ko alam kung bakit parang biglang may nagbago ngayon.
"Mom, are you sure that you're alright?" I asked worriedly leaving Callie in the sofa. Lumapit ako sa kanilang dalawa.
"I am, sweetheart." she excitedly beamed. After that, daddy handed me a small maroon paper bag.
Kumunot naman ang noo ko habang tinitingnan kung ano ang nasa loob nito.
"If you want to know something, everything's written in the book, sweetheart. I guess, your mom and I have nothing to worry about anymore," he exclaimed while the both of them are smiling from ear to ear.
Inilabas ko naman 'yong librong sinasabi nila mula sa paperbag. My eyes widened after it darted to the title of the book.
"Where did you get this?" I asked looking so confuse. This book has only limited copies according to the old man the last time I went to the book store.
"It doesn't matter where we get that, sweetheart. Just promise us that you'll live according to what will make you happy, alright? That's all we want for you," tumango ako sa sinabi nila.
Both of them stayed here for a while to cook for me. After taking a shower, they already left and texted me. Dumapo naman ako ang tingin ko doon sa librong iniwan nila.
I sat in the sofa as I opened its first page. Masyadong makapal ang libro na ito pero kalahati lang naman yung may sulat. The other pages are blank and I'm still wondering why they published this kind of book.
I jumped reading into other pages. Inaantok ako magbasa ng libro kung wala akong kailangan kaya binasa ko lang yung part kung saan may makukuha akong impormasyon.
The 106th page tackles all about the blank clock birthmarks. The absence of date of love on the right palm indicates success. Having no clock birthmarks on the left palm means unpredictable death. While the absence of two clock birthmarks on the two palms indicates freedom. It is stated that here in our world, there are only 2 out of 10 people who are born with the same case as mine.
I suddenly felt happy upon the mysterious disappearance of my two clock birthmarks. It means that I am free to do anything I want and fate has no control to interfere about my life.
It also means that the decision is with me. I will be the one to make my own fate.
Kinabukasan, bumalik ako ng Aestwood dahil ngayon nila ire-release yung sectioning and schedules. I also planned to go the bookstore after to buy all the required educational supplies that I'll use.
Kakatapos ko lang makuha yung schedule ko nang makita ko si kuya Led dito sa carpark.
"Goodmorning, Relle," bati n'ya.
"Goodmorning po. Are you with Alton?"
"Nah. May girlfriend is a college professor here. Hinatid ko lang."
Nilibot ko naman ang tingin ko at mukhang nagsasabi nga s'ya ng totoo. Dr. Alvi is not here.
"I have something to ask if you won't mind. Do you know if there's still a vacant apartment near Aestwood? Naghahanap kasi ang pinsan ko. He needed a place to stay for the whole month of June para hindi na s'ya natutulog sa clinic ko," lumawak naman ang ngiti ko dahil sa tanong ni kuya Led. I'm so sure that the cousin that he's talking about is no other than Alton.
"I know a place, kuya. That is only few meters away here in Aestwood. Si Alton ba ang sinasabi mong pinsan?" Tumango siya sa sinabi ko.
"Here's the address of the apartment kuya. Just tell him to go there right away para hindi s'ya maunahan," excited kong tugon.
"You're really a heaven sent, Amorelle. I owe you one," kumindat ito sa akin.
I already planned to go the bookstore to buy some stuffs but I just decided to go to my apartment and clean it. Sinabihan ko na rin si ate Celine, the owner of this apartment na may darating ditong lalaki mamaya. Aside from tita Serene, she doesn't also have a clock birthmark on her right palm meaning to say that she will grow old single but very successful.
Pagkatapos kong pakainin si Callie, nagsimula na akong maglinis. Pinakamakalat sa kusina dahil doon madalas naglalaro yung pusa namin. After doing some household chores, I proceeded to my room and started doing what will be my surprise for him later.
Kumuha ako ng isang one whole cartolina. Nilabas ko din yung iba't ibang art materials na kakailanganin ko. I'm not good at making this. I'm just watching random tutorials on youtube and I think that's already enough.
Even if I don't have artistic skills but the fact that I put a lot of time and effort to what I'm doing, maa-appreciate naman n'ya siguro ito.
"Callie!" suway ko ng bigla s'yang tumalon rito sa kama. Kamuntikan na tuloy matapon yung acrylic paint na ginagamit ko. I just decided to bring her to her own small bed here in my room.
"Just stay there, alright? May ginagawa ako," paliwanag ko at mabuti na lang pagkatapos ng ilang minuto ay nakatulog na rin s'ya sa maliit na kama kung saan ko s'ya inilagay kanina.
It was already 11 pm when I finished doing an art for him. Nakarinig naman ako ng yabag ng paa sa may labas kung kaya't mas lalong lumawak ang ngiti ko. I'm so sure that he's here.
Alton will occupy Lissy's room which is in front of my room. Akmang pipihitin ko na sana kung kwarto kung nasaan s'ya kung wala lang kumatok mula sa labas. I decided to open it first. Bumungad naman sa akin si ate Celine dala yung niluto n'ya.
"Give this to your handsome roommate, Relle," aniya bago ibinigay sa akin yung niluto n'yang rice pudding na ibinigay n'ya rin sa akin n'ong una akong dumating dito. Bumaba naman ang tingin nito sa hawak kong puting cartolina kaya't kaagad ko 'yong tinago sa likod ko.
"Thank you, ate."
"You have the same birthmark, Relle? Ang swerte mo naman," komento n'ya na nginitian ko na lang.
"Sige na ate Celine, may gagawin pa po ako," sagot ko at mabuti na lang hindi na s'ya nag usisa pa.
"Goodluck sa surprise mo," parang nang aasar na wika niya bago umalis sa harap ko.
How did she know it? Do I look too obvious?
Pagkatapos kong mailagay yung pagkain sa counter table, bumalik na ako sa tapat ng kwarto n'ya.
I heaved a deep sigh first. I was about to knock to his door nang bigla itong bumukas. Pareho naman kaming nagulat ng makita namin yung isa't isa.
I cleared my throat after seeing him. Damn, he was just wearing a plain white v-neck shirt and khaki short but still, he looks very handsome on it.
After a couple of seconds, his eyes darted to the cartolina that I'm holding. His full name was written on it. Ti-nry ko ring i-illustrate yung mukha n'ya pero alam kong hindi n'ya ito kamukha. Atleast, he's cute here.
"S-Surprise," I greeted while grinning. Hindi man lang s'ya ngumiti dahil sa ginawa ko.
Napatungo ulit ako dahil sa kahihiyan. I put a lot of time and effort making this but he didn't show me any forms of appreciation.
"It's cute," he commented in a casual tone. Mabilis naman akong napaangat ng tingin. After that, a wide smile plastered on my lips again.
"Thank—
I was in my mid-sentence nang bigla s'yang yumuko. The next thing I knew, buhat buhat na naman n'ya si Callie.
"I'm talking about her. She's cute," napaawang naman ang labi ko sa sinabi n'ya. Pumunta sila ni Callie sa sala habang ako ay naiwang hindi pa rin makapaniwala.
I was just standing there for almost a minute while processing my mind. Maya maya ay inis akong sumunod sa kanila bago itinapon yung cartolina sa trashcan.
Dr. Alvi was seating comfortably at the sofa. Nasa lap n'ya si Callie habang nakikipaglaro dito.
Naiinis akong tumayo sa harap nilang dalawa.
"You are my new room mate so you should be aware about my rules! First, you are not allowed to enter my room without my permission. Second, you'll be the one assigned cleaning starting from monday to friday and I'm on weekends only. Third, you are not allowed to touch my groceries. Fourth—
Napahinto ako sa pagsasalita nang ma-realize kong hindi naman pala s'ya nakikinig sa akin. Sa sobrang inis ko ay inagaw ko sa kanya si Callie.
Wala sa sariling nagmartsa ako papunta sa kwarto.
"Kailan ka pa naging cute, Callie? You're too ugly," naiinis kong sambit bago ko s'ya ipinasok sa room ko. Parang nagpupumilit pa ito lumabas pero hindi ko na s'ya pinayagan.
"Stay there, Callie. You will not be eating your lunch today."
I sigh in irritation before I close the door. Nakakunot tuloy ang noo ni Dr. Alvitarez habang nakatingin sa akin.
Bahala siya! I felt so unappreciated. I won't make any surprises anymore.
Jacket"Can I see your clock birthmark?" I asked, standing infront of him while his expression remains unchanged."No,""Just for five freaking seconds.""No,""Why can't you?""No,"Napapikit ako sa sobrang inis dahil sa naging sagot n'ya. Damn it! Talagang pinaglalaruan ako ng tadhana. My dad told me that between destined couples, a man had the great affection towards his other half. If Alton was really meant for me, bakit hindi kami pareho ng nararamdaman? Sobrang naguguluhan na ako. We haven't met each other for so long but I really I felt a strong connection everytime that I'm with him.I was about to say more words but he already turned his back on me. I sigh in irritation before going back inside my room. Callie was lying on my bed. Tumabi na lang ako rito bago s'ya pinaglaruan."Make sure you bite his hand the next time he touches you, Callie. That damn annoying guy deserves it," turo ko
Younger sister"C-Can I just stay here? Naghirap ako maglakad dito tapos...tapos pababalikin mo lang ako?" naiinis kong sambit nang hawakan na naman n'ya ang palapulsuhan ko.Hindi ako basta basta magpapadala sa mga sinabi n'ya. Maybe he just said those words to convince me to go home."You're so stubborn," he madly asserted. Sinubukan kong kuhanin ulit yung palapulsuhan ko mula sa kanya at mabuti naman nabitawan na n'ya ako."Do you want me to go home so you can flirt with any girls you want? Do you think I'm jealous?" humalukipkip ako habang derecho ang mga mata sa kanya."What are you saying?" Huminahon ang boses niya."Bahala ka na! Basta ako babalik ako doon," huling sambit ko bago ako inis na nagmartsa paalis. Besides, hindi naman n'ya ako maloloko. He told me that my cousin will be here. It's too early in the morning so Aziel is probably sleeping by now.Dr. Alvi is just fooling me because
Annoyed"I thought you're going to find a new apartment?" masungit na tanong sa akin ni Alton nang makita n'yang bumalik ako dala yung mga gamit ko. It's been a week since their medical mission happened.Sa sobrang inis ko sa kanya, sa bahay na ako tumuloy ng isang linggo. I'm planning to just stay there for the whole school year pero na-realize kong hindi ko pala kaya. Bukod sa malayo ito mula sa Aestwood, hindi ko rin kayang iwanan na lang basta si Callie sa kanya.Lissy texted me last night that she let Alton take care of our pet dahil masyadong mareklamo si Aziel."Bakit mo ako pinapaalis? Ako naman ang nauna dito?" naiinis ko ring sagot bago ko iniwan yung maleta ko at kinuha mula sa kanya si Callie.Nakita ko namang tumayo ito para sana lumapit sa akin pero kaagad ko s'yang dinuro para huminto s'ya sa pwesto n'ya."Stay there. At pwede bang wag ka ring feeling close? I am not your
WeirdI woke up early today. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mas nauna pa akong nagising kaysa sa alarmclock ko. It's still 6 in the morning but I just decided to go out of my room. Mas maganda na rin siguro na maaga para hindi na ako magmamadali mamaya.Pagkabukas ko ng pinto ay s'yang paglabas rin ni Alton sa kwarto niya. I don't know if he saw me or he just really pretended that he didn't. Nag aayos kasi ito ng buhok na parang kakagising lang bago umalis sa harapan ko.It's been a week since the class started. Doon ko nakumpirmang sobrang bipolar nga n'ya. There are times that he's acting very concerned to me pero most of the time ay hindi ito namamansin. Hindi ko tuloy maiwasang mainis. I really hate inconsistent people!After cooking my breakfast, pumunta na ako sa table para kumain. Dr. Alvi did the same thing. Nagtimpla lang ito ng kape bago naupo sa harapan ko."Is it true?" he started asking. Nag angat
FamiliarIt was already 6 pm nang maihatid ako ni Aziel sa apartment. Panay text s'ya sa akin kung nasaan yung babaeng muntik na n'yang mabangga kanina. Maski naman ako ay walang ideya. After using the washroom earlier, hindi ko na ulit s'ya nakita. Pareho naman kami nagtaka ng pinsan ko lalo na ako.That woman is really weird. I don't know if everything she said had sense or pinaglalaruan n'ya lang ako. Ga'non pa man, nagdesisyon akong hanapin yung libro na ibinigay sa akin nina mommy.It's been half an hour since I started searching pero hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin ito makita. I'm so sure that I keep that in my room. Hindi ko alam kung bakit biglang nawala.Nagdesisyon akong pumunta sa sala sa pagbabakasakaling mahahanap ko 'yong libro. Naabutan ko naman ang pagpasok ni Alton na ngayon ay kadarating lang. Kaagad nitong binuhat si Callie na nasa may paanan n'ya bago umupo sa sofa."What
Jealous"By any chance, have we met before?" I curiously asked while we're walking. He introduced himself to me earlier. He told me that he's a transfer student who also chose to study in Aestwood.Kadarating n'ya lang rin daw mula Australia. Hindi naman ako naniwala. He looks very familiar to me."No, it's my first here in your country," he asserted. Nang makarating kami rito sa mall, nagsimula na s'yang magtingin ng mga bagong models ng cellphone. Panay sulyap tuloy sa kanya yung mga sales lady ngayon dito.Vaughn is a bit taller than me. He has a tousled hair, define jaw and firm body. Mas maputi rin ito ng kaunti at halos kasing tangkad ni Alton.
DisappointedTahimik lang kaming dalawa habang nanonood ng tv.I didn't bother to speak or talk to him because I'm still annoyed. He told me a while ago that he's jealous about me and Vaughn, pero ang lakas ng loob n'yang kumain kasama si Vanessa.Nakakainis lang dahil maya't maya ko na s'yang iniisip. Hindi ko maiwasang maguluhan."Who are you texting?" pag usisa n'ya habang magkatabi kami ngayong nakaupo dito sa sofa."Si Vaughn. He's inviting me for a lunch tomorrow," pagsisinungaling ko para mas lalo s'yang mainis. The truth is, naghahanap ako ng pagkain na pwedeng ipa-deliver dahil tinatamad akong magluto."Liar," sagot n'ya na hindi ko namalayang nakasilip na pala sa ginagawa ko."You don't need to order. I already cooked something. It's enough for us," banggit n'ya bago ito tumayo para tingnan yung niluluto n'ya sa kusina.Gusto ko sanang matuwa sa sinabi n'ya pero pinigilan ko na la
DrownedI can't freakin' believe that he's asking me for a date. Kagabi ay panay text s'ya sa akin. I didn't bother myself to reply because I'm still annoyed and at the same time, surprised. Hindi ko rin magawang makatulog ng maayos kaya alas diyes na ng umaga ako nagising. Nang lumabas ako ng kwarto, nakita ko s'ya sa kusina habang pinapakain si Callie."Good morning," bati n'ya kung kaya't hindi ko maiwasang manibago. Instead of talking to him, I went to the table to eat my breakfast. There was a pancake and oatmeal there."About last night, I just want to apologize," banggit n'ya pa na nakapagpaalala sa akin sa lahat ng nangyari. I was hit by a lot of realizations last night. Bumalik sa isip ko kung anong mundo nga ba ang meron kami ngayon.I have no clock birthmarks at hindi ako sigurado kung nasa parehong sitwasyon kaming dalawa."Why do you ask me for date? Is it because of my mom's request? Or is it because you felt